playing a d&d character who’s going through character growth is so ??? oh so he’s allowed to learn and grow ??? he’s finally in a place where he can explore who he is outside of simply needing to survive ??? he’s learning about himself ??? after spending the beginning of his life only learning how to fight ??? he is becoming less self centered ??? and is now in a place where he is able to give ??? he’s a made up guy but also ??? he’s a piece of my heart and he’s getting better ???
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For the dnd character asks: 81, 94, 98, and a question that you’re hoping someone will ask!
81. what does your character’s name represent to them? (or: why as a player did you choose your character’s name?)
Locus Lilliflora is just me taking a locust tree and combining it with the name Lucas so it’s more name-like, and Lilliflora is a plant word that I thought sounded cool while googling
the last name is special to him because Locus was abandoned by his family as a young child, so he chose his own last name to distance himself from his terrible mother
94. what is your character’s biggest flaw?
Locus is Deeply self-centered. it started off as a coping mechanism— he was told from birth that he was an omen of the apocalypse, and his family abandoned him (or more specifically, as I learned tonight: gave him to a cult who was going to sacrifice him to the big bad of the campaign), so his entire life has been him going “I am the only person in my corner, and so I have to always stand up for myself.” because he has always been the only person in his corner, he’s developed a kind of victim complex— until he met his fellow party members, he had convinced himself that he was the worst off person ever. he had a ton of self pity, and he was convinced that no one else would understand. this self-centeredness and self pity extends into helping people— even when helping people, he still picks the side of the person he sees himself in the most and uses it almost like therapy, as if he’s getting closure for his own past by looking at whoever has the most power on their side and going “you’re just like my family.” the tl;dr is: his selfishness
98. what advice would your character give to a younger version of themselves?
what a serendipitous question considering Locus just rescued his baby self. I think that Locus is still in a bad place, so his advice would be pretty pessimistic— he would tell himself to grow harder skin and learn to stand up for himself because that has been the only effective thing he’s done. maybe someday he’ll be able to give advice about forgiveness and letting go and letting people in, but right now he’s still hurting
12. what is your character’s current goal, summed up in one sentence?
to convince other people to believe in me the way the unicorn that protects the forest believes in me
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4, 6, and 13 for the dnd asks
4. if you had to make your character a different player race, what would it be and why?
my newest character, Locus Lilliflora, was almost a mountain dwarf! then the dm texted me and was like “hey no pressure but would you be interested in playing a dryad?” so I switched to dryad so I could fit into the world better and get the most out of it (and I’m so glad I did because being a dryad made a ton of my backstory/character stuff fall into place in a really interesting way). so, if I had to switch Locus from being a dryad, I’d switch him back to being a mountain dwarf (which also would have had a lot of interesting narrative potential, but being a dryad made me fit into the story better)
6. best DM you’ve ever had?
ooooo I’ve played with a lot of great dms. the dm for the first campaign I ever joined (and am still playing) is great— she’s put a ton of thought and work into making the arcs specific to each of us, and she made a really interesting world that’s super fun to play in. our most recent battle was also just really great— she’s done a ton of great battle with interesting combat design (our first combat was a heist to assassinate a corrupt priest, and it was ridiculously fun to plan a heist for five hours) and basically I could sing her praises forever but she doesn’t love compliments so it turns into me going “that battle was so fun okay bye”
also the newest dm that I’m playing with (the one dming Locus) made such a great, video game-y world with a lot of super interesting lore. there’s nothing like texting your dm and going “I want to play a man and a dryad” and him responding “fantastic! so you’ve been told since you were a baby that your existence as a male dryad will bring about the apocalypse” like what a great way to immediately throw me into the world (because I joined the campaign late so I met the already-established party and went “hey what’s up I’m an omen of the apocalypse”)
also one of the most emotionally impactful sessions that I’ve played was at d&d club where I accidentally helped a cult take out an entire city and was handed the power to do it again. I was playing a low-int, low-wis sweetheart whose main motivation was making friends, and I walked backwards into a situation where both sides of this confrontation sucked and it was generally a really rough but really interesting session, and I wish we could have played it out, but campus shut down because of the global pandemic thing and we never got to see it through (some say Ferrek is still holding that vial of poison to this day)
13. what’s something you’re working on as a player? (e.g., getting better at roleplay, thinking more tactically during combat, writing more notes, etc)
being less controlling lol I have a bad habit of learning my party members’ abilities and going “hey it would be cool if you did this and then you did this and then I did this” and I need to sit back more and listen. like one of my party members will go “I might do this idk” and then I’ll plan my turn in combat around them doing that, only for them to not do that and me to go “wait what are you Doing.” basically i need to calm down lol
tysm !! 💜✨
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