#aaugghhhhhhhhhh being an artist is hard

[cadaverkeys]

The fact that I'm 23 and I havent completed a master work yet is driving me crazy. I need to do a gesamtkunstwerk NOW or my brain will start leaking out of my nose.

#rambles #i still havent released my undergrad film (it was compiled for the sake of grading and not watchability) #so a lot of work is still being done in small incraments to fix the errors in timing and pacing that we couldn't handle at the time :( #other than that my conceptual graphic novel is meant to be finished in. augh. half a year from now. #and thats my literal master work (in the sense that its my masters thesis piece) #and it might also never be publically available because of its delicate features #and the liklihood of a high manufacture cost #aaugghhhhhhhhhh being an artist is hard #and neverminding actually trying to net a job with exclusively 2d skills is IMPOSSIBLE #okay. sits. im done I'll not be a whiny bitch. #ill be normal and strong #i knowww that art is competitve and hard and it's never going to be easy to succeed in a creative field #im working on getting my footing i promise