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snarkandsarcasmftw · 4 years

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2020

Uh oh, it’s time for the cranky smol one to get sappy af. Prepare yourselves. Because yeah, I’m gonna get sappy.

This past year has been… To put it bluntly, it was one hell of a ride. I moved from state to state after spending the past two years taking care of my mother, I lost important people in my life (some through my own stupidity, others simply because they showed their true colors) and I lost a pet that for 13 years roughly, was a huge part of my life. I rescued a cat. I feel like this past year taught me a lot but the most important thing that it taught me was to be thankful for who/what I have in my life, because I might not always have these things/people.

Since there’s a loooot, holy shit so much.. I’ll put a read more.

REGRETS:

First of all, to the one person I’m no longer speaking to/following on here. I just know that you were a blessing in my life while you were around. I know we couldn’t ever really be close friends like we were before everything played out, but I truly hope the best things in life happen to you. You’re a good person, always know that. I hope you’re happier now and I hope that you eventually find and embrace your own inner truth without anxiety or fear.

Secondly, there were a few people who I misjudged/let go of this past year that maybe I wish I hadn’t. If any of you are reading this, I’m so so so so sorry. I don’t know what made me do it, but I know that I just… Felt like I wasn’t as good as any of you and like I never really fit in, so rather than make you all keep dealing with me, I did what I thought was best and cut the cord. I really wish I hadn’t and I know it’s probably way too late, but I really am sorry. You were great people and I really do miss our talks and stuff. I just felt like I was in the way, so I took myself out. Anxiety is a real bitch and while that’s not an excuse for me just going silent / blocking you guys, it’s the simplest truth. I was in a bad place for a while there and in my own head too much. I’m better now, but I’m fairly sure that it’s too little & too late. So, once again, I’m so so so sorry.

NEW FRIENDS:

Oh god, where to start? I made so many new friends this year on this blue hell-site. So many. And I’m thankful for every single one of you even if I somehow miss your name. On that note,I’m sorry in advance if I do and I mean nothing by it. Also, these are in absolutely no certain order. If I tried to go alphabetically, I’d probably wind up messing it up.

@xladyxfatex I am so, so, so, so glad you sent me that meme and we started to talk. It has been so much fun rp’ing again, and I’m really enjoying getting to know you better. I love our rp and you’re such a sweet person. I can’t wait to see where this year takes us.

@writtingrose you are an amazing writer and you’re a down to earth and sweet person. I was moved by your Beautiful To Me series (it’s plus size reader, you guys MUST go read it.) and I’m so glad I reached out. I can’t wait to start our rp, if you’re still down for it. I love reading your writing and I can’t wait to get to know you better.

@komaniac I absolutely love your love for Kevin. I really don’t get to talk to you often, but I’ll see your Kevin posts and I’m like sitting on my side of the computer screen silently nodding. Your Kevin content is always making me smile. I love you for that, never change.

@rampagewriting… I can’t remember which of us reached out first, but girl. I am so so glad we’re friends. You’re an amazing and strong person and I love all your fics. I love opening our DM and yelling about things with you, whether it’s Zak Bagans ( we deffo need to go ghost hunting one day, tbh) or any of our other favorites. I’m so glad we’re friends and I hope that we get to be even better friends during 2020.

@the-ville-idiot Wren, I love you. Seriously, I love you. You’re always so bubbly and happy and like… I legit enjoy our random conversations. We have a lot in common.

@doedreamss Ashley, I mean Doe. You’re such a sweetheart and I wish I had half the life experiences you have. I love you. I enjoy talking to you about certain cowboys and certain bad boys. I love your writing, I wish I wrote more like you did, tbh. I hope you never change and I hope we stay friends. If you ever need to talk or want to talk, you’re always welcome in my DM’s.

@robwiethoff I LOVE LOVE YOUR LOVE FOR HANGMAN. I aspire to love something/someone as much, tbh. I know I’m probably annoying af, but honestly, I enjoy talking to you. I hope to get to know you better, you’re a sweetheart. I love reading your writing / hearing your ideas and honestly, just.. I send you hugs.

@adamcolesteeth I’ve really enjoyed talking to you and I genuinely thank you for the random fake fic title prompts, because I’ve really had a blast doing them. I loved your Christmas Luchasaurus fic, it was so much fun to read.

@hardcorewwetrash we may not like the same football teams, ( roll damn tide, lol) but I honestly love to read your posts. You’re a real person and the world needs more of those. You speak your mind. I honestly wish I could just do that sometimes. It’s been so fun talking to you / seeing your posts on the dash.

@country-believethat-gallowaywwe AHHHH. I LOVE THE TALKS WE HAVE ABOUT DREW. Also, thanks for all the picture inspiration you send me that one time I really, really, really needed it. I think you’re a sweetheart and I hope to get to know you better / have more talks in the future.

@twdeadfanfic I love your fics, first of all. You’re an amazing writer and you blow me away with each new one you post. I know we don’t get to talk often, but I enjoy talking to you.

@heel-rollins you are a sweetheart. I love talking to you and I wish we got to talk more, tbh.

@hamstxr I love your posts, they always make me smile. I wish we get to talk more and you seem like a really sweet person.

@kittysilver86 Kitty, I love you. You’re a positive and sweet person and your writing is so good and so fluffy yet dirty, I love it. I love Ava as a character and I love these little universes you make up. Your posts always make me smile and honestly, I just wanna hug you. I really enjoy being friends with you even though we don’t get to talk often.

@schizoauthoress You’re a really kind person. I really enjoy your posts on my dash and I love the talks we’ve had there. If you ever wanna talk my DM’s are always open. You seem really down to earth and really open and I love that. I hope to get to know you better this year.

@vonschweetz Von, I am so proud of you. You’ve been through a lot and you went above and beyond to rise out of it all and you’re thriving now. You’re a huge inspiration and you’re so freaking sweet that like.. If anyone ever tried to hurt you, I’d probably give them these hands. I love talking to you, I love looking at your edits and I really, really, really love your fics. You always make me smile.

OLD FRIENDS:

@helluvawriter you’re a kind person and I love you so much. You’re a really amazing writer and you’re always so down to earth. You were the first friend I made in the wrestling fandom way back when and even though we don’t get to talk much anymore, I love you and I love our talks when we do. You’re an amazing mother. I hope if I ever get to be a mom, I’m like you. I’m so glad we’re friends.

@andie01 holy shit.. You’re so much fun to talk to. I love that you’re as blunt as me and that we can just DM back and forth about total randomness. I love Beasts, it’s one of my favorite fanfictions of all time. I love you so much. Like.. you’re an inspiration to me and i don’t think you realize that. I’m so glad we’re friends.

@wrestlingismyguiltypleasure First of all, you’re an amazing mother. And I am so happy for you and your little family! I love talking to you, even if we don’t get to talk that much anymore, I enjoy our talks when we do. You’re going to get me to write Alpha!Ethan Carter III yet, I promise. It’s coming. You inspire me and I love the random things you send me to look at. I’m so glad we’re friends.

@kayah16 I wish I was half as creative as you. I love reading your one shots and I love you. You’re a really amazing and kind person and honestly, the world could use more of that. There are so many times I’m having an absolute shit day and I log on and you’ve sent me a recipe or tagged me in something that makes me smile. I wish I could hug you. I hope I can help you as much as you’ve helped me. If you ever need me, I’m here. I’m so glad we’re friends.

@missjenniferb I love the random thirst tags and the dm’s at 1 am, they always make me smile. I love that you tag me in Bucky things now, because that’s kinda how I got so deep into him. I blame you for that. I really have so much fun talking to you because it’s like… the lengths of our dirty minds combined, and i live for that. You always make me smile, I just hope I make you smile too. I’m so glad we’re friends.

@heelsamizayn you’re also another person I started to talk to way back when and honestly, I really, really, really love you. You’re a sweet and blunt person who isn’t afraid to say what she thinks. I love talking to you, whether it be about any of our thirsts or whatever we’re writing or random stuff that irritates us both during the day. I’m so glad we’re friends.

@bo0kitten I really love our talks. We like a lot of the same bands, and you always have these well thought out opinions / facts on things. I love seeing you on my dash and I really wish we got to talk more often. I’m so glad we’re friends.

@chasingeverybreakingwave BB you really didn’t think I was going to forget you.. Noooo. Never. I love talking to you and I love your posts / live blogs. You dragged me kicking and screaming into Jimmy Havoc and I love you for it. You’ve also gotten me into music that I hadn’t ever heard before too. Never change, bb! I’m so glad we’re friends.

@calwitch MOM HI! I love you. And I will totally let you adopt me. You’re kinda stuck with me now. I love your posts and you never fail to encourage me when I need it most. You’re a sweet person and totally down to earth and open. Some of your comments on my fic posts have given me that little nudge when I needed it most and I can’t thank you enough for that. You’re an awesome and fun person and I love that you don’t hold back on anything. I’m so glad we’re friends.

@markostuntthesehoes I absolutely adore you and I love your writing. I love our talks, the things we’ve bounced back and forth over DM’s. You’ve gotten me to really appreciate people that I wasn’t sure about before talking to you. Your posts always make me smile and you’re an absolute gem. I’m so glad we’re friends.

#putting this on my writing blog bc some of you lovelies don't follow my personal and I wanna make sure everyone sees this #if I forgot you please don't think that means I don't like you bc I love all of you #I just have the memory of an actual goldfish #2020 thoughts #if you wanna get to know me better my dm's and my asks are open always #just not on anon bc nope fuck anon

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wikiaeater · 6 years

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Building Trust

A Zak Storm fanfiction

Synopsis: Making friends always takes a while, but when you’re a poltergeist trying to befriend an alien who’s afraid of ghosts, this while may be longer.

Why I am throwing a fanfiction into an almost nonexistent fandom

(One-shot)

- This ship is… Quite unusual. - Caramba looked around. The Chaos seemed like a good ship, but its high speed would make the alien unstable. The way the ship would change the sail's position by itself and the skull on its front were also things that scared Caramba.

The newest crew on the Bermuda Triangle had just fled from Marituga, leaving a bunch of defeated skeletons behind. They still needed a name.

- No need to worry! The Chaos is the best ship on the Triangle! - Clovis showed up from the floor. He was excited to meet the new members aboard. - Hello, fish girl!

- My name is Chrysta Coraline Lejune and I am not a fish!

- Hello, viking dude!

- Hi!

- Hello… Robot? Are you a robot?

Caramba stared at Clovis for a while, unable to move. There was a ghost right in front of him, talking to him, and slowly approaching. He already felt uncomfortable with the Chaos, and now it turned out it was haunted.

He was frozen, scared.

- Hello? Can you hear me? - The child was confused. Why wasn't the newcomer answering him?

As he tried to touch the robot, Caramba runned backwards, almost falling from the boat.

- G-g-ghost!! You're a ghost!! Stay a-a-away f-from me!! Stay away!! Stay away!! - The alien runned, screaming, towards the cabin. He locked the door as soon as he got there, no longer screaming, but with a heavy breath, and stayed as far from the door as he could.

- Wait, please! - The spirit kid passed through the locked door. - You don't need to be afarid of me! I am not bad!

- Ghosts aren't real!! You're not real!!

- Yes I am!

- No no no no… Step back!! Don't come any closer!! - Both of them started crying at that moment.

- Why are you treating me like this?!

- Clovis, come here!! - Zak called him. He obeyed, leaving the alien alone.

- Zak, is it something I've said?? Why doesn't he want to talk to me??

- He may be… Afraid of ghosts.

- But I didn't do anything!!

- I know! It's alright, I will talk to him. Stay here with the others, okay?

The child nodded and wiped his tears.

- I am Crogar, and Crogar is not afraid of ghosts! Crogar is not afraid of anything! - The viking approached in an attempt to make Clovis feel better, succeeding.

Seeing that the other newcomers were going to keep Clovis distracted, Zak knocked on the cabin's door. - Caramba? It's me, Zak Storm. Could you open the door?

- Is the ghost still there? - He replied with a jittery, tearful voice.

- Yes… But he's not coming in. Just me and Calabrass.

The teenager expected another reply, but all he got was the sound of the door being unlocked.

- Hey, buddy, what was that? - He said as he entered the cabin.

- You didn't tell me that this ship was haunted. - Caramba locked the door again. - You didn't tell me there was a ghost in the crew.

- First of all, he is not exactly a ghost, he just lost his body. And second, I had no clue you were going to freak out!

- I'm afraid, Zak!

- You two will have to get along eventually! - Calabrass said. They were going to be part of the same crew after all.

- It's okay, I won't judge you for being afraid; but look, Clovis just wants to be friends with you. How about we get out and you say hi to him? - The young captain suggested calmly.

- NO!! I… I can't.

Zak sighed. This was going to take a while.

4 days after that, the crew was already named “7Cs”. Caramba didn't get out of the cabin a lot, but whenever he did, he would take a look on the scenario to make sure Clovis wasn't around. If he was, he would go back to the indoors.

- Hey Zak… - The kid flied away from the sail and kept floating near his captain. - How long is it going to take?

- Excuse me, what are you talking about?

- Caramba! You told me that befriending him would take a while, but whenever he sees me, he flees! How are we ever going to be friends if I can't even say hi?!

- I know you didn't do anything to him, but he's afraid, and we must respect that. - Cece approached and answered the question for Zak. - Encouraging to face it, sure, but respecting. Caramba will get used to your presence sooner or later.

- It sounds like it's going to take forever… - Clovis replied in a bored tone.

Zak thought for a while and had an idea. - Look, I know something you can do to help! - He said before explaining his plan. Clovis didn't really like the plan, but it was an effective way of showing Caramba his good intentions, so he accepted it without hesitation.

The next time Caramba got out of the cabin, Clovis made sure to disappear before he closed the door.

- Where did he go? - The alien asked.

- Who knows! - Zak said, smiling. - But he's not here, so you can come!

Things stayed like this for about a week. It didn't matter if Clovis was having fun or in the middle of a conversation: as soon as Caramba showed up, he would go away. Sometimes disappearing with a poof, sometimes diving into the floor, sometimes flying to the top of the sail. Even though Caramba was actually enjoying it, it was starting to concern him.

- Captain…

- Yes?

- Why does the ghost get out whenever I come? I may not be comfortable around him, but that doesn't mean I want him to isolate himself or to stop being around the others.

- Oh, don't worry! He comes back when you get out. It's just that he wants to make sure you're comfortable aboard the Chaos.

Caramba felt bad for the situation. - That's… Really nice of him.

- You should give him a chance. - Calabrass said before Zak could say anything.

The engineer took a deep breath. - I will.

On the following day, Caramba got out of the cabin to eat the lunch Crogar had cooked. Clovis was around, but not eating, and sinked into the floor with the sight of the ET.

- Wait! Come back, ghost! - He said.

Clovis came back and kept floating in front of the robot. He didn't expect that, and with the large smile, anyone could notice how happy he was. Caramba felt the sensation of being frozen again, but he wouldn't run away this time. The two stared at each other for a while, all the other crewmates watching.

- We didn't have a proper first meeting. May we have one now? - Clovis broke the silence and approached the robot a little. Caramba's reaction was to take a quick step backwards.

- Not yet.

Clovis sighed. - Fine… Take your time. - Well, at least that was a beginning, right?

Caramba was no longer bothered by Clovis' presence, but he still wouldn't talk to the poltergeist.

The talks started gradually and slowly. A hi here, a how are you there, a joke, and it took more than a month for Caramba to treat Clovis normally, like he would treat Cece and Crogar.

Clovis? Yeah, sure, he was very happy, but he still asked himself one thing.

“Has the fear been fully erased? Or is he still afraid but trying hard not to demonstrate it?”

The answer came eventually.

- Hey Clovis… - The kid was, as usually, sitting on the sail when Caramba approached during a random evening.

- Yes? - He flew down.

- I'm… - Caramba clearly wasn't happy. - … I'm sorry for how I treated you in our first meeting.

- Oh, it's alright!

- Really?

- Of course!

- Well, this is not our first meeting, but we should make believe it was, so we can have a proper one! - Caramba was happier now, and the robot's screen showed a smile.

- Sure! Ahem, I am Clovis! I am not a ghost and I like jokes! - The boy reached out for a handshake.

For his surprise, the robot opened, revealing a cute small green creature inside of it.

- My name is Caramba, and I'm a Wahoolian! I like, uh… Technology, I guess? Nice to meet you! - The green alien reached out for the handshake as well, but his arms were so small he couldn't reach Clovis'.

- You're… Not a robot?!! - The child asked, still not believing his eyes, while allowing Caramba to have the handshake with just one finger.

The ET giggled. - No, I am not a robot.

- What is a Wahoolian?

- Is how those who are born in the planet Wahoo are called!

- So you're an alien! This is so so so cool!!

- Thanks!

- You're… Small! And cute!

- Thanks…?

- You look like a toy!! - Clovis started laughing, not realizing Caramba was slightly embarrassed.

The robot closed itself. - That's why I always stay inside my robot. Wahoolians are very fragile, and the Triangle is a very hostile place. - A bit of fear was noticeable in his voice.

The two kept talking about the Triangle, but that's not the point. The point is: that situation made Clovis feel sure that Caramba truly trusted him.

If he used the robot to protect himself from danger, and opened it in front of Clovis, that could only mean that he didn't see any danger in Clovis.

The fear had been fully erased. They were friends.

#guys can you believe I spent hours on this trash?#and Idk if this is good or bad #because this fandom barely exists so I bet I wrote this for like 3 people to read #why did my new hyperfixation had to be so obscure? ugh #but the good point is #I missed my days as a fic writer #and this helps me practice my English #sooo good bargain I guess?#writing in my home language is still more comfortable tho #fanfiction #fanfic #one-shot #zak storm #caramba #clovis #me writes #(< woah look writing tag)#(in case I decide to go wild and write shit in English again)

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amandaj718 · 6 years

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Emmerdale Live and Organized - January 19, 2018

Welcome to the pre-show on this fine Friday! I’m continuing my positive thought streak. I feel like Danny Miller very much made that possible. Thank you, Danny, for saying what I have been thinking for a long time. That interview was oddly positive, and I appreciate it since fandom has been sad or fighting for most of the week.

So, a positive. I love the way fandom can come together to support each other, even if a person doesn’t agree with another. It’s a real sense of community that lots of fandoms don’t have. Its sweet to see and I love that I see it here. Not just in the Robron fandom but the Emmerdale fandom in general. It’s a little crazy soap watching family. People come and go, but the family formula remains intact. Soaps. We are all crazy to get so obsessed, but at least we have others around just like us.

Alright. Let’s crack on. We have a Wishing Well in ruin. What will happen next?

GIVE ME FLOATING HEADS IN THE OPENER OR GIVE ME DEATH. So, I still think there needs to be a new opening credit sequence. In case anyone wonders about that. Goats! What?!?! Where did that come from? Oh god…its happening again.

Wishing Well

A wall is out. You can fix that. I think.

Where is Kyle?

I JUST WROTE THAT! ZAK AND I ARE THE SAME.

That Graham. *heart eyes*

Why did he give Eric credit? That is suspect though. Oh. Graham is giving people some hero status because he can? Huh. Interesting. Someone is trying to pay for his sins? Past Sins. Does Graham have a history in Emmerdale? History we aren’t aware of?

The Café Crew

Samson. He just cares about you. You are his world. It’s a parent thing. My mom used to get mad at me when she thought I was in danger, but I was ok in the end. It’s a reaction I guess. I don’t know. I’m not a parent.

UH. Daz. Joe was behind that. What is the point of Daz again?

“Rich folk like him reckon he can do that!” – Sam *I’m sensing a us vs. them vibe building again*

The Pub Crew

It’s a full house at the pub! *Full House Theme Plays*

OH. Its Zak’s birthday! Awwww! Happy Birthday, Zak!

Oh, Charity. Shut up. It wasn’t anyone’s fault. ITS JOES FAULT.

I like how the police show up and the whole family goes quiet except for Zak.

Faith and Eric. I’d like to see that again. They had great chemistry. Someday. SOMEDAY.

Tracy standing up for her Father in Law is sweet. I like their friendship.

I think the show did that to upgrade Wishing Well’s set.

Debbie being sane is confusing me. 2013 Debbie is a bitch. Good for her. Finally growing up.

Marlon’s Place

“You aren’t supposed to hit on the head teacher!” – April dishing out the truth

April is wise beyond her years. More grown up than she should be at her age.

“I still like you.” – April to Marlon *AWWWWWWWW*

David’s Grocery

Everyone is hung over. Also, David can’t be angry.

Oh Charity. Shut up. Go home. You aren’t needed here.

Why does everyone get such small milk? Is it creamer? I get jugs of it.

The only ex-pair I’m interested in starts with R and ends with on.

Eek. Tracy, you have to calm down. You are mad at Leyla, not Priya. Tracy knows she is wrong. This is sad.

I really want Tracy to write again. Having the readers group. That could be so much fun. She could write about the village, and it becomes slightly famous. Oh wow. I found a new fanfiction idea. This show is waking me up creatively these days. I love it.

Tracy. You like to write. Write down your feelings. Write about it in a story where you can let it all out. From one writer to another…it makes things a lot better in the brain. Making room by writing it down on the page. It helps a lot.

Oh. Justine is right. This has shades of 2016 to 2017 Robron. OH BOY.

Home Farm

Hi Joe. *giggles. Its been awhile people*

Jimmy. You are better than this. I know you are.

Oh boy. Dingles? Time to call JG Wentworth.

God. Joe is Robert from 2014. Everyone sees it right? Also, I can’t wait till Robert realizes that Joe is in town. I don’t think he knows. He is a bit busy these days taking care of the little one.

Graham doing the lords work. *bows*

Seriously. Home Farm looks brighter. Healthier. Better. The Whites made the place look dull and lifeless. There is a spark now.

“I wanted to see the Dingles suffer.” – Joe Tate

Seriously. Joe is just Robert back in the day. Robert has grown up, but Joe still has a ton of growing up to do.

WOAH. Graham and Joe’s history coming out.

PROTECT GRAHAM 2018. Well, he might kill Joe with his hands.

OH. Debbie gonna burn the house down! Good. That place is full of bad memories and bad vibes from the Whites.

The Factory

I’m in the middle of 2013 Emmerdale, and Pryia and David are the WORST. It works out though.

Don’t let this pair happen again show. PLEASE DON’T LET IT HAPPEN. Don’t. Please don’t.

Could we not David? Could we not keep secrets from Tracy with your ex? PLEASE. Just talk to her.

I love Priya outfit. *vain moment*

OH David. Tracy knows too. I also knew. I hate to admit it, but I’m kind of into Leyla and David. *DUCKS*

Tracy can date around now. I think Tracy dating could be fun. Shake things up a bit. Tracy and David have been too stable for a soap.

‘It’s Just Speculation!’

As per usual: Stay off the message boards, respect each other’s opinions, breathe, reboot and eat a Snickers. If you want to talk theory or the show come on over to my Tumblr @amandaj718. Appreciate what I write? Buy me a cup of coffee over at my blog, Amanda Jane’s Randomly Organized Pop!

Until next time, see you around in Emmerdale!

#Emmerdale #Live and Organized #Robron #Review

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