#altho they DO have good taste with one liking persona (3 4 5 and not just 5!!) and the other w. a LOT

[astrxealis]

it is so weird being a mentor now ... ;O

( tags got really sentimental at the end WHEEZE beware if you check T___T )

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #i like it though !! :O + it looks cool AND i love helping people out hehe #i've been joining a lot of pfs and helping ppl mhmhmhm super fun <3 #it's weird though bcs now i see stuff for like ... nier/eden raids First Time/Unsync/Sync wtvr but. Man. i was literally There #it's weird but ?? just in a sentimental way :O like how i now seem like those mentors w rlly nice glams and all ?? #that i used to be like Wow at when i was newer to the gave ... then again i'm almost 2 years into this game >< crazy to think honestly #⋯ ꒰ა ffxiv ໒꒱ *·˚ #i do believe that ffxiv's story is something i wish for those i love to try out :'O hehe it made me genuinely overjoyed when my irls started #altho they DO have good taste with one liking persona (3 4 5 and not just 5!!) and the other w. a LOT #including nier and fire emblem and elden ring!! i love them /p they are my bro while the other is my bestie <33 #hm. i might get off track so i'll get back onto what i'm actually rambling about GBJSHDBHG #i do savage... ultimates... pvp... gpose and glamour :O i just don't do rp HJSDHGJ not yet at least >< #idk it just. man i'm pROUD OH MY GOD I JUST SAW GAWR GURA IN GAME uh yeah anyways yeah i'm really proud #here i am now literally doing some of the hardest content in game. when back in ... even shb nier e9s etc OH MY GOD... #first time doing e5?? i think it was e5. i literally was on the floor for most of the fight LMAO and back then as drg #i didn't know my goddamn rotation and didn't. use geirskogul (i forgot spelling sorry) until it was time for red dragon phase ... man #and now. yeah!! idk it's sentimental hours :'> wahhhh i'm really proud of myself for coming this far hehe #and i have to thank a lot of it to ffxiv in more ways than one T___T that game really is the epitome of Not Just A Game for me #it's helped w my social anxiety and anxiety and self esteem and inspiration and so much more including my probable. depression #and uhhhhhhh yeah yeah yk what connects to that HAHA so yeah as you can tell endwalker hit me SO hard #literally the only thing i couldn't relate to in endwalker is having lost a loved one bcs i have not yet... but i can. understand yeah :')) #ybghbhshjhbhdb idk i just think i deserve the biggest hug :] and even if no one will give it to me except for myself #i think that's enough. at the very least <333 #it's probably not obvious but. i still struggle with those kind of feelings a lot ... but i'm really proud of how strong i am >_< #i think loving yourself isn't really like. necessarily All The Time. i have my downs but generally i'm proud and glad to say that i love me

[barfscarf]

21Qs

@stand-in-the-stars tagged me for this months ago but I’m too shy to even post on my own blog lmao

1.) Nicknames:  Honestly I don’t have one these days altho some childhood friends called me moose bc I was a big kid and would run people over when we played tackle football in the yard

2.) Zodiac Sign:  Cancer (Lunar libra, not big on astrology but I feel like I fit the stereotypes for my signs, so...)

3.) Height: 5-7

4.) Hogwarts House:  When I take the test I get Gryffindor but i swear im a hufflepuff and not just because im a huge stoner

5.) Last thing I Googled:  Bojack season 6 release date - after reblubing that bojack post I had to check how much longer I have to wait to see how it ends (4 more weeks!! aaaaaaaaaaaa ww3 will already be in full swing)

6.) Favorite Musicians:  I have odd taste,

- Fave band is Bad Religion, I loooved them when I was young but punk is too discordant for my old-ass ears now

- Fave musician is Vince Guaraldi, he composed and played piano on the peanuts sountrack and I LOVE his range, like he can play so perfectly soft and gentle and smoothly transition to rockin out like in Linus and Lucy

- Fave composer (besides John Williams who did a fucking amazing job with Rise of Skywalker): Shoji Meguro, all of the Persona game soundtracks are so damn catchy

7.) Song Stuck in my Head: Everything Stays from Adventure Time and Dear Theodosia from Hamilton, I randomly sing these to myself through the day when I’m alone and bored

8.) Following: A lot.

9.) Followers: A few.

10.) Do I get asks?: Hahahaha nope

11.) Amount of Sleep:  Lots!!  Fortunately I don’t have to get up at the crack of dawn or anything, I basically just get up when daytime commotion outside wakes me up and go to sleep when I’m tired, which happens earlier and earlier bc im ollllld

12.) Lucky Number: 12

13.) What am I wearing?:  My ‘work uniform’: jeans, a black hoodie, and a bright green Zelda TShirt

14.) Dream Job:  I really like the job I have right now, actually.  I QC designs for a solar company.  The work is kind of boring, but the company is new and growing and I’m the first QC worker they hired.  Which meant I had to figure shit out as I went and it was kind of a nightmare but also really cool bc I got to design our systems and procedures and stuff.  With some luck I’ll be able to grow the team and promote to management, and that’s the dream.

15.) Dream Trip:  Okay, so my dream vacation would just be a week or two at home with no work or other obligations, just nonstop movies and shows and games.  Dream trip tho, I’ve always wanted to go to Iceland and see the aurora

16.) Favorite Food:  Pizza.  Im a fatty and i love food, and it’s really tough to pick a fave, but I worked at pizza places for yeeeaaars and I got pretty good at making the damn things juuuusssst right which is cool but it also means im hella picky about my pizza

17.) Instruments:  Piano, Bass (I like em, I can’t play em)

18.) Languages:  Just english, unfortunately.  I love learning about other languages and their histories and quirks and how to pronounce words/sounds but I struggle to wrap my mind around new ways of speaking.  I have so much respect for people that speak multiple languages y’all have way bigger brains than me

19.) Favorite Song:  Vince Guaraldi’s version of “Fly Me To The Moon”, “Beyond Electric Dreams” by Bad Religion, and “The Ol’ Beggars Bush” by Flogging Molly

20.) Random Fact:  The mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell.  Wait, is it supposed to be about me?  One of my front teeth is an implant bc I lost the real one when I took an elbow to the face playing field hockey in high school gym class

21.) Aesthetic:  I put xmas lights up last month and i might never take them down

#thank you @stand-in-the-stars for tagging me!! #sorry i took so long to post #im weird about publicly sharing stuff about myself #but this was fun to think about and write #especially bc ive changed a lot in the last year or so getting the new gig and moving to a new place and stuff #i spent the holiday season missing the old people and the old places and the old me #but i gotta focus more on the present and future #me