#and i spent all day yesterday. literally 7 hrs baking and decorating a cake for him for today. his favorite.

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#(( ooc. )) #venting tw #negativity tw #happy valentines day... less happy start already and its only 7:30. #woke up alone bc husband just didnt want to lie in bed and cuddle. so thats great. #and i spent all day yesterday. literally 7 hrs baking and decorating a cake for him for today. his favorite. #and the only thing i wanted. and specifically told him this morning was 'i just want to see you cut it' #told him that. and he said 'okay im just gonna make coffe first' while i went to the bathroom. came out and he'd cut the cake. #idk why thay hurts so much. and why i started crying. it was just a simple request like id spent so much time on it #and he couldnt even be bothered to wait 2 minutes so i could see him cut into all the work id done and get to see the inaugural cut #yknow?? couldnt be bothered. couldnt be patient. 7hrs of work to the point i was in a ton of pain and exhausted yesterday from painstakingly #making sure it was perfect. and he couldnt hold out for 2 minutes while i peed. #and he tried to justify it by saying 'well i havent even picked it up yet?' not the point. i specifically said i wanted to see him cut it #idk. maybe im overreacting. now im laying in bed crying real quietly bc for some reason #im still really worried about ruining his valentines day and making him upset.... #anyway. sorry. for some reason this hurt a lot and idk even know why. hope yall have a better start to your valentines day