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#idk why thay hurts so much. and why i started crying. it was just a simple request like id spent so much time on it
rubiesintherough · 3 months
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goodolme · 1 year
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Leo x FEM!reader who has an abusive bf? And Leo is just so concerned and keeps telling reader that they need to break up, but readers excuse everytime is "he loves me."
It's until the 'incident' that reader finally saw how bad her relationship is.
Overall, Leo is just like "if he truly loved you like I do, you wouldn't be crying." (Btw if your not okay with FEM reader or not comfortable with this request then you can igore it!).
-noodle 🍜
♡ ''he loves me'' ♡
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Pairing: Rise!Leo x Reader (could be taken as romantic or platonic really)
Pronouns: Requested as Female but none used.
Warnings: Abusive relationships; mentions of violence and swearing.
Notes: Not proofread nor checked for mistakes so sorry if you spot one. I'll probably correct it when I can.
I wanted this to have a confession but fir some reason I didn't give it one so..... I hope you like it...?
Y'all know that I don't only write for Leo right. But don't worry I'm more than greatful to recieve requests non the less.
Dude at this point this is more of a one-shot idk man I can't write properly.
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He was your first love. Or at least you thought you loved him.
No one had treated you the way he did and you just fell for it. You fell hard.
But that facade was completely gone once you two started getting intimate.
He would start being more controlling.
He would control how you looked, what you wore a d even who you spoke to.
He knew all your passwords so there wasn't really any use in trying to text anyone.
But you were too blind to see the signs. You looked at your world with rose tainted glasses and you didn’t realize it was hurting you.
Your friends didn't think much of it at first. Thay thought "Hey it's exam season, maybe they're buissy."
But Leo picked up on what was happening. And he didn't like it one bit.
He tried to make you snap out of it and make you realize that the guy you were with was not good for you. That it was toxic.
You didn’t listen to him. You were too blinded by "Love" as you called it.
Every time Leo would try and make you see what was going on you would just respond:
"But he loves me. He doesn't do it with bad intent, he's just trying to protect me."
That eventually lead to you and Leo getting into a fight one night.
"Why do you hate him?"
"Because he's bad for you."
"He's not bad!"
"Yes he is!"
"Mention one bad thing he did to me"
"Um I don't know; maybe the fact that he controls what you wear. Or what you eat. Oh and what about the fact that we bearly see you anymore! The only way to get in touch with you is literally climbing up your window!"
"He's just trying to protect m-"
"Don't say that. You always say that."
"He loves-"
"No he doesn't!"
"FUCK YOU LEO!"
You hadn't spoken to Leo from that moment on.
At least untill "The incident".
Your boyfriend had never layed a hand on you up to this point.
It started with a stupid fight about what you two should eat that night and it somehow escalated into one about the nature of your relationship.
You had enough and got away from that building as fast as you could. If course you boyfrind screaming after you. But he didn't chase you. He didn't care enough.
You ended up sitting on a bench of a near by park.
"Are you ok?"
It was Leo. You didn’t know how he knew where you were but you were glad to see a familiar face in such a moment as this.
You liubged forward to hug him as tight as you as your body let you.
You two talked about what had happened just moments before between your boyfrind and yourself.
The two of you ended apologizing to each other.
"You know, it's funny;" He looked at you confused. "when you look at someone through rose-colored glasses, all the red flags just look like flags." You laughed slightly, with tears running down your face even after all the crying you had previously done.
Leo gave your arms a tight sqeeze reasuring you.
"Let's get to the lair and patch you up huh?"
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having-conniptions · 10 months
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KinnPorsche ep 7 + Side Story Rewatch Rambles:
Idk why the Side Story isn't in the actual episode I think it's so important for the development of the relationships - both the VegasPorsche fuckery and the KinnPorsche softness are SO IMPORTANT
THIS IS THEIR FIRST TALK AFTER THE DRAMATIC GOODBYE KISS AND KINN TAKING A BULLET FOR PORSCHE
Aka this is where feelings are acted on AND EMBRACED instead of being pushed down right away AND without a dramatic, emotionally charged situation as the catalyst. Just soft, wholesome cuddling, hand-holding and hair-petting. No alcohol, drugs or adrenaline clouding their judgment. The conscious decision to be together like this - loving, caring, romantic. As a couple. THIS IS A BIG STEP FOR THEM I'M TELLING YA
Also the phone call between Porsche and Chay 🥺❤️❤️
Ok on to the actual episode
I know this is gonna be a good one
Idk how grenades work but certainly not Like That
Vegas wearing red I- 🥵
Oh god Vegas getting out his little torture briefcase
Pete's face says "he looks kinda good covered in blood"
I need that necklace Vegas is wearing
"Promise me, no matter what happens, you must return to me." ❤️❤️❤️ SEE WITHOUT THE SIDE STORY IT WOULD BE WEIRD TO SEE THEM ACTING LIKE A PROPER COUPLE NOW BECAUSE THERE WOULD BE NOTHING TO BRIDGE THE GAP BETWEEN "EMOTIONALLY CHARGED FAREWELL KISS" AND "WHOLESOME SOFT COUPLE BEHAVIOR"
Yes I am very passionate about this why do you ask
Vegas' face when Porsche doesn't show up alone lmao
VEGAS IN YET ANOTHER RED SHIRT MMMMM
The minor family residence is actually so pretty
Awww lil bit of Ta & Vegas interaction
Ta & Porsche awkwardness LMAO
VEGAS SIPPING RED WINE WHILE WEARING RED VELVET OH LORD HAVE MERCY
I think Chay's ringtone is the same as the alarm on my phone lol
Hahahaha the messy house is so relatable
Korn your apple metaphor is fucking stupid
Kim gifting Chay a guitar awww 😭❤️😭❤️
PROTECT CHAY AT ALL COSTS
Detective Kim back in action!! And he sees all the pictures on Chay's wall and the shirt and he actually finds it kinda endearing awwww
"Do you like anyone?" Real smooth, Kim.
THIS HURTS I K OW HOW IT'S GONNA END SO IT HURTS
Kinn is jealous and Porsche is ENJOYING IT
Oooooo Vegas spilling the tea 👀
Tay 🥺❤️❤️❤️
"Looking for something?" 👀
Balcony scene my beloved
"When you're done, return it to me. The gun... and yourself." 😭❤️😭❤️😭❤️
"I'm not just carrying one gun, you know" AND PORSCHE'S EYEBROW LMAOO
The way the sexy music just stops and Why Don't You Stay starts playing idk if I should laugh or cry
Idk if I'm a fan of the scene where Vegas speaks English for a long time - as much as I love Bible I feel like his voice sounds too soft and it makes his acting seem kinda flat (which I obviously can't judge when he's speaking Thai but in this scene I've kinda noticed it)
AGAIN I LOVE BIBLE AND I THINK HE'S INCREDIBLY TALENTED AND HARD-WORKING AND JUST OVERALL AMAZING, I just think he comes across as a little flat in some parts this scene (idk the lines feel like they should be delivered with more arrogance/confidence but that's just my opinion)
Vegas speaking Italian, now THAT'S hot
Porsche and Vegas have such good chemistry, such a shame Vegas is forcing it (though I don't think he's completely faking)
Pete as Kinn's spy keeping an eye on Vegas and Porsche is so good lol
I need the scene of Porsche dancing, drinking and smoking as a live wallpaper on my desktop please and thank you ❤️❤️❤️ idk what it is about that scene, it's so satisfying, aesthetically pleasing, attractive? Idk it's just great. The music really matches the vibe and Porsches dancing and the editing match the music I just love it
Especially that first shot where he empties his glass and the light hits his tits just right lmao
"Let's go outside" *takes him to the bathroom*
Porsche's triceps as he leans on the counter APOOOO ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL US
JEALOUS KINN TO THE RESCUE
"DO YOU NOT SEE THE RING ON MY FINGER?" 🔥🔥🔥
I can't focus on them fighting I'm distracted by Apo's arms HOLY SHIT
"I shouldn't have loved a crappy guy like you" LOVE CONFESSION LOVE CONFESSION
This scene tho. THIS SCENE.
The way Kinn goes straight for Porsche's tit - same, babe
The lighting is so beautiful aaaa
The most unrealistic thing is that there is no mess whatsoever, no clean-up, nothing xD
But the hug??? Beautiful. <3
I guess in a way we have Vegas to thank for this huh?
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enhadiares · 2 years
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Enhypen Yandere reaction to you crying to go home after being kidnapped.
(Disclaimer: I do not condone this behaviour. Thai is just for entertainment purposes and none of these is true)
(Do not read it if you are uncomfortable).
༉Pairing: enha x reader
༉Genre: Yandere
༉Warning: cussing,threats.
Idk if there is anything else.
༉Summary: you are kidnapped by them and are crying because you are scared and want to be free. Here's there reaction.
✧a/n: this is just my imagination , none of them are like this. Tell me if there's any mistake.
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Heeseung
He would be understanding and patient because he knows that it was overwhelming for you when he brought you here. So when you were continuosly crying , he tried to comfort you . It certainly didn't help that much because you were still scared of him but he confessed that he would never hurt you. He brought you here cuz he likes you so there is no way that he would harm you. Hearing this made you kinda relieved and you stopped crying but you were still scared and didn't put your wall down.
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Jay
This man was so annoyed. Like he brought you here , is giving you anything you want and is protecting you from the world , yet here you are crying to go out in the dangerous world. He was trying to be as patient as he could but failed miserably. He yelled at you to stop fucking crying or there would be consequences. Hearing that didn't help and made you more scared. You tried to calm yourself as he looked really annoyed and angry and you didn't wanted to anger him more.
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Jake
This guy would try to make you calm. He would be worried about you , so when he came in the room just to see you crying, he would want to cry after seeing you cry so he would hug you and rub your back to comfort you. When you pushed him bcoz he was your kidnapper - he was hurt . But still tried to calm the situation.
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Sunghoon
He would stare at you with a blank face. And when your cries start to slow down , be would be like ' stop fucking crying and be grateful , I am doing everything for you '. You would be confused and ask him what he meant. And he would say it without hesitation that he likes you and you belong to him. you are there with him so he could love you and protect you.
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Sunoo
This guy would be like stop crying. I brought you her and I am providing you with everything and with love. Why would you want to go anywhere else when he is giving you everything. He would make you stop crying by manipulating you. But he loves you.
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Jungwon
He is calculative and saw it coming. So he was prepared. He would do anything to make you stop crying . He would pretend that it doesn't hurt him but in reality it actually does hurt him that you are crying because of him. Would try to calm you by keeping a poker face but is actually worried from inside.
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Niki
Would want you to stop crying because it's irritating to see you wailing to be free. So he threatens to hurt your loved ones if you don't stop crying. It did have a effect on you cuz you stopped crying. It would be an understatement if we say that he was satisfied.
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Kkeut
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juneviews · 2 years
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I didn't really plan on watching TOL (because I heard Khai's kind of an ass and makes Third cry a lot, and I generally don't enjoy series where only one of the characters is a dick and the other constantly gets hurt by them) but I've become such an offgun stan (and an Off stan specifically) that I'm going to cave in and go watch it just because it's them. 😩
ugh this shit annoys me so much bc theory of love is genuinely such a fucking good show??? like yeah, khai is an ass, that's kinda the whole concept of the show. but 1) it's compensated by the fact that he's the absolute cutest & most hilarious character EVER, and 2) he really doesn't mean it. like he's just an absolute idiot, but everything he does is never to hurt third, even if that's what ends up happening. moreover, third treats him like literal shit towards the end of the show & he MEANS it, he wants to hurt khai so for me it's more than balanced in the end. so while I don't condone some of khai's actions, I will not stand for this khai slander any further bc he's my favorite character of all time for a reason. his character development is literally the best ever & why I love him so much, bc he starts out as a dick & ends up being the best bf anyone could dream of. besides, theory of love is just a really fucking good show! like I wouldn't recommend watching it after not me bc for me there's a reason theory of love came out before not me, the two shows are great in their own ways & I adore both but let's be honest, not me is definitely a step up in terms of execution & maturity. that being said, theory of love is genuinely my favorite thai romcom??? like it's angsty, the characters are SO GOOD, the side ship is my fucking fave, the friendship is the best, it's such a good homage to movies & specifically romcoms, the acting is great, the writing so beautiful & layered... like that show is a RIDE, and I couldn't recommend it more! so don't let the khai haters deter you from watching this show, especially since if you already love off, you will NOT be capable of hating khai! sorry I got a little heated but I can't stand the khai hate lol, when other shows that are way more problematic don't get half of the same criticism, idk what it is with people being overly critical of offgun shows but I'm??? over it <3
xxx
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alpacaparkaseok · 3 years
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Heartbreak Ave.
When they’re in love with you but you have feelings for a different member (Hyung line)
→ tags/warnings: SFW, angstyyyyy (like, I’m sorry but at the same time I wanted to write something sad), no, there’s not a happy ending really idk so read at your own heart’s risk, but like really. I was listening to “Manos de Tijera” while writing this so it’s a wee bit heartbreaking
→ a/n: I don’t really write reactions very often but this seemed fun when @sierra-fics​ brought it up! I actually have one of your suggestions in my drafts, just haven’t finished it up yet. Thanks for the push, though! I love exploring different styles!
read the maknae line version here!
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Kim Seokjin
he’s not surprised
it’s probably the worst part for him, the fact that he’s not surprised when your eyes light up as Taehyung waltzes in the room. 
he had been in the middle of plucking up the courage to invite you to try out that new Thai restaurant you’d been chattering about when Tae walked in
and you tried - you really did - to pay attention to what Jin had been saying, but you faltered a bit as Tae greeted you warmly and plopped down beside Jin
and Jin just watched, not surprised. 
although what does surprise him is how much it hurts
that pain where your heart literally, physically hurts? it’s an exquisite pain, one that takes his breath away
and it doesn’t go away
it doesn’t fade
so he ends up in Namjoon’s studio later that night, and Namjoon knows to wait for him to open up
Jin just stares for a while, blankly at the wall
“Does Tae like her?”
Namjoon already knows who he’s referring to. He’s known about Jin’s helpless crush on you for ages, he knew before Jin himself figured it out
but it’s the way that Jin asks the question so softly, so carefully, that Namjoon realizes with a start that this is so much more than a crush
and Jin looks at him, misery clear in his eyes but also clear resolve visible  even as unshed tears glimmer 
“Would you really let her go?” Namjoon counters gently. Because he knows. He knows that if Tae got the green light, you'd be swept up in a matter of seconds.
and it’s the way that Jin stares down at his feet, and the tears begin rolling down his cheeks, that has Namjoon sick to his stomach
Jin nods, and when he speaks, his voice shakes but he sounds so earnest that it breaks Namjoon’s heart
“I’d do anything for her.”
no words are exchanged after that for a long, heart-wrenching moment. it’s just Jin, staring down at his feet and quietly sobbing, and Namjoon, pulling him into an embrace. 
“I’m sorry, hyung.”
it’s surprising to Jin, just how much that soft phrase cuts through him. It sounds so final. 
because at the end of the day, it’s the only solace that can be offered to him. 
he lost. 
he loved, and he lost.
Min Yoongi
you’re sitting beside him in his studio when the realization hits him like a freight train
sprawled sideways in your designated swivel chair while you stifle a yawn and rub your eyes, Yoongi wonders when he let his emotions get so out of hand
because you’re offering him a shy smile and asking him a question that he numbly answers, but on the inside he’s a total clueless mess
when did he fall in love with you?
it’s something that will haunt him long after you leave that night, rushing out when you get a call from Hobi
for the second time that night, he’s hit with another realization
he’s still reeling from the fact that he’s pretty sure he’s in love with you, so when you gasp and grin when your phone light up with a call, he falters
it’s like being doused with a bucket of ice water, the way you whisper, “oh, it’s Hobi!” and politely ask if you can take the call before rushing out into the hallway
“oh,” he mumbles to himself as the door closes. “it’s Hobi.”
and he laughs. 
quietly, darkly. he laughs to himself, at himself, whatever. 
because of course it’s Hobi. his best friend, his vitamin. you two deserve each other. of that much he’s certain. 
he doesn’t waste too much time feeling sorry for himself; he’s logical enough to see that you two are probably a better match. it’s nothing personal.
so why does he stay in his studio all night, ignoring any calls or messages sent his way?
he’s not sure when he fell asleep, but next thing he knows he’s sprawled out on his little couch and you’re gently shaking him awake
“Yoongo? Did you stay here last night?”
his eyes crack open at the sound of your voice, just enough to be met with your sweet smile
and he, in his half-asleep state, smiles back. he reaches one hand up to gently brush back a strand of your hair, and he swears you lean into his touch
and when you mumble something about Hobi bringing breakfast up, Yoongi is hit with the third realization in less that twenty-four hours.
it’s startlingly simple: 
he wants to cry. 
so he excuses himself to the bathroom, and cries. sets a five minute timer so nobody gets worried and comes looking for him, and allows himself that time to cry. 
then, with machine-like precision, he washes his face and puts some eyedrops in, and goes back out to pretend like everything is fine.
and whenever Jin or Taehyung bring up acting, Yoongi knows. He knows, deep down, that he’s the best actor of all. 
because he still loves you
and you will never know.
Jung Hoseok
hobi has never been the most forthcoming with his emotions
he keeps them on lockdown
monitors them with military-like focus
so he knows the exact moment he begins developing feelings for you
(it’s when you brought Bang PD a bouquet for valentine’s day, just to make him blush)
and he knows the exact second when he fell in love
(it was when, after a grueling day at work, you silently walked through his door with his favorite goodies and left without a single word)
(you were wearing a yellow cardigan that day)
(he’s never looked at the color yellow the same way)
if he’s completely honest, he’s sometimes trying so hard to stay on top of his own feelings that he forgets to watch out for where your attention may be drifting
to be fair, you kept your own little crush on Jimin a secret
so when Hobi decides to get over himself and just shoot his shot, he decides he’s all in
and when you arrive at his apartment that night for a movie, you’re shocked to see a bouquet of yellow flowers in Hobi’s shaking hands
“hey” he breathes
you stare at the flowers, then at him
“hello...?” then, with a sinking felling, you point at the flowers. “are those for me?”
hobi smiles broadly. “yeah, they are.” and he hands them to you, allowing his fingers to brush up against yours 
it’s electrifying, that small touch
and again, he’s so focused on how electrifying it is that he misses the way you look like you might be sick
pale face, concerned expression
he misses it all, because he’s so nervous but so stupidly in love that he’s just barreling ahead.
gotta get this out of the way
ugh, feelings
and so when he leads you to sit with him out on the balcony, he takes a deep breath and looks at you with wonder in his eyes
and that’s when he notices the way you’re fiddling with your bracelet
not a problem, except for the fact that it’s the one he saw Jimin carefully choosing from an online collection
so when you keep fiddling with the bracelet and avoiding Hobi’s eye contact, he gets it
he takes a long look at all those emotions he keeps in check, and allows himself a moment of self-pity before reaching out and laying a hand atop your own
you immediately stop fidgeting and look at him with wide eyes. he can see with a pang how you’re trying to come up with the best way to let him down easy
so he does the job for you
“I just wanted to say thank you for the other day,” he says, forcing a light tone. “when you brought me those goodies after work. It really meant a lot.”
you blink, confused. “Oh. uh, you’re welcome.”
“and,” he drawls, a well-rehearsed smile clawing its way onto his face, “I wanted to snoop and get the inside scoop about Jiminie. I know he got you that bracelet. did he finally cave and confess to you?”
you look shocked, but you burst out into relieved laughter. “how did you know?”
he didn’t. “how could I not? he’s absolutely whipped.”
and you blush under the stars and begin to ramble, lost in your excitement and joy. 
and Hobi watches. smiling. supportive. laughing at the right spots and asking all the right questions. 
later, when you give him a tight hug and thank him for the fun night, he lets the words sting as you call him “such a great friend.” he lets them sting, relishing in the pain. 
he reminds you to take your flowers home, and you begrudgingly admit that they’re your favorite type of flower. 
he didn’t know. but that hurts, too. the fact that he got it right. 
Hobi never looks at the color yellow the same way again.
Kim Namjoon
he’s told you he loves you a million times now
every night, in every dream, he tells you how much he loves you
adores you with everything he is
you manage to find your way into his music, his musings, every piece of artwork he comes across
he's never been like this before
never, he’s sure of it
and everyone knows, except for you.
it becomes a strange game for the boys to play, dropping hints at every opportunity, laughing at your confused expression
Jungkook and Taehyung especially enjoy the chaos that they create, making Namjoon groan and grow embarrassed
but you have no idea
or are you just willfully ignorant?
all Namjoon knows is that he’s swimming in his feelings for you, completely lost and on the verge of drowning
but, oh, what a way to die
he’s never been able to stop himself when it comes to you
and he considers himself rather disciplined, but the way you make him feel he could throw caution to the wind and give it all up
so when you end up staying late one night at the apartment, the boys manage to convince you to stay
“there’s plenty of room” Jungkook muses, feigning deep thought. “besides, it’s too late for you to drive back tonight. just stay.”
and while Namjoon wants to kill them all for the way they offer up his bed to you, he thinks he might actually die when you reluctantly agree with a yawn
he knows he should offer to take the couch, but something stops him
it’s like he physically can’t
“I don’t mind sharing the bed” you state, squinting at him while wearing his basketball shorts and oversized t-shirt. 
you look adorable. he’s unsure of how he’s even functioning right now, to be honest. he’s melting.
“just keep your snoring in check, loser”
and he’s back to laughing, turning off the light and hopping into bed
you’re so far away
why are you so far away?
“hey” he whispers, the sound so loud in the quiet. the only other sound is the muffled voices of the other members, no doubt down in the kitchen gossiping about the events of the night
“hey yourself” you whisper back, turning to face him
he can see you in the moonlight, his eyes having adjusted just enough.
and he wants to kiss you so badly
so he smiles, heart leaping when you smile back
and he reaches out, gently tracing your jawline. 
you say nothing, heart thundering in your chest
because to be honest, you’re confused 
why is he looking at you like that?
but you don’t ask as Namjoon takes a deep breath, steadying himself before propping himself up on one elbow and looking down at you with an adoring expression
your eyes flutter closed as he brushes his thumb against your cheek, and he can feel your heartbeat racing
your reaction gives him all the courage he needs as he leans down, lips capturing your own in a long, sweet kiss
and he’s going out of his mind because he finally kissed you, didn’t he?! finally!! 
but those are your hands on his chest, and instead of pulling him in closer you’re gently pushing him away
“namjoon.”
he’s never hated his name so much.
“I’m so sorry- I- I thought that maybe-” he stutters, pulling himself upright as you do the same, and he launches out of bed, hands in his hair “I’m so sorry, I swear I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable-”
“Namjoon.” you repeat, and he notices now how utterly distraught you look. 
because you’re still confused, but there’s one name rolling around in your head even as you can still taste namjoon on your lips. 
“I...” you shake your head, unsure of what to say. “It’s just...”
and he’s looking at you with big eyes, taking in every single word you say. and you want to take it all back, want to let him kiss you until you’re breathless, but your heart won’t let you. 
“Just what?” he asks quietly, afraid of the answer. so afraid
“...Jungkook.”
two syllables, and his world comes crashing down around him. 
namjoon is silent, avoiding your gaze as he grabs one of the pillows off of the bed and a spare blanket, heading toward the door. 
“I’ll sleep on the couch. I’m sorry.”
and he’s gone before you can utter another word. 
sure enough, the boys are still downstairs, and they all fall silent as Namjoon appears, throwing the pillow down on the couch. 
“Hyung!” Jungkook asks, scrambling over. “Hyung, what happened? What are you doing down here?”
Namjoon can’t bring himself to look at the maknae, not when he can still picture how it felt to kiss you. not when those few seconds of paradise are still on his lips. 
“Didn’t wanna wake her up with my snoring.”
because how could he ever be angry at the boy that looks at him like he’s his savior?
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nylwnder · 3 years
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GUYS IM BACK AND I FINISHED WATCHING ALL OR NOTHING WITH MY CUZ LAST NIGHT.
i’m def like not okay, but tbh when am i okay with these guys?? 😭😭😭
i was straight on vibing between 1-3, then in 4 i knew what was gonna happen and what the last episode would hold. in 5, like we legit had to stop to just mentally prepare!!! it broke me ngl.
just some stuff i wanted to say, random things i was thinking, etc :
THE FACT THE WILLY WAS HALF NAKED THE WHOLE FUCKISJH TIME
NO NO THE AMOUNT OF THIGHS I SAW OMF PLSSSSS. I WAS DEAD WHEEZING WITH MY COUSIN 💀💀
FELIX! PABLO! ZEUS! AND MUZZY’S DOG!!! ICONS!!!
UGH I LOVED RELIVING ALL THE SEXY GOALS
ALL THE INJURIES AND ALL THE BEHIND THE SCENE TREATMENTS WHETHER ITS IMMEDIATELY OR DAYS, WEEKS, GAMES LATER. LIKE I HOPE ALL THE INSENSITIVE ASS PPL KNOW THESE GUYS ARE HUMAN. PLS PLS PLS DONT HATE THEM FOR BEING SLOW OR SHIT. LIKE THEY ARE TIRED AND IN PAIN. THIS SHIT ISNT EASY.
SPEZZ!!!!!! THATS MY DAD <3<3<3<3<3 i was living every time he was on the screen
OMG YALL DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I WANTED TO CRY EVERY TIME FREDDIE WOULD COME ON. AND LIKE SEEING HIM IN HOODIES AND COMFY CLOTHES 🥺🥺🥺 NO BUT HES SO QUIET AND SOFT I JUS WANTED TO CUDDLE SIR
zachary martin hyman, why would you hurt me like this. why??????????? 💔💔💔💔💔
DID I SEE FOLGINO’S ASS????? serious question……. didn’t need it💀✋ (it was when he was getting treatment)
bogo crying about his grandma….. 😢
kyle dubas pls be my therapist. he’s just so calming.
WHERE IS MY KERFY CONTENT???? OR TJ????? BITCH I BARLEY GOT ANY
jt n aryne n jace n axton,,,, they’re so cute omg!!!!
nah i had to legit mentally prepare cause i knew jt’s accident was going to show. i just had to keep telling myself he’s alright now 😭😭 so everytime he smiled i was so happy
the stuff they were telling him tho, sobs omf that must have been horrible
I DEAD ASS LAUGHED WHEN THEY STARTED TO PLAY ‘BUSS IT’ CAUSE ALL I COULD THINK OF WAS MY JT FANCAM WITH THAY SONG (it’s on @tmlvibez on instagram!!!!!)
OMG WHEN WILLY AND SANDY AND ALEX WENT TO DRIVE THOSE CARS,,,, THAT WAS REAL SEXC I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO DO THAT WITH THEM 😩😩 it’s just the way willy holds the wheel idk bajssjaosiiakakdjk
SOME MORE THIGHS THIGHS THIGHS
the ✨f bombs✨
but chief keefes yelling! i know i would prob do the same but if that man would yell at me i would cry.
THE SINGING!!!!! AND WHEN THEY PLAYED SINCE U BEEN GONE I LAUGHED 💀💀
i wanna be the hair stylist so i too can get all the secrets ✨✨✨
WHEN JT CAME BACK, JUMBO AND WILLY SLAPPING HIS ASS AND JT IS UNBOTHERED!!!! ICONIC. 😌✋
JACK BAWLING AT THE FUCKING END. I WAS DEAD ASS BROKEN. I NEVER WANT TO SEE THAT AGAIN OMG I HATE IT. I HÂTE IT. I HTAE IT.
AND THEN ALL THE OTHER BOYS SOBBING LIKE SHUT UP STOP
and SPEZZ!! SPEZZY, DAD, U DONT DESERVE THIS!!!!!!!!!
anyways, i loved this!!!! i just wanted to see all the inside of their world and i think it delivered cause we def have new insight!! but do would’ve loved some more hangouts of the boys!
10/10 duh!!!!!! 💙🤍 (acc maybe a 9/10 but, idk i love whatever they give me 😩)
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patovpran · 2 years
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Thoughts on ep 11:
- we just started and I want to cry
- no she shouldn't forgive him, she should punch him
- I love them your honor
- Pat the "this one's for you" *misses* type of bf
- I love the "you think I don't know you?" bc ofc he didn't throw it away
- "being with you already feels like freedom" tears
- the while screaming thing, they are so cutee
- "it's like we're on honeymoon" precious (and they're gonna fuc-)
- of course they make up a competition (but I support)
- ummm? subs?? bestie don't do this to me, I didn't learn Thai in between pt 1 and pt 2
- alright 7h later we're back in action since I couldn't do it before
- "I'll tell you when you're older" and "it's a secret" mhmmm
- Junior and them <33 they are so precious
- not the kid owning them hdhdj
- Pat 🤝 my mum, not being able to handle spice
- "adults aren't always right" ain't that right
- listen I get the whole "mum wants the best for you even if you don't necessarily like it at that moment" but Patpran's relationship with parents is more complicated than that and I hate the "you need to forgive them since they are your parents" when your feelings are valid and you shouldn't sacrifice your happiness for theirs
- if they hurt you, it needs to be addressed and you're not bound to forgive them
- Pat is really set in his honeymoon agenda and I support
- half hour work and then beer, i see your vision Pat
- the beer scene hfhfhf
- the way Pat looks at Pran </3 he's so in love I'm gonna cry
- god I wish I knew how to world properly how I feel about the Pran wanting to reach out to his mum while Pat already committed to staying but my mind is just not cooperating I hate it here
- like Pat's dad's betrayal was bigger than Pran's mum's since the dad is responsible for causing the hatred but also the mum is at fault too since she forced all the expectations and rules and everything on Pran and hurt him and it's all so fucked up
- as I've said I don't want them to be forgiven this easily but also abandoning everything, not just the parents isn't the greatest solution either
- idk moving on maybe my brain comes up with something later
- I love you Pat but littering is NOT allowed
- ep 5 and ep 10 being parallels and ep 6 and ep 11 being parallels, I see you
- Pran said honeymoon now awwww
- "I can be anywhere as long as I have you" tearss
- Pat is horny™
- the whole "why do you like me?" scene, I LOVE THEM
- insults you (lovingly)
- "If other people heard that, they'd be squealing" can't believe they decided to attack me too
- THEY ARE SO CUTE
- THE KISS WOOOOOOO DELIVERED ONCE AGAIN LET'S GO GAYS LET'S GO
- Nanon and Ohm supremacy
- if we don't get more kisses like that from other shows, I don't want it
- @ god : when is it my turn to be happy?
- the cuddles and Pran's little kisses, I'm gonna cry I love them so much
- "was I good?" plus asking the ranking and then Pat giving him 10 (when I watched without subs I thought we were not talking about numbers)
- good for you kings!! good for you!!
- and Pran being smug about it hdhhffh
- again the little kisses it's so endearing I'm actually gonna cry because of all the love I have for these two
- Junior is so cuute!!! Babyyy
- this see-through shirt on Pran...suddenly I don't knows to breathe
- "be with you for a least another day" all I feel is pain
- "you never leave me" that ep 12 promo doesn't seem like that bestie
- if I just focus on rainbows chairs maybe I won't cry
- the whole speech and especially "I wrote this song for him" and I'm supposed to be ok???
- the song </3
- please im so emotionally attached to them, I can't do this
- INKPA!! MY GFS
- this is giving very much finale vibes
- them imagining the ideal scenario and then walking into reality....
- listen I'm actually crying this time and I'm usually not a crier, you guys don't understand
- I just want them happy I can't
- "good luck, buddy" I'm jumping off of a cliff
- the promo...I'm too emotionally unstable for this
- "we broke up" no no haha this all a little jokey joke
- give me happy end or shoot me thank you
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robinrequiems · 3 years
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mmm more clishes.... Idk reverse background or personality kind of au? :/
ill do you one better 1 of my favorite mutual, reverse & personality au, they’re the same age bc I have a tiny idea *shy hands*
this is uh. a really long one thay started to lag my phone too
• oh god guys I got vivid memories of ra’s being a good grandfather and I can’t get it out of my head
• i hate it ur honor
• but ok. krypton didn’t get blown up, instead, they all migrated to earth, more specifically kansas.
• the kryptonians are angry and enraged, they are treated as if they are monsters when they arrived peacefully. they tried to kill them.
• so in return, the aliens killed the humans.
• they created a secret underground. that secret underground is to help aliens or meta humans and kill humans.
• all of them hated aliens and sought to destroy them. until kal el found a reporter trying to help aliens who were injured due to an explosion the government did to take out one of their bases.
• kal el.. fell in love with her. lois lane, she is an reporter fighting for alien rights.
• he met with her. in secret. and they.. had formed a connection. an amazing one.
• and then they had a baby.
• at the alien base, but.. she was human and people did not like that. so they wiped her mind and made her believe that they never had a kid. like the last few months.. wasnt real. she had gone missing those months since the aliens didn’t want her trying to hide the baby, they made her believe the last few months was spent in a coma and kal had found her and taken her to a hospital.
• he couldn’t see her anymore. he mourned for her lost presence, but they would have killed her if she stayed.
• but now they had precious jon el. he would be the highlight of their cause.
• they noticed his powers came in faster than kal’s, so they perfected his powers.
• he was going to bring humanity down on order of his grandfather, jor el
• kal saw his son break slowly. loses that childhood innocence that kal tried to maintain.
• his sons amazing bright blue eyes dulling, loses the spark that he cherished.
• kal was going to get him out of there, try to refuge the remaining childhood he had. even if it killed him.
• damian wayne! the bright bubbly and prodigal son of bruce and talia wayne ( b & t are married, suck my— ). the press loved him, he was just.. him. he was the baby and was cute, the cutest ever
• he was an expert in martial arts due to the training his grandfather, father, mother, & so much more gave him
• ra’s owns a farm. he’s.. sorry all i get is farm ra’s vibes due to.. something:) think endgame thanos, yk?
• he was the baby robin, one that you never messed with due to the herd of heroes who would come save him
• kalel left jon with Lois, a brief note explaining the current situation
• it was weird, jon was ten and was meeting lois for the first time
“Hi, honey.. I’m lois.”
“I know.. Dad told me about you.”
“Oh.. right. What do you want for dinner?”
“I’m not hungry.”
“You have to eat.”
“No! I’m not hungry!”
• an explosive, superpower alien. Lois is way out of her head.
• he had outbursts, a lot of them. it was hard, really hard for Lois; she took some time off from the planet and focused on jon
• he broke a lot of stuff. he sometimes could not control his strength, but she was working with him
• but then one night he ran away, or flew away. he felt remorse for making Lois cry. she saw this as a win, but she lost her kid
• but then a little robin found him
“Um. Are you okay?”
“Huh-what- what do you want? Why are you talking to me?”
“Because you look sad? Yknow - hugs make people feel better. My ahki ( brother ) hugs me when I’m upset and it makes me feel better.”
“Don’t touch me.”
*Damian walked to him, smiling softly* “cmon, i won’t hurt you, silly. I’m robin.”
“A bird?”
“Haha- no, a vigilante- i sorta snuck out. My family can be a bit overbearing- and I sorta embarrassed myself at this theater thing.. some person—“
“Did I ask?”
“No.. sorry.”
“Hey— what are you doing - !”
“Hugging you.”
Jon won’t admit that he likes it, it’s different and weird, like this traffic cone in front of him. Jon pushed him off though, making himself stumble and fall on his ass.
“Ow..”
“Don’t touch me.” With rhat, Jon flew off into the night. Damian didn’t know who this boy was. But he intended on finding out. Even if it killed him. ( maybe not that extreme, but- )
• look damian was smart, right? smarter than average, and smarter than everyone in his school. teachers included ( ha ha )
• so he had to find this boy! so he started looking into aliens. until his family put an end to it
“Damian, this is dangerous.”
“But baba ( dad )”
“No. Go to your room.”
“Ugh!”
• he did slam his door shut if you were wondering
• he will find the mysterious alien boy, okay? he will!
• his brothers teased him and said he had a crush
• no he didn’t! the boy was really mean, he pushed damian- why would he do that? whatta jerk!
• but damian did find him again when he ventured off to metropolis to visit an old friend, colin.
“Alien boy!”
“That’s not my name, bird boy.”
“And that’s not mine. You didn’t tell me yours!”
“I can’t.”
“Why not?”
“It’s safer for you.”
“I can defend myself. You sound so silly, please tell me your name?”
“No.”
“‘Least the first initial?”
“Fine. J.”
“J it is.”
“Yours?”
“Wha- what? I told you my code named.”
“It’s only fair.”
“.. Okay. D.”
“D. Okay.”
• damian talked to him for a bit before jon did fly off when damian was talking about the stars, damian knew he was getting closer to him
• but he got grounded. whoops. he wasn’t supposed to go out
“Give me your phone, Damian.”
“What if I go out? I need a phone, baba.”
“I.. Your computer”
“School work.”
“Switch.”
“What! No- but-!”
“Damian.”
• yeah damian was very mad, but what made him madder was that apparently, his family was listening to the secret conversations between J and him. but d didn’t know that yet..
• his family needed to track down J, they didn’t care if people were aliens, the JL had aliens.. but they had no idea who this boy was, and the way damian was looking into the underground alien sanctuary, that worried rhem. Damian was smart and cunning, but he is able to portray an innocent persona, they all had the habit of undermining his intellect, so if damian began looking into this, it was for a reason
• jon found that D rambled. A lot. Even when jon didn’t respond. Jon doesn’t even know how D always found where he was. It’s so weird.
• but Lois noticed a change in jon.. he was. calmer. she didn’t know how, but when he went out, he came back calmer.
“I have to go to Gotham for a gala hosted by Bruce Wayne, would you.. like to come?”
“Do you want me to?”
“I’d like you to, but you don’t have to.”
“.. Fine.”
• lois walked to bruce with Jon in tow.
• “bruce.” “Lois, looking lovely as always.. who is this?” “Jon, my son. Say hi, Jon.” “Hi..” “He can hang around one of my sons— Damian, if you want? I’m sure him and his friends would love to have Jon around.” “What do you say Jon? Would you like that?” “Not really..” “I assume you, Damian doesn’t bite. Not anymore. And he’s pretty accepting.” “.. Fine.”
• damian was called over by his father and he did a double take. J. Was here. In front of him. Damian just internally shrugged and held a hand out, “Hi! I’m Damian! Wanna go play with my friends! there’s a game room so we don’t have to be with the gross adults.. you can also just.. sit there. My friends are pretty.. Loud?” “Okay.”
• jon had to take his hand back from damian since damian began eagerly tugging him.
“Damian seems to be accepting him pretty easily.” “I hope they can be friends, Jon.. doesn’t have any. I have only recently got him from his.. father.” “Odd, does he go to school?” “No, not yet, I’m still trying to get him adjusted.” “Ah.. Damian goes to West-Reeves. Maybe he could go there?” “That private school? Bruce.. I cannot afford that- not all of us are millionaires.” “Mhm.. I could pay.” “I can’t let you do that.” “He could get a scholarship.” “In what?” “Academics or athletics.” “Ill.. Talk to him about it. “ “well, ms lane, I just go talk with potential partners, I’ll see you later.”
• j got accepted into west reeves under a athletic thingy.
• that was cool. they became best friends!
• sorta
• flashforward 5 years to 15, their dynamic only grew. Damian told Jon his identity, jon didn’t become a hero, but did learn how to stitch damian up because tje idiot showed up bleeding a lot.
• everything was going great
On the phone, Damian: J! J! Guess what’
J: you’re so loud, D, what?
D: I got the lead! In the play!
J: no fucking way?
D: way!
J: Good j—— *crash*
D: J-?
D: J- Jonathan?
D: oh no.
• the call was ended abruptly. Jon always finished his sentences. Something was wrong. Something was really wrong.
• so damian called Lois quickly and ran downstairs to the batcave, lois wasn’t picking up either, she normally always picked up or at least sent a text. She did neither
“Baba!”
“Damian? You should be asleep.”
“Something’s wrong! Somethings really wrong!”
“Jon and Lois- Jon- I heard a crash- and- and”
“Habibi.”
“Mama?”
“Breathe; tell me what’s wrong.”
“I was on a call with Jon.. I told him about the play since I wanted him to go and stuff. Then I heard a crash. And then the line went dead. I’m scared— what if something happened!”
“Let’s not jump to conclusions, what happened with Lois?”
“She didn’t pick up the phone— she normally does! Or she texts me and says she will call back!”
“Maybe she is asleep.”
“No! You need to believe me!”
“Damian, calm down, I do, we will go to see if they’re okay, you get back to bed.”
“No. I’m coming with.”
“No you arent.”
“But!”
“Listen to your father.”
• okay fine. He’ll listen, damian went back up to his room for half an hour before calling his friends to do a rescue mission. He had an extra suit in his room, he can do this.
• with his team, it consisted of shazam, abuse, nobody, and green lantern, himself too, of course.
• captain marvel picked him up once he was ready and they met up with the other 3.
Maya: you said he’s in trouble?
Dami: Yes.
Colin: than let’s go save him!
• they went and saved the bestie, nearly got killed too
• oh and now damians sorta probably grounded when batman shows up 🤡
J:You came for me..?
D:We all did.. why are you so surprised?
J: * wraps his arms around damian * thank you
D: i- yeah.. anytime. what’re friends for?
• friends. Jon liked that. Jon also liked the way Damian’s cheeks went red when jon hugged him
• jon knew he chuckled before Damian’s arms wrapped around him. hard. Damian was a hard hugger
• jon became a superhero at 16. Damian had even more of a reason to sneak into his window every night now! Lois had began thinking the two were dating
D: Us? Dating? Please! He is way too good for me!
J:
L: awwww, gosh, how haven’t you been swept off your feet yet?
J: he has, but he has rejected them all
D: what can I say? I’m a gay theater kid ( this is a /j i promise a big big joke ) so they gotta be dramatic enough to put up with me, AND they need to do something big and bold to actually catch my eye
L: *laughs* take notes, jon
J: mom!
• jon has gone to a few of Damian’s plays and to dress rehearsals
• he was also there to watch damian wreck a car during his drivers test
D: there was a fricking squirrel there, J!
J: are you sure? maybe you’re just a shitty driver?
D: you’re a shitty driver!
J: cmon don’t pout
D: ‘m not!
• he was pouting. oopsie. jon did get him ice cream after
• jon goes by abnormal, because he’s an alien and because I don’t have any other ideas
J: this girl asked me out
M: oh? who! tell us!
D: ..what?
J: yeah, in my physics class
T: ooh! get it, jonno
M: give us a name, coward!
J: her name is Charlotte— but she goes by charlie. she’s.. different. red head. pretty freckles—
M: pretty freckles? does Jonny have a crush?! Oh my gosh, our sons growing up, Tai!
T: im about to start sobbing
J: fuck offff— D?
D: huh?
J: you’re being quiet, you plotting??
D: uh. yeah! duh- *he nudged jons shoulder with his, forcing a grin* figuring out ways to embarrass you in front of your girlfriend.
J: sucha brat- * jon ended up putting Damian into a playfully chokehold *
• damian just played along. he just smiled and watched as jon began walking with her instead of their friend group
M: hey- kid- you alright?
D: I’m onto a year younger than you Maya.
M: tou didn’t answer the question
D: I’m fine, why wouldn’t I be? You’re silly.
• tai ended up pulling him aside
T: when are you going to tell him?
D: how am I supposed to when he basically has a girlfriend now?
T: are you just gonna sit there and pine all day??
D: yes, thank you for understanding
• he’s a stubborn little shit and will absolutely not confess, his best friend is happy, who is he to ruin that?
T: he’s totally jealous.
J: so- do you- do you think it’ll work? That he’ll be surprised?
T: totally
J: thank you for lending me your girlfriend, Maya
M: anytime- not literally- you aren’t having her again
• this was all a trick, sorry, d.. jon does like you
• ( hope you all saw that foreshadowing earlier :) )
• damian needed big and dramatic. jon was gonna do that. even if he was uh. sorta aloof and shy.
• he learned how to sing and play the guitar for Damian. maya and tai were gonna scatter flower petals onto the floor for Damian to follow ( they will tell him too too )
• the whole school will probably watch as Damian finally gets a big dramatic proposal
• damian will love it
M: just follow the petals!
D: I’m confused
M: trust us
• damian did and followed the petals and low and behold, jon kent with a guitar and small smile
D: j-jon?
J: hey. I wrote you a song
D: no you didn’t
J: shut up and listen dumbass
*after that amazing song of how Jon asked damian out to homecoming*
D: that was amazing
J: dramatic enough for you?
D: YES! ( damian went and sprinted to jon, hugging him so tightly before leaning in to kiss him ) we are boyfriends now right
J: yeah, idiot
D: ur the idiot
• I can’t add anymore because myphones really laggy, I hope you enjot
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milkacchan · 4 years
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Request for @bnhakaminari : Hi! How are you? May I please request Bakusquad x Omega!Reader headcanons? Maybe she's like their only omega? 🥺 It doesn't have to be female pronouns if you don't want! Also, I'm sorry if this request is weird! Thank you so so much and I hope you have a nice day/night!
Idk if you wanted poly so I did poly bc I physically can not resist poly
And it's not weird bc I really do love me some omegaverse.
Mayhaps I'll do a part 2 nsfw
• Baby GURL you're the only omega
• And thank god you are their omega
• Because all of them are Alphas
• Which can be hard to deal with
• Bevause while theyre friends, really good friends, they're still Alphas and that can get messy sometimes
• None of them are particularly aggressive with their instincts but if we have to list it it'd go
1. Bakugou
2. Mina
3. Kirishima
4. Denki
5. Sero
• In order for them to be genuinely aggressive it has to be deep rut or someone is trying to hurt their omega
• But tensions can get high since it's a bunch if alphas together all the time, they can but heads
• You're drawn to Sero and Mina first
• Sero's just really calm and down to earth and he's funny
• He's easy to be around and he smells /great/
• Its just strong enough to be calming but not overwhelming
• Mina kinda just started bothering you when you transferred in because you were pretty and you were a girl.
• Actually, Mina saw you when she was with Sero and she was like, 'that one. I want that one.'
• And Sero was immediately on board like yes we want thay one
• Your room is right next to hers
• This ends in her just being an annoying neighbor but you don't really mind because its mina and how could you not love her
• Then without really anything being said you're integrated into the Bakusquad and it's great
• Kirishima is bubbly and smiley
• Denki is just happy theres another girl
• and you're pretty so win
• Bakugou seems a little skeptic at first- unsure of where this is going but he's civil and quickly warms up to you
• Its unspoken that they take on a protective role
• Someone's giving you shit? At least one of them are there to back you up. Most of the time its Bakugou. It doesn't matter where in the room he is, he's by your side in seconds to ward off whatever BS the person in front of
• You're feeling sad? They're all there cuddling you so you feel better. They turn your ass into a burrito.
• Denki is already pulling out the memes
• You're super excited about something? They listen as you ramble warm smiles on their faces
• They'll play with your hair, massage your scalp until your purring against it
• They have a way with you and it's obvious to everyone around them
• They are MAGIC at calming you down
• If you're upset or frustrated at a training exercise, they each have their own ways to help.
• Kiri is a softer alpha in general. Along with Sero they were both raised in house holds where they were taught being an Alpha doesnt excuse being aggressive or wreckless.
• Seros mother was a beta
• Kirishimas mother was an Alpha who was raised with Betas.
• Kiri is often holding your hand in public if you get anxious
• Or letting you lean against him when you're tired or upset
• Most people think the two of you are established but you're not
• Sero absolutely gives you his jacket if you get cold
• Minas super cuddly and touchy all the time regardless of why so more often than not she's clinging to you
• That is if she's not busy making googoo eyes at you
• Need a laugh?
• Need a laugh so hard you're wheezing and struggling to breathe?
• Five minutes. That's all the time Denki needs.
• Crackheads tm
• What's even better is when yall get together when you're both sleep deprived
• It concerns the rest of the group
• and they're curious as to why you two are curled up on the floor laughing so hard you're crying over a picture of CHEESE
• But that's what happening
• Bakugous way of showing he diesnt hate you rn is
1. Buying you food occasionally
2. Helping you train
3. Offering to study with you
• But he can be really soft too
• Like that one time you just weren't having a good day and he carried you mid breakdown to your room
• You had your legs wrapped around his waist, face buried in the back of his neck as your arms were wrapped tightly around his chest
• Being the only omega in the group, they dote on you even before they ask to offically court you
• Oh you wanted that food? A few dollars short? Dont worry baby Bakugous got you
• You want to listen to a song? Kaminari "Everyone shut the FUCK up so she can hear," Denki
• You want attention? You genuinely dont even have to ask they know
• AS I SAID BEFORE THEY WILL PLAY WITH YOUR HAIR AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
• ESPECIALLY UNTIL YOU'RE PURRING
• S c e n t i n g
• You realize they all pretty much smell the same as a result of scenting
• And the omega definitely comes out when they scent you (even before courtship)
• They take turns scenting you
• Each time your eyes flutter close and your grip their shirt as your cheeks burn
• But it's so nice
• And you've never really been scented
• And you're leaning into the touch, Keening at them, just completely content with your place
• And they're fawning over it
• They love it
• Thus enters this weird phase where yall might be a thing but theres no offical courting
• but theres hands and scenting and you're pretty sure Mina almost kissed you the other day
• Its a lil confusing but thays okay
• When I say you're unaware that the four Alphas are a thing
• I mean you're obliviously unaware
• You just thought they were affectionate friends
• Because some friendships are very affectionate
• And then, they ALL bring you small courting gifts and
• At the same time
• And it clicks
• Fuck they're all wearing necklaces
• THE SAME NECKLACE
• Oh
• Oh
• OH
• "You want me to be everyone's omega,"
"If you're okay with it, and you like all of us, then yes."
• and obviously you're okay with it
• who wouldn't be.
• Its 10/10 lemme tell you
• you help ease tension sometimes
• Using your own pheromones or gentle touches just like they do w you
• They have uncovered another way of calming you down
• Food.
• "She's mad again," Denki whines
"Give her an apple or sumn,"
"No, you dumb bitch. Chocolate,"
"Why don't we just take her out to eat??"
"BINGO."
• They steal kisses whenever they can
• and I mean
• WHENEVER
• Onviously if youre not okay w PDA they'll lean of that ut other than that your lips are not safe
• When you go through your first heat with them, it KILLS them.
• The top floor is used for omegas when they go into heats
• Which isnt super often because if suppressants (which most omegas take,) but sometimes the suppressants get salt
• Alpha ruts are contained to their own dorms, they don't have a separate floor
• But anyway, your suppressants wear off :)
• And they learn that your heats are particularly painful
• Because they can smell the distress and frustration in the fucking stairwell
• And they /cant/ help and it /sucks/ because they want to help /so bad/
• Expect lots of kisses and hugs and cuddles when your heat is over
• And Denki crying because he missed you
• And Eijirou holding your waist as you lean against his chest
• Listen just expect a lot of affection and love in general
• Lots of touches and kisses
• Lots of sharing scented clothes too
• They'll scent just about anything you ask them too, not questions asked
• And they melt when they see you using whatever it is
• They're best alphas tm
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savoryscribbles · 4 years
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“Depression Sucks And You Don’t Deserve It”
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Hewo once again I’m back, with a another self-indulgent fic hehe, and they’ll all be self-indulgent till I have more requests, so like idk, I love Kenma so fuckin much. And here’s some stuff Imma write(I haven’t writen it yet). And I heard a rumor(Umbrella Academy anyone?) that he is a CEO when he grows up??? So like CEO!Kenma. I really enjoyed writing this. I love Kenma so much, and yet I haven’t written much for him. Like I said I’m really proud of this and hope you enjoy! This is very different from my usual diologe heavy fics, Idk why I’m saying thay, it’s just something I’ve noticed. It’s a writing style I love, because I love descriptions, I live for paragraphs of the characters describing they’re love, it truly brings me to my knees.
Synopsis: The reader(you) are in a depressive slump, and don’t know how to get out of it. Luckily your loving husband Kenma, is here to help you, but what happens when he finds out the reason for your depression?
Warnings/tags: tooth rotting fluff, hurt/comfort, people being mean, Kenma not having any of it,
TW: MENTIONS OF DEATH THREATS AND THINGS SIMILAR, AS WELL AS SLUT SHAMING DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY AFFECTED BY SUCH THINGS
Word count:1300
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Kenma didn’t love a lot of things. He could count on one hand the things he loved:
1. You
2.Spoiling you
2. His company
3. Video games
4. Apple pie
5. Kuroo
In that order. He felt so lucky to have you in his life. And hated it when you were down to yourself, hated it when you would shut everyone and everything out of your life. Luckily he alway managed to slither his way into your life whoever you would do that, and pull you out of the hole you dug yourself. He could always tell whoever you needed saving from yourself, and he would always be there to save his wonderful spouse.
So when he came home after a long day of work, and noticed you weren’t in the front rooms, he knew something was wrong.
Kenma is quite, he observes from afar. So he’s sad to say he didn’t really do anything for the first few days. He noticed your mood change though, he however did not know if it was just a little slump, or if you needed help to get out the hole you had likely dig yourself.
But he drew the line at you crying. It was a normal day, he fully expected to arrive home without a greeting, as he had for the past week. Something he was not prepared for was your soft sniffles coming from your shared bedroom.
He already knew that today was the day he was going to talk to you about your slump. This just pushed him farther.
It started as a one off remark.
‘I bet they’re just with him for the money’
Those kinds of comments didn’t affect you, and long ago had you learned to ignore them. The only reason that this time was any different, was that they didn’t stop there. What once was only a comment on an Instagram post, turned into private DM’s telling you to kill yourself.
One might say this is what comes with beings and online presence. But no one should be told to kill themselves, no one should be called a whore, just for living your life.
It was not the first time things had gotten quite bad, but this time had to be the worst. It caused you to lock yourself up in your room, and only come out for dinner. You cried when Kenma wasn’t home, and did your best to hide it.
You tired to push the thoughts away, you tried to ignore the comments, but they all kept a tight hold on your mental stability.
‘You’re just a gold digging whore.’
‘They don’t deserve Kenma’
‘They’re just a low level bitch using him for his money, I bet they’re cheating on him’
‘He’s so nice to them, gives them everything they want, and what does he get in return? Nothing. Cause they’re just a gold digging greedy whore.’
You couldn’t stop. You scrolled, reading every rude remark, every mean comment, every DM. At this point your tears were never ending, only stopping when you had become to dehydrated, but you didn’t have the energy to get up.
One day, you did your daily scroll through Twitter later than usual. This was because it was getting bad, you woke up hours later than normal, you had lost all your energy to move, it took you an hour or so just to move your hand to the bedside table. And it had taken another 30 minutes to just look at your phone.
You’re cry’s were to loud for you to hear the door open. And you had just barely noticed your bedroom door being opened. And you hardly registered Kenna’s voice.
“Why are you crying?” He asked you dipping down to see your face more clearly. You didn’t respond to him, just starring blankly at the screen. He noticed and slowly took your phone form your grasp, making you finally look at him, only causing you to burst into another round of tears. You turn around, your back facing him, afraid that once he saw you he’d realize how much you don’t deserve him.
‘He doesn’t deserve me. I’m just an ugly lazy bitch. What have I done this week? Stayed in bed all day. I’m useless. He doesn’t love me. He doesn’t love me. He doesn’t love me’
Kenma looked down at your phone, putting two and two together. What he saw astonished him. He saw comment after comment of rude remarks toward what he assumed was you. He scolded himself.
‘How did I not see these? Is this what caused them to be down this whole week? Why didn’t they tell me? They would have told me if it got bad right? Right?’
You felt him tug at your shoulder, signaling for you to turn back toward him. You ignored this, favoring your self-loathing thoughts.
“Love, I need you to turn around.” Kenma said, tugging a little harder. You sill ignored him, causing him to sign, and eventually let go. You thought you were free, and he was going to leave you alone, but oh how you were wrong.
Kenma took off his dress shoes, blazer, tie, belt and pants, opting for the most comfortable he could be, knowing he most likely was going to be in bed for awhile. He then walked around the bed and climbed in. Quickly wrapping you in his arms before you had a chance to turn around or pull away. He muttered a thanks to whatever god was up there for maintaining his setter reflexes from high school.
“I read some of the comments you were looking at. You know none of them are true right?” He whispered, trying his best to comfort you. Even though he had greatly mutured, he still had a lack of social and comfort skills. He often opted to buy gifts as a way to show love, which is where most of those rude comments got their fuel from.
You didn’t respond, and tried your hardest to not melt in his chest. It was so easy to love him, he was amazing. And you didn’t deserve him. He noticed your lack of response and decided to just hold you tighter, knowing you’d talk when you’re ready. You felt your resolve crumble as you wrapped your arms around Kenmas neck, holding him as tight as you could.
“I’m- I’m sorry! I’ve been- been just laying here doing nothing this whole week, I’m useless, I don’t deserve you!” You balled into him. He was shocked, he hadn’t expected you to say such words, such lies. You were far from useless, even if you didn’t work, you were amazing, you cooked dinner, sometimes did house chores, and most importantly, kept Kenma happy, he would have given up a long time ago if not for you, you and your high spirits, never letting him give up. If he was being frank, he didn’t deserve you, you were perfect, an angel, a goddess, a god.
“You aren’t useless, you my love are amazing, truly amazing, you could never be useless, even if you didn’t lift a finger for the rest of your life. You deserve me, hell I’m not even sure I deserve you.” He responded seriously. He would never let you think bad about yourself, and if you did he was always going to be there to put an end to it, he tried his best to help you see yourself to the angel you were.
You just held him, crying until you couldn’t anymore. He didn’t say much either, he had said all he needed to say. He just held you tightly, waiting for you to speck, or fall asleep, or pull away, something.
When you pulled back, he heard your stomach growl. He whipped your remaining tears from your face before ducking down to kiss you. And oh how he missed, it had been a week, of course he missed it.
The kiss was a long passion filled one, expressing all the love you both weren’t able to.
“I’m hungry.” You muttered when you eventually pulled away.
“I think I can help with that.” He said carrying you to the kitchen.
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misterbitches · 3 years
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hi! this is long as shit i’m sorry. i hope it makes sense. i ahve adhd and like 5 million learning disorders so this is just word vomit cos there’s so many words in my brain. my b.
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i’ve had such a tough day so thank you for replying and sharing! @yeedak​ 
i was thinking about what i wrote and i meant to clarify that as well. some cases are fine for both parties and it’s not like you weren’t consenting and it seems like you were happy! same with my friend who was dating a 20 yr old. if they’re happy you know i’ll clown on ‘em but yea. so for anyone that sees these posts your relationship with your partner who is older or whatever. i’m some dumb girl on the internet okay. ill side eye older ppl tho
i think a lot of people feel the same way you do now (me included.) it feels really good at the time but alter we can see the dynamics playing out. i’m 29 now and i think aging is just such a huge process. it’s wild how you at 31 are a totally different person, right?
and the US racism is probably some of the worst ever in its iteration because of slavery which started from europe etc but USA is so fucking unique bc of columbus bringing slaves here and displacing indigenous peoples or hispanola and because america is so influential the way it views race, particularly with black people as objects, has so deeply permeated into the current historical psyche globally. it’s fascinating to track how necessary anti blackness is to the flourishing of america but also the world at this point. also want to point out how fuckign scary sinophobia is here especially for covid. one is a straight historical line (black ppl + the US) and the other had to be manufactured and to continue to exploit the non-white americans and keep antiblackness in tact.i could go on about this all day. the pain of this place is immense.yet as bad as it is here, this is still the only place i truly feel safe as a black person. because of the unique experience we have in america and through the diaspora especially because we are veyr much ocncentrated here. it would be nice to like move to norway and have some alleviation financially or get free healthcare it’s just not feasible if no one looks like me. it’s fucking tough. 
i hope you don’t hate it here though and people treat you with respect. but as you know being a woman and jewish and an immigrant....shit is tough. the USA is a hellhole. :( america is so deeply tainted and desperately bad because it was founded on strife and blood and there’s no way to reverse that and what this country did in turn when it gained enough power and could capitalize off of the colonial forefathers. this is why we hsould all luv revolution!!!
HOWMEVERRRR 
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boy oh boy oh BOY OH BOYYYYYYYY. well wlecome to the world of BL lmao especially as an adult with some obviously deep perspective just given your background. it is a fucking mess and it’s a hard mess to like but it pulls you in. i approach it like i do with soap operas since these are essentially telenovelas, you know? just like the drama at a billion. but the tricky part of that is like....what parts of it do we understand for critiquing? because so many of the shows are so bad at being like good pieces of things to look at just production wise and story wise. but i feel like these shows ask us to take them seriously, so why shouldn’t we take the content seriously? and this is being primarily peddled to young girls. 
i bring this up often but i read this thing about yaoi and the interest younger women/girls have in BL and its fascination with pederasty essentially. this component i think is key when we talk about who gets affected by these things the most. society in general is bad 4 girls bla bla we know lmao but in “more sexually conservative” societies it may be harder for these girls to feel safe even expressing normal emotions romantically and sexually and particularly with guys. some people hypothesized, and i think i agree with this hypothesis, that they can live through the casualness of BL. they don’t feel threatened because they can put themselves into the shoes of the other character. oftentimes, the more feminine or the younger. this was in conjunction with the age gap aspect (they say pederasty as well because there’s unethical age gaps that r gross and that is indeed what we would at least call a touch of sexual abuse if people dont feel like calling it an obsession with youth and power and uhhh young ppl and perhaps kids) where maybe girls could see themselves in these situations as the person being saved, loved, taken care of, and sadly also sexually active and penetrated. 
i think that’s just one aspect of it but i do think there’s validity in who gravitates towards it. i cannot imagine seeing this stuff and not getting enough information as a young kid, i sure as fuck know i didn’t!, and seeing these things and you look at it with 0 critique because you’re young and you may have no interest in it or you simply cannot understand what is wrong. no one is teaching you these things and these shows confirm it. and it is wild how intrinsic patriarchy is to BL although in its existence it also can’t be in line with patriarchy given the nature of two [cis] men!
it begs the question about the replacement aspect. is it just so girls can put themselves in these characters shoes? if so then that means we believe that gender is so interchangeable within our relationships and interactions and that doesn’t seem right. there’s more to lgbtq+ than just existing; it’s finding ways to communicate, finding a family, safety, your people, being a free person. there’s a lot to gain and a lot a lot to lose. and a gay man is also not a woman because those are also two distinct experiences.  especially in societies that have a more hidden aspect to sexuality (idk how to word this bc the BL industry would NEVER survive in america but in a way there’s a more “progressive” look at homosexuality but it’s still fucked up because we live in a Society, you know? at the same time look at what we are doing to trans kids. literally waging war so it’s bonkers how we all collectively have some real progress happening but at the same time not at all. the concept of ‘ladyboys’ and the frequency we see trans people in thai shows is wild and something that we absolutely do not see here in the US. still, none of these groups feel safe or are getting better material conditions in either place. we just show the ways we can try and tolerate oppression witout eliminating it imo)
to me it is clear: it’s money. which most things exist to make money so. but also who is the audience for these shows? and they have to market towards them. all that said all hope is not lost there are some decent shows. it’s just like regular media on TV though where it’s so fucking saturated as an industry that it’s literally sifting through garbage. and there are some days when you can handle the trash and others where it really fucking hurts to watch the violence, the rape, the manipulation, the violations, the stupid messaging. i have never seen more people trying to do mental gymnastics and seeing if things were “technically rape” than in teh BL fandom and that is so fucking sad.
i came into these shows at 28 with almost 0 clue of what as media BL was like esp as media that countries can use as soft power with the revenue. but i realize like...i’m 29 now and so many people don’t have a sizeable, though not huge, amount of life experience. and i wonder for people on the internet who are usually searching for something if they spend so much time on it like what a 15 year old girl thinks. what a 20 year old girl thinks. 
it is incredibly problematic and so awful but there’s also some rewards. if you haven’t i would definitely watch i told sunsset about you which i don’t think i’m going to finish and i doubt i’ll watch the second installment (watch this be a lie) but when i say some fucking impeccable storytelling and art? phew. now that is a fucking piece of media that works. it takes from moonlight heavily and you can see like...the artistic dedication is there and the story makes its world and sets up its stakes extremely well. 
i think because this is marketed towards much younger people too they know they dont have to try as hard. but they SHOULD because then you can have a fucking masterpiece like that. i think even this prolific gay thai filmmaker (who is like solidly against the government) who is so respected (and who i like a lot! if u wanna know i can tell u lmao but the films are very uhhhhhhhh “artsy”) would like i told sunset about you. i wish more people had budget like that and also just cared about the stories. it’s the fucking magic of art to figure out what you can do but there is very little incentive honestly. idk i am very pessimistic. there are days when it’s really a great pick me up and distraction but it is never a place i would love for to feel seen or heard but i’m more of the mind of i never trust the mainstream until they prove me wrong ;) 
or i never trust the mainstream and i still buy into it anyway and then cry when i don’t like what i see adn i yell “BOO GET OFF THE STAGE!” when an old man won’t leave a teenager alone
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okayoonoh · 4 years
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JOHNNY’S FAMILY
a/n: here is the second part! i’ll do my best to make it so you don’t necessarily have to read taeil’s part, but i mean, i don’t mind if you go and do that ...
here’s a link to the entire masterlist! again, the only other part is taeil’s so far so i mean... y’all should check it out :)
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JOHNNY SEO:
he has three kids, 2 boys and 1 girl, in that order. noah seo is the oldest son, 4 years later, leo seo was born, 5 years later (when noah was 9 and leo was 5), luna seo, the youngest and only girl, was born.
NOAH SEO: >> as a baby <<
oh man, a cutie cutie cutie
like everyone was heart eyes over him when he was born 
like
the second he was in your arms and johnny’s arms, he let out the cutest eye smile
he started his flirting career young 
for example 
noah would give you and johnny smiles
but then he starts to make y’all work for it a little bit more
like you have to work really hard to make him smile (like jumping, dancing, singing your heart out)
and maybe he’ll give you a small smile
but the second a pretty lady walks by, noah is all smiles
you and johnny are like ??? 
bc you’re out here dancing until you collapse
and noah won’t give you the time of day
but a pretty person walks by and noah is suddenly all smiles?
just a huge flirt from the second he could smile
he was a pretty active baby
ig kinda normal? like cried, pooped, threw tantrums, he wasn’t too much of a headache 
kinda just the “normal” amount tbh
but like if y’all are in public and he starts to cry
but another pretty person walks by
he’ll literally suck it up
and like just stop crying 
you and johnny are just so confused whenever this happens 
anyway
he was just such a pretty baby growing up?
nothing would phase him too much tbh 
is really cuddly (especially with yoojin)
>> as a child << 
literally the pretty boy of the class
grade wise? not good, not bad
just enough to pass, but not make anyone nervous lol
all of the girls think he’s so attractive 
it all started in this stage 
he’s really friendly and pretty kind 
but
the second someone hurts one of his friends? 
oh no
his other side comes out and it’s v v scary
like if someone was bullying moon yoojin, taeil’s oldest daughter
good luck
he flirts with anyone and everyone 
he was born to flirt
he’s best friends with ten’s oldest son, kasem leechaiyapornkul (kaleb) (they’re born the same year)
when they’re together, they’re just like their dads
like from the second they started hanging out together, they started acting like their fathers when they would hang out together
it was weird dude
like genetics is crazy
they both can speak english and like refuse to talk to each other in anything other than english
kaleb teaches noah thai while noah teaches kaleb korean
they’re chemistry together is just so good
like they’re just crackheads vibing together
everyone knew that he would become a model when he grows up
at this stage, he doesn’t really want to be a model
he like wants to be a soccer player or something idk 
but subtly, he always knew that he wanted to be a model
oh yeah, he was kinda a late bloomer in height terms 
but like one summer later? 
he suddenly grows like really really really tall? 
and his voice gets really deep? 
and everyone is so confused again
from that growth spurt, he just doesn’t stop growing 
he’s not the type of guy that like if you ask “how tall are you?”
and he’ll say “180 cm but i’m still growing.”
nono 
he’ll say “honestly i have no idea ? my mom knows i think…”
and he’s the type to like make a guess but he’s completely wrong 
like “uhh I think I’m like 160 cm? idk…”
and you’re like “noah, my darling son, you are off by 20 cm….” (this is him entering his teen years but it makes sense to put this much in here) 
he’s goofy and lovable (a little too lovable…)
>> as a teen/adult <<
still… a flirt. 
even now, he’s still growing
he’s honestly like
just so handsome?
like all of the guys in the group look up to him
literally, he’s taller than his dad
like a good couple cm taller than his dad
he’s the oldest in the group so they all do look up to him
he’s pretty calm like taeil’s son, moon seojoon, but can be crazy and have fun when needed
he just gives off the high class vibes
he doesn’t mind, he does it because it’s just who he is
honestly, doesn’t have too many girlfriends in this stage because so many people just assume that he’s already dating someone or that he’s with yoojin
he is SUPER ULTRA PROTECTIVE of his baby sister, luna
and all of the rest of the babies of the group
he’s the tallest of the group so if anyone is scared in anyway, they go to him
and he’s not even like just skinny either
he’s BUFF bc he starts out his model career now
he still is very active and he loves to go to the gym
so like he’s kinda happy that he gets to do both of the things he loves/wanted to do
he’s just so handsome dude
like literally everyone wants him to model for their company
but he just signs off as an independent because yoojin advised him too
and he’s making so much bank this way
yoojin helped him out with getting a manager and stuff and then after he was sitting pretty, he was able to figure stuff out on his own 
this is when he realized that yoojin liked him back lol
and he said full send
he shot his shot and it worked 
really understands the model game well
like whenever he goes to do shows, people are always asking him for advice
to which his advice is either jokingly saying “honestly, just use the face you got. mine is already godly so i’m good”
or he’ll say crap like “i just think of food or like something i want right now and my emotions just through my face i guess? i’m not sure just think about things that make you happy.”
he’s really busy like all of the time 
he tries to be like yoojin and make it to everything, but he has a hard time because he’s so busy
he is aware with what’s going on with everyone tho
if anyone needs advice, they know to come to him
he’s the best big brother of the group
he’s such a good, and handsome dude
LEO SEO: >> as a baby <<
he was a little bit on the dramatic side
like if he was remotely hungry, he’d cry
if all he wants is for you to pick up something he dropped, he’d cry
kinda cried a lot
sometimes, even if he was happy, he’d cry
just to establish his dominance in this family
like
he’d start crying and you and johnny are like
“we literally just fed you and we’ve been playing with you for the past hour, what’s wrong?”
and when y’all got a little frustrated, he’d just stop crying and start laughing
it’s almost as if he knew that he was pulling a prank on y’all or kinda just showing you his acting skills at an early age (he becomes an actor when he grows up)
he also was a really handsome fella growing up
like he was a really really really cute baby
if he wasn’t practicing his acting skills early on, he was playing with his brother
honestly, noah was really bad at playing with baby leo
noah was like “why can’t leo run yet?”
johnny’s like, “noah... leo can’t even lift his head on his own yet...”
leo loved his brother as a baby tho
whenever noah would come home from school, baby leo would be so freaking happy
honestly, leo was just another baby, just vibing as a baby, and loved to keep you and johnny on your toes
>> as a child << 
this is when he realized he wanted to be an actor
i swear, naming him leo was just a coincidence
he knew from the start that acting his what he wanted to do 
any school play, he would get the lead
the second he learned how to read, he was reading scripts and plays and musicals
he loves watching movies and dramas with you and johnny from the start
he would want to start learning new languages at this age for the soul purpose of building his portfolio when he got older
you and johnny are like so shocked that he found out his calling at such a young age
and you guys think it’s a phase at first, but it’s really, really, really not
he sticks with it
he’s like his brother in which girls thinks he’s so cute
girls flirt with him too, but he just dramatically rejects them and they kinda get annoyed lol
best friends with jaemin’s twins, na jaeseok and jaehun (the twins are a week older than leo)
jaeseok and jaehun both want to get into acting/dancing too, so all of them just vibe together
they are all so talented, even from a young age
like it’s crazy
leo is like the leader of their group
but the twins still get lead roles too
like if leo doesn’t get the main role, one of the twins will
and it’s not competitive or negative between any of them at all
they all agree that they could get better
just positive vibes between these boys
>> as a teen/adult <<
he was scouted as soon as possible
he wanted to wait for his buddies tho
they got scouted soon tho, dw
they all go the same entertainment company because the actor boys unite
honestly a really scary group when they’re all together
they learned all of their manners from noah
they learned how to be crazy from kaleb
leo is a triple threat tho
he can act, he can sing, and he can dance
he learns how to dance with taeyong’s oldest son, lee youngchul
he already knew he could sing, but he does it more for fun
they have him sing for a role and everyone is like ??? what can’t you do?
oh, i can answer that for you lol
he cannot play sports
he can do gym stuff really well and like can do cardio and stuff really easily
but like
have him play soccer? oh no
he is pretty clumsy too
like on set, everyone has multiple sets of props because he always breaks stuff
don’t worry, he’s very apologetic about it
oh yeah, he’s also really tall
like not as tall as noah but taller than his dad
he is not like your pish posh actor
he’s like noah in the aspects that he loves to help people and he gives them bad advice from time to time
he’s such a good actor that they even send him to the states to act in several different movies
he’s so thankful that you taught him english while he was growing up
even tho he acts in western movies, he still prefers to act in dramas and korean movies
america falls in love with him tho
like an insanely handsome boy, who can sing, dance, and act?
oh and his brother is really hot too?
OH AND HIS SISTER IS A FREAKING GIRL GROUP IDOL
OH AND HIS DAD IS JOHNNY FREAKING SEO? LIKE LEO, YOU’RE SET
don’t think that he doesn’t develop his own self image
like he makes a name for himself
in the states/west, everyone learns leo first then learns the rest of his family
oh, just like noah, he’s ultra protective of his little sister
like when interviewers are like “so we hear you have a little sister?”
and he’s like “yes i do and yes she is single and she will remain that way until she is married.”
the audience always laughs when he says that and obviously he’s just trying to convey that he’s super ultra protective of his little sister
leo is just a really talented actor boy who lives up to his name.
LUNA SEO: >> as a baby << 
cute™
she is apart of the groups cute squad
she also is one of the princesses of the group
she’s been a daddy’s girl ever since the start 
like johnny was really good at calming her down
don’t get me wrong, it isn’t that she didn’t love you
she just really wanted to be held by johnny
all of her uncles adored her for her adorable face
she had chubby little cheeks that anyone and everyone adored
she was definitely not angelic
she still gave you and johnny plenty of headaches
she cried a lot, but not as much as leo
at least, with luna, you guys knew how to calm her down
and she wouldn’t cry just to spite you guys lol
anyway
she was a very happy baby with the chubbiest cheeks
the whole family would do anything to make her smile because she was so gosh darn cute
like she was invited to do child modeling at stuff like that
which you guys did for simple things, but for major things like horror movies, you guys would never agree
 you wanted her to have a good childhood and to like, not be demon possessed
she grew up well loved by her older brothers
they were so protective of her and even took care of her every need when necessary
like if you were busy cooking dinner or like doing some work and johnny was away at practice or at work, noah and leo would work together to take care of her
like noah would go and change her diaper while leo would go and get the wipes and do his best to get out the stuff to make formula ready
noah even knew what the temperature is suppose to be
she had a good babyhood and had her older brothers there to catch her when she falls
>> as a child <<
she still kept the happy vibes
like if i had to associate her with a color
it would be yellow
her favorite color is yellow
she’s best friends with taeyong’s youngest daughter, lee youngmi, and ten’s youngest daughter, amarin leechaipornkul (aria)
they all give off sunshine vibes together it’s just so cute
they like spread so much love and positivity, it’s just so much fun
the three of them are honestly like the powerpuff girls
like luna is like blossom
youngmi is like buttercup
while aria is like bubbles
their ages match up too lol
but as buttercup, luna is like the leader
she, like he brothers, is super talented with a lot of things
she realizes that she wants to be an idol like her dad
she doesn’t even want a major role like the lead singer or anything like that
she really just wants to be a visual
she’s already naturally good at dancing but she learns how to dance from youngchul around the same time that leo learned how to dance
she is pretty active
like she would RUN 
just cause
when she was with her group tho? oh man
if only one dad was taking care of the three of them, it’s over
they’ll be so chaotic and everywhere
she is also obsessed with sweets
like cakes, candies, cookies, everything
when she’s with her brothers and dad, they’ll spend all of their money to buy her sweets
she’ll eat so much, then go and run, then throw up, then want to eat more sweets
she’s like pac-man but for sweets
you always dress her up in pretty outfits because it fits her vibe
she loves that you dress her up like that and she never really complains about any of the outfits you put her in
she loves to be held by her dad and her brothers because they’re all so tall and she wants to be tall by association
she’s spoiled, but it’s just because she’s so loved
>> as a teen/adult <<
her vibes didn’t change at all
she’s still sunshine and she’s still obsessed with sweets
she didn’t grow super tall like her brothers
like in comparisons to the giants of your children
luna is surprisingly really short
she doesn’t let that stop her tho!
like a lot of the things in your house are set to the top of the cupboards so it’s easier for the tall boys to reach
but if luna wants something from there, she’ll take care of it herself even if one of her brothers is in the kitchen and can easily do it themselves
she actually gets into a girl group and she does pretty well!
in her group, she’s the sunshine
like she’s probably not the maknae of the group
she takes good care of her younger members
but when everyone sees her with her older brothers
everyone is like
luna? she baby
she thinks taeil’s oldest, moon yoojin, is like the coolest person in the whole world
like she’s pretty close with yoojin
she honestly just wants to learn the most about yoojin and how she handles life
luna honestly is a self care goddess too
she’s like “y’know, the company wants me to lose weight, i said ‘yeah, i could lose some of the weight of the company that i’m carrying’.” *proceeds to eat 3 different bowls of ramen at once*
she doesn’t give a freak about the idol standards
she can take care of herself and she knew from the start that the company needs her more than she needs them
she releases skin care videos and all that
(she learns most of her skin care stuff from her uncle jaehyun)
and her skin is as clear as a summer sky in the great state of california
she’s so good with fans too
like she holds eye contact with them and everything
she isn’t that into aegyo because she just laughs everything off
she can be pretty sassy with her comments that she makes
especially with her brothers
she’s super sassy towards them
but they still protect her
she’s just a happy positive idol who is well loved by her family, friends, and her fans.
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johnny’s family just feels like a hella fun vibe tbh
i hope you guys liked it! taeyong’s babies are next!
- amy <3
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badcountryofficial · 3 years
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Last last final one and then im sleeping but like. I almost want. To just give into my crazy thoughts and the weird shit and be insane like it takes so much effort to combat it all and I genuinely am losing sight of why I even do it. Like fjck it man. Thsre's really no rzn to not just be crazy. The universe is sending me signs and I wholeheartedly believe that qnd I can shift energy need be and I can mold it but I can't rn cos my heart's too clogged up with grief and so I can't feel her connections and strings and idk it's not crazy but it is but it isn't but it isn't but it is I dontncare loke why does the distinction even matter it's all just soup. My brain my illnesses my Me it's all jut soup. Don't even get me started on parts work idk where those bitches are bur I need them. I'm constantly deprdsonaltozkg I rlly think I was meant to die at 12 but dodged it somehow and I'm living on borrowed time idk it's all soup I miss myself I miss ny love it's just like ****** with ***** like idk man I haven't been myself in so long I've been so sad and I can only hope the rzn im sad doesn't know cos I don't want that that's why I soft blocked and so it's their fault if they come back like im just fragile and insane so of course I'm splintering and the past 9 months have just been so fucking much like too much for my psyche and idk man I swear to God something good better fucking happen and good things ARE happening but they're not enough because idk im greedy if bur also is it so much to want someone to hold me and tell me they're proud of me and love me and is it cos of parents is it cos of idek idk dude but whatever clearly it doesn't MATTER. SO! Night
But also if I **** ** **** again I genuinely will snap forreal and go actually insane for REALS. like I don't want thay I do not want thag I can feel my stupid heart developing feelings and it's only to distract me they're not rwal but I can't do it man I cannot fucking do it I want to distract and pretend everything's fine so bad but I understand now feelings r not a game lol nope hell no I wanna be loved but I don't wanna be ** **** whatever whatever whatever
Alsoni cried so much my eyes are sore so now crying more hurts like this night just isn't it
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bucksbisexual · 4 years
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YALL. AFTER 10 DAYS I FINISHED IT AND LET ME TELL YOU ALL THIS: HOLY FUCKING SHIT THAT WAS ONE OF THE BEST THINGS I HAVE EVER WATCHED IN MY LIFE. like oh my god so many things happened (and pom still doesn’t have his wallet back HSFKJFSH jkjk) i can’t even make a typical lengthed post about it because it would be leaving out like 3/4ths of the episode,,,, alright let’s begin this because i have So Many Things to say and i have to go to sleep soon SJFJSKFH (also i have to watch the trailer for the gifted graduation AAAAAA)
i’m gonna try the dots list thingy in this one because i know it’s gonna be long and a mess so.. lessgetit !
let’s start with the directors board meeting or whatever that was called,, pang was such a fucking badass holy fuck i admire his bravery but i HATE every single person in that room like..
someone just told you that the director of the school has been treating the students like SHIT and using them as guinea pigs for the gifted kids who are ALSO being used as guinea pigs and you just.. clap? and turn your back against him? holy SHIT did that infuriate me,,,
now thinking about it.. maybe the director mind controlled them to do so since yeah guess fucking WHAT. SURPRISE. THE THEORY WAS TRUE. HE CAN ALSO MIND CONTROL PEOPLE. AND HE’S REALLY FUCKING GOOD AT THAT.
[takes a deep breath] i will Not talk about him because it literally makes me want to commit a crime on a fictional character.
also, the scene before pang goes in the conference room with namtaan literally broke my heart yall...... like,, my heart? nowhere to be seen because its pieces are so small they’re almost invisible.
namtaan crying because she thinks that pang doesn’t trust her or ohm? namtaan saying that pang was lying when he said he cared about those around him? pang having to mind control namtaan to make her stay there and not follow him? yeah that shit really fucking hurted yall.
so in this scene we find out that when pom says the director is always a step in front of you, it’s true! that motherfucker staged it all and made pang’s story look like it was staged or whatever just so he could get more money and continue his reign in that school.............. i literally hate him so much
and he then fucking PUT HIM IN FRONT OF ALL OF THE GIFTED KIDS AND MADE HIM CRY. CRY. MY BABY. HE MADE HIM CRY!!!!!!!!! HE MADE HIM THINK HE WOULD NEVER WIN. EVER. HE ALSO MADE HIM LOOK LIKE A FOOL AND A TRAITOR. I FUCKING HATE HIM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
[takes a deep breath] god okay i need to calm down this man gets me on my fucking nerves.
anyways. this guy does his thing and makes pang feel like he truly lost then mind controls pom (i wanted to yell at pom so badly at that moment but i know it’s not his fault that he’s being brainwashed ugh) and pang who is literally trying to save his own life tells him THE EXACT WORDS CHANON TOLD HIM. AND POM CRIES. MY FUCKING HEART YALL. NOWHERE TO BE FOUND. IT HAS BEEN BROKEN WAY TOO MUCH IT’S BASICALLY NONEXISTENT. I WAS SOBBING.
so from that we go to the start of the second semester (which i had to guess by the 2 because there were no subs for that and i don’t understand thai lol) and pang is still the same exact kid who is best friends with nac, is a whole troublemaker and is in class 4-8 (which makes me wonder how tf they made everyone forget he was a gifted kid....... hmmmmm)
now when they first showed that i thought they were replaying ep1 KJSHFKSF but when the eating scene came on and there were people sitting on the gifted section i was like wait a minute............. hold on....................
then HE CLASHES WITH WAVE.
OH MY GOD.
AND HE ASKS HIM THE SAME EXACT QUESTION HE DID IN EP1.
OH MY FUCKING GOD.
((his expression when he sees him excuse me i will literally cry to sleep look at that he’s-my-friend-but-he-doesn’t-remember-me-so-i-can’t-call-him-by-his-name-or-else-he’ll-be-weirded-out-but-also-i-fucking-miss(ed)-out-asshole face he makes ;;))
AND MY JAW WAS ALREADY DROPPED BUT IT FELL TO THE GROUND WHEN NAMTAAN AND OHM APPEARED BEHIND HIM AND WERE LIKE “C’MON LET’S GO EAT”
AND PANG BEING LIKE huh why do i feel like i don’t remember something AFTER HE LOOKS AT EVERYONE SEATED WITH MR POM. HUH I FUCKING WONDER WHY BRO.
and then. AND THEN. a gifted pin that fell to the ground is taken by pang and as he walked to give it back to wave, nac stops him and thankfully pang keeps it because guess mf WHAT BABY.
THERE’S A MESSAGE ON THE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND UNTIL NIGHT TIME WHEN PANG CAN’T SLEEP HE DOESN’T SEE IT
which makes me think,, for how long did the gifted class wait oh my god sjkfhksfjhsdlghl
AND PANG. FUCKING GENIUS PANG. THE VIDEO HE WAS FILMING ALL THIS TIME???????? YEAH IT WAS FOR HIMSELF. INCASE HE LOST. HOW FUCKING CLEVER IS THIS KID OH MY GOD
I LOVE PANG SO MUCH AS YOU ALL MAY HAVE NOTICED BY NOW.
also the fact that wave once caught him filming himself and just.. kept tabs on it since he seems to know pang just wouldn’t do one plan (you can see how shocked he is by ladda giving him the fake serum which i haven’t talked about but I LOVE LADDA AGAIN EVERYTHING’S GOOD WITH HER I LOVE U QUEEN <3<3<3) and when he, i guess, disappeared from the gifted program and didn’t talk with any of them wave just hacked pang’s computer and watched the video he had made incase it was important or whatever and i’m so glad for wave’s invasion of privacy because oh my god u saved my kiddo who saved his future self by being a smart bitch on the past. an icon.
AND THE LAST SCENE!!!!!!!!!!!! THE DIFFERENCE FROM WHEN PANG ENTERED THE ROOM FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYONE BEING LIKE “YOU’RE HERE”!!!!!!!!!!! THEY PROBABLY LOST ALL HOPE BUT PANG MADE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE FOUND OUT ABOUT HIMSELF AND ABOUT THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FELT SO PROUD OF MY SON WATCHING THIS
AND WAVE!!!!!!! “TOOK YOU LONG ENOUGH” BITCH SHUT THE FUCK HE JUST REMEMBERED UR EXISTENCE LIKE 2 MINUTES AGO I’LL KICK UR ASS (but with love because i love this dumbass too)
AND PANG’S SMIRK AAAAAAA YES BABY LET’S CHANGE THE FUCKING WORLD TOGETHER LET’S GET RID OF ROYAL FAMILIES AND CORRUPT GOVERNMENTS AND INSTITUTIONS LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOO
okay okay now comes the sad part that we were all waiting for..
mr pom still doesn’t have his wallet after 11 episodes </3
JKHFJSLFS i am Unable to be serious for one second i will explode if i try to
now that season 1 is done i will proceed to yell into the void that is my room until season 2 starts airing (i will watch the trailer of the gifted graduation after this i promise)
this drama was soooooo good idk if i’ll watch the movie because this drama is so well made and the acting and everything is so good idk how they’d be able to tell half of the story in less than 2 hours,,,, maybe it’s a water boyy situation but backwards idk
either way this drama gets a 10000000000000/10 and a plus for making me forget that i wanted to pee oh my gOD I NEED TO GO TO THE BATHROOM GOODBYE
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mysneakylife · 4 years
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Just a little runt, i just want to express my feelings. Maybe noone will read this, but if anyone will share my thoughts let me know what you think, i want to know what are your thoughts.
I have not been invested in TV show in a long time. The last time i was really into anything was when i was watching the first Skam (season 3, story of Isak and Evan). I was sooo invested in them. I was waiting for every new clip like crazy, waiting for anything really and they gave me so much emotions. So yeah the last time i was really into any TVshow was years ago ( and wow this sounds crazy, because i feel like it happened few months ago) and even when knew that Franch version was good i waited until it was finished to watch it (and i was not disappointed, it was perfect).
And here we are in the present.
As soon as i saw the trailer for this show, 2gether the series, i was invested, the actors were handsome 👌🏻 (i have seen Bright act in other show and liked his acting and thought if he was in this then i had to give it a try), the story line was interesting, so yeah, i was into it even before it was eared.
Fast forward few months after, i watched first episode and i was like: hmmm a little different from what i had in mind but still good. Then second episode came, third, forth and boy i was into it... and on the seventh episode i was blown away... i was like this is amazing such a good acting, i felt emotions and it left me with a lot of feelings. I just could not believe that i was sooo into this show.
And so after episode 7, I don’t know what happened, idk maybe i was expecting to much but after episode 7 my expectations was sooo high, i was so hiped ( i think a lot of you had high expectations after episode 7 as well) but... (and it hurts me to say and to admit to this) but something changed after that episode... and I think i know what 🙊 it was Sarawat. I don’t know how you all will understand what i am trying to say but i just want to express my feelings, so here it goes:
Sarawat- I loved him so much in the firsts episodes of the show, he was so different and so refreshing but after he ‘got’ Tine and they became boyfriends, idk but something changed in his character. I feel like i lost him after that, i just did not see him as the same Sarawat as he was in the first seven episodes. (from the spoiler videos that i have watched, I have to say that that Sarawat was just awful, sorry to say this but book/Sarawat gave me creeps, how he enjoyed to make Tine cry and few things that he did, so happy TV/Sarawat was not like that even though i feel like we did got a glimpse of that Sarawat too, sadly, but that is how he was represented in the book)....
So what i was and am trying to say is that i am a little disappointed (but not in Bright or Win, oooh boy they are amazing, couldn’t dream of any other actors in their place, they are perfect and their friendship gives me so much happiness). Yes i am disappointed, the writers could have done such an amazing job but noooo they did what every other Thai BL series did and why whyyyy just why, it started so good but in the end idk, i am not satisfied... I feel like I wanted to say much more but my thoughts are lost.
i hope the last episode will be a little longer.
I am still enjoying the show don’t get me wrong , but i lost the excitement i had before.
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