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#and i'm like yeah yhe pain is literally fine
halinski
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9 months
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#my problem is this: when i am in a considerable amount of time i just
#tell myself im not
#and my brain goes: okay
#and sometimes that means that i started dissociating
#and sometimes it gets to a point where I literally am not as aware of my body as i should be
#and i'm like yeah yhe pain is literally fine
#i just slammed my head while skittering through the house bc i didn't realize the wall was there
#and yeah
#i cant tell how bad the pain really is tho
#bc my varying degrees of dissociation really just block a lot of sensation
#and i cant explain that to the doctors without them thinking im deranged
#and like im already on 2 antidepressants and an antipsychotic
#and i fled from my last therapist once again
#and my psychiatrist is happy as long as i can keep my job and say im fine
#and the obgyns all just are like take the damn hormones and dont wanna do more tests
#this is just a rant ignore me
#its 2am i gotta get up and go to work in 3 hours bc staying home doing nothing would be even worse
#bc it means no distraction
#and its bad bad bad for my head
#and i cant
#ignore me
#the sleep aid effect of the meds hasnt been very effective the past 2 months :(
#also i am in pain from cramps
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