#and i cant

[sleepless-crows]

THEY MIXED THE YOU INEJ YOU AND I WILL HAVE YOU WITHOUT ARMOR SCENES TOGETHER AND SAID IT WORD FOR WORD AND PUT IT IN A CHAPEL

#and inej even had her hair down like on the ship #and he held her wrist #and we got to see kaz's reaction after she left #and I CANT #grishaverse #six of crows #soc #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #kanej #shadow and bone #sab spoilers #shadow and bone spoilers #watchingsabs2*

[ratblazer]

not to vent post again but I'm still really struggling with my art. I'm having a hard time drawing anything and im feeling idk. embarrassed of all the goofy fanart I've done?

#shut up beth #i just want to make something cool and interesting and complex #and i cant #feels like im doing disservice to a character i really care for by only being able to draw stupid shit idk #vent

[cahootings]

days like today make me ready to sledgehammer my walls down for lack of porch or balcony or access to fresh air. my windows are open but the wind isn’t right. give me AIR

#i just want to air out my duvet. today is duvet airing weather #and I CANT

[whatthefuckisasweep]

this page has lived in my mind since the day i read it. they are so fucking… [smacks head against sharp objects, impaling myself multiple times] … if you even care btw.

It just— this shows all their characters so succinctly? There are tears in my eyes—

#I DONT EVEN WANT TO FINISH THE BOOK BUT I CANT PUT IT DOWN #IM ON OAGE 700 SOMETHING RN #AND I CANT #I just wanna reread their cute conversations #over and over and over again #it #it book #losers club #the losers club #screams cries throws up nukes myself explodes #expldoes explodes explodes explodws

[edgarallanpoestan]

tumblr dot com let me look at my fucking love letters tag ill kill you

#bee buzzes #i wanna look at me ycellbit letters #and i CANT #bc tumblr hates me

[hopelessromanticfool]

Its time to talk about how much I fucking love this book. Its amazing. It has me doubting my existence. It is so good at talking about platonic love, and being in love with your friends. I want to read it again and again and again. I will never have enough.

#and im also mad that i cant draw to save my life #i want to draw so much fanart #and i cant #loveless #loveless alice oseman #alice oseman #osemanverse #rooney bach #georgia warr #jason farley shaw #sunil jha #pip quintana #AJSJJJDMDJDHHFJFHFH

[especiallyhaytham]

nobody makes colonial menswear (or anything resembling it) in women's sizes/fit and it's frankly disgusting. I, a woman, want to dress like Paul Revere and I'm being oppressed. You're oppressing my sexy historical androgynous aesthetic

#joke joke JOKE #i do actually want to dress like paul revere though #and i CANT #THERE IS NOTHING #i can't buy men's clothes because they don't fit me right #i even went to women's steampunk and all of that was femme too #fuck your skirts and booby corsets dudE #LET ME DRESS MASC I SWEAR TO G O D #I WANT TO LOOK LIKE KRISTEN STEWART COSPLAYING NAPOLEON #im about to email historical emporium and demand answers

[sillylildomasimp]

i'd post art but it's all just low quality drawings in my sketchbook. like this one of Dottore.

#dottore #but i made him lil #he looks so silly #i want a different art style #but that takes effort #and i cant #ive drawn christopher pierre over 100 times like this

[homokommari]

::::::::::::::::::::::::) i just wanna draw art that depicts fat bodies as lovable and sexy without people who objectify and dehumanize fat people to fucking look at it

#and i cant #i fucking cant

[sunflowersteves]

i am FREAKING OUT

#vic's coffee talks♡༉ #SHE LOOKS SO FUCKING GOOD ON SNL #OH MY GOD #I’ve had a crush on her since parks n rec #AND I CANT #GUYS #IM FRWAKING IUT #aubrey plaza #snl

[messrmoonyy]

The entire season 2 of the newsreader being released today and me not having access to it feels incredibly homophobic

#messrs lil rambles #I’ve seen so many spoilers #i did in fact search those spoilers myself #but it’s made me more excited to watch #AND I CANT #please I’m starved give me more angry Helen norville I live for it

[veilkeeper]

script extender when will you come back from the war

#i just wanted to pop into roz file to take some screenshots of the dialogue screen #and i CANT #roz pt is dead until script extender is updated pray for me #that said theres a few posts queued for tomorrow so enjoy the food

[weiner-enjoyer]

pls tell me how yall sit through a whole episode of a show bc i cannot. i get so distracted. i can start an episode of the best anime in the world and halfway through it decide to go stare at the window for an hour or some shit. and its not that its boring, i just cant. help

#im trying to watch fullmetal alchemist #and i cant #because i cant sit down and watch all of it #and someone made fun of me #so im looking for sympathy on tumblr (/j)

[gravecats]

I need to start doing art regularly again or i’m going to lose my fucking mind

#kat’s meow #I’ve been so busy I haven’t had time to paint and it’s messing with me more than I realized #no offense to people who have the money and time to stay home and do art all day but sometimes I want to tell you all to fuck off #because i want to do that #and i cant

[lesbian-de-chat]

it is so cruel i cant draw capchat right now

#i want to shRe a silly hc i thought of but i wanted to draw it #and i cant #AAUchbdmvbmb

[halinski]

.

#my problem is this: when i am in a considerable amount of time i just #tell myself im not #and my brain goes: okay #and sometimes that means that i started dissociating #and sometimes it gets to a point where I literally am not as aware of my body as i should be #and i'm like yeah yhe pain is literally fine #i just slammed my head while skittering through the house bc i didn't realize the wall was there #and yeah #i cant tell how bad the pain really is tho #bc my varying degrees of dissociation really just block a lot of sensation #and i cant explain that to the doctors without them thinking im deranged #and like im already on 2 antidepressants and an antipsychotic #and i fled from my last therapist once again #and my psychiatrist is happy as long as i can keep my job and say im fine #and the obgyns all just are like take the damn hormones and dont wanna do more tests #this is just a rant ignore me #its 2am i gotta get up and go to work in 3 hours bc staying home doing nothing would be even worse #bc it means no distraction #and its bad bad bad for my head #and i cant #ignore me #the sleep aid effect of the meds hasnt been very effective the past 2 months :( #also i am in pain from cramps