#and was like offended that i was worried abt my scars

[abigails-gf]

hi!! it’s me again ahaha :) i absolutely loved what you did w my request omg!!! your so so talented <33 i have another ideaaa okay so it’s summer n abby and you n her friends (like mel,owen,manny yk) wanna go to the beach or somewhere but reader is super self conscious abt their scars (bc the others don’t know) but abby already knows so she’s like reassuring them n stuff!! and then they go to the beach n have the best time!! <333 also do u do emoji anons? if so could i be 🪐 anon? it’s okay if not i js think if will be easer than me going it’s me again or the one who requested this ahaha!! but if not that’s okay no pressure!! also sorry if this one is a but confusing 🩷🩷

abby anderson x fem reader.

abby reassures her girlfriend before going to the beach.

warnings: reader has self-h*rm scars although it isn't explicitly mentioned.

a/n: hi 💐!! i'm sorry it took me some time to fill this request. but now it's done! i'm not sure how i feel about it, honestly. but i think i like it? i'm honestly not the biggest fan of the beach, but anyways! owen and mel are in this, by the way! . i hope you like it! <33

you were on the balcony, enjoying the sun on your face when the door of your apartment opened. you heard keys being put down and footsteps coming your way.

you felt her lips against the side of your neck and her arms wrapping around you. “good morning, sweet girl.” you smiled and turned around to look into her eyes. “good morning to you too, my love.” you kissed her lips.

abby woke up before you that day. she had promised mel to help her build her kid’s new bed. “how’s mel?” you asked.

“she’s good, her belly is the size of a watermelon now... also, owen is really bad at building furniture.” she chuckled.

“oh, by the way”, abby said, taking your hands into hers. “they asked if we wanted to go to the beach with them this afternoon? it’s really warm and sunny... what do you think?” you tried to force a smile. “i don’t really feel like going but – you can go without me.”

abby noticed something was bothering you, and she knew what it was. she squeezed your hands. “hey, i promise it’ll go well. they won’t even notice.” she said softly. you shook your head. “i know. but what if they do? what if they judge me for it? plus, i don’t think i’ll feel comfortable in a swimsuit, abs. i’m sorry.” you looked down at your arms.

she kissed your forehead and held you tightly before bringing you back inside. she led you to your bedroom and started looking through your shared closet. “what are you doing?” you asked, sitting on the bed. “trying to find you something that could help you feel comfortable.”

she searched for a few minutes before putting down her finds on the bed. “i found some of my old swim shorts, you could wear them. i also found you a veil. you could wear it to hide your arms, if you feel uncomfortable.”

you smiled. “thank you, abby.” she leaned down to kiss you. “they won’t judge you. i promise. all they want is for all of us to have a good time. and if you feel really uncomfortable, i could pack one of your sweatshirts in our bag. okay?” you nodded and left a peck on her lips. “i love you.” you whispered, making her smile.

mel and owen were already there. owen was putting sunscreen on mel’s back. “hey, guys!” abby said as you arrived at their level. “bob the builder’s in the house!” mel joked. you smiled and hugged mel and owen.

you sat on your towel, in your swimsuit and abby’s shorts, her sitting behind you in her bikini top and shorts. you held the veil on your shoulders, abby leaving small kisses against the fabric. “you guys are adorable...” you looked at mel and thanked her. “you’re really lucky to have abby at home... owen can’t build shit.” mel tried to say quietly. owen turned around, offended. “hey! i built a baby inside you, ma’am.” you all laughed.

a few minutes later, you were all in the water. abby kept looking at you to make sure you were feeling alright – you left the veil on your towel. “don’t worry, baby. i’m okay.” you whispered into her ear. she nodded and kissed you. “good.”

owen threw water to abby which then ended into a water fight between the two of them.

abby came to you and picked you up as you yelled for her to put you down. she walked out of the water and put you down on your towel. you looked at her. her braid was barely hanging on, water dripping down her neck and shoulders, falling on your body. some drops found their way on her chest. “what’re you looking at, beautiful?” you blushed and looked up, your eyes falling on her lips. she smiled and kissed you softly. “do my lips taste salty?” she asked you, smiling. you nodded and kissed her back, biting her bottom lip.

“get a room, you two!” owen joked behind, making you pull away from your girlfriend. “shut up.” abby said standing up.

the afternoon was coming to an end. you had spent the last hour under the sun next to mel. abby was busy reading a book and owen probably fell asleep.

abby promised mel to come by the next week to build a changing table. mel also said that you could come as well for lunch. the couple thanked you for this nice afternoon and you all parted ways.

on the drive back home, abby had her hand on your thigh. “how’re you feeling? did you have a good afternoon?” you put your hand above hers and smirked. “mhm. i did. t’was nice. also – you look really good when you’re wet.” she quickly looked at you and smiled. “oh, really? thank you, pretty girl.” she squeezed your thigh. “and you look good under me.” she said, a smirk on her face.

abby was right: it went well. neither mel and owen asked any questions about your scars.

“thank you for making sure i was alright, abby.” you said quietly. “of course, m’love.” she stopped at a red light and brought your hand to her lips, kissing it. “i love you.”

#abby anderson #abby tlou #abby x fem!reader #abby anderson x female reader #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson x y/n #abby x reader #abby anderson x you #the last of us #abby anderson tlou2 #tlou2 #tlou x reader #abby anderson blurb #abby the last of us #abby anderson fluff

[ramblings-of-a-mad-cat]

Sorry for deactivating! When I get Overwhelmed with negativity I opt for insolating Myself but now I'm fine, How's there? I missed something?

Also! Here's a minicomic with The renovated Leo's design. I quitted The idea Of Shifting because my friend was too Worried I Liked More The Other reality than my original reality but I still thinking abt Them

Mental Note for Leo: NEVER provoke Draco.

Seriously, Draco can be His friend and All but Lucius Is really scary to Leo, Like no Boggarts levels Of Scary It's More “I Fear You sir, so I Respect you” and Is not only with Lucius It's also with Snape, he feels so lucky that he ended up In Slytherin and Is actually Good in Potions.

Also Harry and Leo Here!

Harry: So... Malfoys friend?

Leo: I have a name You know? I don't Call You “Weasley's friend”

Harry: Sorry, I didn't mean it in that way It's just... It really surprise me a friend Of someone Like malfoy would wear Muggle Clothes

Leo: Well, I'm not that fond Of Muggles but I have to admit their sense Of fashion Is really Good better than The robes that's for sure.

Harry: Well, You have a point I Guess, My uncle and Aunt really Find easily something to combine somehow with Dudley Style

Leo: Dudley? I don't wanna offend your cousin but that's... a really dumb name

Harry: *Laughs a Little* I know, You don't how Many times I wanted to comment about it.

Leo: And What stopped You?

Harry: Well... that really doesn't matter.

Leo: *Looks at him in silence and comments* Look I'm not a expert in Emotions Without my Glasses but somehow... with You I really can sense a lot Of negative feelings.

Harry: That doesn't--

Leo: Before You Say anything, You have a good reason If You don't wanna tell me What's exactly happening, but Believe me, There's nothing I hate More than negative feelings in People around me. I just Wanna to tell you, If You need Someone to cheer You up here I Am.

Harry:...That's It? No tricks?

Leo: I know you Doubt Of me because You have This “Rivalry” with My Best friend, but I'm no The type Of messing with People and I Will no tell that to Someone who seems to suffer.

Harry, keeps a Little distrusting: Thanks, I'll Think about This but I don't know If I can Believe in a Slytherin, Hagrid Said...

Leo: You can't always Let Other People shape your opinions, Harry. You're supposed to experience Before.

Harry:..*Sighs* Ok, I'll Think about Your offer and Thanks for... showing worried.

Hey, don’t you even worry about it! A lot has been going on recently, I think we’re all a little overwhelmed for one reason or another. I hope you’re doing better now! 

First of all, can I take a moment to appreciate how damned adorable these designs are? Like in general, I would watch a whole webcomic/cartoon/etc with this art style and combined with your characters and writing? Hell yes and a half. Between the cloak, the pouches, the little scar around the eye, the leaves...Leo looks like such a little adventurer! He actually kind of gives me Lord of The Rings vibes if that makes any sense? The same goes for Draco (Why do so many different fanarts forget that he has gray eyes? Well, not nearly as many as those that forget Ginny has brown eyes...) really, it’s the expressions on Draco’s model that get me cracking up. I can’t even with them, they’re so in character and so funny! As is Harry! The messy hair, the baggy clothes that are slightly torn, the clear level of social awkwardness...that’s our boy! That’s Harry James! 

Beyond that I truly want to see more of your content writing these characters because they’re so spot on. Draco writing Lucius, Leo’s reaction of realizing that the whole “My father will hear about this” meme was actually a real deal. Like that cracked me up a lot. Then we have Harry’s bafflement at meeting Leo and just calling him Malfoy’s friend. I can almost hear Daniel Radcliffe’s voice speaking these lines, that’s how good they are. Harry mentioning the Dursleys, and then referencing Hagrid and what he said about Slytherin. I think Leo really may have gotten inside his head for one particular reason: He didn’t actually trash Hagrid, like so many of Draco’s friends do. Well that, and how he didn’t even seem to take the rivalry seriously. And he mocked Dudley. Seriously he’s being so friendly to Harry without even trying and I love it. 

#Harry Potter #Draco Malfoy #Harry James Potter #Harry Potter OC

[dojae-huh]

Tyong

I’m posting the opinions I received on the topic of Tae’s changed behaviour. 

I’m asigning a new tag for this thread “Taeyong is the rose” for easier search. His fans call his scar under the eye a rose, he knows it, likes it and called himself a rose in one of his vlive (”Rose is going to sleep”). 

I'm copypasting Asks for easier reading. I will reply later collectively. 

nouratan

It's not only u, I've also noticed that taeyong is only clingy to doyoung and now due to doyoung haechan alot, Mark talking abt the love triangle... These three have the same amount of hate in kfandom, they get blamed for everything and everyones bias not getting opportunities so maybe they bond on that or they've become flatmates and have become closer to eachother than the other members. Yuta doesnt comeout of his flat that much, and johnny I have a feeling has loads of down moments than

The up ones he likes to share with the fans. Remember when haechan said hes very hyper as a roommate in America but now he talks abt johnny being quiet and talking deep things with him. I basically am trying to say that taeyongs back to the ppl he was always close to as a trainee. Doyoung, markhyuck and johnjae. Taeil is always the older brother and he keeps them at a distance when he needs his own time and the others arent really that close to taeyong.

Anon number 1

Hi! Here to share my thoughts on Tae. First, discliamer: I do not have a Tumblr account and now am confused about this ask (?)and it's  method of operations. Still I have tried my best in sending this in parts. Sorry if I had messed it up. I started stanning nct from boss,  so yes 2018. But before stanning them, I had watched videos from mid 2017. 

I agree with what you say about Tae shutting himself off, but I just wouldn't word it like that because he has not been successful. As you yourself said he tries to, yes. So I don't think I am gonna say anything that you have not seen yourself already. (Side note! I really enjoy your blog, especially your skills in observing and reading characters 

Till 2018 beginning - he was clingy, and from late 2018, regular era, he has been trying to cut it down because members have become comfortable enough to show their discomfort. I believe Tae has realized that not everyone is comfortable with Tae being himself (or Tae being weird, in your words). I have observed this a lot, they immediately have this expression, that screams  "here he goes again". Ex: Hyuck recently while interviewing Tae. All except Do. Do smiles. Adoringly too, if I may say so (but not always, lol).And I believe Taeyong's biggest fear is to fail his members. And his biggest wish/aim is to be someone they love and respect. So he modifies himself. 

I have observed this with myself. Whenever I felt people couldn't relate to my loud voice/ hyper energy, I vowed to myself that I'd never do it again. I'd succeed for three days. Real personality comes out. Recognise discomfort. Take a vow.  Repeat cycle. But now, I have found a balance? I know who relate to me and who does not. Tae is still in that stage.

He will soon as you put it, completely shut his weird self from others. But all this is about being clingy and making weird noises and stuff.Teasing, I believe is yet another issue. I don't think Tae has ever trusted others enough to these them a lot. My bias is Do. I got into nct because of him, his SM station with Sejeong. My first ship was dotae, still is my ult ship

What made me believe in their friendship is this: in 2017, and even now, Tae almost never initiates teasing of others except Do. Even in nct life Seoul and bangkok... He has always been careful to not offend them. But with Do he is himself, he teases, so much so that I worry it might hurt Do, and says the nicest words about him in interviews. That's what got me thinking that 'ah, so they are the ones close enough to tease without fretting' So yes, I think Tae has given the members and their opinion of him, a great importance, so unless he feels they are comfortable he is not gonna do it. And I don't think he thinks they are comfortable. Lol. This is such a long message, that adds almost nothing, but thank you for reading.

Anon number 2 (some parts were lost)

About Taeyong, while i'm not really an avid fan that following his steps all the way, i think he's been trying to shift people's attention to other people than himself. We all know how hard things for him with all the bad issues surrounding his past self keep popping every now and then and how that affect his confidence in leading his group. Put himself as the one to blame on the group 'failure' and pestering his member not to make the same mistake as he did. I think that experience..

(...)

I'll try to remember again. I was saying that Taeyong experienced bad pers with his past that keep coming back to him every now and then. That must be hard, and time needed for him to healed was less than enough. I'm guessing that he latched to Doyoung, share his deepest darkest thoughts, and Doyoung probably anchored him to reality. 

Doyoung is a good listener and he speaks wisely. I myself was at one poin in deep depression and having someone who listened and accepted me really helping. I guess that's when Taeyong's bond strengthened beyond others. When i spoke my worries once, i hesitated to relive that anymore. I limit my vulnerability acces to just one door. Maybe that happened to him too. He once said in his vlive that he'll now will only just move forward "What am i gonna do (with my past)? That's just me." I guess he started healing by accepting himself

Anon number 3

Honestly I see why you would think that, I’ve also noticed in some videos tae is very laid back and acts way more “mature” than before. But I don’t think that’s always the case, like I’ve noticed with mark and Johnny he acts weird sometimes but you’re right it used to be way more than now. I think tae has been feeling really pressured the past like year, he seems like he’s trying to be different because of the amount of hate he keeps on facing.

But artistically i would say he got SO much more passionate and even more hard working than before (which is impossible bc he already was such an ace) but I also noticed he’s not that clingy anymore but he still babies the members and takes care of them but he seems like the ultimate leader now. But on Twitter and other social media i saw fans talking about it as well, how tae seems different.

I really do think it’s the pressure of being the leader and one of the hyungs in nct and the fact that k nets and k fans watch his every step to see if they can use anything to hate against him. I think superm was really good for tae, baek is the leader and tae isn’t one of the oldest ones. Baek really babies tae and tae enjoys it, he really adores baek.

I’m adding videos with Baekyong: 1, 2

He gets really clingy around baek and he seems like the actual tae he always used to be. That’s why so many people ship baek and tae but I honestly just think it’s the fact that tae can let his leader rule down and be one of the “maknaes” and the fact that baek really does baby him. That’s exactly what tae needed after being the leader and the hyung in nct. But I hope tae can just ignore the media and be the exact same in nct

I mean have you seen the video going around everywhere of tae acting like the maknae and hae acting like a leader? Tae is just a very soft person and he really is a kid at heart but he’s an amazing leader but sometimes it’s hard to keep that role up the whole time and I think he got lots of backlash for being “too clingy” etc so now he’s just trying to be the leader tae. I really hate k nets sometimes.

Anon number 4

About Taeyong.. Isn't it normal tho? From the beginnig, I've always thought that the members and the dynamic in the group would change in a couple of years and it did. It started to be obvious recently. Old groups always say that the relationship between the members change when they are getting older so the fans shouldn't be surprised about it. This is what happens in 127 now i guess.

Anon number 5

Regarding Taeyong, I feel like he’s been troubled ever since September of last year. There was a vlive in September where he was in the studio with purple hair and the way he was interacting with fans and the things he said was a bit “off” compared to his usual vlives. I don’t know if it’s the worry of rumors spreading nonstop or if he has some unresolved personal issues but ever since then there’s been a drastic mood shift.

He went from constantly updating fans and playing around with members to radio silence. I think maybe he doesn’t want to worry people, so in his mind it’s better to shut himself off from everyone than to be a burden? He’s always been hard on himself and I think the title of “leader” makes him feel like he shouldn’t show his weakness to the other members aside from DY who tends to be quite logical which helps balance out tae’s emotional thinking.

I feel like the members kinda sensed that he’s been a bit off mentally as well. They’ve been making sure to shower him with compliments. Like, they kept on noting how handsome and cool he was in the two episodes of the Late Night Punch Show. Or like how Haechan cooked him a meal recently or how DY’s been cooking for him. I just think whatever is going on, it’s just him trying to make sense of the situation that he’s going through and it just results in him appearing more distant than usual

Taeyong is an interesting subject. His mood shifts interests me greatly. When he’s, what the members like to call, “high tension” he’s all over the place, super loud, super interactive but when that mood passes its like he’s a whole different person. Sluggish, sort of bleak, and generally monotone. Obviously humans go through these highs and lows in mood as well, but the way tae expresses it always makes me raise an eyebrow.

I think his mood could play a big part why we, as fans, feel like he’s shut himself off from the others. In recent group broadcasts he’s just been in a lower mood compared to in the past so it looks like he’s shut off more than usual. but from what I can tell he’s still super interactive with the members in the dorms and other moments when he’s in a good mood. Idk if that answered your question….

This a bit off topic, but he recently said that we (fans) don’t know him that well yet in his vlive after the SuperM concert. That made me think that maybe the super clingy tae of the past was just sort of an image he built up during that time because he wanted to be loved by the public and needed the comfort of other members. Now that he has more of a footing and gained some emotional maturity, he’s just letting his real self shine a bit more (I don’t mean this in a bad way)

There’s a reason why he gets along so well with Doyoung’s sarcastic and blunt nature and also why Doyoung doesn’t view him as a “hyung whom I have to take care of” like Yuta for example. Taeyong isn’t as innocent and “baby” as fans make him out to be. He’s a lot manlier than one thinks and I think he’s just grown from the insecure taeyong of the past hence why he doesn’t feel the need to be as clingy anymore? 

#Taeyong is the rose #Taeyong is the boss