#and whether or not i live slow and steady or if i die at 27. my life will not be defined by how it ends

[britneyshakespeare]

when i become super successful and famous for, i dont know, some reason, i’m a great person so it has to happen eventually, i want my autobiography to be titled The Little Bitch Who Could

#like the little engine that could #but im a little bitch #also i would love to be able to read that right now to see how im gonna get through these next several fucking road blocks #that i have to get through #ohohohoohoh im not lookin forward to that at ALL but a bitch must do what a bitch must do #this little bitch in fact can #i dont know where all this optimism is coming from i was crying about how i completely ruined the rest of my life an hour ago #and maybe i .. DID in fact do some permanent damage i dont know yet im still young #idc idc ill live. so long as there as hope. as there are happy moments. as long as i can anticipate a moment of tranquility #as i listen to soft music or just eat a really good piece of chocolate or something #or i have hope on a budding friendship/relationship w someone #or just meeting someone's very nice dog #i have somethin to hang on for #even if i do in fact suffer a lot... i already have. a lot. i can do it again mother fucker #and whether or not i live slow and steady or if i die at 27. my life will not be defined by how it ends #none of the trials i will face in the future will ever take away from me the little moments where i felt okay to be alive #nothing. absolutely NOTHING can do that #tales from diana #text post #self love #positivity