#anyway i’m panicking and watching try guys tie dye to calm myself down

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my mom just tried to talk to me again and like. i can’t even bring myself to say it out loud to her. i’m so fine being out to friends and even strangers but my mom? i can’t do it. like she knows but she doesn’t actually know anything specific or real, just that i’m not straight and like. i’m so scared i’m so so scared

#bc i like #didn’t truly ~come out~ as queer to anyone i just started talking about girls and let people fill in the gaps #when i realized i’m a lesbian i did specifically update people bc i was excited and proud but like #this is so different #and so scary #and i don’t know #like she’s told me she loves me no matter what and she just wants to know so she can process #but i still can’t like #say it #anyway i’m panicking and watching try guys tie dye to calm myself down #idk #i’m not having a good time rn #mine