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name: bryce atlas winslow age: thirty seven sexuality: homosexual pronouns: he / him occupation: bouncer , veteran of irish naval service gang: cobras sign: aquarius pinterest: board spotify: playlist coming soon

so guess who couldn’t resist bringing in a cobra ? yeah that’s right it me snottie lottie back at it again lol byrce is a old ass muse of mine like five years or some shit but he’s recently had a fc update ( i’m obsessed with jon ) so i’m excited to start writing him again !! pls come plot with us he’s hard on the outside but he’s honestly such a soft goofy puppy on the inside he wants love but doesn’t think he deserves it u feel me ?

⋆ ◦ ° ☾ jon bernthal + cismale + he/him — have you met bryce atlas winslow? they are a thirty seven year old known around town as the noble beast. they currently work for the the cobras as a bouncer. they are a homosexual aquarius, which means they are open minded + inviting, as well as detached + guarded. a map of scars, a warm bubble bath with dried flowers, drinking whiskey on the porch listening to crickets chirp at 2 am.

PERSONALITY

good day: original , open-minded , fair , logical , inviting , selfless , goofy , resilient bad day: guarded , detached , self destructive , out of touch , irrational , desperate , headstrong , aggressive , set in his ways favorite things: teaching , team sports , anything with a cause or mission , independent films least favorite things: ( his idea of ) injustice , drama queens/kings , feeling isolated , owing money or favors , having to choose just one thing secret wish: to experience total freedom how to spot him: cute smile , quirky movements , darting eyes , long legs where you’ll find him: backpacking , picketing a company , coaching a little league team , revolutionizing the industry keywords: friendliness , eccentricity , teamwork , groups

innovative and avant-garde , from experimental electronic music to community oriented living , there’s nothing that he won’t explore. as the type that rules groups and teams , bringing people together around an important cause or political agenda is his specialty.

bryce is cutting edge , “out there” and even a little strange at times. no topic is too cutting edge for him: extraterrestrials , stem cells , cloning , robots taking over the earth… yup , he will go there.

while he can be rebellious and detached from reality ( c’mon back to earth ! ) , it helps him see possibilities most wouldn’t otherwise. he is community oriented , original , open-minded , fair , logical , connecting , and inviting.

the negative expression of his energy can be guarded , detached , destructive , out of touch , irrational , and desperate. he can be reluctant to express emotions — he prefers rational reasoning and cool-headed logic to the messy tapestry of the human feelings.

he is “fringe” and mainstream all at once , a fascinating paradox. he is a visionary , dreaming up quirky utopias and alternative realities that can shake up the status quo.

ruled by his emotional detachment , unpredictable energy and rebellion. he can be “ type a ” and totally quirky all at the same time.

friendship and teamwork are important to him , so he tends to be more focused on a group than an individual or even himself. freedom is important to him as well , which is why he likes to keep things light on an interpersonal level. that way , he won’t feel bad about running off to the opposite corner of the world at a moment’s notice.

at times , his nomadic strategy backfires , leaving him lonely and disconnected. he is uncomfortable with too much intimacy most of the time.

this free spirit belongs to the world , and feel off-balance giving his considerable energy to just one person. while his friends get first-class treatment , families and lovers see a different side of him: moody , brooding , anxious and neurotic.

or he may pick one ( and only one ) person to open up to , getting attached to the point of obsession. learning to accept and express his emotions can help him avoid the massive freakouts and anger flashes that come from pretending everything’s cool when it isn’t.

he appreciates a quirky or eccentric twist and has some colorful characters and counter-cultural personalities as friends.

BIOGRAPHY

bryce atlas winslow was born january 31st in dublin , the republic of ireland , into a very straight lace , play by the rules kind of family. his father , ardal winslow , was an irish army man and his mother , brona winslow , was a homemaker.

ardal was every bit the ‘ man of the family ’ , bryce grew up only answering to his father. brona would only every answer a question with ‘ask yer da ’ or ‘ dija’ ask yer da ? ’ she was a spineless woman , afraid of her own shadow and that’s what made her such a great little puppet for ardal.

his father was a stern man , an angry drunk , and no one put a single toe out of line with him around. with bryce being the first born and only son , he was expected to be perfect which from a very young age he felt the pressures of.

it was like walking on eggshells , everyone always afraid of making a mistake or displeasing ardal. he did not have the fun , happy-go-lucky innocence a child should expect of his early years , instead there was nothing but discipline , hard work, and punishment.

for the most part , bryce succeeded at being the perfect son his father expected him to be -- a robot more than an actual living boy , simply a machine , a machine being bred for war quite literally.

it wasn’t until about the beginning of secondary school when puberty and hormones began blossoming that things became precarious. voice cracks , uneven patches of hair…. oh , and a sudden sexual desire for the same sex ?

( tw: suicide ment ) now , the winslows were catholics -- devout catholics -- you see and bryce became very self-loathing and afraid in this confusing time. he contemplated suicide , because ‘ homosexuality is wrong and you went straight to hell for it ‘.

it didn’t matter how good of a son you were , because ‘ man shall not lie with man ‘. he kept it hidden for years , he also managed not to act on it until well into his last year of secondary school.

despite bryce’s fears and shame , when he was sixteen he fell in love for the first time. first loves can be explosive , dangerous even and this one was nothing short of just that.

bryce kept his forbidden love a secret from everyone , his family and father above all others. all good things must come to an end though , and for the boys it came sooner rather than later.

ardal happened upon a note from the boy bryce was seeing ( wc ) and in this note was all sorts of information -- including a meeting spot. as you can imagine , ardal flew from the house in a drunken rage in search of his sinner son only to catch him red handed.

( tw: assault , possible death ment ) bryce saved his lover from his father’s wrath , taking the brunt of the attack. his boyfriend watched as bryce was beaten , begging and screaming for ardal to stop , that he was killing him.

the drunken bigot was turning on the younger boy when bryce told him to leave and never come back , so that is what he did. he has never laid eyes on his first love since , and that’s probably for the best.

after his father had tired himself out , satisfied his rage , he left his son there in the dirt and bryce didn’t bother moving. will to live depleted , too tired to go on , pain too much to endure -- he just slept there until the next morning when he was awoken with a kick of dirt in the face. He was being sent to a ‘’ special ’’ facility where they would get rid of his ‘’ ailments ’’.

time melded in the facility , but it’s estimated nearly a year of his life was wasted away in there. he was resistant and defiant for most of his time there , it wasn’t until his father visited him for the one and only time that things changed.

( tw: suicide ment ) his father brought news that his mother had killed herself. this was a lie , but a last ditch effort to force bryce to change his ways and boy , did it work.

hardly a month later , bryce was discharged from the facility only to find his mother was indeed very much alive and that his entire family had moved to england.

his father gave him nonsense about wanting to get away from the bad memories , start over new , and lead him not into temptation by sending him back to school with ‘sinners’.

so , bryce finished out the remainder of his schooling in england and went straight into the royal air force ( at least he got to choose what branch he went into rip ) as per his father’s wishes.

sadly for him , he would never become what he so longed to be. he had just finished boot camp and life had just started to seem somewhat normal -- if you can call anything the winslow’s had normal -- when he lost it all.

the irishman witnessed something he wasn’t meant to and as a warning to keep his mouth shut , the russian mafia took his vision in his right eye.

this ultimately ruined his life , because without 20 / 20 vision joining the royal air force was no longer an option. bryce woke up alone in the hospital , his only visitor being his younger sister ( wc ).

his life came crashing down around him. ardal would no longer have anything to do with him after finding out what happened , that he couldn’t be a pilot.

it was like he was a ghost or invisible to his father. he was everything he never wanted , and every time bryce looked in a mirror that was all he could see.

the black sheep , a burden , a mistake , a sinner , useless -- all things his father didn’t have to say for him to feel. he stayed near his family for a while , unsure of what to do or where to go for a long while.

luckily , bryce’s mother was able to get him a job at a nearby hospital and that’s where he met the tiny ginger who quickly became his whole world ( wc ).

their relationship was a rocky one to say the least , bryce being young and foolish thought the ‘ if you like someone , be mean to them ’ rule still applied when in reality it never should have been.

not to mention , he finally had people to lord over and feel like he finally had control of a situation which gave him a big head -- the patient was most definitely a victim of all this.

while he was quite the asshole , he grew to care more and more for the boy and watched him closer than most. one day , the boy finally got to leave the hospital and bryce had no qualms about leaving england after that.

his father no longer wanted him around and the irishman no longer felt like fighting to stay , so his roommate at the time was moving back home to america and bryce decided he would go with them ( another wc lol ).

the two separated eventually , bryce finding his way to valdez where he easily fit in with the cobras seeing as he had a grudge he wanted to make good on with another gang. so , he used the gang as a means to take that revenge and yet regrets his decision , seeing as he is now stuck with them.

now , he lives with his roommate , who he keeps a secret from the gang to this day bc they’re a savage ( wc ). he was ordered to go in , take apart the sex trafficking business that was stealing the cobra clientele and that required him killing a whole room of sex slaves and goons.

when he came upon his current roomie though , all drugged up , no life in his eyes , being taken advantage of -- instead of killing them he saved them instead.

since that day , he’s felt an obligation to protect the other and very much sees them as a younger sibling even though they ended up in the savages and not the cobras ( mostly due to the cobras expecting him to be dead ).

other than that , the man busies himself with drying and preserving flowers or his pet ferret outside of being a bouncer now. he parades around like this big , mean , tough hard ass when in reality he’s quite the domestic type.

he much prefers the bouncer life to having to kill people , but he’s sorta been bred for it so it’s not uncommon for someone to recruit him to do more than just bounce a few assholes from the club. he’s a jack of all trade and master of none , but he will get the job done if he has one to do.

ETC.

has a ferret named big wig that he loves v much

preserves flowers in his spare time , he keeps a book full of pressed flowers and plant life at all times in the chance he need to preserve something but he keeps it on the down low

plays guitar and sings

is legally blind in one eye , but doesn’t wear glasses

lives with his secret roommate ( wc ) , but does not have any other real friends nor family in america ( that he’s aware of ) but i do have wcs for some so hmu or check out the wc page when i submit them

has a sister ( wc ) that he keeps in contact with , but his mother is not allowed to speak to him anymore

his guilty pleasure is to take baths , he enjoys adding bath salts , flowers , and other rather ‘ feminine ‘ products to them. takes one almost once a day ngl it’s one of his favorite ways to relax

he’s irish , has a thick accent and uses uncommon terminology quite a bit

#valdez.intro #if you actually read this #i owe you my soul

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