#bc he wasnt refusing to regen childishly. he was being selfish but not childish!

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maybe im an actual fucking freak but guess who’s been ugly crying for and hour bc of the dw s10 finale 🎉🎉🎉

#im set on it #12 is the best doctor #i dont make the rules okay listen to every line hes delivered #without witness without reward #always try to nice but never fail to be kind #bill potts gave her life so people she barely knew could live. nobody imitates bill potts. nobody mocks bill potts. #im so tired of losing people #when the doctor was me. when the doctor was me. #why not at the end just be kind? #thats the trouble with hope. its hard to resist #who i am is where i stand. where i stand is where i fall. what would you die for? #where theres tears theres hope #fuck evey other doctor actually #bc he wasnt refusing to regen childishly. he was being selfish but not childish! #asking if he deserves peace and rest???? everyone else is angry or sad #hes just tired and so so so alone. time is a colesseum #and hes the last pillar standing and he doesnt know when he put the universe on him own shoulders #but dammit if he doesnt want to be done #rant #dw #doctor who #bumblysdumbly