#beatrix monroe

[5ftboy]

#critical role #candela obscura #candela obscura spoilers #brennan lee mulligan #zehra fazal #luis carazo #travis willingham #marisha ray #sean finnerty #jinnah basar #marion collodi #nathaniel trapp #beatrix monroe #mine ** #disaster circle but *very* fun !!!! #1k **

[becpng]

assorted needle & thread sketches from the past month!! happy last thursday to those who celebrate

#remember when I would post <3 yeah #candela obscura #critical role #sean finnerty #marion collodi #jinnah basar #beatrix monroe #nathaniel trapp #it’s about the horrors it’s about the suffering it’s about projecting yourself onto a man plagued by visions

[s0ftpining]

we pay our respects to the circle of needle and thread, wherever they may be...

#criticalrolefanart #critical role fanart #critter art #candela obscura #candela obscura fanart #circle of needle and thread #sean finnerty #marion collodi #jinnah basar #jean basar #nathaniel trapp #beatrix monroe #tv: critical role #tv: candela obscura #art: candela obscura #*my art #finally!!! my tribute to this incredible show!!! #these colours were so outside of my comfort zone but... #it had to be done #i love them 🥲🥲🥲 #edit: just noticed the typo in the desc AURGH

[nanyoky]

So last night I was super cranky and not feeling good, so I made some memes. Then I realized the reason my brain and body were both Bad™️ all day was I had forgotten to take my meds the night before. Then today I slept so late I thought it was already Thursday.

Don't be like me kids. Take your meds. And if you feel Bad™️, check your little pill caddy to make sure you didn't forget.

Anyway enjoy my withdrawal memes (⁠*⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠)⁠/⁠～⁠♡

#candela obscura #circle of needle and thread #critical role #sean finnerty #jean basar #jinnah basar #marion collodi #auntie Bea #beatrix monroe #nathaniel trapp

[counterspelling]

Endless Candela Obscura

#Sean Finnerty #brennan lee mulligan #marisha ray #Beatrix Monroe #critteredit #critical role #cr spoilers #candela obscura #candela obscura spoilers #candelaobscuraedit #criticalroleedit #critroleedit #myedit #endless candela obscura

[darc-la-farse]

Happy candela obscura day to those who celebrate.

#candela obscura #critical role #sean finnerty #marion collodi #the circle of needle and thread #nathaniel trapp #jinnah basar #beatrix monroe #I went a little nuts this last week finishing this before tonight’s episode #I’m worried about the repercussions of tonight’s episode #Brennan why do u look so messed up in the promo image #collerty

[yeehawpim]

@nanyoky on a candela discord server we're on

#candela obscura #critical role #sean finnerty #marion collodi #nathaniel trapp #beatrix monroe #jinnah basar #circle of needle and thread #co fanart #my art

[marvelousbelladonna]

Character Art

Brennan Lee Mulligan as Sean Finnerty (solider)

Travis Willingham as Nathaniel Trapp (journalist)

Marisha Ray as Beatrix Monroe aka Auntie Bea (criminal)

Zehra Fazal as Dr. Jinnah “Jean” Basra (doctor)

Luis Carazo as Marion Collodi (medium)

#critical role #cr spoilers #candela obscura #candela obscura spoilers #candela obscura chapter 2 #episode 1 #chapter 2 episode 1 #brennan lee mulligan #Sean finnerty #travis willingham #Nathaniel trapp #marisha ray #Beatrix Monroe #zehra fazal #dr. Jinnah Jean Basar #luis carazo #Marion collodi

[captain-archernerd]

Marisha unable to do The Perch is the funniest thing ever

#critical role #marisha ray #candela obscura #auntie bee #beatrix monroe #co2e3 #needle and thread

[captainofthetidesbreath]

Thinking very much about how it is Beatrix, Jean, and Nathaniel who make it out alive, people who see themselves as supposed to be taking care of Sean and Marion, who died.

Beatrix is protective of Sean and Marion and guards them like they are her sons, Nathaniel sees himself as responsible for pulling them through danger even now as their former superior officer, and Jean is tasked with caring for them as a doctor and their circle's medic.

All of them are, in some form, people who see themselves as responsible for keeping Sean and Marion safe in the face of danger and care for them through this, and then neither of them survived in the end.

#Candela Obscura #Candela things #Candela spoilers #Beatrix Monroe #Nathaniel Trapp #Jinnah Basar #Jean Basar #Sean Finnerty #Marion Collodi #Circle of Needle and Thread

[kerosene-in-a-blender]

There's something fascinating about how the narrative of Candela Obscura Chapter 2, through in the moment decisions and luck of the dice, managed to create a recurring pattern of Beatrix contrasting motherly affection with lethal violence

She smothered Draven Kingsley in her apron while rocking him back and forth in her arms, telling him he'd see his mother very soon after he looked at her in his Scarlet-altered state and called her "Mama"

She stabbed Sean Finnerty in the neck as he lunged at her after she requested one last chance to hug the boy she'd watched grow up; the boy she admitted to Nathanial that she loved like her own son. Remembering the words she'd told to Jean: "Be prepared in case he's too far gone"

#critical role #candela obscura #candela obscura spoilers #co spoilers #beatrix monroe #auntie bee

[5ftboy]

BONUS REACTIONS:

#critical role #candela obscura #candela obscura spoilers #sean finnerty #beatrix monroe #brennan lee mulligan #marisha ray #spenser starke #zehra fazal #mine ** #more Goofs amidst the . Concerning end ...... #zehra's reaction is *so* endearing to Me !!!

[twinklestarss]

“Well, you can call me Auntie Bee.”-Beatrix

Candela Obscura Chapter 2 Episode 2: Flesh and Blood

#critical role #critteredit #criticalroleedit #candela obscura #candelaobscuraedit #beatrix monroe #nathaniel trapp #auntie bee #the circle of needle and thread #marisha ray #travis willingham

[utilitycaster]

Sean's general self-loathing is well established, but I think the exact nature of it is something I haven't talked about at length or seen discussed in full elsewhere.

At first glance it may seem as though "just fighting squid dogs until I'm dead" and Sean's willingness to go down swinging, throwing himself at most threats, stem from him wishing for a heroic death, but I don't think this is the case. He'd like it - it would give Bee a good thing to tell his mother, for whatever that's worth - but the truth is something he says elsewhere: "No shit. I'm a monster too."

Sean is not terribly worried about harm to himself. It is tempting to assume that his decision to throw the gun down the drain is about wishing to stop himself from using it for suicidal impulses; but I don't think it is. He's worried about using it on others. He throws it away immediately after he envisions the letter in which his mother accuses him of killing innocents and flashes back; later, he acknowledges that had he had a gun, he might have shot Lucas: "I'm not holding a weapon right now, so when my right index finger twitches, nothing happens."

It's helpful to understand Sean in terms of two of the people who come closest to understanding him: Bee and Nathaniel.

Bee, on the surface, has a lot in common with him: both lost their entire family, one way or another, other than each other, Marion, and Peggy (who they did, in a way, lose) and their homes in the war. Bee understands Sean's past - him as a boy, before all of this - in a way no one else can, since Marion was also himself quite young. The difference, however, is that Bee wants to return to that past - and, to be honest, that would fix the majority of her problems. Were Bee's husband to still be alive? Were she to have her home again? That's what she wants! That would be life-changing! And so she thinks about happier times, and urges Sean to go back to a more innocent time, and blames Nathaniel as a figurehead for the war that took this from them.

The problem is that Sean's problem, in the end, is that he went to war and found out he was the kind of person who'd kill things that look like children. He doesn't think they were real children, maybe, but some days he's not sure. His worst fear is that his mother would know precisely what he did with NoMAD, in Ghost company, and he believes she'd hate him for it. If Sean had an apartment? If Sean's mother were out and living in her tenement? Hell, if his brothers were alive? This would not change. It certainly doesn't help, that there's immense loss and poverty on top of all that, but in the end, Sean does not trust himself to make choices, believes it to be only a matter of time before he hurts someone again (to the point that I wonder if this is why he's avoiding his mother, or if it's because that if he spends more time with her she might realize who he is now), and now sees himself, in a way, as, well, kind of like a squid dog - can be tasked to be a protector, but corruptible, easy to turn, and liable to bite those on the same side.

Sean explicitly equates death as freedom from having to make decisions - because he believes he will make wrong ones.

Nathaniel, on the other hand, is much more ignorant of Sean's material losses - he is unaware Sean is living at the chapter house nor does he know about his mother - but what Nathaniel does share, and Bee does not, is that sense of identity shaped by a specific action (or in Nathaniel's case, inaction). Nathaniel thinks himself a coward because he did not save his older brother from drowning; it defines him perhaps even more profoundly than the war (though his response to his officer's pistol indicates the war left plenty of marks on him as well).

Nathaniel might not know the details of Sean's connection to baseball in the same way Bee does (though, notably, they are the only two to engage with it; Jean and Marion haven't). It's not clear if Nathaniel knows quite what happened in Ghost Company either - it's not even stated if Sean came to Echo Company before, or after, though it really only makes sense after. However, he does understand someone who doesn't think they will make the correct choices; he understands guilt and self-loathing in a way Bee does not. He understands being the surviving child and believing your parents got the worse deal out of that. And so it's Nathaniel who understands the importance of giving Sean orders, and the (temporary and false) absolution even an imperfect institution and the identities it confers provides.

Nathaniel's issues with himself are not on the same level as Sean's - he seems to have come to a place of "I'm a coward, and would prefer not to be, but at least I'm attempting to use what skills I have" [ignore whether or not he's actually a coward, that doesn't ultimately matter in this discussion, the same way that it doesn't matter that Sean bought his sick brother a hat with his paltry spending money] whereas Sean is actively opposing any indication that he isn't a monster, or at best a weapon. But he does understand that Sean's issues come from a similar place and how to live with them - which is something Sean does not yet see as a possibility.

#welcome to let's talk about the importance of how a ttrpg character sees their own agency: a meta meta meta meta discussion #critical role #candela obscura #sean finnerty #beatrix monroe #nathaniel trapp

[dailymarisharay]

#critical role #marisha ray #brennan lee mulligan #candela obscura #spenser starke #travis willingham #auntie bee #beatrix monroe #sean finnerty #nathaniel trapp

[astoriacolumnstaircase]

I like Auntie Bee so much. Her costume is impossible for me. I need a full run down on those layers

#beatrix monroe #auntie bee #nathaniel trapp #candela obscura spoilers #candela obscura