#because of the resentment I cant even look at insta anymore without feeling disgusted

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what is it about procrastination that completly changes your conception of time...I feel as if something was ages ago, but it was actually just yesterday

...maybe it’s just the procrastinating by doomscrolling

#which i absolutely hate hate hate #procrastinating is one thing #but doing it by spending your time doing something you cant stand is even worse #tho i feel like that may make it easier to break though #my resentment towards insta reddit etc has defintly been growing #because of the resentment I cant even look at insta anymore without feeling disgusted #and I feel like I have been doing slightly better if only slightly #in that now and then I will procrasinate by doing the dishes lol #which I actually quite enjoy since its relaxing #but most of the time I feel too stressed to procrasinate in any other way then doomscrolling #or checking tumblr without actually engaging with anything #for me tumblr doesnt lend itself to doomscrolling that much #but i tend to start checking notifs which is the only thing that helps me keep track of the days during midterms lmao #vent #rant #sorry for the vent I usually try to keep this blog clean from that #personal