#beep beep caelan

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behold. autumn log cake

#baking tag #beep beep caelan #50

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hi it's caelan tenement-funsters my account got terminated lmao? I've emailed support but in case my old blog is like gone forever I'm on this one for now

#pls rb if u see #wow after 5 years tumblr finally told me to fuck off #beep beep caelan

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If all goes well I'm getting my first T prescription next week!! but also I am very broke and saving to move out and private gender care is expensive. if you like my art, my old writing, or my occasional funney text posts please consider supporting my redbubble (podcast and pride merch and some monster high stuff) or sending me a ko-fi (I will take little doodle requests and such!!) or reblogging this <3 ty muah

edit 03/08/23: I am just over one month on t tysm to everyone who helped <3 I am still paying for my private health care while saving to move out, move to America, and eventually pay towards my wedding so any support towards my art or anything is still very much appreciated <3

#alternatively if you are interested dm me for a link to my sw stuff i just prefer to keep it mostly seperate from my regular online stuff <3 #beep beep caelan

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talking to the doctors is like trying to prove ghosts exist sometimes like "and is this joint pain in the room with you now?"

#starting physio ig wooo #beep beep caelan #50 #100 #500

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vampires love me < has too much blood

#beep beep caelan

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look at my cake boy

#valentines day #valentines 2024 #beep beep caelan #baking tag

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gonna start making those clown posts about chefs

#make sure ur enclosure has plenty of enrichment etc etc #beep beep caelan #50 #100

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fuckable cars are OUT fuckable boats are IN

#beep beep caelan #50

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fresh tattoo on my leg feels exactly how it felt to scrape my knee as a kid, a sensation I didn't realise I had gone so long without and didn't know it was possible to miss. there's a poem in there somewhere for sure

#you know. the sharp sting and the dull ache. the sensation of having Achieved Something one way or another #something about how at some point you climbed a tree/ fell off your bike/ slipped running in the rain/ misjudged a jump or a thorny bush #for the last time as a kid. and you didnt know it was the last time when it was happening and you probably dont remember when that was now #shared sensations between the child self and the adult self etc etc #every movement of my knee and i am eight years old being told i look like ive been through the wars again #you know. like how you miss how it felt to lose a tooth and feel the place where it was with your tongue #normal things to get nostalgic about im sure #beep beep caelan

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here it is: an incomplete collection of ships @dxppercxdxver and I saw over the last two weeks. In order:

1. Golden Hinde (1973 Golden Hind galleon replica, London)

2. Cutty Sark (1869 clipper ship, Greenwich)

3. SB Lady Daphne (1923 Thames sailing barge, Charlestown)

4. Kajsamoor (1939 Norwegian schooner, Charlestown)

5. Replica 1700s rowboats used for Hornblower and Poldark (Charlestown)

6. HMS Warrior (1860 steampowered armoured frigate, Portsmouth)

7. HMS Victory (1765 104 gun ship of the line, Portsmouth)

8. Mary Rose (remnants) (1511 carrack-type warship, Portsmouth)

#we saw many many boats due to london and cornwall bejng. full of water #but these are the highlights #nautical #my photos #beep beep caelan #golden hinde #lady daphne #cutty sark #kajsamoor #hms warrior #hms victory #mary rose

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finally decided its time for me to get the fuck out of my mums house (she threatened to hang herself. on my birthday. amongst several other incidents this week) but due to how she has gone completely back to normal (as she always does) and the way my brain is I keep doubting this decision. but the way even her own sister is saying it's the best choice is helping. and my work friend (similar parental situatuon) is going Hey If You Convince Yourself You're Being Dramatic I'll Hunt You Down. so idk that's where I'm at atm

#having a weird old time #beep beep caelan

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saw hadestown London. Did cry a little

#hermes carried. hades like to slap his bald head rb to slap his bald head. #turns out the way to make me rlly like orpheus is to make him irish #overall. argh #beep beep caelan

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how it started vs how its going

#beep beep caelan #jomn <3

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an actual slug just watched me propose to jon. live slug reaction is real

#also me and jon got engaged #beep beep caelan #jomn <3

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may have accidentally recreated the pt sink baby while baking today

#beep beep caelan

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my sister playing the sims: I made me and my bf and made us get married and have twenty kids :)

me playing the sims: the year is 1304, my sim is in a loveless marriage with a man who has slept with every woman in the neighbourhood, her children are starving, and she is coping with her new vampirism by having an emotional affair with her hot new best friend :)

#not to say the way my sister plays is bad. bc i have also have a save w me and my fiance and four cats #but you know. funney #beep beep caelan