#both my main blorbos got their characters tossed away for the sake of another character the creator and fandom likes better

[caterpillarinacave]

i may be the most content starved person in some of my fandoms

#if you think youre lacking content well boy let me tell ya #the author hasnt mentioned my blorbos name in years and was totally happy to throw away his character #both my main blorbos got their characters tossed away for the sake of another character the creator and fandom likes better #plus the fandoms care very little for my favorite and at best no one talks about them at worst just assinate their character to heaven #all i ever have going for me is special interest juice and boy oh boy oh boy #boy boy boy #that juice has been evaporating for literal months #and it is getting genuinley distressing for me #usually when my life is particulary sucky and i am exhausted my health is declining im carrying half the world on my back #because i certainly dont have the time to lose my shit #and as a therapist friend ranting in some tags on tumblr is frankly going to far for me #surprised i didnt delete all this by the time ive posted it #anywho this is fine #i would punt to some special interest juice but noooo #and this time of course I have to gain weight #love that. love being shamed for being all of 150 pounds