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#but he is painfully dutifully. to me because i think thats what he took from the sort of life arthur lead
wyllsravengard · 1 month
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john in rdr1 is so special to me i feel crazuyzuzyszy
#z.gen#rdr1 john is just . so .#like hes like the best of himself embodied and hes so unbelievably duty bound to abi#he loves her so much. and he goes against everything for her and jack. the progression of stupid deadbeat#to worlds most loving and dedicated husband makes me sick#and it makes me feel so unwell that john in rdr1 isnt like arthur.#arthur is a good man. to me it makes sense that he is canonically intended to be moral and upright#mary linton even says so#but i dont think thats true for john. i dont think john is 'moral' as much as he is dutiful#nothing is his concern other than his wife and son and i loveeee that about him so much#i know a lot of people find this to be a fault and surely if you like more heroic characters arthur is much closer to it#but john is so. he is so.#theres something about the way he does anything to protect them that makes me weak#its not self serving like dutch nor is it moral like arthur#everything is for them. everything. every single thing.#he embodies in such a way that it makes me unwell. hes so morally gray but for them? he'd do anything and he does#i just . love how john is bound by duty and not morality#hes not particularly remorseful or good or upright#but he is painfully dutifully. to me because i think thats what he took from the sort of life arthur lead#even though i think arthurs goodness was truer. i think john realized that he isnt arthur#but he became the sort of man he could be and became someone who always paid his debts#and did whatever it took protect what he believes is family. whats important to him#when i think about how deeply his love is tied with loyalty and duty i just get sooo insane. like you dont even get it#and rdr1 john is soooo protective and kind to women and sooo hateful to men which helps#i think rdr2 john is so hateable but rdr1 john is like the most perfect man to ever exist and appeals to me#on a personal level more than arthur. like i just cant stop thinking about him#hes so like. attractive hngfmgkjdf#i can hardly play the game its sooo distracting to listen to him
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insufferablelust · 4 years
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Pretty little thing, (II)
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Warnings : this series will be filled with Adult content, upcoming smut, murder, psychotic behaviors, dark kinks, traumatic events, manipulation, gaslighting, and isolation, interrogations, Daddy issues, abusive parents, blood, Spencer Reid x Unsub!Reader.
This is a dark fic, there might be stuff that could trigger you so please read with caution and/or don’t read it if you are sensitive to the stuff in the warnings.
MASTERLIST.
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like i’m a flower,
that’ll rot at a speed of light,
like i’m a ripe peach,
that’ll bruise in the daylight.
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“Y/N Y/l/N put your hands on the air and hand us your weapon!”
Y/N’s brain thrummed against her skull, her lips quivered as she laughed loudly at the situation she was under, her hands up after she has tossed her gun and knife, turning around with knuckles all bloodied and face tear stained with angry red splotches— the sight truly psychotic.
“You’re making the biggest fucking mistake, Professor.” She chuckled, head tilting to the side at the gun cocking beside her head. Her eyes never leaving Spencer’s as Luke cuffed her scarred wrists behind her break and guided her outside of the house to the police car.
Spencer watched as she continued laughing from inside the car, her eyes never leaving his as his eyes stayed with hers. “She’s truly a narcissist huh?” He was blurred out of his thoughts by JJ’s voice beside him, His brain can’t seemed to let go of her voice chanting ‘mistake’ over and over inside his head.
“Spence?” JJ tapped his shoulder, jolting him from his mindless thoughts of a girl, the girl he arrested, the girl in the car, the girl who killed so many others, the girl who worked with cat, the girl— that looked innocent.
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He stared at her through the window pane, he saw her bandaged knuckles, her head hung low and the wrist twisting around the cuffs. The more Spencer looked at her, the more he connected the dots, the more her remembered every foggy memories that surrounded her, every time cat mentioned her name before.
“Y/l/N isn’t dumb Spencie—“ Cat rolled her eyes, “She’s quite smart actually, when i’m dead she wouldn’t dare to betray me. do you know why?” She challenged, licking her lips in a cocky manner,
“Tell me.”
“Because i live inside her, every time she breathes it’s because i allow it— even after i’m dead, she’ll keep doing what she does best, killing our fathers.”
Our fathers,
Our fathers,
“Our fathers.” Spencer blurted out suddenly, alerting Emily who was about to stepped into the interrogation room. “What?”
“Our fathers, that’s what cat said when i visited her last to talk about Y/N.” He whispered the last part, still unable to connect all the dots. It’s like when it comes to Y/N, he freezes, he stopped breathing, his mind stopped thinking. Its like he had known her for so long— that she was someone special to him.
“Let me talk to her..” He pleaded, fingers gripping the door tightly— eyes begging Prentiss to just let him talk to her. “Spencer you’re—“
“Conflict of interest, yes but i— i know her better than anyone here okay, give me a chance. She trusted me more because she knows me.” Emily’s eyes switched between Spencer’s and Rossi’s, looking for the best decision. “You know the protocols, just get her to talk, if things get difficult in there i won’t hesitate to pull you out of this case.” She stated firmly giving the files over to Reid, which he thanked her for, before stepping into the room.
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Y/N felt him before even seeing him, she felt the warmth of his presence before she even had the knowledge of touching him— his body heat. Yet, Y/N knew it was him, he’s here with her. She kept her head low, closing her eyes tightly as she felt the low rumble of his voice as he sat down on the opposite chair.
“Hello, Y/N.”
She smiled, the sound of her name— her real name rolling from his tongue brought her some peace and quiet. Stopping her raging mind from all the torture she endured. It was 5 seconds of heaven, she concluded.
“Y/N, I’m—“
She giggled before he even muttered a third word, she giggled loudly but her head kept hanging down, she could already paint his expression inside her mind— she had studied him in great details for years, she knew every twitch of his face without even looking at him, like it was imprinted deep in the core of her memory.
“Is there something funny?”
He used that tone, the tone that made her shivered whenever he uses them on class, when he had scolded her because she was late, when he corrected her because she ‘accidentally’ did all her homework wrong. The very same tone she adored, that made her nerves twitched and seared her core. So she shrugged, licking her lips as if he could see her.
“Y/N Y/l/N, born November 17th 1985, only daughter of Amethyst Ren who died giving birth to her, and William—“
“Don’t you fucking dare.” Her head snapped, looking at him with a sharp glare— a glare so sharp that it could cut through the glass. Spencer remained calm as he sees the way her fingers twitching together, and her skin on her wrist digging painfully against the cuffs.
“Be careful not to hurt yourself, as i was saying.. William Y/l/N who was a—“
“Fucking stop.” Her skin digs through the cuffs painfully as tears spilled out of her eyes— her tone was raging with anger.
Reid looked at her briefly before continuing with a straight face, trying so hard not to show any emotions, “A local businessman, apparently he raised Y/N—“
“You have a fucking death wish, Professor.” The blood dripped onto the interrogation table as the sharp cuffs nicked the skin, her legs bounced hard against the desk, a sign of agitation and pent up frustration.
“He raised Y/N dutifully and he—“
“He was an abusive fucking prick, who destroyed my life.” Y/N screamed loudly, her hand banging the table as Emily marched in to the room, trying to pull Spencer out, “Reid, out.” She said sternly but Spencer refused.
“He was a fucking coward, do you know what he did, professor? he broke me— damaged me into this this fucking monster” Y/N let out a sinister smile as she fought through the sobs, “My mother— my mother, he killed my mother. He killed her because do you know what men like him wants? what gets him off, professor? some young girl to torture,” She’s full on laughing now as she stopped the bounce on her knees and stilled completely,
“My mother was his precious girl, yet she’d grown too old so- so then he had me— and it was time for her to go.” She tilted her head to the side, “I was perfect for him, his personal punching bag..” Y/N closed her eyes briefly before opening them again and smiled sweetly at Spencer and Emily, “I never killed anyone, not once, i might be insane— might thought about killing, but there’s only one person i want to kill, and i haven’t gotten the chance yet.” She leaned in closer to Spencer as her waist bent over the table,
“I’m not Cat, Professor. I’m smarter than her, you know that. She thought she manipulated me, made me her personal clean up puppet. But, look at us now— she’s underground and i’m up here with her favorite man.” Y/N bit her lips, eyes pierced at Spencer’s “If you want to Arrest me, arrest me. But you know damn well, i’m just an innocent and beaten up daddy’s girl. My hands are clean.” She sat back down as her eyes flicked to Emily and smiles sweetly,
“I want a lawyer, please and thank you.”
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“We’ve got enough evidence to arrest her, her fingerprints was all over Cat’s victims.” JJ voice rang through the room as the others kept on discussing about Y/N lawyering up,
“Yeah, but why is she lawyering up now? she knew about the evidence, she left them on purpose at the latest crime scene 2 years ago.” Rossi said, his eyes trailed over to Spencer who hasn’t said much after the interrogation room, eyes glued to her file and seemingly deep in thought.
“Right, it doesn’t make sense. She could’ve stayed hidden if she wanted to— she managed to do that all this time. Why expose herself to Spencer now?” Tara chimed in, head shaking at the puzzle thats in front of them, confusing each and every one of them. Whilst Spencer’s eyes blinked repeatedly as he remembered, the words that left Y/N’s lips,
“My hands are clean.”
“You know that, Professor.”
“Beaten up Daddy’s girl,”
“Daddy’s girl.”
“She never killed anyone.” The table went silent as he spoke up, his eyes darted to the picture of William on the board then back to his team,
“Spencer—“ JJ was about to cut him off before he murmured,
“The reason why she exposed herself now is because she found her ultimate target, the one she has been after all these years, she was right— she’s way too smart to fall into anyone’s game even Cat’s. I’ve seen her ability enough times to know how observant and smart she is combined with the fact that She has managed to stay hidden all these years when Cat was too unstable to see through my lies when i arrested her,
That’s why we never found any evidence except the fingerprints— we profiled that this splatter of blood..” He pointed to the picture on the board and took a deep sigh “was an act of someone cleaning up, all of the murder site said the same things about her fingerprints— clean up.” He finishes, whispering the last word.
Spencer looked up to see his teammates all shocked, especially JJ who has her palm on top of his shoulder trying to say something but clearly couldn’t, then his eyes flicked to Emily as she stood and walked over to him,
“It’s not impossible.” She stated, leaning into the table as she used her palm to support her body, “Emily—“ It was Alvez this time whom raised the doubt,
“No i mean think about it, The blood, the way she stayed hidden and her sudden appearance, her behaviors— we profiled her as the exact epitome of Cat Adams but what if that was only her cover up. If she was truly a narcissistic psychopath she wouldn’t have the ego to deny any of the murders— she would be proud of it. What if, all these time we weren’t looking for a killer, but the misunderstood puppeteer?” Emily grabbed a photo of her and placed it on the table,
“Well then who’s her actual target?” Penelope bit her lip nervously as Spencer placed a photo of,
“William Y/L/N, her father.” Next to her’s.
“Garcia—“
“On it!”
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Can I request a Sehun smut? Where he is really submissive and needy, has a mommy kink, and likes sex toys? If you're not comfortable with writing it, thats fine! Thank you in advanced regardless! (^.^)
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VERY DESCRIPTIVE SMUT
This one gets interesting, let me tell you.
YN is Your Name
I listened to Sucker for Pain by Lil Wayne, Wiz Khalifa, and Imagine Dragons when I was writing this…
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YN was sitting comfortably on her couch, playing with Sehun’s hair. He had his head in her lap, and was obviously very happy with his position. YN was lost in thought and no longer paying attention to the TV show she was supposed to be watching, her hands running through Sehun’s hair absently.
“Mommy!” Sehun calls suddenly, jumping from his previous position. “Your show is done. Can we go play now? You said we could after your show!” YN hadn’t even noticed the show had ended, and one look at Sehun’s face made her say yes. He had widened his eyes so he looked almost as innocent as those words sounded.
“Go get out the toys baby.” YN said, softly kissing Sehun, “Let’s have some fun.”
Sehun scrambled to the bedroom,  shedding clothing on the way. He got into the closet and took the duffel bag from it’s hiding spot, opening it quickly. Inside there was a variety of sex toys, ranging from dildos to a riding crop, and Sehun loved all of them.
He rummages through the bag, grabbing a few choice things. He sets lube, a cockring, a dildo, and niple clamps on the night stand, grabbing a pair of handcuffs. Sehun then handcuffs his hands behind his back with practiced ease, making them just tight enough he can’t slip out of them.
No sooner had the handcuffs been clicked shut did YN walk into the room, wearing a short, silk, red robe and a matching black bra and panty set. She looked elegant, and her clothing made Sehun feel more naked than he already was.
“I set out some toys Mommy.” Sehun says, not making eye contact with her. “I hope you like what I chose.”
YN doesn’t reply, she only looks over what he had set out. She looks up at him, a gleam in her eye that meant trouble for him. “These are…” She pauses, bringing one of her hands up to flick his niple. “Satisfactory.”
Sehun breathes a sigh of relief. He just wants to please her, after all. YN grabs the cockring, holding it in one hand as she pumps his cock with the other. YN wants him nice and hard before she puts the cockring on him.
Sehun groans, clenching his hands behind his back. He wants to reach out and touch her, but he knows the rules. YN teases him, then denies him any pleasure by placing the cockring on him.
Next come the niple clamps, YN placing them on him with an almost surprising amount of care. She put the lube and dildo back in the bag before pushing it under the bed with her foot.
“Sehun.” YN said sharply, causing Sehun to look directly at her. “Kneel.” Her tone left no room for argument, though Sehun would have had none. Sehun, no matter how bratty he was with the other members of EXO, was very much submissive.
Sehun dropped to his knees quickly, looking up at YN for his next instructions. YN sat on the bed, spreading her legs lewdly, rubbing herself through the soft fabric of her panties. Sehun couldn’t take his eyes from her hands. He whined, wanting to do something. “Enjoying yourself Sehun?” YN asks, standing and hooking her fingers in the waistband of her panties. She turns around and wiggles her hips as she slowly drags the panties to the floor, stepping out of them.
Sehun gulps, struggling slightly against his bonds. “Mommy” He whines, wanting to touch her.
“What baby?” YN asks, once again taking a seat on the bed. “Use your words.”  YN tilts her head, spreading her legs again. She brushes a hand through the wetness that had accumulated between her legs.
“Mommy” Sehun whines again “Can I lick you?” He asks, his eyes snapping up to meet hers. For a split second, they are almost painfully sharp, then they soften and become almost innocent.
“Yes baby.” YN replies, motioning for him to come forward the best he can, “Do a good job, and you might get to cum later.”
Sehun shuffles forward on his knees, knowing that she did not give permission for him to stand. Softly, Sehun nudges her legs a little further apart so he can comfortably fit his head between her legs. He then laps at the wetness, trying his hardest to make her cum so he can later.
Before long YN has her hands tangled in his hair, moans falling from her lips. Her sounds of pleasure make him try harder, his tongue working on overdrive to make magic happen.
It doesn’t take long for her to release, Sehun still dutifully lapping at her core. YN has to pull his head away from her because it becomes too much. “Good boy Sehun. You did good.” She says, motioning for him to stand and turn around.
Sehun does so without really thinking about it, presenting his hands to her. YN undoes the handcuffs, placing them on the nightstand. “Turn around.” Her voice leaves him with no room to question her command, and Sehun wouldn’t have it any other way.
Her hands make their way to his cock, removing the cockring and pumping him a few times. “Do you want me to ride you baby?” YN asks, her question not really a question at all.
Sehun nods feverently, climbing onto the bed and laying on his back. YN takes the niple clamps off of Sehun before straddling him, also laying them on the nightstand.
Slowly, she impales herself with his tool, moaning breathily when she is finally seated almost directly on his hips. Sehun timidly places his hands on her hips, and when she doesn’t bat his hands away he grips her.
She begins to work up and down, grinding down every so often. Sehun makes little thrusts up into her, and they fall into a comfortable but fast rhythm.
“Mommy.” Sehun whines, his eyes fluttering closed.
“You can cum baby.” YN whispers, slowing her pace for a second before going faster.
Sehun releases within a minute of YN telling him that he can. YN cums because of the beautiful picture she receives when Sehun’s face contorts slightly in pure pleasure.
Carefully YN moves off of Sehun, pulling him up off of his back. “We have to clean up now baby.” YN mummers, her body on edge but spent. All traces of the almost cruel woman she was just mere minutes before is gone, and all that remains is a caring but tired woman with a manchild to coerce into taking a shower.
Neither of them would have it any other way though.
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