#but i am so pissed off because i never got the privilige of having a good childhood or teen years

[unholyandunruly]

looks like it’s sad boi hours all day today

#fuck sundays #idk if anyone can relate or not but #i feel like everyone romanticizes their childhood and teenage years #and how much they miss it because it was the good ol days before they had to grow up #but i am so pissed off because i never got the privilige of having a good childhood or teen years #ive had things happen to me that will fuck me up forever #and ive had mental illness for as long as i can remember #and now im an adult and i still have to deal with it on top of adult responsibilities #i just wish i couldve had a good experience growing up like everyone else #i wish id always felt wanted and loved like most kids do #but im left just as lonely as i always was #and it hurts #it makes you wonder where you ever went wrong to not receive the unconditional love that youre supposed to get #i gave up all my energy trying to please everyone and receiving nothing but disappointment in return anyway