#but its literally. canaries talked about utaya like it was a good outcome and kabru has lived his whole life like this

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Semi-desperate Mithrun in regards to Kabru post-canon is so fucking real. On top of everything else, the guy kinda sorta literally gave him a will to live. Like. Mithrun's an acts of service logic type guy and was already attached to him. And how the fuck are you gonna return a favor like That. Beyond the continuing demon hunting and shit he probably rings up Kabru once a week like "You wanna hang out. I know you're stressed all the time every day. Come hang out with me." And is like yea, this is a normal response to a guy making you see you still have a life. And doesn't process the fact he's in weird complicated some kinda love with him.

YES !!!! mithrun hasn't desired (or hasn't believed he desired anything besides revenge) and when he's starting to develop feelings for kabru, he's nervous and a bit surprised. to me the realisation is slow and methodical, like "i miss kabru. i want kabru around. i feel his absence. what does this mean. all a part of newly wanting things i guess. totally normal to do this." -> 6 months later "oh"

and last time he fell in love, mithrun became a dungeon master and his entire life changed. now he's got his life back, learning about loving that, and kabru complicates many things. i think even kabru would have hesitations, mostly over how he believes elves can't understand short lived races, and if there is a 'future' for them that they'd both be happy with. i want to see them work it out together. it's very beautiful to me :)

#bisexual mithrun i love you happy valentines #kabumisu #dunmeshi #answered #anon #not that like. kabru would assume the worst of mithrun or anything either wrt understanding/his hestitations #but its literally. canaries talked about utaya like it was a good outcome and kabru has lived his whole life like this #and been told that the worst tragedy in his life where he loses his hometown and family is actually not the worst that could happen #and something about the continent he is from being very elven-influenced . like there is a reason his upbringing made him like #very determined to make sure shorted-lived races are well treated and aren't ignored or trivialised #and even brought him to the conclusion that they will never understand what it is to be like a human . i never stop thinking about this #its not than he believes mithrun would be deliberately short sighted but still worries . and maybe the fault is not even with mithrun !!! #kabru knows mithrun will outlive him. can he himself accept that? can he go into a relationship knowing he will leave him-- #--regardless of if he wants to or not? LIKE KABRU WOULD CARE!!!! #he would not want to leave mithrun!!! he would want to stay!!!!! it breaks his heart not to live his life with him!!!!!!! (dies) #i love the drama with relationships like this where one of them lives much longer it actually means a lot to me