#did he mourn the realisation that holding Marco like this was the closest he’s ever been and ever will be to Marco again

[marcobodtlives]

Do you think Jean was the cadet who had to carry Marco’s body to the pyre?

#did he hold him close to his chest #did he ignore the blood #did he press shaking lips to a stone cold forehead #did he mourn the realisation that holding Marco like this was the closest he’s ever been and ever will be to Marco again #did he regret the things he never did #did he regret the words he never said #or did he gently pick him up and lay him in a wagon that was for transporting the bodies #did he snap at any other soldiers offering to help him carry the weight #did he tug Marco closer to his chest as they got to the court yard #were the pyres already lit #did he have to throw the love of his life onto the pile #or were the fires unlit #did he lay down his love and brush bangs from his eyes as a final parting goodbye #did he watch as the pyres were lit #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #marco bodt #jean kirschtein #jeanmarco #or if you wanna be funky: #jean kirstein #marco bott #my writing #my drabbles #aot drabbles #my loose thoughts #tw character death