#even a 'dont talk to me abt x' can be solved when.. someone talks to you abt x ya know

[first-only]

Hot take, but I think that blogs that supply information on important topics (such as disorders and disabilities) shouldn't have DNIs

Like, maybe I could accept a 'do not dm me if' list, but information (especially important information) should be allowed to be accessed and spread by everyone, regardless of who they are

eeeeeeeeeeehhhhh ya know my thoughts on this might be a bit tangential to yours

first, im not about to abide by a dni in general, like someone's textual affirmation of their politics isnt gonna stop me from like.. looking at their blog lmao. second, i tend to insta block and distrust people who have dnis anyway, so i would be HIGHLY doubtful of any kind of information they might provide, especially on a fucking tumblr blog - that just reads like a powertrip and controlling behaviour to me

and speaking of, i just in general do not trust, follow, or abide by "information blogs" on social media, i dont think random tumblr or otherwise users are good providers of solid info. like sure, hearing something and then fact-checking is fine, and sometimes people /are/ experts on their field; but if they've made a whole ass infomercial blog, that doesnt immediately read as benevolent until hard proven otherwise and that's... rare. so the whole issue is a bit far away from my preferences and experiences to be honest

(and also anon - you dont really get to tell a private blog what they should or should not have. this is not an institution that must abide by equal access [whether or not a dni can actually prevent equal access lmao] - its a random person's personal blog that they use to spread [mis]information. there's no enforceable should and shouldn't for private citizens by other private citizens. no shade to you, i understand you're coming from a kind and compassionate place, but "community resources" are not.. tumblr blogs, just like "community spaces" are not discord servers. i know it's easy to get swept in the tangent of online rhetoric, and im glad you're thinking of your fellow people but. sometimes things are the way they are. this is why huge open projects are actually community owned and have actual guidelines, administrators, and TOS [wikipedia, ao3, github, local queer centers, etc])

#ask #dnis are dumb and should not be a thing in general if you ask me #people lie and ignore them #and theyre just virtue signalling to begin with #even a 'dont talk to me abt x' can be solved when.. someone talks to you abt x ya know #no need to make that public info ur just inviting trouble and questions #with the one petty exception of turning it around on the usual dni crowd which is admittedly funny #'non-[x]cest shippers dni' is hilarious pls #but i see it as just a gag and joke not a serious thing #used to see 'antis dni' the same way until people got waay too into it lol #but i guess that one might be a nice tool to go 'i asked u to dni why are u harassing me respect my boundaries' #the uno reverse card and all #but they can just as easily go 'ur harmful uwu no boundaries for u' so eh #pointless.

[papers4me]

Fruits Basket Manga Review (ch 90-91)

Since I discussed the first few pages of ch-90 that contains kyo & tohru in my previous preview, this one will only be kyoko’s story.

Kyoko’s story brilliantly explores the effects of unhealthy domestic environment on children without the use of the zodiac curse as a metaphor for abuse. My first-reaction of kyoko’s story is the following:

I really enjoyed how kyoko’s descend into darkness was explored & how the psychologically-informed writing of her behavior was depicted.

I was troubled by how Katsuya was presented as the magical solution to all her problems. Kyoko was saved by romantic love in a more basic writing than machi. Both girls just needed a guy to listen to them vent abt their family issues once & tada~ they’re in love.

Kyoko’s story made me realize that Arisa is just a more modern & healthier kyoko.. The only difference is that Kureno didn’t save Arisa. She herself changed gradually due to kyoko & tohru’s influence.

1) Kyoko’s descend into Darkness:

Kyokyo told kyo that she was already “out of control delinquent before she got to middle school”, “ fell into the wrong crowd”, “ enjoyed beating innocent ppl”. subtly citing the influence of “delinquent peers” & the innate desire be noticed at home. I’m bad, notice me! love me, listen to me!

There are some elements in her story that faintly reminds me of yuki & strongly reminds me of kyo:

Kyoko’s parents gave her a treatment similar to “ yuki’s parents”: cold, neglect & devoid of love. Her dad, similar to kyo’s dad, felt ashamed & disgraced by her.

Kyoko similarly to kyo was angry, full of self-loath & self-destruction. However, kyo was never violent like she was. I believe kyo’d have turned like her if he didn’t have Kazuma to discipline him with love, care & attention. Hence, we saw kyo carry on a code of “ not beating girls, or ppl who aren’t hurting them, or don’t know martial arts”, like Arisa or the student council guy whop loves yuki.

Kyoko’s mom similarly of kyo’s mom talked abt the dad venting his anger on her after being pissed off with kyoko. So, a hint of domestic violence between husband & wife.

Kyoko described herself as “ made of shattered glass”. Tohru once said both kyo & yuki are very sensitive. yuki blocks the world behind the prince mask & kyo puts on the annoyed attitude to push ppl away from hurting him.

Society thinks that “delinquent/bad ppl” are always happy with what they’ve become. Satisfied with their destructive choices. When in most of the times... they’re as bewildered & confused as the community around them..

I really don’t blame the teachers for being defensive. Teachers aren’t supposed to be “life-coaches” or “saviors of students”. That’s sth the educators with their research gush abt & what society demands & what families wish for. The fixer-teacher!!!! Teachers are ppl teaching a subject, doing a specific job, underpaid & overworked most of the times, also, they come from various backgrounds, beliefs, & sometimes even if they meant good & wanted to “ save” a student, they aren’t equipped with the suitable psychological training. Yeah, there are ppl for that in schools, but so many students with lots of issues. Also, let’s be real, we love kyoko cuz she’s the “epic mother of tohru, we grew on her teachings thro out 3 seasons” but if you meet a loud, delinquent, gangster head, violent chair throwing student who rarely comes anyway, would you wanna deal with them?

2- Katsuya “ the magical savior”:

so, why did teacher katsuya helped a screaming delinquent? cuz he IS interested in kyoko. He said so. He approached her, talked & tried to help cuz he intended to “never let her go since he saw her honesty” ~ romantic? maybe to some.. I find it weird & creepy. him eyeing her & getting interested & approaching her & earning her trust. It is true that he has no intention of hurting her or forcing her & he DID save her in more ways than one. But why is this all wrapped in romance. He DID flirt with her intentionally many times from the moment he saw her until then.

If Im being honest, had he not be her teacher (trainee or not), & had she not be very veeeeery young! I’d be enjoying his flirting so much. He’s so smooth, playful & cool (not looking head over heels in love) which is normally such a fun dynamics. She was so head over heels, tho. Finally found someone who noticed her tiny efforts “ drawing eyebrows”, someone who listened & someone who didn’t forced her to do her “duties”. She tells him (her teacher) that she is ditching classes & he’s okay with that~ not lecturing, not urging. why? cuz He only wants HER. she comes to see him in the lunch break everyday. school? classes? that’s her choice~ not his business~ In a way, Katsuya is intentionally made not morally correct. Why? cuz a good moral adult wouldn’t be in love with a middle schooler & would care for her future as an independent person from him. He must be written with intentional desire to NOT care for morals or right or the likes. Yes, he later helps her to study & graduate but ONLY when that is HER choice & she made it ONLY to catch up with him. To cleanse herself & be “ like the other girls” . Kyoko deemed katsuya “ good person” &  herself “ bad person”. That’s why she was motivated to be good to catch up with him since she can NO LONGER see him everyday in lunch break. He fixed that. How? teach her in the weekends & provide better chances to flirt since he’s no longer a teacher & she’s his student. The issue is not teacher-student love... it is adult-kid love!! but hey~ they’re cute (they’re written to be, so they are) so it’s cool ( it isn’t at all..eww).. oh the dilemma that is Takaya-san’s love for weird big age gaps where one is an underage teenager...

Furuba’s has this big theme of “ love doesn’t heal or save”. yuki took tohru’s love & grew up by himself. Kyo’s love for tohru didn’t save tohru, she was scared to be in love & forget her mom. Tohru made the decision to be free from her past, herself.  Tohru’s love to kyo made his trauma 10 times more complicated & he acted based on his love for her & decided to leave her. It wasnt until he decided to face his trauma, past & bio dad by himself, that he accepted tohru’s love. Only two characters were totally saved by love:

Machi: has the excuse of being solely created to be yuki’s reward for acknowledging platonic love for tohru & everything abt her is rushed & made as a lighter copy of all yuki’s issues to quickly create shared grounds for them to connect. Machi needed to vent her issues to yuki once & all her issues were never brought back to the service again. She was happier, calmer & healed.

I expected more for kyoko. She IS a bigger character than half of the zodiacs! but she just needed katsuya to listen to her & she was in love & her issues solved.

I don’t deny that it IS true that sometimes all we need is someone to listen to us. Tohru herself said so & even yuki said it to kyo. But Even if someone listen to us & we love them, the issues that troubled us dont magically disappear until we face them or do sth abt them aided by those who love us. Kyo’s issues remained even with his love until he faced them, tohru’s too!

Katsuya:

had off-screen issues with expressing himself. He said that he loved kyoko cuz she was “honest abt her ugly feelings” while he pretended to “humor & please his dad”. He gave a wonderful speech to her parents abt the expectations of parents on their kids & the refusal of their “human weakness” again furuba’s main vision. Unfortunately, this was followed with confessing, marriage proposal & kissing her on the lips all while the whole issue is abt kids/ parents exceptions of middle schooler/ neglect & his own acknowledgement that she’s minor while he was “in love”.

Like the author wants to tie kyoko’s issues & katsuya’s issues so bad & present him as her ONLY chance for normal life. Kyoko was just repenting & understanding that her actions got consequences which is an epic moment! but romance triumphant & saved the day~ yay~! marriage!

The story would’ve been better romantically if it was given time for kyoko to “ grow up” just like katsuya himself said when they were at the beach. He said “ grow up, middle school is not the world”. He continued meeting her but never confessed & never crossed the line despite the flirting. But he KNEW what he was doing “ i never planned to let you go since I saw you”. He was cementing his place as the ONLY one in her world.

Had kyoko grew up, saw the real world, kept taps with katsuya, he helped her broaden her world, then they’ll marry without needing her dad to sign papers, then that would be a better love story than this.

Side Notes:

The writer didn’t shy away from confessing that pairing Katsuya & kyoko is problematic & stated it in canon (kyoko called katsuya “pedo”). She did the same with Arisa & kureno (Arisa thought the age gap is big & hana questioned if kureno is a married man). However, making the story acknowledge that as an issues doesn’t make it less uncomfortable, but at least, I respect when writers do what they plan to do regardless of fans. even if I dont agree with the writer. It’s way better than when writer becoming fans toy/ fans pleaser.

Still, couldn’t the author state that kyoko was held back few years in jmiddle school & failed & repeated school years? like make her i duno 17 or sth... this would at least lessen the big age gap... but no~~~ kyoko is what? 14? ... -_-’.

You bet this won’t change a bit in the upcoming anime spinoff abt kyoko. Just this year an anime abt an adult man & his high school love interest that he pursued stubbornly was highly popular & my real life friends were gushing abt “ him finally winning her/ being respectful & only kissing her lips once or sth/waiting for her to “catch up” with him”/ consent age differ in X & Y countries..I’m not dictating my beliefs on anybody or any country or saying my way of thinking is the just way. I’m saying, Personally, I think, there are better romantic stories than adults & kids couples.. The fact that this trope of (adults & kids romance) is still popular even today is sad~~

I dont mind HUGE age gaps as long as BOTH characters are adults. If any of them makes a crime, they’ll be held responsible by the law. & sometimes the younger adult is the one dominating the relationship. but “kids or teenagers” can’t. They’re easily groomed & manipulated, so it bothers me when a love story between an adult & a kid is portrayed as  “equal”. it isn’t.

I’m not judging whoever loves such trope in “ fiction”. it IS fiction, & as long as you don't pursue a real kid/teenager in real life, you can like whatever in fiction. moving on~

kyoko’s delinquent life is well-written & if done right, would send a powerful message of being able to start over. But the romantic love aspect will steal the spotlight by (a) directing uncomfortable hate/disgust towards the story & hence all the discussions will abt the “pedo” aspect. (which is fair). (b) Perceived as so lovable romance since katsuya is the prince who to saved the neglected princess which is a trope that has stood thro time garnering lots of support & attention always, so all the discussion would be abt their “cute romance”. (which is fair since the author weaved elements that endeared their romance, such as: cute nicknames “miss no-eyebrows”, him giving her space, home & respect, saving her from the streets & poverty & having the most endearing tohru”. So, yeah, the romance will be the center of attention regardless.

I like katsuya’s character type in fiction generally: the flirty, mischievous & a bit cool guy who is so aware he’s wrong most times & plays his cards smart to not get caught red-handed. He’s a cooler version of shigure. It’s just the blatant fact that he’s been planning to “get” a middle schooler from the first glance & that she is wayyyy young for this, that is bothering me so so much~~ T_T.

I wont expect the anime to change their age gap cuz it is the essence of their story that she’s a lost kid with no protection against the world & he’s the savior providing everything at once!~ Remember kyoko went on to be the savior of an entire clan tho tohru~ So in a way, katsuya saved the sohmas by saving kyoko....

“ i’m like a stray cat that he looked after instead of chasing away”. kyoko with katsuya is like kyo with kazuma! >_<!. When kyo met tohru, he wasn’t a stray cat, most of how he dealt with her was cuz he already knew her & was tormented by remembering kyoko’s death & feeling guilty towards tohru’s constant pain. That’s why when kyo started falling in love with tohru, he unconsciously stopped pushing her away little by little & just wanted to be with her until akito said “ i’ll hurt her” that’s when he totally gave up.

the way katsiya appeared in the right moment to save kyoko from her dad~ oh the drama. XD

Hospital Discharge & chase. like mom like daughter~ but thank God the kids got a more balanced love story.

Comparing kyoko/katsuya to Arisa/kureno in the broad writing of their romance without diving into details: (a) I hate the age gap in both but at least Arisa is older & nothing happened until she graduates & become an official adult. (b) Kyoko/katsuya are more fleshed out & if you forget the age gap,m their dynamic is so cute & endearing. (c) the love at first glance, never meeting afterwards yet still sickly in love to the extinct of screaming made Arisa/kureno shallower. (d) now that I saw teenage kyoko, Arisa is really just her clone! I hate that this steals from Arisa’s uniqueness. (e) both couples ate ramen in their first meeting/first unofficial date signalling their blooming love.

I’ve said this more than once, but I was the high-schooler that fancied adult independent men growing up, I never pursued anyone tho cuz I understood it was a crush even tho I’m pretty sure my “ *_*” face was clear to one or two, but I’m definitely lucky none of them tried to woo me or influence me. Now that I’m a grown woman, I think back & laugh at my self. I fancied them cuz they were independent & mature compared to the silly high school boys, which is what those men are supposed to be (adults) & what those boys are supposed to be (living their young age). lol. Still, I wish I found someone somehow to be my life’s partner since then, it would’ve made my life less lonely~ T_T.

#Fruits Basket #fruits basket manga #manga reviwes #anime-only #tired paper #my thoughts are so scattered #& unorganized #I apologize for the mess #ch 90 #ch 91

[harryforvogue]

ok ok so don't know how long tumblr will allow me to go. I separated them in colour depending on the fic they belong to. They aren't fully developed at all but it's a huge start, I literally stayed up till 4. It's definitely a move for someone that was crying abt "idk how to make a personality, i dont even have one"

The Savior: royal au enemies to lovers (the one we talked abt on the asks)

Alma:

jealous

analyses everyone and everything: doesn't exactly judge out loud but she has a lot to say if anyone asked her opinion.

out of the norm: she will never stick to the norm or what is expected of her, both as her role (given its royalty there were loads of contradictions but girl boss doesn't give a fuck apparently)

ah, she doesn't like being told what to do or bossed( this later on is something she has in common with her spouse)

her actions are unexpected, you don't know how or when she did things or appeared at a certain place but she's there. Girl is a mystery.

She's mysterious, quite sexy of her. Not even her husband can decipher if he tried.

Ms know it all. Somehow, someway she knows.

can make friends easy, but enemies easier. 😎

Her husband is constantly at the brink of losing his shit if Alma makes yet another decision without thinking. "What were you thinking?" "I wasn't"

fuck off is their way to say I love you to each other.

When it comes to sex, neither of them like being bossed around so sadly not a lot of dom situation. They take turns and sometimes argument which ends in hate sex and thats 👀👀 hot as fuck. Poor guards tho.

Untitled: archaeologist x paleontologist enemies to lovers

Lou: all i got so far.

Most annoying dickhead. why was he assigned for this?

"Have you ever thought about shutting your goddamn mouth for a second? No"

He just gets stuff done, no questions asked. Need that cave dug up by tomorrow? deal, close your eyes blink for a second and boom, touch the ground.

Sometimes you're not sure if he bought the degree or actually got it by own merit.

Share with me the sun: Landlord x single mom (still debating with neighbor! but this is hot so)

Aster: She's a single mom that escapes an abusive relationship with her toddler child. They move all the way to Brooklyn where at the new apartment, her landlord is incredibly sweet and king as well as hot.

Naturally she's adventurous, she didn't fear a thing. However this faded with the years.

trust issues

resourceful (the amount of diy's this girl has going on istg, finding every solution to anything and everything)

generous: She alleviates others pain or sadness, however there's so much built inside of her. if only she could trust someone or like girl go to therapy, unleash. Part of her being so resourceful is that she makes the best gifts, always knows what everyone likes or needs and brings it asap (or hell she builds them something that poof! ✨problem solved)

Often times gives more than what is asked/ expected of them which sometimes ends up with people abusing her kindness and stepping over her.

Funniest motherfucker in the world when she gets confident/ feels comfortable with a person.

Can be impulsive at times, taking fast decisions (often times her partner has to take the upper hand before her)

Restless hopeful lover: reads too many romance books

One Way Ticket: Sidney. only got her name okay? but this ask got too long and i NEED TO GO TO THE VET w my dog. shall develop later.

Empire: mob au (listen im thinking of going vampire mob)

Sephira:

her husband is a simp. You think he is the head of the relationship bc he has an unbelievable amount of power? no. He tends to argue but falls back into the realization he's not the head of anything.

Whatever she asks for, he gets it for her because you know? love

Hungry all the time.

Snuggling 24/7

Stubborn - always right. "I'm right, you're wrong shut up"

Best insults and sarcasm

Unquestionable loyalty and love. Caring and nursing her husband, especially when he comes back hurt. The soft side of her is only for him to see.

Surprisingly kind (unless you disrespect her or her husband) Boy if you disrespect her husband maybe you should say goodbye to the sun.

She's a taurus.

Do not rush her or bother her. (her husband is constantly annoyed bc god we are gonna be late)

Do not. provoke her.

has never gotten lower than 5 stars on Just Dance.

Best style and fashion advice.

Bloom:

Dorian: he's there just...not built but at least i decided on the name.

Some remain undeveloped, therefore are out of the list but have patience, I am literally loving what i've got so far.

YESSSSS NATE!

it's so hard to get into the groove of OC's but you did it!!!!!!!!! NOW YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT WITH THEM. THEY'RE LIKE OUR LITTLE CHESS PIECES!!!!!! sephira is my kinda person

#LOOOOVE THIS

[brandoncarlo]

For me one of the worst things about this canes bruins series is like i actually like the canes and other teams but because of the whole “bruins r the villain” thing and since so many ppl r bandwagoning the canes they like make shit up ive seen a bunch of posts abt how bruins fans support racists/abusers/dont care about player safety from ppl im like friends with and that i respect a lot? so its like have u always thought this abt me? which ik this is overdramatic of me but it still feels shitty

I don’t think it’s overdramatic. And I haven’t really seen a lot of that this series and i’m not sure why. Maybe I don’t follow as many canes fans as I thought or maybe I just have been working so much and sleeping during the day because of work that I just haven’t seen it much. So I can’t speak to specifics. But I don’t think it’s overdramatic.

First round I got that a lot. The leafs have been my second team for a while now, I’ve lived in Toronto for about 5 years now, and I have a lot of friends who are Leafs fans including my boyfriend. The first round in that sense was hell for me. People were mean about it, people I liked, people I was friends with. SO I know that feeling and it’s not overdramatic. You’re feeling alienated and hurt, and that’s okay. I don’t know what canes fans are saying really and I don’t know where it’s coming from so maybe they feel it’s justified, maybe they are just making it up. But I don’t think there’s anything wrong with having direct conversations with some of these people about it. I did, I had to sit some people down and be like “you said x and I get that you’re upset and that this is a sport but it’s gone too far.” 

We can sit around and say it’s just a game, it’s just a sport all we want. But I think at the end of the day we also need to go a little bit deeper and realize, that even if it is a game it’s something that’s important to us. And if someone who is important to you, starts to make you feel bad, you should open that conversation, tell them how you feel. Because it’s not about  hockey or the sport, it’s that you feel like something that matters to you and in some cases may even attribute to your identity (maybe it doesn’t but I know that’s the case with me and the bruins), is being trashed by people who matter. And if you talk to them about it, they’ll have a chance to be candid with you as well, and in that way you can decide if it’s something worth working through or maybe they just don’t respect you. 

Idk if you were asking for advice or just looking to vent. But I think it’s important to talk to people and be honest about how we feel as much as possible, even when it feels stupid or if it’s difficult. Being open solves a lot more problems than it causes and it definitely is a lot more effective than sub posting about people which is so.... patently ridiculous and needs to stop all over. Like I’m sure I still do it to some extent but i am actively trying not to because god. it just pisses everyone off even people who aren’t involved because thye think they are. point is. you feel bad, that’s true whether or not the reason is “good” enough. and there’s nothing wrong with establishing boundaries with people because of it. 

And thsi is true for canes fans who ave friends who are bruins fans. Talk to people who care about you or that you care about. You deserve the chance to hear someone apologize to you. Not just about hockey, but anything that may be hurting your feelings that you feel is dumb or an overreaction.

Sorry I didn’t answer this sooner it’s been on my mind a lot too and I felt like I just ranted but, maybe I just needed to lol.

#Anonymous

[im-basically-logan]

me yelling abt the new sander sides episode because i have no chill

under the cut, friendos!

i’m typing this as i listen/watch the video btw so it’s all in order! also this is very long

that’s... an intro.

i love joan so much hghfhgjfdhjk

new channel news yay

Tweet Tunes blz come back

“give me my shirt back!”

i still love the intro to sander sides so much

thomas what the fuck. i’m so confused

“Cast: Thomas Sanders” that’s sander sides in a nutshell

also thats a big fuckin wine glass

dont eat bad chicken wraps blz

“yeah but what’s your actual job?” oof

the beginning is very slow paced imo blehh. a good reflection on thomas’ mood in the video tbh

“i feel bad about feeling bad” me all the time

i cant believe roman got slapped in the face

roman x katana otp uwu

“Logan!!! It’s Patton!!” that was both cute and kinda odd? did he think logan would be suspicious of him being deceit? probably not

logan really goin for those claps and syllables

“Although I am overcome by a titillating, tingly sensation whenever deadlines are met” l-logan? what??? did you just say?? i agree with roman’s reaction on this one.

the poor 4th wall. also i’m not belittled

patton called himself, roman, and logan daddy

VIRGIL!!!!

virgil flapping as he’s like “Are you serious??”

the countless amount of beeps as roman and logan argue.

bestest duo

god the stretching shit

ROMAN GOT CALLED THE FUCK OUT

i mean we been knew he’s insecure but still

“do you know how dangerous that is?”

“I’m shooting straight, even though I’m gay”

dfkghdfkjhdskj patton knows what everyone calms down with hghghgfh

i love how logan just immediately starts solving the cube lol

it was 25 seconds jfc logan

tfw you’re just so good at being creativity that you color the mona lisa with shitty colors

are.. are they making a vine reference?? with the loop thing??

F r o o t

S am e  s i  es  logan s w ea t y B L Z

“get naked??” ROMAN PL E A SE

he was ready to strip what the  F UCK

intact and wet?

hfgjkhdjk logan’s trying his best

Sometime’s we don’t know that there’s a question to be asked: clarified

LOGAN COMPLIMENT PATTON FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE

i want a cogitating cap but it’s $25 sobs

textbooks, m I S T A KES (roman jfc), PUPPETS!!

yes virgil defend pat

tbh i had the same thoughts as logan at first abt the adult thing..

roman you over did the chin, buddy

“you are unbelievably extra any time you get” “put a sOCK IN IT!”

and then virgil becomes a sock puppet

I LOVE HIM I’LL TAKE 5

sweet coraline!!! BA BA BAAAAA

“if by up you mean the opposite of down to do this” that was very convoluted

what is with roman not liking the word figuratively??? are you ok?? is there some secret angst behind the meaning of that word?

patton cursed again

is... 5 by 5 a thing???

jfc logan, you wear light wash jeans?? i thought they would be dark

oh and you hit roman in the eye

ngl i laughed because he’s a puppet and couldn’t blink

oh my god logan looks so regretful w h a t?

also L is a new nickname

“Maybe I should go” “NO”

o shit

slight throwback to when Logan left in moving on part 1??? :3c

hfdjkhfkjd like mAR IA

ew feelings

“i’d rather go live in a garbage can” same

thomas we love you so much feelings are weird

jfc patton.

“oh i’m sorry, EXCEPT I’M NOT!”

big oof at roman being called out

“oh my gosh, what is up your butt?” “... an  ARM”

i mean he’s not wrong but i feel like he could’ve thought about that phrase a little more carefully

i really liked the text stuff when logan was talking about “Why?”

solid electric company reference yeet

SHSHDHGHSHSHDHHSHSHH

logan flailing his arms is a mood

“i could list off several factors that very well could be contributing to your doubts” someone let him sp e a k

and it’s virgil.

lmao that was a big “I’ll take what I can get” bit for logan ngl rip

hfgkdhjdkfs virgil as the count i’m

logan’s looks he’s giving virgil are m o o d s

“three depressing speculations, ah ah ah...”

“four uncomfortable characters in this room”

“jeez you slobbily eat some jam and accidentally make a jew puns and now you’re suddenly sensitive about being taken seriously?” “I’m not a joke!”

YI K E S

the logan angst i’ve been craving

logan blz hhhhhh

headcanon: adjusting his tie is a big stim

you can see virgil’s expression in the puppet when patton calls him a cute muffin wowie puppeteering is neat!

roman ur being an ass

“it’s too bad your brain isnt as big as your chin” “well you smell like FOOT” hfdjhgjfkdhs

there’s so many more logan screenshots i gottttttt yessss

“what? no-” too late, it’s musical time

“another song, really?” logan, you literally sang last episode

this patton angst return

“Did that work?” “Nope!” logan’s face at that. b o i did you not pay attention? to moving on pt 2? he was kinda there as thomas right?? maybe?? oh no

“I knew you’d listen to me as too scary to ignore” hello @asofterfan got that thing down to a T.

logan just looks so shook like “oh shit”

“but when you lo-care for someone...” virgil, we all heard it.

logan breaking down the musical into just the keyboard was p cool

hghgnhghfhsg THE ONE SHOT SLAM

ahdsdshjkdfsk i love this part with logan and thomas so MU CH

ALSO! I think there was a key change to something minor? sounded much more overlooming/scary as they ended their verses

“You’re lost” “I’m right here” “It’s okay. I was lost once too...” i’m just shook.

roman just hangs his actual dirty socks jfkdkfdh

that trumpet thoooooo

virgil just callin everyone out today

logince angst content yeet

“logic always has a part to play, logan” ye  s s s s ss  validate him, virgil

virgil is callin out and validatin everybody today

dont hug me i’m scared ref, nice

moxiety hug!!

“that god i can move my arms again”

i can’t say i was surprised with logan becoming a robot sorta puppet

“iron giant nerd!” yeah

“I’ve never felt anything in my life” no patton squeal?

oh my god logan just said beep boop what a nerd

virgil telling patton about the innocent talks thing was something i really liked and was expecting eventually tbh

logan giving roman a high five!!!

“you did the stretchy arm!” “it’s not as gross when a robot does it” i need to see the arm thing jfc

“Can you tell me how to get-” “How to get to sesame street!” they just all... left him. rip

logan can’t summon well or control his shapeshifting powers that well?? hmm?

i love that ending with the sesame street throwback again aaaaaa

the way roman and patton laughed in the end card?? what the hell lmao

thomas throwing shade at himself with his own characters is a mood

Thanks to everyone who works on Sander Sides!! This was the longest episode yet, I think. The team grew so much

#sander sides #learning new things about ourselves #ts spoilers #lo rambles

[trickstarbrave]

im gonna go in to talk to management again tomorrow. i dont like doing it. im having a bad time in my life rn. its almost finals straight up soon. i got a lot of shit to do and take care of for my final projects. 

but it has been nearly a MONTH since i have reported this issue. i have followed up with them. i took pictures for them. i explained to them i smell weed from her room sometimes and alcohol a lot. i think she is getting drunk and throwing up in the bathroom and never cleans it and i have cleaned it off the toilet but projectile vomit is where im drawin the line bc i have already gotten sick and thrown up myself one weekend from cleaning it. 

my mom called. bc it still wasnt clean and my roommate LIED about cleaning it. and instead of reprimanding her for not only violating her lease and knowing she violated it, she LIED to them to try and cover it up while STILL not cleaning it. they decided to just piss around talking to higher ups. they wanna sort out a “meeting” where “all three people, roommate me and a manager” all sit down and talk abt what we want done w the problem. what i want DONE WITH THE PROBLEM IS FOR HER TO CLEAN IT UP AND STOP LEAVING HER VOMIT ALL AROUND THE FUCKING BATHROOM. if she CANNOT control herself and drinks and smokes until she throws up and cant be bothered to clean it she either LEARNS TO CLEAN IT or fucking STOPS DRINKING AND DOING FUCKING WEED. if you cannot control yourself and your actions and cannot clean up after yourself it has officially become a PROBLEM. 

they also dont seem to care i told them she has weed and didnt do shit abt it. at all. its not allowed on campus remotely and were still technically on campus so.......... they could get in trouble w campus PD. 

they have expected me to live in a vomit covered bathroom one month minimum. they never offered to help clean up the problem. they never explained to me any disciplinary action that would be taken besides “scheduling a roommate meeting”. this girl has ignored me knocking on her door to tell her to clean it up, and wrote be back a nasty message basically blaming me for being too mean and thats why she didnt even ask to use my cleaning supplies to clean up her fucking vomit that she has left more than once (she knows she has a vomiting problem but never bothered getting any cleaning supplies or asking me after the first incident if she could use mine) she has lied to all of you about cleaning the mess when she didn’t. she isn’t going to clean it up unless you take serious action and make her by threat of eviction and even then idk if she actually will or just leave it and cry and find some place else to get drunk and high and bang on the walls at 4 am over and over. 

i want them to tell me she is in the PROCESS OF BEING EVICTED. or i want a refund or partial refund of my months rent for november. bc this is problem that should have been dealt with and solved before now. they should have said “we’re sorry she lied, we’ll send someone up to take pictures of the mess to prove its still not been cleaned by this day, we’re sending someone up to clean it, she is going to be disciplined for this and put on probation and if she does this again she will be increasingly disciplined [x] number of times and fined for the clean up crew before we send out her eviction notice”. but they didnt do that. because addressing the problem. actually pursuing it and making sure it was taken care of and making sure she knew this was unacceptable and making good on the promise that if you violate your lease you can be thrown out. 

i firmly believe they are just trying to down play and ignore and make it difficult and more and more difficult for me to actually get this done. so that they can continue to collect rent money from her as long as possible. they dont care if she is making my life hell or makes me sick. they don’t care if she is violating the agreement to them she signed. they don’t care so long as they feel it is a small enough problem they can get me to shut up about. maybe they expect me to clean it and keep cleaning it until i move out. maybe they think i’ll give up and let her throw up all over the bathroom and then can bill me a lot of damage and cleaning fees at the end of the year bc they bill both of us for damages to the common area. i dont Know. but i do believe strongly that they are ignoring this purposefully for money, and they are a bunch of wanna be slumlords who will just charge multiple tenants for damages and keep collecting rent and dont care so long as by summer they make the places look nice and pretty for inspection. if someone gets sick or hurt and kids do drugs there, they dont give a shit unless it gets in the way of their money. and ill make it clear in my meeting with the manager i think the only way to get a proper fucking response at this point is to write out all this shit i have been thinking for a long time now, the shit my mother has said, the shit my friends have said, and write reviews on every single social media platform they have and every single review websites and make it very clear to everyone else who is thinking about renting this is the kind of behavior they can prepare for if they live here. 

#emetophobia

[dayoung-remade]

hola! can you do the astrology x nct thing w me to? my placements are: capricorn sun, pisces moon, sagittarius mercury, aquarius venus, aquarius mars (and leo rising, if that's of importance) ~ ❤️

I ship u w yuta !! also i apologize 2 everyone who sent one in for my style while writing these being so inconsistent bye jfdk once i get used to these it’ll be more organised :p anyway its under the cut !!

yuta is a scorpio sun AND moon, so trust doesnt come easy with him. scorpios tend to trust caps the most out of any other sign, which automatically forms a deep bond. scorpios have a lot hidden inside, they’re so emo, they’ve learned to hide it. once they find someone they trust, they can finally open up about their feelings and thoughts. you have a pisces moon, which means you would be willing to hear him out.

your moon signs are made for each other tbh !! hes a scorpio moon. you have a great understanding of each others emotions, and u know how to cheer each other up when one of u is down. its the kind of bond where u could sense something is wrong without even being in the same room? one thing is yuta’s demonic scorpio ass loves to fight, but ur pisces moon doesnt want that. it could cause some issues, but they would always be solved bc as i said, u know how to cheer each other up !! i’ve seen lots of ppl describe the scorpio n pisces combo as psychic n its accurate !! if u were in a family gathering n yuta joined u, n u saw the aunt u hate going to talk to him, just make eye contact n he’d understand hes gotta Run. the downside to the pisces x  scorpio combination is the way u deal w emotions. yuta still hates the kid who stole his lollipop inn the third grade and u forgave ur teacher that failed u an entire class for no reason, ya feel? so a little fight could cause big issues.

so ! ur mercury is in sagittarius .. u take no bullshit n say no bullshit. you’re blunt, but not w bad intention. yuta on the other hand, has his mercury in libra. but heres the thing !! mercury in libra sugarcoats everything they say, they know what ppl want and they give it to them. I HAVE NEVER HEARD YUTA SAY ANYTHING THAT ISNT HONEST ? ESPECIALLY TO THE OTHER MEMBERS LIKE HES CONTENT W HIS SCORPIO ASS HE LETS LOOSE !! BUT . he uses his manipulation skills on the fans bc he knows what we wanna hear bfjvdckx.. i think the reason hes so honest is his sag mars .. he doesnt give half a shit hfvj ok but anyway !! u guys wld b super fun. he’s a tease, one sec he’d b a bully n calling u a utahraptor lookin ass  next sec he’d be a flirt fhdjsk

so, ur an aqua venus and hes a scorpio venus .. its hard. you need a lot of space in relationships, you dont wanna be dominated all the time n u dont need constant affection. that doesnt mean u dont care, u just need Space. yuta doesnt get that whole concept.. when a scorpio venus is in love, they’ll constantly be looking out for their s/o, they’ll be loving, caring and extremely passionate. yuta would think you’re too detached, and end up being insecure over how  you aren’t returning th affection he gives u. u might find the attention he gives u overbearing. this could be fixed with discussion and understanding. u need to be more open to reciprocating the attention he gives u, and he needs to learn when to give u space. my ex was a scorpio venus n im a gem venus n it didnt end well, mainly bc i was too passive to tell him i needed space so !! thats rly important and could make or break the relationship

im not gna talk abt mars bc its only related to relationships in a sexual way n idk whos comfortable w that or not !!

ok i love this whole thing bc ! theres such a deep, strong, special bond going on and if the rest of the stuff i mentioned went well, it could literally be irreplaceable !! yuta wld be the type of bf to see a cute plushy n buy u it bc it reminded him of u, but also the type to buy an e.t plushy n say it reminded him of u vfnjcdm oh nd ur dates wld b walking around in a city window shopping n tasting different food or just hanging out in general.. imagine him taking u on a japan tour or smthn tht wld be so cute?? but ye his sag mars ass wld try to take u on a Japan Adventure but end up getting lost

#I DIDNT PROOF READ SORRY IF THERE ARE ERRORS #this one was tricky!! i have a hard time w scorpios in general #bc theyre so hard to understand .. my gemini ass cannot comprehend #astrology #asks