It’s so hard for me to imagine the mindset of someone who isn’t a feedist or fa. I mean… excess is just so hot. Fat feels so good. It feels good on your own body, or your partner’s body, or both. And it’s beautiful. Fat is so pretty, the different ways it gathers and folds and flows over each body. How could you not be drawn in by that, how could you not want more? Feeding someone so well, taking care of them to such an extent that they can’t help but get plump and soft doesn’t fill you with pride and desire? Doesn’t fill you with an overwhelming need to make them as plump and soft as possible because the fatter they are the better you have cared for them?? Make it make sense.
I think it's cute how people have these goal weights. Like "oh I'll get to 450 and then I'll stop." No you won't. Honestly, you've spent so much time utterly destroying any healthy habit you've ever had and you think once the scale hits a specific number you can just stop? That's not how this works. Sure, sure you can try and eat healthy, you can try and exercise but, do you realize how much willpower it takes to actually lose weight? Or in your case, to maintain? You've spent all this time increasing your capacity, literally stretching your stomach out to grow this big and you think your greedy ass can just stop? I don't think so. You can try... Go ahead, but you'll likely fail time and time again. If it was that easy to lose weight we'd all be thin at one point or another.