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a snippet of some music

photo is something I took a few years ago

#music #diymusic #electonricmusic #trans music #thebluerosesessions #thebluerose #ghost_texture #nature photopragpy

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Here's one of my fav tracks off my first EP Exquisite Corpse which will be on Spotify and other streaming services on Friday 01/26.

#electronic music #trans music #ghost_texture #music #my music #indepedentmusic #SoundCloud

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a little compisition i wrote today

#musicinprogress #my music #piano music #thebluerosesessions #ghost_texture

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Last year I wrote a ton of essays/reviews on movies and art that I never did anything more with because I was putting myself into a box creatively and was trying to limit myself to only one type of video and the things I was writing didn’t always fall into that box. In this process last year I had the idea what if I treated my videos like a zine? And just make videos where I can talk about a few different things all tied around a theme, and the idea sat in the back of my mind for a long time, until now. Welcome to the first issue of my digital zine (idk if that’s a good title for this video series if you have thoughts or suggestions on what to call these I’m open to it lol) I’m hoping to do one issue a month, I want to use these videos to talk about art I love, to share my thoughts and feelings and to showcase some of the music I’ve been working on.

It’s now up on YouTube and you can watch it here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pgsD7TKyfgE&ab_channel=ghost_texture

#twin peaks #inland empire #lost highway #wild at heart #tetsuo the iron man #tokyo gore police #sophie xeon #its ok to cry #WWE #angel’s egg #ginger snaps #fast and furious

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I'm not putting Holiday Malaise out on 12/31, in fact it's no longer an EP but a different kind of project altogether. Although I am still working on an EP, the title just no longer fit the music I'm working on. But I loved the title so much I'm using it for a different project altogether that I think will better capture what I want to express with it. Here's a track from whatever my next EP is gonna be, song is called New Game.

#electronic music #trans music #my music

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Now on bandcamp and also SoundCloud my first full length EP of finished tracks Exquisite Corpse.

Album art by @theblindlady

#trans music #electronic #Bandcamp

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a work in progress

#twin peaks #breakcoreish #electronicmusic #trans music

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a little something I started today, really fucking with this one, excited to see where I take it.

#electronicmusic #trans music

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Finally got it approved for release on Spotify,Apple Music, etc. So Exquisite Corpse coming soon minus one track to streaming platforms near you. You can listen to it now on soundcloud!

#trans music #electronic music #exquisite corpse

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Found this in my folders this morning and finished it up, not for any projects but just something fun i made some breakcore/dnb inspired electronic music

#trans music #electronic music #dnb

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My first ep Exquisite Corpse is now on Spotify

#Spotify

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2024

Lowkey starting to think getting laid off was one of the best things to ever happen to me. Like it's been hard and I've cried a ton because this shit sucks and job hunting and getting rejected at interviews is hard as hell.

BUT, on the good days I'm making art, connecting more deeply with my friends, reading for fun again, making my way through Baldur's Gate 3 and getting TOUGH SHIT done.

It's reminded me how capable I am, I think being stuck in a shitty job for a long time can be really bad for your confidence and I am feeling like such a badass bitch lately. 2023, I made a lot of progress as an artist, in 2024 I'm going to make even MORE progress as an artist. Here's what some art stuff looks like for me this year:

January 26th- Exquisite Corpse dropping on Spotify, Tidal,Apple, Music,Waystar Royco Music app and more

January 31st- secret project #1 (and more in the future)

February 2nd- show at Parachigo in Fargo,ND

February 28th- as of now unannounced show in Fargo,ND End of February or March- Holiday Malaise (Short Film)

I'm also getting close to done with my next EP Crybaby on Fire. It's my best work yet imo, and I've learned a ton in the process of making it and I'm excited to share with you all when it's ready.

Once that's wrapped up I'm going to get back to work on my first album which I'm excited to finally announce will be called

The Blue Rose Tapes

It's an album that is a Twin Peaks inspired transition journey/ghost story nightmare.

An insanely talented friend of mine made the sickest fucking cover art for it check her stuff out on insta but I won't share it until the album is in a more final state, you should check out the artist's work on insta in the meantime:https://www.instagram.com/rkgcollage/, she makes the coolest collages and writes some incredible poetry and is one of my best friends in the entire world.

I feel ready, reenergized and ready to get back to working on the album after making this EP, I have a better understanding of my creation process and feel like I'll be able to take the lessons I learned there to help with the album, and I feel like I have a better idea of what the bigger vision for the album is so I can take a new approach to making it. Can't wait to share more on this in the future, I'll be posting updates and snippets along the way on all my socials.

2024 is going to be hard, but I'm going to survive, and not only am I gonna survive, I am going to live it fully, I am going to keep following my heart and my dreams, I did a lot more of that in 2023 and even though 2023 almost broke me a few times I still felt happier than I have in a very very very very long time.

This year,

I'M GONNA SPEND MORE TIME WITH PEOPLE I LOVE!!!!

I'M GOING TO REMEBER THAT:

I HAVE A SOUL!

I AM A HUMAN BEING AND I HAVE WORTH!

JUST FOR BEING HERE!

A JOB DOES NOT DEFINE ME AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I'M HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DOING HARD THINGS IS WORTH IT!

THIS YEAR I WILL ONLY BE PRAISING DALE AND RAISING HELL!

IT'S GONNA BE A DANCE PARTY AT LAURA PALMER'S ALL YEAR LONG https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KPwxCESKxeM&ab_channel=ghost_texture

#2024 #new year #iknowwherewaypastnewyearsbutlikefuckthingsaregoodrightnowmakinggoodprogressinlifeanddoingtoughshitandimactuallyhappytobeherewhiledoingit #twin peaks #thebluerosesessions #bluerosetapewhen #crybabyonfire

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A little something I started today

#trans music #my music #thebluerosesessions

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An instrumental cover of Freak on a Leash by Korn I made a while ago in FL Stuido. Just got set up to start doing vocals might warm up trying to do some vocals over this. We'll see how brave I am lol.

#transmusic #korn band #freak on a leash #hyperpop #transgirlartist

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To practice chopping up samples I played around with guts theme a year or so ago and this is the result, it's on an EP of mine called loading that you can listen to on my youtube channel ghost_texture <3

#guts berserk #trans music #guts theme #samplechops

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I've been feeling in a bit of a rut when making music lately, where I haven't been able to get a song started or formulated. So this morning I just made a little bass loop and just started noodling with a synth over it and I think I'm finally cooking again. This is nowhere near done but I'm just pumped to have a blueprint to keep building on again.

#trans music #electonricmusic #synthwave