#good thing i dont think anyone is online tonight let this flop lol

[eorumverba]

Okay but what if Jinki was dating Jonghyun AND Taemin but neither knew about each other and then jongtae meet and instead of getting mad at Jinki they just fall in love with each other and both break up with Jinki. Idk if that can work as a prompt or not lol. Maybe that's a crack prompt? (-@shawolparadox)

okay i changed things around a little so theres no cheating nd theres poly instead jhgjhhgf hope u dont mind

Jinki’s mouth opens, then closes. He shrugs, thinks about it, shrugs again: Jonghyun is incredibly attractive, and he’d have blind to have missed that. So he picks up his phone and fires off a text to Taemin, asking if Taemin would mind if he went home with someone else. It takes a few moments, but all Taemin sends back is three eggplant emojis and a simple ‘condom?’, to which Jinki quickly agrees.

The first thing Jinki says when Jonghyun starts the heavy flirting (Jonghyun’s always been a flirt with everyone he’s close to, but it’s always playful, never this overtly sexual unless he means it) with him is, “You know I have a boyfriend, right?”

Jonghyun just blinks, shakes his head like did I ask? and says, “I know, and you’re in an open relationship, you told me. Besides, all I want is sex. If that’s okay with you, and him.”

Jinki’s mouth opens, then closes. He shrugs, thinks about it, shrugs again: Jonghyun is incredibly attractive, and he’d have blind to have missed that. So he picks up his phone and fires off a text to Taemin, asking if Taemin would mind if he went home with someone else. It takes a few moments, but all Taemin sends back is three eggplant emojis and a simple ‘condom?’, to which Jinki quickly agrees.

“I’m guessing that’s a yes?” Jonghyun asks then, and when Jinki looks back up at him, he’s got his lips pursed around the straw of his milkshake. It’s vanilla, and Jonghyun is so-not-subtle when he licks his lips free of the white liquid, eyes boring into Jinki’s all the while. But then, nothing’s ever subtle with Jonghyun.

“It’s a yes. Your place, if that’s fine.” Now that Jinki’s allowed to really look, he lets his gaze linger on Jonghyun’s lips, red and plush and full.

“Perfect.”

Jonghyun’s on his hands and knees for Jinki sometime in that hour, and even though he says he’s not tired, he quickly curls up into Jinki and falls right asleep, puffing out quiet breaths into Jinki’s neck.

It’s different from the way Taemin takes up half the bed, the way Jinki sleeps with his nose pressing into Taemin’s hair or neck, but it’s nice. And when Jinki wakes, Jonghyun is already in the kitchen, happily munching on a breakfast sandwich. There’s a bag on the counter and he points to it, saying in between bites that there’s two, one for him and another for his boyfriend.

(Jinki doesn’t bother texting Taemin to tell him: whenever Taemin has the house to himself, he ends up spending the whole night up playing some dumb shooting game with his friends online, and he’s likely still asleep.)

Jonghyun is quick to slip from his chair - from what Jinki can see, he’s only wearing a giant shirt that swamps his slim frame and his pants are crumpled up on the couch - and he steps up on his toes to press a gentle kiss to Jinki’s lips with the promise of, “Let’s do this again sometime?” before seeing Jinki out.

And…it’s nice.

As predicted, when Jinki gets home, Taemin is passed out on the couch, headphones still on and controller on the floor. He starts awake though when Jinki shuts the door behind him and smiles sleepily up at him, slipping his headphones off and getting up to kiss Jinki good morning. “How was it?”

“He’s cute, I think you’d like him. He bought us breakfast too.”

“I like him already!” Taemin takes the bag and flops back down on the couch, rifling through it and coming out with two breakfast sandwiches. “Want bacon or sausage?”

Jinki shrugs. “Whichever you don’t want.”

Taemin has bacon, and Jinki has sausage, and then it’s to the bathroom; Taemin ends up pressed to the shower wall with his back flush to Jinki’s chest, and he comes down with Jinki’s name on his lips, Jinki’s hand on his cock, and Jinki’s cock pressed hard between them.

And later, they lie in bed together with Taemin’s laptop between them and playing some spy show that Jinki doesn’t care for but that Taemin loves, but then in the middle of a shootout that Jinki isn’t paying much attention to, Taemin pauses it.

“What was he like?”

And oh, this again. “Taeminnie, you don’t-”

“I’m not jealous, Jinki. I know you love me, just…” Taemin curls in on himself a little, but when he looks up at Jinki, his gaze is sure. “I just like making sure that you love me most. That you won’t just…leave me.”

Jinki nods like he understands, wraps his arm tighter around Taemin and finds his hand to hold it tight. “We’ve known each other for a while, from work. Jonghyun is…he’s a hard worker, when he’s not daydreaming. He likes to write, stories and poems and lyrics, and he’s a huge romantic. Soft, sweet, gentle. He’s a huge flirt with everyone he’s close to, and he only wanted sex, which is…kind of unsurprising.”

“He sounds nice.”

“Nice, yes. But not really my type. He’s like…your Jongin.”

Taemin, after a moment, nods. He doesn’t say anything, but he doesn’t have to, because they’ve been together long enough to read each other’s bodies, and the way Taemin relaxes shows how relieved he is.

“Tae, if you’re worried about-”

“I’m not. I don’t want to…to….” Taemin sits up and he looks frustrated now, one hand flapping in small circles almost absently. Jinki is quick to sit up as well, taking Taemin’s still hand in his and kissing the palm.

“Take your time, Tae. I’m listening.”

Taemin relaxes again and the circles of his hand speed up and then stop as he says, “I don’t want to control you. Make you stay with me or-”

“You’re not. I want you happy as much, if not more, than I want to be happy. There is no one that can take your place, Taemin. Hear me?”

Taemin nods, turns to Jinki and kisses just the corner of his mouth. “Okay. Love you.”

“Love you too, Taeminnie.”

“Oh,” Taemin mumbles, “going out with Jongin, Sehun and Baekhyun later. They want to go to some bar or club or something.”

“Okay, love. Stay safe?”

Taemin nods into Jinki’s shoulder and Jinki brings his hand up to run it through Taemin’s hair. “Don’t think I’m going home with anyone, unless it’s Baek. You know how he is.”

Jinki snorts, kisses the top of Taemin’s head idly. “I’m sure you’ll have fun tonight.”

(The last time they’d all gone out for drinks, Baekhyun ended up drinking himself silly, until he could barely stand and had to lean on Jinki and Sehun, and he’d ended up nearly puking in the cab ride home and then actually puking once they got him home.)

“Nap with me?” Taemin asks. And how could Jinki refuse him anything?

When Jinki wakes, Taemin is struggling into those tight leather pants that Jongin had bought him months ago, and he starts when Jinki touches his hip. “Sleep well?”

“Very. You look gorgeous.” Taemin’s hair is pushed back from his face and Jinki lets his fingertips brush against the shaved sides before pulling Taemin into a lingering kiss.

“Don’t I always?”

“Mm, yeah. I almost don’t want to let you go.”

Taemin’s breath catches and he sways forward, eyes on Jinki’s lips, but he seems to catch himself, because he’s quick to pull away, and he floats over to the dresser to put on three silver bands. Three, his lucky number.

“I thought you weren’t planning on going home with anyone?”

Taemin looks at Jinki through the mirror, smiles bright and sunny. “Sehun said he’d take care of Baek.”

“And that leaves you and Jongin to…” Jinki waves a hand, knowing that Taemin knows what he means.

“I hope we find someone with a big dick.” Taemin says then, and with the way he’s smiling, Jinki knows it’s only to get a rise out of him.

“I doubt your little wingman would want to share.”

“More for me then.”

“Sure you don’t want to stay? I could get you in my lap, have you all spread out for me and make you watch how easy you open up for me. You’d look so pretty.”

The smile on Taemin’s lips falters and slips, but before Jinki can continue, the bell rings and now Taemin’s smile is back in place. “Gotta go, Jinki. See you tomorrow! Maybe you can call Jonghyun to do all that stuff with.”

Tease. And as Taemin floats out the door, Jinki thinks that maybe he should.

Jonghyun is over within the hour, and they’re naked and on each other just minutes after that.

All Taemin does when he gets home early the next morning to find Jonghyun watching tv on the couch and Jinki lying half-asleep next to him is smile and say, “You must be Jonghyun?”

Jonghyun nods and springs to his feet, and he extends his hand out to Taemin; he’s quickly pulled into a warm hug and when Taemin lets him go, Jonghyun is blushing? Jinki snorts and Taemin whirls on him, suddenly frowning. “I hope you offered him food? Did he?”

Jonghyun shakes his head (the traitor) and Taemin immediately looks to Jinki, brows raised. He doesn’t say anything, but he doesn’t have to, because Jinki sighs and goes to make breakfast for the three of them.

When he gets back to the living room, he finds Jonghyun and Taemin sitting close together, whispering and laughing together, and it’s so…nice that Jinki just stands in the doorway and watches them until Taemin catches his gaze and smiles, soft and gentle. It should be awkward, eating together, but it’s not, and the kitchen feels so much more alive with all three of them there.

But Jonghyun leaves soon after that, saying that he has to go home and feed his dog, and god. Taemin’s eyes light up, and as soon as he changes clothes, they’re out the door; Taemin texts him to say that Jonghyun is positively perfect, and Jinki is seriously going to have to step his game up.

When they come back, hours later, they bring a tiny dog, and it’s with wide eyes and pouty lips that Taemin and Jonghyun ask if she can stay over too. All Jinki does is sigh and ask, “Is she house trained? Because I won’t be the one cleaning it up.”

And Jonghyun is clearly overjoyed, because he stretches up and kisses Jinki, quick and chaste and then he realizes what he’s just done because he shrinks back, shy and quiet and soft.

“Do you always kiss people when you’re happy?” Taemin sounds amused and when Jonghyun turns to him, he’s smiling, and then he places his hands on Jonghyun’s cheeks and kisses him too, soft and lingering.

Taemin always has gotten crushes quickly, Jinki thinks. And Jonghyun must be getting one too, because instead of flirting or kissing Taemin back, all he does is blush again and mumble into his dog’s fur that she needs to go out now.

When he peeps up at Jinki and Taemin from behind her fur, Jinki’s heart stutters in his chest, and he thinks that maybe…this can work.

(It takes about two months of spending all their time together, four at-home movie dates, one extremely heated makeout between the three of them, dozens of dates, and Jinki clearing out part of the closet and putting Jonghyun’s toothbrush in the bathroom with his and Taemin’s for them to finally sit down and decide that they’re all dating.)

#shinee #jongtae #jongyu #ontae #onjongtae #tag urself im jongs accidental kiss lmao #requests #shawolparadox #i hjkhjg hope u dont mind the changes........ #anyw not included was taem gushing about jong and how cute he is #nd jinki just grinning at him like u have a crush dont u #nd taem >:V no i dont. but he does #nd jong trying to flirt with jinki but jinki flirts back nd jong immedaitely just jkhhjg gets all flustered nd blushy #the three of them going on dates nd ontae ganging up on jinki with Everything #a good time........... #my writing #i made this doc at 4:49pm nd finishd at 7:29 that is a Record #ot3

[eluu-chan]

All of them :3

dude…..SURE

ive missed out the one’s I’ve answered already

200: My crush’s name is: Dia Kurosawa

199: I was born in: 2003

197: My cellphone company is: Virgin Media

196: My eye color is: kinda a blue/green colour

195: My shoe size is: 4

194: My ring size is: uh idk

193: My height is: 5″2

192: I am allergic to: Nuts

191: My 1st car was: N/A

190: My 1st job was: N/A

188: My bed is: beautiful

187: My pet: is adorable I love her

186: My best friend: I dont like choosing a single best friend tho, like I love all of you…

185: My favorite shampoo is:  Tea Tree Head and Shoulders (Mint)

184: Xbox or ps3: I have an Xbox but I really want a ps3/

183: Piggy banks are: cool, I have like 5

182: In my pockets: uh, sweet wrappers, a tissue, and my tablet pen

181: On my calendar: ‘DO NOT FORGET ANIMATION ASSIGNMENT: APRIL 21ST”

180: Marriage is: cool :0

179: Spongebob can: uh

178: My mom: is gr8

177: The last three songs I bought were? I don’t buy songs cuz I’m poor, but the last 3 songs I downloaded were: Jingo Jungle (Sago of Tanya the Evil OP), Snow Halation, and To Be Free by Tonight Alive

175: How many cousins do you have? 7

174: Do you have any siblings? Ye

173: Are your parents divorced? Nope, but they aren’t married either soo

172: Are you taller than your mom? Almost!

171: Do you play an instrument? Nope

[ I Believe In ]

168: Luck: yes good

167: Fate: uhm idk, pretty sure it wasn’t fate for me to fall in a river

164: Heaven: I’d like to think there’s a place where people can party when they die

163: Hell: Satanism is fun so sure

162: God: idk tbh

161: Horoscopes: Sure :)

158: Gay Marriage: LOVE IS LOVE

157: War: WAR IS BAD

156: Orbs: ???

155: Magic: Pls let magic be real

[ This or That ]

153: Drunk or High: i aM 14

152: Phone or Online: Online

151: Red heads or Black haired: BOTH IS BEAUTIFUL

150: Blondes or Brunettes: BOTH IS BEAUTIFUL

149: Hot or cold: Cold

148: Summer or winter: Winter

147: Autumn or Spring: Autumn

146: Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate

145: Night or Day: Night

144: Oranges or Apples: Oranges!! (But i do prefer apple juice over orange juice)

142: McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds ofc

141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk chocolate

140: Mac or PC: PC

139: Flip flops or high heels: Flip Flops

138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: ugly and rich because then i can support loads of good charities and feed my weeb addiction

137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke

136: Hillary or Obama: Obama

135: Burried or cremated: Buried

134: Singing or Dancing: bothe are awesome, but probably singing

133: Coach or Chanel: ???

132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks:???

131: Small town or Big city: Small town

130: Wal-Mart or Target: uh, whats the English equivalent?? Asda??? Lidl???

129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: uh idk tbh

128: Manicure or Pedicure: uh I’ve never had either so

127: East Coast or West Coast: again i am English so

126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas!! Birthday means i get older and gain more responsibility

124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney

123: Yankees or Red Sox: ??

[ Here’s What I Think About ]

122: War: BAD

121: George Bush: its temping to make a joke but i’ll resist

120: Gay Marriage: YES GOOD LOVE IS LOVE

119: The presidential election: orange man is bad

118: Abortion: ITS UR BODY YOU DO WHAT YOU WANT

117: MySpace: every 90′s kids emo phase

116: Reality TV: hmm, can be good

115: Parents: some parents are shitty, others are good

114: Back stabbers: pls do not do that to me because i will cry

113: Ebay: i use it to get cheap anime merch yes good

112: Facebook: i would destroy facebook for a single crisp

111: Work: RESPONSIBILITY AAAAA

110: My Neighbors: lol idek who they are

109: Gas Prices: from what I know, they’re pretty bad

108: Designer Clothes: if you can afford them, then yes good

107: College: Better than high school

106: Sports: n o p e

105: My family: eh, alright i guess

[ Last time I ]

103: Hugged someone: TWO WEEKS AGO SOMEONE HUG ME

101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: today!!

100: Cried in front of someone: 13th March

99: Went to a movie theater: oh boi, probably last year sometime

98: Took a vacation: this time last year

97: Swam in a pool: this time last year

96: Changed a diaper: not since my cousins were little

95: Got my nails done: I’ve never had them done

94: Went to a wedding: when i was 8

93: Broke a bone: I’ve never broken a bone

92: Got a peircing: I don’t have any aaa

91: Broke the law: I don’t think I’ve ever broken the law?

90: Texted: hmm a day ago

[ MISC ]

88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my bedroom aaa

87: The last movie I saw: original Ghost in the Shell

85: The thing im not looking forward to: i’d rather not say what it is but It’s tomorrow

84: People call me: weeb. mother, elu, eli

83: The most difficult thing to do is: social interaction

82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope

81: My zodiac sign is: Capricorn

80: The first person i talked to today was: my buddy Ilona

79: First time you had a crush: when i saw Rize from Tokyo Ghoul

78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: idk, i hide lots of things from everyone tbh

77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: hmm not long ago

75: What are you going to do when you grow up: be cool

74: I have/will get a job: Yea i need money to live

73: Tomorrow: is gonna be bad

72: Today: was great :0

71: Next Summer: ew heatwaves please no

70: Next Weekend: i will sleep for most of it

68: The worst sound in the world: someone screaming in pain

67: The person that makes me cry the most is: uh, my OTP

66: People that make you happy: ALL MY MUTUALS AND FOLLOWERS

65: Last time I cried: heh, like a few days ago when i was discussing some particularly sad headcanons

63: My computer is: kinda good i suppose

62: My School: is shit

61: My Car: i dont have one (yet)

60: I lose all respect for people who: at extremely homophobic, racist, or sexist

59: The movie I cried at was: i cry at everything

58: Your hair color is: a weird light auburn colour

57: TV shows you watch: a bunch of anime, oo and i watch the download festival coverage each year, and if my mum is watching some drama or soap i’ll probably watch for angst ideas

56: Favorite web site: I’m on it right now

54: The worst pain I was ever in was: umm not sure…

53: How do you like your steak cooked: I don’t like steak aaa

52: My room is: my safe place

51: My favorite celebrity is: this is no secret to anyone who knows me irl, it’s the beautiful Ash Costello

50: Where would you like to be: in bed

49: Do you want children: maybe, adopting would be cool

48: Ever been in love: nope

47: Who’s your best friend: ALL MY MUTUALS

46: More guy friends or girl friends: more girl friends

44: One person that you wish you could see right now: hmm idk, i’m pretty antisocial tho so

43: Do you have a 5 year plan: ha no

42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: nope

41: Have you pre-named your children: no

40: Last person I got mad at: my sister

39: I would like to move to: anywhere not in a large city

38: I wish I was a professional: Tattooist

[ My Favorites ]

36: Vehicle: i want a motorbike aa

35: President: Obama

34: State visited: I’ve never been to america

33: Cellphone provider: okay but who actually has an opinion on this??

32: Athlete: Simone Biles

31: Actor: Daniel Radcliffe

30: Actress: Helana Bonham Carter

29: Singer: ASH COSTELLO

28: Band: BABYMETAL, All Time Low, Avenged Sevenfold, My Chemical Romance

27: Clothing store: Primark

26: Grocery store: uh idk, Asda i guess

25: TV show: American Horror Story??

24: Movie: the Blair Witch Project

23: Website: I’m on it rn

22: Animal: Chinchillas and Red Pandas

21: Theme park: aa i’m too scared to go on rollercoasters tho so i dont have a fav

20: Holiday: That time we went away for a weeks with literally everyone in my family

19: Sport to watch: Football

18: Sport to play: i guess volleyball is okay

17: Magazine: Kerrang is gud

16: Book: Lord of the Rings

15: Day of the week: saturday

14: Beach: there are like 30 beaches around her how do you expect me to choose

13: Concert attended: AVENGED SEVENFOLD WITH DISTURBED AND IN FLAMES

12: Thing to cook: curry aaa

10: Restaurant: hmm maybe Frankie and Bennies

9: Radio station: Kerrang ofc

8: Yankee candle scent: COTTON

7: Perfume: pure poison

4: Talk show host: Ellen DeGeneres

3: Comedian: hmm not sure tbh

okay I’m actually physically dead now

#asks #queen-of-pennies #long post

[survivorunfinishedbusiness]

Episode #9 - “I am COMING FOR YOU, dumb man” - Nicole

https://survivorunfinishedbusiness.tumblr.com/post/175968850213/merge-idol-system

https://survivorunfinishedbusiness.tumblr.com/post/175969514478/individual-immunity-2

Late Merge Cast Assessment: http://youtu.be/3gvxvXGLtLk

What in the actual fuck just happened????? So the second Dani used her legacy advantage I had Jake messaging me saying he knew and he made a move to try and get Julia out. Once tribal ended Anna also said she knew. WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU GUYS NOT TELLING ME THIS SHIT! Like I feel stupid because I would have voted Julia out, but apparently they don't trust me enough to tell me, but I have to act like everything is okay and that I am fine with it. Also, what does Dani have with my ass, like stop talking about it and maybe talk to me before trying to say shit about me. She keeps saying I should get my torch "bluffed" which is not the right word so...she smart. Hopefully with whatever the new idol system is she won't be able to find anything and we can send her to jury because she is not welcomed here anymore and hasn't been for a while.

I lost all hope today

Um okay so yeah I kinda did that... An hour before tribal, Dani tells me that she has the idol and wants to do a split 2-2 vote with Bodhi and Julia. Um, I like Dani and Bodhi, but don't trust Julia. Then I get added to the chat last, and they push for Kevin to go!!! No way. Like it's hard because a lot of people seem to like or trust me but I feel like I need to stay loyal to Kevin and Anna since they were my first alliance in this game. I knew that this would be the perfect opportunity to take Julia out because she has so many connections. So I went to Anna and Kevin and told them about what was happening and they agreed with voting Julia out! So to cause the least amount of drama, we kept quiet until drama. Julia went home and... um Dani popped tf off on me. Like yeah, I fucked over Dani and Bodhi and I do feel bad about it because they trusted me. I'm sorry guys, I wish I could make everyone happy but with Dani causing so many waves and Bodhi not talking to that many people, I can't risk ruining my game to save them, especially when I've been closer to other people. Me voting with them and causing that 2-2 split vote would have hurt my game more down the line, and I really do think that this was the best move. The only negative part is the fact that I didn't tell anyone else, which could hurt me. But I just gotta explain what I did to everyone and keep going. Also Julia if you read this later on, that wasn't a personal move, it was simply strategic. I truly felt like you have the most connections in the cast and that you did not trust me, taking you out later would be a tough challenge for me.

https://youtu.be/digZc7uZyzM

OK FUCK YOU GUYS FOR VOTING OUT JULIA! I AM SOOO MAD I AM GETTIN REVENGE! JAKE PREPARE TO DIE U LADY BUG! AND ANNA OMFG BITCHHH WHY TH FUCK U DO THAT OMG I WANTED TO LIKE U SOO BAD BUT UR S SKETCH FOR NOT TELLIN ME THE PLANN! LIKE DAFUQ...  ughhh i still want to work with u soo bad but ughhh ur gonnna win if u dont get out! AND OMFG KORI I DONT HAV TIME TO TALK TO U RIGHT NOW AND U INQURING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED AND LIKE USING PROPER GRAMMER I CANNOT IT IS KILLING ME MY GOD. this whole tribe is crap i ahte them all and trust no one. i only like john now. DANI OMFG GIRLL IM TRYIN TO WORK WIHT U BUT UR SOOOOOOOO MOUTHY U GET UR ALLIES IN TROUBLE WITH UR BIG MOUTH! ME AND JULIA AND ITS AWFUL I JUST UGHGHHGGH

I still can't believe last night happened.... Like...we made a move... We...did something. I really love our alliance and I love that Anna is back. But a group of 3 among a group of 12 is easy to be picked off. I think Dani should go next. Or I want her to go next. But someone already found the fucking merge which like what the fuck, so we have to tread carefully. If I had to guess... I don't know, I would guess Ryan has it? That man knows everything about editing the wiki so I feel like he could easily find it. Especially since whoever found it did it in the span of like. Two fucking hours. Fuck them. Also John is apparently ~awake~ I guess because getting votes alarmed him. I told him the tea and I think he wants to work with my trio, he says he likes all of us. And clearly we're expendable to Dani and Bodhi so like...bye bye!

https://survivorunfinishedbusiness.tumblr.com/post/176000696418/individual-immunity-results-2

The one chance I had to save my ass was BLOWN into the wind. I am SHAFUCKED.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I was one point away from winning immunity again (depending on the answers to the tiebreaker). Hoping people don't notice that too much though because I don't need to be seen as a threat. Either way, I think the plan will be Dani again, because knowing her competition record in this game, I doubt she got the merge idol. I really want an easy tribal after the one last night because that was too extra. 

Ok, so a lot is going through my head right now. Apparently Bodhi is targeting Anna so she wants him gone this round. Bodhi is with Dani, and Dani is not good for my game, but honestly I don't want Bodhi gone yet. Anna is good for my game because she is a bigger target than me and she trusts me. But also, she is good at challenges and is working with Jake who is running the game. I need to be closer to Jake than she is and while I'm not sure if that is what the end result would be if I vote her out, it could be worth the chance. I just don't want to make the same mistakes that I did in Himalayas where I let someone else make all of my moves, with this, I am making my own move by taking a chance with my game that is risky and could put a target on my back, but shows that I can make a move. After the vote I could talk to Jake if he realizes I switched and say how I thought she was being shady to me and what not (it could help to lie) and that she is a really big threat because she is smart and so many people like her and it seemed only Dani was targeting her. But if I switch and Anna stays then I could be fucked...but I could also blame it on Kori. What sucks is, if I had won immunity I would be questioning this a lot less and making the move because it wouldn't be able to backfire on me for this tribal.

Oh Bodhi's real fucking cute, huh. He's really trying it!!! Little Bodhi took a fucking nap in the second swap, not even bothering to talk to me, and then at merge he FINALLY responds, he comes to me all cute and all "omg lol i'm such a flop" yeah you sure fucking are! 24 hours after that he and his ragtag rat gang decide I'm expendable for the sake of drama and that dumb plan falls apart. But little Bodhi's still coming for my head!!! Now he's saying Jake Anna and I are in control. We are literally three people in a group of 12, we are not controlling anyone dumby. I'm sorry that you're so obsessed with me, like I hope you seek help about that but please stop targeting me. Im fucking eleven so shut the fuck up. Ugh I'm PISSED but thankfully i don't think he has connections so voting him out should be easy peasy lemon squeezy. Im literally a social flop leave me alone

Okay so it's been a minute but I'm back in the game. I think I really screwed up my game by going on vacation but I do not regret it because vacation was AMAZING. But, now that I'm back I heard that Jake and Bodhi are tryna get me out after getting out Julia. Well, I'm not going to let that HAPPEN. Bye bye Bodhi. I am going to be online all day drowning my sadness of no longer being on vacation and I am COMING FOR YOU, dumb man. I will get you voted off.......or I will get voted out but, hopefully the first one!

Woohoo! First time being immune in Athena and it feels sooo good. Especially with this messy tribal! So after immunity results, Dani did a 180 and went from cussing me out to saying that she’s alone and thinks it’s best for my game to use her as a number and shield, which I agree with. She was pitching to target Anna and Timmy, but I deflected that and told her that we should vote out Kori because he’d be easier to take out. She agreed and said that we could get Ryan, Blake, John, Bodhi, and Nicole. Things are calm until Anna and Ryan tell me that Bodhi told Ryan that me/Anna/Kevin are running the game and need to be targeted. Um? Bodhi, don’t call for me unless I send for you please. This makes me not want to try to help him out now. Anna is considering splitting the votes between Bodhi and Dani in case of an idol. Bodhi comes to me this morning and tells me that he wants to vote out Nicole which is even MORE confusing. These bitches are messy, I’m not sure where the votes are falling or where I even wanna vote right now.

why Dani why can't you listen to one thing i say! WHEN I SAYYY DONT TELL ANYONE THIS LIKE NOTHING AT ALL THAT MEASN SHUTUP! OMG DANI I LOVE U BUT UR GAMEPLAY THIS TIME AROUND IS AWFUL! if u seriously wud of done nothing and been going about ur day u normally wud u wud hav a huge chance of stying tonight but here u go again fucking urself and messing this shit up like wtf... dud why cant u listen to me its infuriating. i dont think i can help u anymore just everytime i tell u a piece of information u fucking leak it into two seconds! and then it gets back right to me that u opened ur mouth. u r making this o hard for me.

I'm about to tara this Final 5 im idoling Anna out and then ima go to f3 wiht two goatier ppl than me (lookin at u nicole and kori <3)

Welp. Jake's immune tonight, and the names are flying everywhere, with Mine, Dani's, Bodhi's, and Nicole's just floating around. I have to hope people are being honest with me, but if I'm being serious and realistic, it doesn't look too good for me overall. Anna was also suspicious I wanted to vote her out, and I mean yeah eventually I will but not right now. I suspect Dani since Dani also told me Anna would vote me out in a heartbeat, but for some reason I have a hard time believing that. Of course I've been lead astray before, last season I was with Ally 100% and she totally back-stabbed me, so we'll see if Loyalty is my downfall again. On the plus side, finished that merge boot/first juror unfinished business. Now I just gotta somehow survive tonight to beat my previous placement of 12th place.

Dani i love you sooo much but u are making this game hard for me :( i hope u stay but if u r majority... im sorry

Honestly I'm kind of hoping for a tie. Would make things really interesting. Although I think that the vote is going to be something like 8-4 with the 4 being Dani, Bodhi, Nicole, and Blake. I can see them possibly getting Isaac but that's it though so it probably won't be a tie. Although if Bodhi does go, that's not bad for my game so woo.

Well it looks like Bodhi could be fucked if he doesn’t have the idol. And if he does have the idol then I want him and Dani to vote out someone I don’t trust, like Kori or Nicole. Preferably Kori because I think he’s well connected with John and Blake and will be a problem for me later on. I wanna tell Bodhi to play his idol if he has it but like I also don’t know if I trust him after I heard he was talking shit about me to Ryan. Regardless, I just don’t want Bodhi going to Ponderosa pissed at me. I need to keep my jury management in mind.

So I got absolutely nothing for Touchy Subjects and I was debating whether or not this was a good thing or not and I think right now that it’s great. No one sees as a threat and everyone is going after the bigger targets within the game and I think we should just let them rip each other apart. I’m a very opportunistic player so when the time comes to make moves I plan on rocking the boat but as of right now I think it’s best to keep my head down and watch the fireworks.

Hey ladies it seems we might have a curvy spined mastermind. Idk how he’s doing it but Jake is able to discern where the majority lies in this vote which is something nobody else has been able to do which gives me 2 options: Option A Jake created a majority against Bodhi to protect Nicole oR Option B Jake has a social game for the Gods. Either way he’s a threat and I’ve got my one good eye on that binch

Girl I thought Jake was joking about the curved spine but that binch got scoliosis. Sorry rip.

ok so there is a lot going on. after that last tribal anna and jake both explained they needed julia gone because dani had an idol and blah blah blah whatever...i love julia...but she was in an alliance without me so its not the worst thing to happen...so now i have everyone being boring and wanting dani out....but i fucking love dani.....so i was on call with bodhi last night and he basically wants to shake things up...and i agree....but i dont see that happening if there is no drama....so i take everything he says about anna and jake and i tell both of them...which makes anna go into a downward paranoia spiral...so good...now im completed phase one....so now the names of dani kori nicole and bodhi are all out there for the vote...my goal is gonna be to pass along information to everyone so that it just causes chaos...cause if bodhi and dani stay thats so much more drama and i love it...sorry i had to do this to you bodhi but i used you and your plan to do what you wanted...just not in the way you wanted it to happen

Jake and Anna are way more competent in this game than I am. I'm gonna ride out this alliance for a little longer, but they need to go. If I went to the final 3 to them it's clearly 0 votes third place for me. I think I could use the tea they said about Ryan and Timmy to my advantage. They and John fear those two because they're good at challenges. Luckily for me Ryan came to me before the merge about sticking with the challenge beasts. I'm just not sure when's the right time to strike. Or with who. Like say it's that 3. Who do we get on board? I think John's sticking with Anna and Jake. I could probably get Dani on board... I think if I wanted to pull this move off, I'd have to get down and dirty and expose my alliance with Anna and Jake, to give people an incentive to vote with me. That's for the future, though. Tonight, it's Bodhi or Kori. I wanna keep Kori around. I think I have enough tea that Kori could be useful. Because Jake was the one who suggested splitting on Kori. So I have to PRAY Bodhi doesn't play an idol, because I want Kori in this game. Hmm I'm thinking many steps ahead which can be dangerous because I don't wanna have tunnel vision in this game, I wanna keep my mind open and with the flow. We'll see how the turns table...but I'll be one happy boy if they table my way...

Dear lord please save me tonight. DEAR LORD PLEASE SAVE ME TONIGHT I HAVE A LOT MORE FIGHT IN ME. I NEED TO STAY GOD PLEASE.

WELL right now im like playing lowkey sorta lol. i want eveyrone to see me as like dumb and dependent on them so they will think i need them for the later game and they see me as a number for them and as a friend. Right now im on eveyrones good side i believe. Like i dont think anyone wants to see me go home right now. But ass of rn im planting seeds of distrust against Jake so later in the game ppl will be more willing to vote him out. My strategy rn is to continue laying low being on everyone good side go with majority and wait for the big players to attack one another. after that ill take out the remaining big player (hopefully i make it that far lol) then me and some goats will go to the finals :D

God I forgot Isaac was in this game!!!! Lmao. I'm gonna write this down just to...formulate a plan. Anna and Jake - both big threats. Anna has the hero thing going on for her, Jake's in the middle controlling the game. John - seems to be on the Wig ship, but like kind of a stowaway Timmy and Ryan - so called scary challenge beasts. John and co don't trust them. That's ammo I can use to sink the wig ship. Kori and Isaac - these were the two people Jake and Anna wanted to split votes on this round. That can also be ammo. Dani - crazy queen who wants to clock Anna. Probably pissed at Jake Bodhi - hopefully dead by 8 pm EST Nicole - she's here too Blake - he's kinda a question mark for me, at least I personally don't know where he's at but i'm honestly just not paying enough attention sksj So... If I wanted to take down the Wigs, I could use Ryan and Timmy. That's 3. I could maybe get Isaac and Kori. That's 5. And dani? God do I really want to use Dani? But that would make it 6. I don't think final 11 is the best round for this move. But if the Wigs target someone I wanna keep around, a bitch just might have to flip earlier than expected. And if I hear someone's targeting one of the wigs? A bitch just might have to jump on board.

SO i got one vote last round Turns out it was from Bodhi. He Julia and Dani tried to split the votes onto me and Kevin, and tried to get Anna and Jake to join them. Anna and Jake are my peeps so they made sure I wasn't the vote and got Kevin to vote out Julia. Jake said it was because he knew he could trust Julia which I knew already, and I probably wouldn't have been down for it. I will say that Julia being out of the game isn't the worst thing for me even though we were good friends in this game and was probably my closest ally. Dani told me she wanted Kori out, and I really do like Dani, but Kori is somebody that I have been working well with. So I immediate told him I had his back. Anna told me that she wanted Bodhi to go this round and that would be my first choice too so YAY. The entire day I have been talking to people and making sure that they are also wanting this to happen and now it seems to be majority?? Let's hope so If he plays an idol I'll die

https://youtu.be/-lkkcKJhnLI

https://survivorunfinishedbusiness.tumblr.com/post/176036989118/merge-tribal-council-2

Bodhi is voted out 8-3-1, you can find his preseason interview here.

You can see how his thoughts as a juror changed below:

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