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#gosh my period is always just pulling up my deepest and most painful insecurities before she makes her appearance huh ghjfhkl😭
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#ignore ignore im just talking dont worry about me scroll away
#but for me
#i think worse than feeling ugly is feeling genuinely stupid
#i mean feeling ugly is also not feeling very nice right now of course
#but still
#i feel like i have to try like 40% harder than other people just to understand certain things
#i shouldnt have to retake several classes more than once it's wasteful and foolish and proves i am not meant to be here
#im glad i realized now at least i shouldnt go to medical school it would kill me
#it's not even just school conversations with people are lost on me so often i feel like i cant keep up with people
#and i joke about it with friends and family that i'm a little slow and can't manage a lot of adult responsibilities
#but this is really what i think makes me feel unlovable and useless
#i feel like i have to constantly fake being smarter than i am
#and its silly but i think about how im so attracted to men and characters that are super smart and sharp and i feed into my silly fantasies
#and then realize they wouldnt ever give me another glance after more than an hour of conversation
#i try really hard but it always seems to fall short idk
#gosh my period is always just pulling up my deepest and most painful insecurities before she makes her appearance huh ghjfhkl😭
#lord i need to go to sleep i bet when i wake up ill have forgotten ever typing this and feel completely fine 💗
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