#gotta go look @guys in speedos for research lmao

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Was hoping to have more done today, creativity wise, but jfc it's been a hard weekend :'(

#the worst is.... well lol.. #it's the 1 yr anniversary of when i met and started the thread w my rp partner that i love SO MUCH #is the heartache galtean au i sometimes come in here and feel some type of way about.... that made me cRY AS I WAS WRITING A POST-- #i sketched a basic little outline the other day for surprise gift art but..... haven't been able to sit down to it once this horrible day #and they live across the sea from me so the anniversary has already passed then by and they're in bed RIP #didn't even talk to em today!!! I'm depression!!!! #also was wanting to answer asks n shit all weekend but here we are #to the ppl in my inbox i swear I'm not ignoring u every one of ur messages is a delight #ugh anyway whatever ttyl #gotta go look @guys in speedos for research lmao #tbh drawing an attractive man is like 👌 but just looking at tons of dudes for reference like #honestly male models generally cue no response in my brain after a while it's just slabs of meat :/ #but looking at tons of boring whitebread dudes making the same face is worth it when u can #y'know apply what u learned to drawing ur sexy fav #anyway that's enough tag rambling #sometimes i think no way anyone reads all the bs i write down here but then I'm proven wrong #there's an entire second blog down here in the tags 😳 #which tbh is why i mostly just follow ppl that chatter in their tags bc it feels like they're actually blogging instead of just reblogging #that's neither here nor there tho later #text posts