#hardgreeve kids

[helaintoloki]

Whatshername {F.H.}

Pairing: Five Hardgreeves x Fem!Reader (mention of vanya)

Warnings: heavy angst, like actually depressing, one or two mild swear words, mentions of pregnancy and sharing a bed

Notes: idk why most of the stuff I write is angst ??? but anyway this is my first time writing for five so pls be gentle !!!

~inspired by the song Whatsername by Green Day~

When the chaos had settled and his family had scattered, when the commission was off his ass for just a moment, Five Hargreeves found himself standing outside the apartment building where he spent nearly half his childhood visiting. But the apartments were gone, and instead hung a large banner overhead claiming its lease offerings. The apartments, the people, she was gone. Without a trace and without a mark for him to follow. The fifty eight year old- or is he considered thirteen now? it’s insane, really- had no idea what he was doing here, to be honest. It seemed like forever ago that he last had her in his arms, and he doubted she had waited for him this long. Sixteen years without a companion is excruciatingly lonely, five knew that better than anyone. But still, there was a small part of him that refused to let go of the hope that she hadn’t forgotten, that she hadn’t taken a different path once he went away. But hope is child’s play.

The brunet let out a soft sigh as he carefully reached into his coat pocket and pulled out a photo. A photo of her. Her bright smile and innocent, childlike features were what kept him motivated to return in time to save the world, to save Y/N. Maybe she wasn’t even in the city anymore. Perhaps she’d gotten married to whatshisface and popped out a few kids, started the white picket fence life somewhere else away from the old memories with a man that wasn’t Five because he had left her and god damnit, she deserved happiness, too, didn’t she?

It was pointless. Even if she had waited, Y/N would be too old for his now thirteen year old self. At the very least she’d have some closure as to why her best friend left her behind without so much as a warning. But then what? What does one do when the love of their life returns from the presumed dead as a pubescent boy? So why bother?

“Vanya!” That voice. Her voice. Y/N. His first instinct is to take flight and use the large tree trunk beside him for cover, and he isn’t sure why. Y/N’s not a threat, she’s not a deadly commission member ready to pull the trigger on him at any moment. Yet... his heart is pounding, his palms are sweating, and for the first time in a long while, Five Hargreeves is afraid.

She’s older now, obviously. Her body has reshaped itself into a more womanly figure and she’s grown in height since he last saw her when they were kids. Y/N is different now, and yet she’s still the same. Her bright smile remains, and her laughter is still like music to his ears. He’s sure she still smells just as good and still feels just as soft. He wants to reach out to her, really. All he wants to do is reveal himself and tell her he came back for her. Just for her. But as she pulls away from his sister he sees her body really has changed...

Her stomach is swollen and it’s not hard to tell she’s carrying somebody’s child. His heart drops down to his stomach and despite himself, his eyes begin to water. He hadn’t cried for Delores, the only one there for him in his years of solitude, so why the hell was he crying now? All the pain, all the lost years, and all the regrets are useless now as he watches her beam with the glow of pregnancy.

For a split second he considers the option of time travel. He’d go through hell all over again if it meant another chance with her. But his rational mind takes over, and he takes one last look at her photo before tearing it to shreds. It’s of no use to him now. Perhaps he can’t turn back time, and perhaps he’s better off if he moves on and tries to forget the only real love he ever felt for another living being, but as he lets the ripped pieces scatter with the wind, Five realizes that he’ll always have her in the time. When she wasn’t just a whatshername.

~~~

“Five?” Y/N whispered quietly, afraid to get either of them into trouble. Reginald would definitely have a cow if he were to find that she had snuck into his room and allowed herself to sleep in Five’s bed with him.

“Hmm?” He mumbled sleepily, his back facing her as he slept on his side. He felt her move closer, and he stiffened when he felt her arms wrap around his torso. Her head rested against his back and despite his pajamas covering his skin he could feel her warm breath gently blowing against his shoulder.

“When you learn to time travel will you take me with you?” The question was innocent enough, but it still caused a light laugh to escape his lips.

“Of course.”

“Promise?”

“...I promise.”

#number five #number five x reader #five hardgreeves x reader #five hargreeves #five hardgreeves imagine #five hardgreeves x y/n #the umbrella academy #tua

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The one next door | five x reader

Fan fic. Five x reader.

Btw both you and five are 18

You are one of the 43 kids born with powers though your mother refused to give you up but made a agreement with Reginald

You don’t live with the academy but you train with them

You move in right next to the academy

And train every day with them

-18 years later-

“Hey!” You yell as you walk into the academy you spot Alison and Diego in the kitchen you walk to up to them

“Hey y/n” Alison smiles setting down her coffee

“Hey” you say drifting into a thought your voice trailing away Diego looks at you confused

“He’s in the library” he says blunt your a bit taken back but his words

“Who?” You ask right when klaus walks in

“Five of course silly!” We says. His words where slurred and his eyes where red you know he’s been sulking of Dave even though you had all stoped the apocalypse a year ago and he lost Dave before that he still missed him

“Stop hiding itttt!” He stumbled and ended up belly up on the kitchen floor

You went to help him up but he waved you off he got up and continued pretending it didn’t happen

“Really stop we both know your in loveeeee” he said as we stumbled over and grabbed you by the shoulders and shook you a little

“Now go get five!” He said you were

was almost alarmed by how deep he was but just then he’s eyes rolled back and and he passed out I just walked over him as this was totally normal and headed to the library you had always spent your free time here it was heaven a whole room filled with all the knowledge in the world you find five sitting at the very back oyf the library you go to sit down and the book you have been reading flys to you, that’s you power telekinesis you had a very hard time controlling it as a child but it was easy now like child’s play you sit down and read this was totally Normal between you and him just kinda a sitting there hanging out sometimes he wound fidget with your finger or trace shapes on your palm his noes in a book a serious look but childish look and you lived for those moments today right when you sat down he grabbed you hand it startled you seeing as this only happens a little while in You look ever to see him smirking God this boy will be the death of you after a good twenty minutes of reading you notice he’s looking at you you look up to see his face flush with red as he jerked into his book This was your time to smile except he looked up again a more sincere look on his face He has his mouth open wanting the words to come out and maybe they where but instead it was small jesters making you fall for the boy even more every time he looked at you his face pink and smiled “so-I... um well you and yeah heh” he stuttered he looked away embarrassed He took a deep breath and looked at you “I lik- I would like to get some coffee-“ He stood up and straightened his uniform”- you want some?” He asked now looking at you “ you- um sure thanks” you voice trailed off you becoming sad he walked away leaving you sitting alone you sat your book open but not reading just staining at the words realizing you had fallen for five hardgreeves