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#here i am! running away from the ever-present miasma of guilt and stress!
carnivalcarriondiscarded
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10 months
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ah yes! the joys of executive dysfunction and something being Fundamentally Broken In Your Braincase!
#quick vent Look Away Nothing To See Here
#i just needed to place my emotions somewhere before i really started to spiral
#texts from cherished friends should not cause nausea-level anxiety! and yet!
#here i am! running away from the ever-present miasma of guilt and stress!
#you know a few months ago i was like 'im going to be better about responding im going to do better'
#i Immediately started doing Worse!
#i think i stressed myself out too much
#pretty much every relationship i have ends up completely deteriorating due to my own insecurities and guilt and fucked up brain <3
#ah yes and how could i forget the Commitment Issues and Emotional Block
#mentally i am banging my head into a wall
#but its fine Its Fine
#i mean its not. its really not. but sometimes it seems like the harder i try the harder i fail
#which is something i should be used to by now!
#okay so it looks like i Am Indeed spiraling so
#i am going to go... list some good things in this world and uhhh
#well i dont have the car this weekend so cant go for a drive and some boba. um.
#i need to organize my room table Yes that sounds distracting and falsely productive
#not gonna tag this with anything actually.
#love treating tumblr like my personal diary
#ah yes its just me. my personal feelings. and the couple thousand people that follow me.
#perhaps i will also buy something online with one of the gift cards i found the other day
#buttons from michaels!!! i need buttons! i will go do that!
#with the knowledge that i have unopened messages to respond to looming in the back of my mind like a noose! yippee yahoo!!!
#gonna... turn of replies/rbs just this once since its just a Vent
#i just needed to get it Out yk? not looking for anything other than relieving pressure on my brain
#ok it looks like i cant turn of replies for individual posts
#just... pretend you didnt see this for both our sakes <3
#look away look away
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