#hhfhfufhfhhh i need a hot cocoa

[thekingofchungus]

about to punch a wall in frustration why the fuck won't my friends tell me if I fucked up

#PARANOIA? FUCKUP ON MY END?? ARE MY TRIGGERS CRINGE?? #I DONT KNOOOW #im just going to ask friends cordially to Tell Me If Theyre Concerned About Something I Did Or Not and not be afraid to do so #because i have enough legitimate trauma from my family going silent when i mess up in some way; only bringing it up ages later #usually out of the blue or in the middle of an unrelated fight w/me #and im just. sick of. just please dont be vague with me if i make you uncomfortable ill actually burst into tears #i want to be your close friend and talk if anything particularly discomforts you but ig i fucked that up #or maybe this is paranoia on my end; it could be; I Dont Know #chatbox #ask to tag #im too tense to do anything even ill just. put my pc away #hhfhfufhfhhh i need a hot cocoa #OH WAIT MY KETTLE BURNT AND CAUSED MY HOUSE TO SMOKE UP THIS EVENING #...ill use the pot #asjdhfh ill be ffine i just need a min. just bring somethin up w/me if youre worried abt it and dont fucking vague me ill actually go insane #but again i could be delirious.im usure #vent #remove later