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itsmaferart · 2 years

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The formula of love - part 1

I have seen many opinions, so I decided to share mine. Then, from chapter 9, Twiyor fans became more euphoric than usual, and why not? We saw an almost kiss (which we knew was not going to happen xD)

But it still moved us from head to toe, added to such a beautiful moment of Yor "being happy for having married Loid" (Twilight)

I've seen many people comment, about "they prefer that between Twilight and Yor", their relationship develops without any kind of romance. In which, only "the feeling of family prevails" is seen

Perhaps, this perspective is largely supported because in the 62 manga chapters we've had. There has been no conscious development of "love" on the part of both. Which, for many, is frustrating, and for others, it is conclusive proof that there will be nothing beyond that. I fully respect this position. Personally I'm not a fan of "romance" between characters. But, I admit that the connection between Twilight and Yor has blown me away. (I love these two idiots)

However, I still believe that the most consistent development would be the romance between them. Beyond just shipping them by mere impulse.

When tatsuya endo said that this would be "a long sleeve", he wasn't kidding. I notice it because until now, the SpyxFamily universe is at "the tip of the iceberg"

To begin with, the way "love" is presented in this story makes me curious and funny, and the narrative resources used by this mangaka make me genius

A sweet, tender, insightful woman who is clearly somewhat silly, but with the ability to send you flying with brute force (Anya and Yor). That he is next to a more intelligent man, skilled but for different reasons he must deny his feelings and repress them (Twilight/Damiand)

I find it difficult that it is mere coincidence

Same purposes, same objectives, same feelings, expressed in different words and circumstances.

The difference is that Twilight and Yor have suffered so much, sacrificing every bit of their youth, that for them the line between normal and abnormal has blurred.

On the one hand, And who lost his father. She should have been left with the responsibility of raising her brother without even knowing how to raise herself. Getting a job, dangerous, but it was okay, because with it he could feed and give everything his brother needed. Yor can be distracted, and a little goofy, but her clarity, love, and tenacity are invaluable. Yor understands that in the world there are evil people who want to stain the fragile peace, and in order to protect the peaceful life of others, she will stain herself with blood.

Twilight, on the other hand, lost everything, was filled with resentment and hatred. To later realize his mistake. The man is so afraid of suffering the feeling of loss, that he isolates himself emotionally from everyone. The only way to give your life a purpose is to "protect the smile of children", so that they do not suffer the same.

The series presents us with two characters, who are unaware (consciously) of what romantic/family love is. But from one moment to another, they must form a family by mere convenience.

Both question their roles as parents, both doubt themselves. They reproach each other for their mistakes, while the other thinks "there can't be anyone better than you for this role." They are not perfect, but they are what they need

In the tennis arc, we were able to see Yor experience "jealousy" for the first time. (How can you know that she is jealous if she has never been in a relationship with a man). She felt insecure about being replaced. But she always wondered "what if loid is in love with her? She is so much prettier!" - Yor's questions are innocent- but even Twilight himself understood that they are "romantic" jealousy, and not just insecurity due to a mere agreement.(However, he was very stupid, he did not know how to handle the situation and ended up receiving a well-deserved kick XD)

Yor is much more emotionally mature than Twilight. Yes, she is dumb, absent-minded, clumsy, and would generally hit you hard enough to almost kill you. But Yor is able to better understand and reconcile her emotions. She is able to understand that what he does is "because she loves his family" and "he doesn't want to lose them"

Happening with Twilight

I understand this poor man. Twilight is a genius, insightful and intuitive to the core. But he only understands emotions from the head and not from the heart. (And it's obvious, I work years in closing emotionally) It is understandable because he does not know how to process his own emotions. The way he asks "What is it to have a real family? When it is what he is living

He may have years of experience in "fake" relationships, being with hundreds of women. But, this experience is based on lies, one-sided relationships, where he doesn't feel anything for his counterpart beyond an objective. So it is more than evident that Twilight will not understand that he is in love with his family (although he is), because he has spent his life giving up that possibility.

You can continue reading in my next post...

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