#i am absolurely insanely pissed off after watching episode 11

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I’m legit so fucking depressed after every goddamned Better Call Saul episode. The last half of season 6 is just fucking miserable. I don’t need this in my life right now I want something happy I’m sooo godddamned annoyed why is it like this????

#better call saul #saul goodman #i'm so fucking sick #i'm so goddamn tired of antihero shitty jackass characters #yeah like i get that the whole villains as protagonists and such was a big thing yada yada yada and better call saul is a swan song #to the age of television saturated with villains and antiheroes as protagonists but i'm just sooo tired especially when they made us #empathize and care about him #i have a longer rant about this and how bcs is perhaps meant to be a homage not just to old hollywood and shakespearean structure and as a #modern myth of orpheus and eurydice/a ghost story #but also as an homege to the golden age of television particularly the ones where antiheroes and gray morality bleed into the philosophy of #nihilism to justify their own means to an end #like this whole fjdkslaf show was about love and then jimmy and kim threw it all away like god dammit either learn to live together and #heal your wounds and forgive #or find peace and fucking move on #i'm sooo tired #fjsak #delete later #pointless fucking rambling #i am absolurely insanely pissed off after watching episode 11 #also the pacing this season is so weird they honestly needed 2 more seasons imo #they should have had bcs be able to stand on its own without brba #it is indeed one of the best prequels/spinoffs ever made but still it could be better #and i know it's not over but ughh having vince gilligan write and direct the next episode when he is kinda on that .... that 'pessimistic' #leaning philosophy especially after everything post 2019 happenng in the world idk if that morality will resonate much with audiences #not saying it will be a hopeless ending but i'm kinda expecting an ending more bitter than sweet #god i need to shut up and take like four sleeping pills lol #fdsaffdslhg