#pointless fucking rambling

[zafiro-anyejo]

I’m legit so fucking depressed after every goddamned Better Call Saul episode. The last half of season 6 is just fucking miserable. I don’t need this in my life right now I want something happy I’m sooo godddamned annoyed why is it like this????

#better call saul #saul goodman #i'm so fucking sick #i'm so goddamn tired of antihero shitty jackass characters #yeah like i get that the whole villains as protagonists and such was a big thing yada yada yada and better call saul is a swan song #to the age of television saturated with villains and antiheroes as protagonists but i'm just sooo tired especially when they made us #empathize and care about him #i have a longer rant about this and how bcs is perhaps meant to be a homage not just to old hollywood and shakespearean structure and as a #modern myth of orpheus and eurydice/a ghost story #but also as an homege to the golden age of television particularly the ones where antiheroes and gray morality bleed into the philosophy of #nihilism to justify their own means to an end #like this whole fjdkslaf show was about love and then jimmy and kim threw it all away like god dammit either learn to live together and #heal your wounds and forgive #or find peace and fucking move on #i'm sooo tired #fjsak #delete later #pointless fucking rambling #i am absolurely insanely pissed off after watching episode 11 #also the pacing this season is so weird they honestly needed 2 more seasons imo #they should have had bcs be able to stand on its own without brba #it is indeed one of the best prequels/spinoffs ever made but still it could be better #and i know it's not over but ughh having vince gilligan write and direct the next episode when he is kinda on that .... that 'pessimistic' #leaning philosophy especially after everything post 2019 happenng in the world idk if that morality will resonate much with audiences #not saying it will be a hopeless ending but i'm kinda expecting an ending more bitter than sweet #god i need to shut up and take like four sleeping pills lol #fdsaffdslhg

[gravitysoda]

Relief.

#mobile suit gundam #mobile suit gundam the witch from mercury #gundam witch #gwitch #sulemio #suletta mercury #miorine rembran #the last few episodes were messy as fuck ngl #but hey at least sulemio are canon married #just wish the series had done a better job of establishing its stakes near the end #like they never really even explained what was so bad about quiet zero #or what it would do in general #the giant space laser was just pointless and ultimately affected nothing #i kind of expected spirits in the data storm also #but would have liked to have seen notrette more than el4n #anyway here’s my ramble in the tags #overall good show just wish the end hadnt been so messy #soda art

[transmascnaotoshirogane]

you ever see a horrible take an just KNOW the person who made it is allo

#the rainbow twinks #rainbow ramblings #manic + arc #we are NOT reblogging it but #someone made a post about fanfics and how its pointless to make them without ✨romance✨ or ✨drama✨ #and its like.........hi. no. youre wrong. shut the fuck up. #romantic relationships arent the only meaningful relationships and some allos need to learn this i swear to god

[motley-cunt]

video games that I think andy would like

- FAITH trilogy

- cult of the lamb

- Arkham night trilogy

- cyberpunk 2077

- specifically the second sims

- newgrounds flash games where you just explode people

- injustice but only the first one

- nintendogs :)

#andy biersack #andy posting #motley rambles #motley’s pointless fucking posts #this was in my drafts

[queerofthedagger]

Why did you do so little to promote fics or, really, the whole Sandman big bang that you ran? You kept promoting Merlin fic fest while Sandman big bang was running. And yet you barely did anything for it! If you lost interest, why not relegate it to somebody else? There are a number of wonderful fic writers and fanartists who did not get even a fraction of the recognition they deserve because of your own shoddy organisation. And yes, I do know we all do this in all our free time blah blah, but you created this event, and promptly ditched it in favour of another fandom. This is bad fandom ethics, and I think you need to know it.

oh careful babe don't choke on that bitterness you're gurgling there.

real talk for a second because usually I don't answer this kind of shit but let's go there for a moment:

I did reblog SO much sandman bang promo, the round up posts, the masterlist several times even. I did not reblog every individual fic because, and this might be shocking to your sense of entitlement, but even as a mod, I do not read every single fic. i'm not obligated to; you can start paying me if you want to, then we can come back to that point and I'll read whatever you put in front of me. until then, I will keep my preferences while doing my hobby, thank you very much.

The Rare Pair Fest only started up during, like, the last week of the Bang. I've been running that bang for half a year. And i don't know what makes you think that one fest's promo would take away from another fandom's fest posting but ????? it does not. Also people can be multifandon. I get that might be complicated to integrate in such a narrow perspective on fandom, but idk how to explain to you that people can have multiple interest beyond like. touch some grass honey?

Lastly, we did, in fact, promote every single collaboration on the blog and in the server. Individually, again in round up posts, and again in a masterlist. I don't know where you get the idea that we didn't. I don't know where you get the idea that we lost interest, or organized things shoddily. Bangs, and fests in general, don't guarantee you recognition. No one fucking owes you recognition, in fact, not me, not a fandom, no one. And whenever you manage to take a moment away from being an irritating fucking nuisance in other people's inbox, maybe you should rethink your approach to fandom as a whole because you're clearly having issues, and I don't mean this as a burn but as a genuine "this clearly does not bring you joy and maybe you should find things that make you happy instead." You're welcome.

And yes, I do in fact do these things in my free time. Meanwhile you don't even have the courage to put your name to your lil bitch fit. Get better soon.

#answered asks #anonymous #mona rambles #discourse #fandom wank #i'm sorry @ everyone for putting this on yalls dash and i know justification is both not needed and pointless but jesus fucking christ #the Entitlement #also i know this isn't the point but. the merlin fandom had me LONG before the sandman fandom ever did if you try to be a smartass #at least get your 'facts' straight girlypop #anyway

[wild-at-mind]

Not to talk about MRA-lite spaces again but I'm going to need everyone to understand that in these spaces, the subtext of 'men don't get to talk about their problems' is ALWAYS 'and it is women's fault!'

#my time in the MRA-lite saltmines returns to me yet again whenever i see the transandrophobia side of tumblr #look- it's just the same stuff ok? Or maybe i'm just biased because it triggers me the fucking same no matter who is saying it #also please note i'm saying MRA-lite and not MRA- I understand that MRA usually has connotations of violence for people #MRA-lite is nothing like that it's just a load of talking about men's issues but without any of the context #the very important context that you need to place the issues into wider society and its effect on everyone and not just men #these spaces may not be violent but they are quite pointless and the conversations never ever go anywhere #and it's been the same like 5 conversations for the past 15 years and no doubt much longer but that's as far back as i go with it #every time someone discovers the 5 or so men's issue they act like they just converted to a religion or something #and bring it up in everything. I was like that too at like 21 i promise i get it! but now i look back and CRINGE #and i am a guy now! ok? I get it that a lot of people are transmasc doing this i get why! but..... #i just wish it was less of a Thing. and i genuinely find it triggering. #because i do fucking care ok? i have academic books about some of the 5 or so men's issues on my bookshelf! #because actually there are people writing these books and they do care! #i had someone a while ago saying it was 'sad' to see a trans man talk like i do on this so i explained where i'm coming from #and they never came back so i will never know if they saw my point of view and that kind of sucked #hopefully that won't happen again- i really don't like arguing with other transmasc people (i like discussions though) #anyway i'll stop rambling now

[lifeofcynch]

it really is a weird feeling when you’ve had a specific opinion for like years and only recently start to be like ‘hm is this worth it? is this really the hill i want to die on?’

#ramblings #and then your online persona is forever muddied by it #yes this is about my anti-SJW transmed phase lol #my view now is basically that people can do what they want with their bodies and idc if you’re dysphoric or not bodily autonomy is a right #and also i was very ignorant on a lot of issues #and like it’s so embarrassing to turn around after believing something so strongly for YEARS but i was going down a slippery fucking slope #like straight up believing certain things that are white supremacist propaganda #i surrounded myself with some people that were straight up conservative grown ass adults #and now like half the website has me blocked and i can’t exactly blame them i was an edgelord #also i had pointless debates that did nothing but make my anxiety worse #bc my bad takes came back and bit me in the ass #if you ever saw the cop post no you didn’t #omg sorry for going off in the tags but i’ve been thinking about this stuff a lot #i’m going through changes man #anyway social justice is good actually

[fauxxghost]

Can't help but feel like people wish Dick and Barbara had what Dick and Donna actually have. And it irritates me so much to see people portray Barbara as the person that knows Dick best and as the first person that Dick would choose to turn to when he's going through something. As if Dick and Donna's haven't been (platonic) soulmates since the '80s, with enough material from the '60s that it's easy to expand upon their childhood together when any author wants to do so.

But why on earth would anyone care about Dick's relationship with Donna when, instead, they could focus on the relationship that seems to exist solely to stick a pin through Dick and Barbara, forcibly binding them more securely to Bruce and Gotham like bugs in a case.

#this isn't anti-barbara. this is anti-dc forcibly stitching dick and barbara together when donna Is Right Fucking There #anyway. if you can't tell I'm feeling pissy this morning #pointless rambling #anti dickbabs #personally. i don't ship Dick and Donna together romantically but. if childhood friends to lovers is what you're interested in.... #I'm just saying..........

[soldier--poet--queen]

what came first, the body dysphoria flare up or the internet deciding now was a fantastsic time to show me transmasc content

#rin rambles #tw i get real heavy in the tags #SLAMMING. MY. HEAD. #HHHRGHHGHHH I GET SO ANGRY AT MYSELF #WHICH I KNOW IS STUPID AND POINTLESS BUT ARGH #every time i like. even have the twinge of these emotions. my brain is like ah. #so you're a failure? you're a fucking disappointment? man. sucks to be you. you should do something about that dysphoria. OH RIGHT. #and then i cry a little in Adoration it's okay #it doesn't feel okay. but like. ah. #i just feel like a disappointment to God. like He gave me this body and i hate it. and i hate that i hate it. #idk i just feel like i'm in so much pain. and then i try to talk with other Catholics about it and i'm seen as a wounded animal. or inhuman. #and they're like 'your dysphoria isn't causing you the anguish it's something else' LIKE IT CAN BE BOTH? #is it so bad to say that YES i am sad that i can't transition? that this causes me grief? but i follow Christ because ultimately He is worth #that pain and suffering? #is it bad to say that love is a sacrifice? and that the whole point of sacrifice is that it hurts? #where was that one post about the ai generated Bible verse. bc it wasn't /totally/ theologically correct but ough. #it made me feel things. i know God sees me and loves me. despite everything. there is love

[zafiro-anyejo]

BCS season 6 is quite good but it really does feel rushed. I worried this would happen and I knew it would. Should’ve been a 7 season show with 10 episodes each.

#i’m not salty about ernie or kristy esposito or the other minor characters not getting recognition nooo not me at allll lmaooo fhshaf #not salty about how we shouldve seen yhe goddamned aftermath of jimmy/kims breakup #not salty about how this all feels like a high-speed psychological whirlwind and that we need a but more buildup/need bcs to be able to #stand on its own apart from brba #but oh well guess its two sides of the same coin scenario with these shows #they feed into each other really well i just wish bcs made more sense to viewers who didnt see brba #delete later #pointless fucking rambling

[dear-nyu]

Being trapped in a place where I'm "not allowed" to do things makes me furious to an unimaginable extent. I'm absolutely going to snap at someone or have a meltdown at some point, I feel claustrophobic and i feel my skin crawl with anger

How is this "normal" and "how adult life is get used to it" no I want I WANT i WANt i cannot do this I'm going to rip someone's body up just so I can go home and Do Things

I feel myself slowly burning up and if I'm not given space I'm either gonna burn up every last drop of internal motivation and desires and humanity remaining or explode.

I didn't ask to be human, I would've been fine dying a Thing, but I'm stuck being human so STOP TRYING TO TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME

#the way my blood is boiling with anger is so uncomfortable #i dont like feeling rage when sorrow is much more familiar #but good god I'm burning up #having a pointless job fucking sucks #delete later #nyu.txt #nyu rambles

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Sometimes there are offhand interaction in naruto that make me wish that Nagato would have killed everyone in Konoha and left them dead 🖤

#interactions that make me go. fucked up. this is fucked up. and u dont even kno how fucked up #i will personally strangle every jounin in konoha #this is about tenten having to convince gai to let her hone a special jutsu #bc hes like: eh? why ur the support? #FUCKING. OK i get it shes the backup but like she obviously feels underapprecated bc she fucking is underappreciated #this is obviously bc shes a girl bc girls arent allowed to do fucking anything in this village. everyone stop being mean to tenten #i love her and shes great. and no one appreciates her. let her be special #team gai has big sibling energy. like after watching a lot of rock lee and his ninja pals the only time i can stand lee is when he and neji #r being a dumbass duo. other than that. i can't take his whole deal. i mean i get it but i just find him and gai #personally frustrating. its on me not them. thats maybe my hottest naruto take. i dont like gai and lee is on thin fucking ice #but mostly im just mad abt watching another round of chunin exams bc i didnt like it the 1st time and now it just feels pointless and dumb #and they're disrespecting my girl tenten >:-[ #ugh. fucking filler! #naruto ramblings #unrelated

[arolesbianism]

I am still not over the level cap thing what do you mean level fucking 10

#rat rambles #like do they not realize how fucking pathetically low that is? #like it is So easy to get a follower to level 10 especially late game #like in every playthrough of this game Ive done I always have at least one follower whos past level 40 usually several #Im glad they didnt retroactively lower existing followers levels but it still sucks #it just makes leveling them feel kind of pointless when theyre likely going to passively max out after a certain point anyways #like genuinely I dont even understand what the point of this change is #because its not like getting broke. high level followers is much of a concern early game #and mid game is usually only a potential issue balance wise if youve been putting in a stupid amount of effort since the start #and by the time you get to the late game I. genuinely dont think it matters. #like in early late game again youll only have genuinely broken high levels if youve been going hard at leveling followers #and by the end of the late game its like ok and. let ppl be powerful cmon man. #like theres So many things they could have done to adjust the balancing that wasnt this #like if theyre concerned abt faith generation then make a cap on that or make it not a one to one level thing #if theyre concerned about demons then they could again adjust the scaling slightly or simply make it harder to level followers #they could have even used the deciple thing to help with that by having it be a prerequisite to higher levels #like maybe you could have a couple rings of inner circles with each tier unlocking another ten levels #and they could even add a lower cap at like 50 or smth just dont make it fucking 10 #that might genuinely be the worst part of this update and Im not even joking when I say this just killed my motivation to play more #its one of the few things that you were able to keep working on and expanding after unlocking everything else #I genuinely really hope they change this because if not then I think Ill have to drop the game thats how bad it is to me

[beep-beep-beep-beep-beep]

MK SO. APPEARED ON MY GOOGLE NEWS THINGS RIGHT? AND IT ROUGHLY TRANSLATES TO;

" Discord will obligue you to change your name, and its one of the best measures that will come to the platform"

??? AND THE INSIDE IS FULL OF BS TOO. COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW "PEOPLE CANT REMEMBER THE TAGS" AND HOW "50% OF FRIEND RQS DONT SEND BCUZ OF THE WRONG NUMBER"

....? NOT LIKE. THAT HAPPENS W PHONE NUMBERS ASWELL EVERYDAY. THIS IS SO STUPID

HOW MANY BEEPBEEPs WILL I HAVE TO ADD TO MY NAME LIKE GODDAMN!!!

#discord #?? IDK WHAT TAGS TO USE #DISCORD HUGE FUCKING L. #THE FACT THAT ITS GONNA BE LIKE TWITTER... DOESNT TJAT ALREADY TELL YOU THAT THIS IS A TERRIBLE IDEA .. NOBODY WANTS?? #ITS JUST. SO POINTLESS. #rambles

[narwhalandchill]

seeing an actually interesting theory on the sibling on the lore subreddit after 84 years of "omg third descender" "do you think the sibling is 3rd descender" "truth come out does sibling is gnosis?" "hear me out its the third" when thats just... so bland and predictable in the hoyo red-herring (HOPEFULLY.) kinda way feels like im neuvillette tasting mondstadts water (crisp and pure) after 6 months of meropides rusty tap water diet

thank you op i owe you my life. sibling 3rd descender theory is the bane of my existence

#i will genuinely be just. unimaginably disappointed if its sibling. idc who it is as long as it makes sense but. not the fucking sibling #and lkke its hard to fully explain But. hear me out. #there is literallu NOTHING that will singlehandedly make the world of teyvat and its gradually built up worldbuilding #feel more artificial and claustrophobic and just... pointless. than making tje ultimate twist about how sth as CENTRAL #to the world as the gnoses and the circumstances of their creation and the 3rd descender abd everything #circle right fucnkng back around to the sibling of our arguably self insert main character #no excess hate to traveler or anything but i do NOT want the history and truth and mystery of this entire fucking world #to be revealed to revolve all around the player characters story afyer all #YES sibling will be a big deal i have no issue w that #but to make borderline everything be all about the sibling in this way. no. nopers. i will be so fucking upset if its real #Anyway uwu this theory does NOT do that and its banger AND i love op #rambles #genshin