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dsafdfiel345 · 7 years

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5/12

So much has happened... havnet been writing anything so ill just jot some events

Coachella 3 days

first two days were whack. got into a lot of fights w christie. talked about breaking up the second night and we made everything up. finally i feel like she is maturing in the relationship and things are getting better. popped day 3 and had an amazing night.

adidas castings commercial/print

(print went well, didnt book)

(commercial first audition went well, got a call back. call back went ok. i couldve been more enthusiastic just like a basketball high school kid would be in a lockerroom, they put me on avail. i then got released.) i told a lot of ppl about this audition just to tell them i got released. note to self*** dont talk about anything until it is booked. invest in acting classes. pay close attention to those who kill it, dont be scared, just do your best, be confident, be creative, figure out what the directors are looking for and GIVE em what theyre looking for.

munchkin casting

(went well, i coulda practiced more poses. didnt book) its ok its a numbers game gotta keep improving myself, and staying consistent with this activity

video casting - well because i could take as many takes as possible but definitely gotta quit being camera shy

car accident - some bitchass old viet dude rearended me and i was stunned. bittersweet about this. gonna get money hopefully and get my car fixed

day with jessica (talked about goals, mom) really happy with how jessica is coming to reality with what she wants shes been working really hard and she went through a lot of shit. shes very wise and shes living life on her terms which i respect its awesome. hope she finds a way to put her skills to use so she makes money from it and succeeds

Trinka appointment - very interesting. never talked to a counselor but its nice to talk to a professional to get advice. when keyaun told me about my mom relapsing my heart dropped and i felt like there was a repeat again when my mom left. thank god this time i have my family to help me support her. i cant deal with my mom leaving again

mom relapsed

family trip to mexico - super fun went with james joanne jennelle kadence jericca jess viv myt dad and leah. leah is super nice and she changed how my dad thinks. hes a lot more positive and familiy oriented its cool to see that because before he was just always stressed. i just hope he challenges himself to be healthy for the family and for himself. he has goals and it will make me so happy if he achieves them.

keyauns boutta graduate and im super excited for his future. he has been consistent with boxing and i cant wait to see him take it to the next level. he just needs to put a lot of more urgency into what he does. besides boxing there are a lot of things in life he willl need to learn how to juggle. and sacrifice. he needs to learn how to save money for his future (car/boxing/helpmamaout), move out, work harder, network

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