#i keep telling myself i just dont want my jib to be my passion

[veeaziel]

how did i convince myself at 14 that i wanted a career in mechanical engineering

#i read fic cause if i dont ill be crying for most of the day #like #its interesting #im interested #but damn #my motivation is 0 #ive thought about dropping outta college so many more times than should be considered normal this semester #i keep telling myself i just dont want my jib to be my passion #and that thats fine #but #fuuuuuck #i just wanna be rich and live a life of luxury by enjiying the simple things #like holding hands #or having a stress free road trip #veeaziel rants #venting to the void #i have to study man #pls ignore