#i made these graphics on canva and let me tell you: game changer i am obsessed

[posi-pan]

happy pan visibility day!! 💗💛💙

anyone who identifies as pan in some way, on its own or in addition to other labels, all the time or only sometimes, for your attraction or gender, today is for you.

on days like this, i urge everyone to take the time to learn actual pansexual history. if you don’t know where to start doing so, check out my detailed (but non-exhaustive) timeline of pansexual history.

pan people deserve so much better. we deserve to be taken into account and included in things that concern us. we deserve to be treated with the same kind of respect that others get. we deserve support, understanding, love, and fair treatment.

anyways, i hope all pan people are having a lovely day and i hope all non-pan people are treating pan folks well. be kind to yourself and others. 🌈💕

#pansexual #pansexuality #pan positivity #pan pride #panromantic #pansensual #panalterous #panaesthetic #panplatonic #pangender #pictures #mine #long post #i made these graphics on canva and let me tell you: game changer i am obsessed #saw someone tag this as 'undescribed images' so fyi i always use the id feature. if it exceeds the character limit i put it in the caption #(i don't mean this is a snooty way or anything either. i just genuinely want people to know this.)

[in-this-light-on-this-evening]

end of year asks (that i decided to answer myself because i’m bored)

1. what did you learn about yourself this year?

The most important thing that I learned is that I finally accepted myself as I am and that I don’t need anybody’s approval to be happy. That might sound a little bitchy and egoistical but I truly realised that I’m the only one who can make myself happy and at peace. 

2. best moment of the year?

I actually have 3 moments! Let’s start from the beginning:

- January: my 3rd Depeche Mode concert in Milan

- May: I finally got hired as a graphic designer! I’ve lived in a godamn limbo for 3 years after my graduation and couldn’t find anything that I’ve studied for. Now I work in an amazing studio with 3 awesome people and life’s good I guess.

- November: I attended Hozier’s gig for the first time in my life and that was magical!

3. worst moment of the year?

Yet another heartbreak after which I realised that I will never rely my happiness on anybody ever again.

4. what was the biggest change you experienced this year?

Definitely the job! I’ve never worked in a similar place and that’s a major change that gave me a lot of “good stress” and inspiration.

5. best song of the year?

Hm, that’s a tough one. I have my own top 10 of this year’s releases (not counting other stuff that I discovered or compulsively listened to). Casual order:

- Shrike by Hozier

- Lost in Time and Space by Lord Huron

- I Guess... I Suppose... by The Fratellis

- Star Treatment by Arctic Monkeys

- Over and Over and Over by Jack White

- High Hopes by P!ATD

- Liberated by DeJ Loaf and Leon Bridges

- This is America by Childish Gambino

- Beyond by Leon Bridges

- Baby You’re A Haunted House by Gerard Way

6. best album of the year?

Same as above, I have my top 5. Casual order:

- Nina Cried Power EP by Hozier

- Tranquility Base Hotel and Casino by Arctic Monkeys

- Staying at Tamara’s by George Ezra

- Vide Noir by Lord Huron

- In Your Own Sweet Time by The Fratellis

7. what’s one thing that happened this year that you want to change?

I want the time I’ve spent in company of some people BACK. I mean, not really... because after all I always try to take a lesson from any kind of experience but that one in particular was a total waste of time and energy that I could’ve put somewhere else.

8. best book/book series of the year?

Unfortunatelly I didn’t read that much this year and I usually don’t keep up with new book releases.

9. best television series?

The Haunting of Hill House

10. how was your love life this year?

I hoped that this year would have been a game changer for me but I got heartbroken again.

11. what made you cry the most this year?

QUEEN. I’ve been crying like a bitch for the past 2 months. Those were tears of love and frustration, so that's fine, I regret nothing haha!

12. biggest regret of the year?

Procrastinating too much and wasting my time and money on certain people.

13. best movie of the year?

Oh man, that’s a tough one too! As for the books, I don’t catch up immediately on the new releases, so I usually tend to watch movies from the last year. The only 2018 movies I watched so far and that I loved are Black Panther and Bohemian Rhapsody. The one from 2017 that I watched this year and absolutely LOVED is Dunkirk. 

14. favourite place you travelled this year?

Poland! Actually it was just a small holiday to my home town but it was amazing and I had the best time of my life with my cousins.

15. did you make any new friends?

Yes! A lot! 

16. did you learn anything about your sexuality this year?

Yes, the final confirmation that I’m bi as fuck.

17. what are some hobbies that you developed?

Nothing in particular, I think I just enhanced some things that I already liked doing.

18. what surprised you the most this year?

That my best friend doesn't like Bohemian Rhapsody, the song. The treason. The heartbreak.

19. do you look different from the beginning of the year?

Idk, you tell me 😂 Left: December last year. Middle: existential crisis in November 2018. Right: Christmas 2018, Lady In Black, oil on canvas.

20. how did this year treat you in general?

I feel like it was a solid 50:50. I’ve got some up’s and down’s but overall I’m ending this year motivated and more confident than I was starting it.

21. what message would you give yourself at the beginning of the year?

Do your own thing and:

22. has your fashion style changed this year?

Yes! I feel like I finally understood what I want my wardrobe to look like - which is mostly ‘70s-’80s inspired fashion with some hints of modernity.

23. one of the best meals you’ve had this year?

Everything I ate during my holiday in Poland! There is a restaurant in Wrocław called Konspira which makes typical Polish meals. The interior design is totally inspired by the ‘80s and Solidarność + they play '80s Polish music. I love it! It's probably my favourite restaurant I've been so far! Take a look: 

24. who has made the biggest impact in your life this year?

Myself. Also Freddie Mercury is still my true spiritual guide 💫

25. what’s one thing that you hope will continue next year?

I hope I'll keep growing up, both mentally and spiritually, and that I will work hard on things that I want to achieve. This year I will do whatever the fuck I want to be happy and:

#:') #long post #asks #2018