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gomzwrites · 10 months

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✧✿✧˖° Chocolate °˖✧✿✧

Hello heLLOO! *waves excitedly over a round table* come come I have tea and dessert for everyone *pulls out a few chairs*

Alright, so. Some of my thoughts first regarding the Academic AU

I wrote this fic longer than intended because I was going heavy with the details and plot

Though I am wondering if this kind of smut is welcome here, because I've let a few of my friends to read it and gotten mix responses, some said it was lengthy while some said they liked it

Personally, I was trying to walk readers through the entire process, and since its the first encounter/$ex scene, I wanted to show the small details to indicate some stuff

Initially I was going to write like virgin reader for the innocent sake. but that will make my fic longer WHEEZE-

I ended up hinting the "innocent" part with the floral pattern on the brief, well I say hint but idk if that was obvious lmfao anyways-

not to say I dont like longer fics, but the longer I write, the more mistakes im gonna encounter (if you can't tell already, i struggle a lot with grammar lol)

In the end after much consideration, ive cut down heavily on the smut and condensed to what we have now and Im okay with it, tho I would like to hear your thoughts (send me anonymously if you're shy, or just comment, I dont bite I promise :D)

Okay, *pours everyone a cup of tea*, some headcannons and notes

So, as you all can tell, there was a hint of mlm there of Price x Simon, not sure how everyone think about it but I for one eat that shit up

Now, I did gave some thoughts about the subjects Price and Simon teach, in the end though I decided to leave it blank because I couldn't be sure

See im from Asia so the education system here is extremely different from the UK/US, and I got kinda confused and overwhelmed with the choices XD so I just left it blank

I was going to write them with STEM majors, but eeerrr Idk, cant really picture Price or Simon as engineer or medicine lecturers(iykyk)(rise up my STEM sisters and brothers-)

Perhaps you can give me some thoughts about it, I was thinking something about History for Price, then something about Linguistic/Statistic/Psychology for Simon

Okay, Gaz also made an appearance on the fic((of course he did, my precious bb)), now for him I have a solid idea to make him Pharmacology based or at least somewhere along the healthcare sector, hence the Dr

I might, also bring Soap in the future, but I dont know how or what his role will be yet (gym tutor? physical therapist?)

Will I make this into a poly thing? Im not sure, probably not XD but I might do a special moment with Gaz bcuz im that bias

oh yeah, forgot add on, but yes there's a reason for the name changes(Mr Riley to Simon) and name that stayed (Prof Price), its just to further show that Price has the power and all the sayings (you know cuz he is the Captain originally so I wanted to bring that over)

You wanna call him John? mmmm that's gonna take some convincing and time >:)

Lastly, some future plans (no promises) - nsfw here

many h0rny, many ideas, many tired

anyways, Im thinking of xreader individually fic(like Price x you then Simon x you separately), then eventually building it up to both of them destroying you in threesome manner (lovingly)

I want. I want to write Price being mEAN YALL-

Like him bullying you and putting a vibrat0r inside you and force you to come out to write something on the board in front of everyone, dialing up the intensity as you try your hardest not to cum right there

or or or or or

thinking about c0ckwarming under his desk- raaasdajdgajdh

then Simon...oh sweet sweet Simon

Im thinking maybe dom!reader, just a maybe.

Riding him until he's a whimpering sobbing mess

Idk if anyone remembered, but u know this part?

yeah, maaaaaybe Simon has that exhibitionism kink

so lets abuse that shall we

thinking of doing it in the car park/in his car, you giving him head under the steering wheel as he pulls down the car window slightly to talk to a student who just wanted to chat

Poor him trying to be calm and steady his tone as his knuckles turned white, hands clammy as you suck harder, not giving a damn if you're going to draw attention

or or or or or or or

going back to the riding part, tying him up with his tie, not letting him touch you as you ride that dick like your life depends on it, you hear him begging and whimpering, bucking his hips up desperately

im very unwell

ANYWAYS, ye so far, these are the only ideas I have atm, but don't expect me to write it so soon haha

If im gonna be honest, this blog was created when I had a massive art block, and then somehow (even until today!!) my soft fics blew up and ye it escalated from there

not really but also- If you see me write a fic, its usually bcuz im struggling with art, likewise if you followed me on @gomzdraws or twitter, you would notice im more active cause I think for me, drawing is easier than writing

im grateful to be able to express in two mediums tho, even tho I suck at it haha

but I do sincerely want to make this into a series, so I thank everyone for being patience with me, I appreciate it

Ogeh, *brings out a briefcase* recommendation time

if you like Prof AUs, then boi do I have some fics for you here in tumblr

Guyfierii has a long Prof series and they're wonderful

mehh141's amAZING PROF PRICE ART IM CRYING-

Shroomie (one of the first few blog I was exposed to when I started reading cod fics :D) made 2 Prof fics as well - sadly I dont think they're active since April because of uni :(

ajhdkadh sleepyconfusedpotato, the god of both being a great artist and oc!fic writer made a post a while ago about tf141 possible Professor headcannons - give it a look if ya interested

that is all from me, and btw don't feel obligated to comment or send me a text or anything!! The fact that you made it till the end is already making me happy :D thanks for reading my babbling and points LMAO

Have a nice day/night friends :)

#gomzspeaks #academic au

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roteitbad · 2 years

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pano naman ako? Nahulog na sa iyo.(translation: what about me? I've already fallen for you)

Ayato x itto songfic kasi putangina nyo.(translation: coz fuck u all)

Guide: bold and italics - tagalog, subscript and italics - translation

ooc everyone🥰

Ik that this song is usually reserved for thomato but LIKE

Ive grown to love you and you're leaving me. TYPE OF DYNAMIC.

Setting the scene: itto and ayato are already friends here and like been known each other for some time now. They both have romantic attraction for each other

Arataki Itto is not dumb(well-) while he sees friendship with the commissioner not impossible. Being his lover is another story. Still he probably had a small crush over sir kamisato thats covered by his admiration of the man.

Itto, knows what other people think of him, and frankly it doesnt bother him THAT much hahahaha... But still, him being a lover to ayato would mean he needs to mind his reputation. He believes that he is the best, just not the best in terms of being by ayato's side. He would have to leave everything he already is for the sake of his beloved.

So he settles for friends. Thats as far as possible. He would be happy with it. He calls his little crush as just admiration for the glorious yashiro commissioner. But it doesnt hurt to indulge in this admiration for a bit does it?

Kamisato Ayato loves his "bro." He used to only tolerate the loud man but after hearing through itto's rambles, he cant help but appreciate them. As he was the heir to and is now the yashiro commissioner, he only ever lived in monochrome sounds. He's to never misplace his laughter or to spill when he's supposed to be strong. So to befriend someone who's volume is always at at least 80. It was bothering at first, but slowly he came to love it. He came to love itto

He sees his bro's small advances at him. Always inviting him out, especially in very stressful times. Dedicating beetle fights to him even tho he most likely will loose. And they all could be just friendly gestures, if it weren't for the loving gaze itto gives him. A gaze that is filled with only love for him.

The day ayato decides to fully love itto back, was also the day itto decides to move on. Ayato would sigh and smile at his decision, while itto talks to other people to try to fill the hole in his heart that's made for ayato. And it is painfully obvious..

"Hello there, Itto, usually at this hour you would be pulling me out from my office through the window. Hehe"

"Oh-! Yea uhm as your "bro" i couldnt let you just be cooped up there ya know? Though i am a bit busy these days so u gotta just keep that in mind, alright?"

"huh,, you're busy?"

"mhmm yea, got people to meet and stuff. Plus the tenryou commision is kindaa on my tail these days. Not that i have one haha"

"..."

"heyy dont worry! We'll hang out soon! Just gimme some time alright?"

"Whatever you say, bro"

They both laugh, and went seperate ways, but both felt the same ache in their chests.

Itto knows that ayato wants to love him back, but ayato shouldnt. He must go now, so that ayato doesnt do so.

alam kong sanay bumitaw ang isang tulad mo. Lalayo na ba ako?

Poor ayato, the man he decided to love gave up on him. All because that itto believed he isn't the one that should be by his side

(i know that you're the type to give up easily. Should i go now?)

pano naman ako? Nahulog na sa iyo.

(what about me? I've already fallen for you)

binitawan mo lang ba talaga ako?

(did you really just let me go like that?)

"Itto please, i love you. Why can't you accept me? You loved me longer than i have, ive seen the way you look at me. I-"

"Ayato, you.. you shouldn't"

"You're the yashiro commissioner! Im.. im the dumb oni that creates havoc with his gang. I cant even dream of being your lover ya know?"

"Itto my status has no worth compared to you-"

"That's why! I don't want you sacrificing,, anything just to love me. Especially something as important as you being part of the tri-commision."

"so please.. you can't-"

"You're giving me up.. for something as stupid as a position?"

"you know best that it's not just a position to you, ayato!"

"..."

"i gotta go now, ayato. See you, when i see you"

i have no idea how to end it just- HAVE IT

#ayato x itto #ayaitto #genshin impact #arataki itto #kamisato ayato #ayato kamisato #genshin itto #genshin ayato #was2skerdtop0stth1s #songfic

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oscar-mildes · 4 years

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elvira you know I always see what you're hiding in the tags,, I will always read it if you answer all of them abhsjdbs

nev you asked for this and im going to go thru with it bc im an oversharing idiot like oh you asked me how’s the weather i will tell you about all my trauma instead :D

What do you identify as and what are your pronouns? i’m cis yo i’m she/her. i’m biromantic ace. thats the label i would put on it i guess. i really just refer to myself as gay bc i like pretty boys who look like girls and pretty girls and pretty nb and queer people and basically i just like pretty people ajsfbjf

How did you discover your sexuality, tell your story? theres no story to it. no epiphany or realization. i just always was ok with thinking that girls were pretty and that gay people are cool and it wasnt until recent years that i was like oH SHIT AM I GAY

Have you experienced being misgendered? What happened and how did you overcome it? no i guess bc i’m a girl and id as a girl and have a very obvious girl body

Who was the first person you told, how did they react? i guess my best friend. we’re both very ok with gay shit and we just always made comments about pretty girls and now we’re both pretty gay. i like my big tiddie anime girls and she likes her pretty kpop girl bands

Describe what it was like coming out, what did you feel? i’ve only “come out” to some of my friends. i would NEVER in my LIFE even imagine telling my mom i like girls. shes homophobic Like That

If you’re out, how did your parents/guardians/friends react? uhh see above. my mom, stepdad, family members are all homophobic. hispanics in general are Like That rip. i think my dad would be the most ok with it but he lives in mexico and i dont talk to him often anyway. doesnt matter

What is one question you hate people asking about your sexuality? i hate when people ask me about the ace part. like they have a bigger problem about my not wanting to have sex over the liking girls part tbh. sometimes it’s difficult for me to even describe where i am on the ace spectrum. it’s honestly the more difficult part

Describe the style of clothing that you most often wear. basic nerd. you know those fics like “she dressed in a black t-shirt, skinny jeans, and all star converse” yea that she is me

Who are your favourite lgbt+ ships? ajkfj this is a good question and canon wise i love Ash and Eiji from Banana Fish, Uenoyama and Mafuyu from Given, Nezumi and Shion from No. 6, and Simon and Baz from Carry On. Not canon i love Kurama and Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho, Izuku and Todoroki from My Hero Academia, and Inosuke and Tanjiro from Demon Slayer. Note how most of them are anime i

What does makeup mean to you? Do you wear any? i dont really wear any bc im lazy. if you like it you do you but idrc for it? except for lipstick i LOVE lipstick i have all the colors. i wear it so it distracts people from the rest of my face

Do you experience dysphoria? If so, how does that affect you? ...no

What is the stupidest thing you’ve heard said about the lgbt+ community? i live in the south so ive heard tons of shit talk about gay people. i dont really have any that stand out. my mom just likes to say that we’re going to hell :D so let’s give em a show ay

What’s your favourite thing about the lgbt+ community? i guess i like how we find solidarity in each other just bc we’re not straight. most of the lgbt+ folks i know are pretty chill about everything

What’s your least favourite thing about the lgbt+ community? terfs but they dont count

Have you ever been to your cities pride event? Why or why not? i live in a small town and i could never sneak out of my house for that bc i still live with my mom so no

Who is your favourite lgbt+ Icon/Advocate/Celebrity? theres so many big celebrities now that id as lgbt+ but im going old school and loving my man, my tumblr url namesake mr Oscar Wilde. my man got put in jail for sodomy

Have you been in a relationship and how did you meet? lmao never bc im mean, ugly, and terrible at talking to people irl. i had a bf in middle school? but bc i was 12 i dont count it

What is your favourite lgbt+ book? Carry On and the sequel Wayward Son. (very anxiously waiting for book 3 Anyway the Wind Blows come on Rainbow Rowell)

Have you ever faced discrimination? What happened? for being gay? no. bc im not really out. ive faced discrimination for being a brown woman tho :)))

Your Favorite lgbt+ movie or show? yall i love gay anime: Given, Banana Fish, No. 6, Yuri on Ice yeee. i dont really watch tv with real people but i think that Brooklyn 99 does a very good job with Holt and Rosa yall im love Rosa

Who are some of your favourite lgbt+ bloggers? theres bloggers??? um idk i love u nev so you count right @why-do-you-pick-flowers

Which lgbt+ slur do you want to reclaim? for a while everyone was mad as hell about “im gay for ___” and idk im gay for everything so thats a “slur” i use for myself

Have you ever gone to a gay bar, or a drag show, how was it? ive never gone omg i’d probably be intimidated as hell like i have a lot of problems just existing so to be existing around very flamboyant and extravagant people like that makes me break into a nervous sweat

How do you self-identify your gender, and what does that mean to you? ive always felt like a girl even tho my mom always said “oh you like boy things??? you should have been born a boy” but like, your likes and dislike dont determine your gender. i like “boy” things and “dress like a boy” but i dont FEEL like a boy. ive never had any desire to become a boy or id as a boy. gender is a social construct fuck society

Are you interested in having children? Why or why not? i have a very complicated relationship with children. babies are ugly and toddlers are annoying but i feel like if i had children i would love them obviously because theyre mine. this is gonna be a weird analogy but like i dislike cats. BUT i have cats. and i love the fuck outta them. so i feel like thatd be me with kids. but im ace so like.... who would even have kids with me. i could not. pregnancy seems like a hassle and adoption is... i have thoughts on that but thats for a different post. also i can see myself being married and not having children OR having kids without a spouse. theres just something complicated about having both??? maybe im just fucked in the head idk bro

What identity advice would you give your younger self? you dont hate girls you like them, dumbass

What do you think of gender roles in relationships? fuck gender roles. get pegged, bros. i also have a very specific dynamic if i ever got into a relationship (which you know. wont happen) but like if i dated a guy i feel like i’d be very top. a MAN telling ME what to do??? fuck that. but if i dated a pretty girl??? top me pls

Anything else you want to share about your experience with gender? i think ive already said too much oh god someone is gonna look at this and be like what the FUCK but like lmao dont be afraid to ask me i apparently have no shame

What is something you wish people know about being lgbt+? it’s scary at first because you think “im not normal” but like pray tell me what is normal. do what makes you happy. fuck society

Why are proud to be lgbt+? i’m comfortable with the people i like. i might not be very confident and i have depression, anxiety, self esteem issues, probs adhd or ocd idfk but at least i know if i see a pretty girl or smth im gonna be like wow that girl is pretty and have no bad thoughts about it. it’s just how it be. after a lot of dissecting my past behavior, ive always been this way. you cant change who you are. just accept it

#asks #nev you asked for this #oversharing??? me??? never #lgbt stuff #im gay yall

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jedifighterpilot2727 · 6 years

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Hi! I've seen these posts lately about a SG crew member that's answering questions about the show and its future developments and since I think you're very kind and smart I want to ask you something: this guy is saying A LOT of important stuff, about Lena being evil, Kara revealing as sg to her, about part of the writers being supercorp supportive...but how do we know that he's not just messing with us? I mean, he could have made it all up with no reason, I don't know if I should believe him lol

This is long, but bear with me!

So, I was actually thinking about this yesterday, and it could go a lot of ways! BUT keep in mind while a lot of the stuff this person said SEEMS to be spoilery and ground breaking - a lot of it is a gimme.

Katie being super nice to the crew? I’m pretty sure it’s been said before about other shows she’s been on that she’s pretty much an angel! Chris being nice? I don’t like his character, and putting aside his opinions about his character, He’s probably a nice guy (I don’t think Melissa would date an asshole). Chyler being nice? Oh hands down, I wouldn’t even question it!

Katie and Chris being friends? There are plenty of photos of them all out together so it’s really not a stretch!

Lena being evil? The potential for Lena being evil will be around as long as she’s on the show. Do I think it’s out of character and improbable? yes, but keeping her gray keeps ppl guessing and it’s a subpar writing technique to draw in views and keep people guessing!

Now, let’s talk about the ‘big reveal’ - about how half of the writers are pro-supercorp and it would totally be a thing if not for one producer.

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It’s pretty much a given that at least some of the writers ship supercorp or at least would make it happen if possible. I mean, as a writer, you want to give your audience what the want! and it’s pretty obvious they want supercorp! plus, look at the supercorp interactions! it would be nearly impossible to write that many chemistry inducing scenes between two characters and not know what you’re doing. (at the beginning, maybe, but now?)

As far as who is not allowing supercorp to be canon … it could be a lot of factors! The EP, the network, DC, etc. Naming out the specific producer to me is a little odd, especially given how … militant certain aspects of the fandom are. (I mean ive already seen some pretty violent posts about her - completely uncalled for btw DON’T DO THAT!)

Now, as for ‘the informant’ - there are several options, all of which are plausible:

A legit crew member of the show who’s telling the truth.

A legit crew member of the show who’s making things up just to mess with ppl. (least plausible in my opinion)

A legit crew member who’s being fed lines by the higher ups to incite a reaction out of the fandom (aka queer baiting)

A supercorp fan - wanting to stir things up, and drawing off pretty easily deductible facts to do so.

Some one who just wants to get attention, anon or not.

In the end, it doesn’t really matter what the person said, it all depends on the writers! If they want to sneak in SC scenes, they’ll sneak in SC scenes. If they want to leave it up in the air about Lena being evil, they’ll leave it up in the air. If they want the SG reveal to cause a rift, it will! It’s all up to them!

NOW, the one thing I will say I agree with 100% no matter who this person is - writing in to the writers, tweeting the show, talking to the cast - is SO MUCH MORE EFFECTIVE if you say it nicely, calmly, politely, and you come from a place of how it relates to you personally.

Saying ‘I’m a bisexual woman who would love to be represented by Supergirl being shown as a bisexual woman’ will do worlds more good than screaming about how much you hate Chris’ hairline.

Saying ‘I’m a lesbian and it bothers me how Lena is so queer coded and yet she is always seen with a man’ is much more effective than yelling out hate for actors.

Saying ‘I’m upset that Kara’s relationship with a black man was written off just to put her with a white character whose relationship with her is abusive; and now said black man is being pushed off on the queer coded character when they both deserve better’ is bound to do more good than going about starting fan wars.

Saying ‘I am extremely disappointed that a show that started out being about female empowerment can now barely pass the bechdel test’ has more weight that spamming twitter with hate.

tl;dr - whether or not this person is legit, we as a fandom can do so much better in explaining what we want (and are more likely to get what we want) if we don’t act like assholes.

Remember when you were little and you wanted something and you’d scream and cry and your mom would say ‘Well if you asked nicely I’d give it to you but if you’re going to act like this then we can leave without you getting anything?

Well this is me, the fandom mom, and I’m saying please stop acting like jerks in the middle of the grocery store! Stop your kicking and screaming and ask for it politely before they make us leave without buying anything!

#long post #sorry i had a lot to say #supergirl

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