#i wanna cry im so proud of myself omg🥺 | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

early20sfailingplenty · 2 years

Note

Idk how many people i can request for but I'd like to request notes for @pharmacykeys and @imbleedin-out. Encouragement or just something sweet (also not sure who they'd prefer the notes from) (but I'd also like to request a note for you because you're amazing and so caring and I want you to have the encouragement you deserve so anything you'd like to hear at this moment from any or all of the brothers 💖)

OMG nonnie this is the sweetest ask!! I thought for a long time about what to write for Riri and Lily and I think I finally found something for the both of them! I think Riri would prefer Lester and Lily, Bo, but if that's wrong then please let me know and I'll write you lovely people a note from someone else!!! AND OMG NONNIE FOR ME TOO???? You're very kind🥺🥺🥺 thank you so so much omllll if there's anything YOU want nonnie then please don't be shy to follow this up with an ask for you, too!💖💖💖

For Riri (@pharmacykeys)

Hey sweetpea,

I'on remember the last time I left y'somethin' to keep a'hold of 'til I come home so I figured I'd do somethin' now. Why not tell y'everythin' every moment I can? S'not like I ever had someone I could talk to 'fore y'came swannin' into m'life. Yep, was jus' me an' sometimes Jonesy – Vincent's good mood depending – on them same ol' roads, day in an' day out. Ain't got no one t'talk to 'cept me an' I get bored o'my own voice after a while.

Tha's one of the many reasons m'so grateful t'ya', darlin'... listenin' t'me an' makin' me feel like I matter. Like everythin' I say is worth 'memberin' an' like y'don't know what y'll do wit'out me, jus' like I'on what I'd do wit'out you, either. Was long an' lonely days wit'out you... never though I'd find someone like you. Jus' look at'cha, darlin'. Beautiful.

M'real proud o'ya, darlin', an' don't'cha ever forget it. Don't want you ever feelin' bad 'bout y'reself, not for anythin' or anyone.

Love ya', sweetpea, an' I'll be back 'fore y'know it.

Lester.

For Lily (@imbleedin-out)

M'darlin',

M'chest is achin' right now an' I know it's 'cause o'ya. Everythin's cause'a you. Town's tidier, neater. Lester smiles more. Vincent eats more than he used to – I ain't so worried 'bout him now. Used to have'ta practically shove food down 'im jus' t'make sure he remembered to eat. Jonesy's got a new friend... and you already know what you've done to me, for me and 'cause'a me.

World's a bit brighter, bit bigger, wit' you here, an' I ain't afraid to say it in as many ways as I think I gotta' 'fore it really gets in and sinks in there.

I've seen you go far from here, do so much and keep tryin' no matter what shit's thrown at'cha, an' even though sometimes y'shaky on yer' feet, you still move an' that's really incredible. M' proud o'ya. Y'always come home to me, to your Bo, an' I'on know but m'sick of tryna' question it. Ain't gonna do that anymore, jus' gonna accept an' enjoy it.

Enjoy the good things 'fore they're gone.

M'always your Bo, an' I got'cha back.

Bo.

And... for lil' ol' me, I just wanna know they're proud of me and they love me and that they see me, even the things I don't say out loud or share. They see the way I jump at loud noises and raised voices, they see the clenched fists and closed eyes when someone gets too close to me, they see the way I wash my hands and then wash them again if I touch a texture I don't like or if someone touches me without asking me first, they see me and they love me, and they're here. They don't want me going without a night light or with unbrushed and unbraided hair and they'll help me to help myself. They see me sobbing and then putting on the song Bo plays in the garage and then crying harder and Bo shakes his head, scoffs lightly and pulls me in for a hug (if I trust deeply, you don't gotta ask to touch me and the Sinclairs would definitely be involved in that). I want them to know I love them and I want them to tell me that I show them all the time, that I don't have to keep trying to show it because they know and I can relax now, they're not going anywhere. I just want them to know me and to love me anyway...because I look at them and then I look at me and my brain just cannot compute. They wouldn't be lucky to have me, they'd be settling. I would be the lucky one and I'd try so hard to take care of them and be everything they need and want. 🥺😭💖

#slasher letters #bo sinclair x reader #lester sinclair x reader #erika sinclair #erika x vincent

17 notes · View notes

youichi-kuramochi · 3 years

Note

I- I don't even know what to say. I actually would have been able to finish long time ago but I just could not continue after that scene. I WAS FULL ON SOBBING HAVING A WHOLEASS BREAKDOWN OMGG HE GOT THE ACE NUMBER HES THE FUCKING ACE I WAS JUST ASGSJDJDDKDLDL

Just as that scene came up I just had to stop I could not keep going on and each time I tried to continue I started crying. IM SO FUCKING PROUD OF HIM. I felt bad for furuya but OMG MY BABY IM CRYING AGAIN

And omg I love Amahisa he's so cutee I wanna join his LINE group 🥺🥺 And Misawa being Misawa the whole time 🥺❤

I kinda figured out how Sawamura's first match would go but im just 😭😭😭 It's okay baby you can do better next time is what I said BUT WHERE THE HELL IS THE REST VIV??? THAT'S IT??? THAT'S IT??? WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY JUST ENDED LIKE THAT?? WHERE IS THE NEXT SEASON 😭😭😭

I even started reading the manga after it cuz I couldn't stop seeing them.

Imma now go rb all the daiya posts from you. I'll put them to queue so you won't get bombarded with notes. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT'S IT??!!! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE

I just wanted to say thank you so much for getting me into daiya. This changed my life and I love all of them so fucking much. I'm gonna miss them so much i didn't even want to watch the last episode cuz that meant the end. Thank you so so much 🥺🥺❤❤❤❤❤❤

RIGHT????? RIGHT!!!!!?!??!?!?!?!????!?!???? LIKE BRO THAT EP. THE FUCKING. THE MONTAGE WITH GO EXCEED PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND. I remember watching it with bf when it aired and both of us just YELLING I am SO PROUD like FINALLY HIS TIME HAS COME WE LOVE TO SEE IT.

amahisa my BELOVED......... the boy just wants to have friends in a group chat he’s so cute :’)

ADKLJFLAKSDJFS YOU SOUND LIKE BF AND I MEAN THAT IN THE KINDEST MOST LOVING WAY POSSIBLE LMAO at least once a week he turns to me like so when’s daiya coming back huh asldkfjlaksdf but I know what you mean they really just. ended it. LMAO I’m reading the manga too now lol though I’m a crazy person and I can’t just like. start where the anime left off bc idk Reasons and Rules in my brain so I started from ch1 of act ii so it’s uhhhhhh slow going but I’m working on it!! and I hope u have a great time with the manga!! I think terajima-sensei is a lovely visual storyteller and there are so many stunning panels and stuff!! (and bc I physically Cannot stop myself from looking at spoilers........... many good moments to come after where the anime left off 👀👀👀)

I am SO HAPPY you enjoyed daiya so much!!!!! I really really think it’s SO underrated. the characters and the story and EVERYTHING is just. so good. and it made me learn baseball rules better than literally anything else in my life which bf, a former baseball player, is forever ELATED by. I’m so glad you gave it a shot it’s like. my only goal in life to get more people to watch and enjoy daiya and it’s been a treat getting to re-experience it all for the first time through you :’))))))

#*BANGING POTS AND PANS TOGETHER* WATCH DAIYA Y'ALL IT'S SO FUCKING GOOD!!!!!!#also I don't read much daiya fic BUT if ur into kuraryou............ BOY HOWDY do I have some recs for u #(feel no obligation to say yes tho I am just. putting that out there. for anyone. just. just saying.)#(I love them uhh. a Totally Normal Amount......................)#daiya spoilers #text #ask #deathbyfiction

8 notes · View notes

limerancy-fics · 2 years

Text

Anonymous asked: oh my godddd im crying reading the end of that fic like a middle aged auntie clutching my pearls i swear ti GODDD THE WAY YOU WRITE THEMMMM its over, I LOVE LOVE LOVE WEDDINGS SO MUCH, AND IT WAS SO SWEET IVE ALWAYS LOVED HOW THEY LOVEE YES CARMEN IS SO ADORABLE AND FUNNY !!!!!!! CARMEN is the best wingman,,, you write them so well they belong together *slaps rhe xiaoven* these two can fit SO much love in them yahh ,,. the locket is making me throw up for real i felt like i was sitting in that wedding witnessing that im soooo proud of them for what they overcame and THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS😭😭 FOR MY LIFE 😭😭 the comfort your writings brought to so many people is astronomical and i hope only good things will happen to you!!!!! ok gushing and simping done i have many questions ya: 1 _ did venti toss a bouqete and if yes who got the bouquet ^_^^^ 2 _ do u have pics for what they were wearing i just wanna see it for myself 3 - what part of the fic did you enjoyed writing the most !! 4 - 3 MONTHS OF WORK IS CRAZY would you ever consider publishing this fic into a book.. 🥺🥺🥺🥺

— AAAHHHHHHH im SOBBING over them theyre so sweet n in love!!!!! when i had the idea for the locket i LOST MY MIND i knew exactly what was gonna be on both sides they rlly belong together wow.....

I LOVE CARMEN SO MUCH HE'SSO CUTE AND SWEET HE'S SUCH A LITTLE SHIT BUT I LOVE HIM N HE LOVES HIS BROTHERS N THEY LOVE HIM WOW

they overcame so much so proud of them....they deserve happiness for the rest of their lives n all their other lives only chuu n cope here no angst whatsoever nope!!!

i'm so glad everyone's enjoying this n i'm so glad i can bring ppl comfort w them just like they bring me comfort :']

1 - yes!! i imagine it was a mix of traditional n modern wedding so there was a bouquet toss (n so many other things i wish i had the energy to write... flower girls hu tao yanfei xiangling.... carmen being the dj and playing the same song they danced to for prom... just so many good interactions between everyone...) n i think, just for funsies, xingqiu is the one who caught the bouquet ;p

2 - nothing super specific, but i liked the look of these

3 - that's a toss up!! i rlly liked writing baby xv they are so cute omg.....but i also rlly liked all the tender moments they had n the sappy romantic lines!!! i also rlly liked writing the end scene they are so domestic......and also the scene in the bathroom where they traumatize poor carmen that was rlly funny asjdfaksjdnfakjd

4 - YEAH THREE MONTHS????? feels like it's barely been any time at all tbh...n honestly?? probs not!! publishing would require money n i don't wanna take money from ppl. i might be willing to create a formatted version that ppl could use as an ebook? or smthn? or use to get a physical copy idkk. w fanfics i rlly rlly like, i usually print them out n bind them myself (still trying to get a big enough workspace to finish them tho...) but that takes a lot of work n skill...there's also a lot of legal issues when it comes to publishing fanfic n getting paid for it/selling it. idk why it's diff from fanart, but it is! there's diff copyright laws n i don't wanna get got! esp since im a student paying money to learn n get good enough to get published myself one day

#comment #aikikyb

1 note · View note

writeiolite · 4 years

Note

🧸 - i have to retake my diploma in a different uni (bc of financial problems) which sucks yk bc all my previous efforts have gone down the drain. i hate my major and it’s really draining studying for something u have no interest in. i haven’t been able to make friends either. the workload is too much so i cried off cam bc i have to endure this for another 3 years :( but college is a privilege ig so i should be grateful.

i just wanna have a break to read manga and play games, to have time for myself n be free from all this

(btw ily this is a rly cute thing ure doing. wish i had someone like u irl)

!!! omg anon holy fuck you’re incredible. i hope you never ever EVER forget that. we all have to do things we don’t like sometimes but to do it for 3 years and be so avidly immersed in it like school demands is rly rly tough, so im amazed that u dedicated to it. you can be upset and still be grateful — being grateful doesn’t compromise the rest of ur humanity!! ur efforts aren’t wasted either! yeah, they may not be used in the way u envisioned and that’s hard in itself, but ik u got rly valuable lessons and skills out of it that u can apply to ur current situation and the rest of ur life too! lots of experiences learned to give perspective and stuff like that. stuff may be dark and that’s fine, but it’s gonna get better. facing disappointments, hardships, pain, etc isn’t easy so be proud of yourself for doing that and making through each day, each class, etc. write little notes in ur phone of what u did each day and when u look back at the end of the week u can see how much u accomplished and attempted even if u didn't finish smth. every little step is smth to pat urself on the back for.

ur gonna find friends too! i’ll be ur friend 🥺we can play games when u have a small break and then get back to work at the same time — it’s a little easier to push through the sour stuff when u know there’s someone else doing smth similar waiting to come out the other side with you. and even if it’s not me, there is definitely someone in your life or soon to be in ur life that will be that person ^^ ik that can sound like i’m talking out of my ass, but life changes so abruptly and so subtly sometimes. if bad things can happen, good things can too.

indulge in some small things. curl up in a warm blanket, eat a mandarin, play your favorite songs and dance, reward yourself often because majoring in a topic you’re not interested in is so fucking hard — i’ve been there and so have other ppl so ur not alone!! if u can’t get out of it, then it’s easy to feel trapped and let that drag u down too, but don’t forget that u can lose a battle and win the war. u can break down and decompress and bounce back whenever ur ready, and myself and others will be there for it all ♡

i fr wish i could squish ur cheeks n then make u smile :< i won’t lie, this made me cry bc i relate so much ASGJASJG so frfr im here for u. i wish i had the answers to make it all better but im here to help as much as possible n ur always free to come here and let it out as much as you want.

(and pls aksjhgkjsh if i could be there for u irl i would in a heartbeat — im sincerely happy to let anyone unload as much as they need here!!! it’s the least i could do for now until i come up with another way to help ♡ ♡ ♡)

#check-in with io #anon #inquire iolite

2 notes · View notes