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Can i just thank you for what you are doing for the merrical community? I am just so thankful we get a fic like this and it is pure GOLD. I always get so excited whenever you post! I know we’re not a very big fandom, but it’s creators like you that really enrich our community. Cannot wait to see what you do with this story! Cal and Merrin better start smooching soon❤️
Omg, anon! This seriously made my like whole life! It is like so, so sweet of you to say all of this. And of course! I am like so happy to be able to share this with fic with y'all. Luckily for you babes, my specialty is like angsty bullshit modern AUs, so voilà! And I completely agree with you that this fandom is amazing with all of the writers, gif makers, and artists that we have! I appreciate all of you out there too! Spread the looooove 🥰🥰🥰
Haha Cal and Merrin will start smooching...uhhhh...not exactly soon...ish, but like...trust me there's gonna be like sooooo much smooching and it's gonna be adorable and dorky and everything! And once that happens they pretty much don't stop smooching and are really bad about covering it up ☠️
Thank you again so much anon for your kind words!
#thanks so much for stopping by and making me tear up#seriously the sweetest#merricals are the bestttt#i'm talking to all of y'alllll#i remember when i started writing this fic i really told myself it wasn't going to be a slow burn#BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHhaha as if i even have the capability#🤡🤡🤡#okay i'll shut up now lol#ask#merrical#qwich
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the ocean and the wind. (3)
ੈ✩‧₊˚ synopsis: tonowari is the ocean and ronal is the wind. where does it leave you?
ੈ✩‧₊˚ notes: y'alllll i am so sorry i'm like a week late. we had like a fuck ton of tests that really made me want to die and we still have more coming up next week aside from our projects. anyways!! part 3 is here. the awaited angst!! hope you guys enjoy this i pulled this out of my ass so quick because i felt bad for leaving you lot for almost two weeks. hope you guys enjoy!!
part 1 ✩ part 2 ✩ part 3 (here!) ✩ part 4 ✩ part 5 ✩ part 6 ✩ part 7 (final part)
Ronal and Tonowari first met when you introduced them to each other after things had calmed down with Tonowari.
They knew each other from the stories you tell of them when you spent time with each of them when things had calmed down with you and him. You told Ronal of Tonowari of who he is to you, of who he actually is behind the title of future Olo’eyktan, with fondness and giggles. You told Tonowari of Ronal of who she is to you, of who she actually is behind her cold and intimidating exterior, with admiration and grins.
They were close and very much dear to you and you’d want nothing more for them to be close to each other as well. You want them to see each other as they see you.
And they did.
You were on the outskirts of the inner island, exiting it as you had just come back from gathering plants with Ronal for your class. Flat and circular baskets full of herbs, plants, and flowers rested against the side of your hips as you two walked. Sands and soil that were beginning to mix pushed back under your steps, leaving light footprints. You could faintly hear the waves of the sea hitting the sands on the shore and the fresh wind that softly nipped at your skin, almost ticking you.
The silence between you two was comforting but a familiar and welcome voice interrupted it.
“[Name],” Tonowari called out to you in a soft voice as he walked to you. He placed his fingers to his forehead and opened it towards you and Ronal as he said his greetings.
“Tonowari! What perfect timing!” you beamed at him and gestured to the girl beside you with your free hand, “Meet a close friend of mine, her name is Ronal.”
They introduced themselves and you watched as Tonowari’s blue eyes slightly widen before they quickly softened. How his ears twitched and the genuine smile on his face displayed his dimples, unlike the usual polite smile he shows to others. You watched as Ronal looked at him in curiosity, her forehead never furrowing nor her green eyes glaring. How her gaze didn’t look away quickly and her tail swayed lightly.
You grinned.
“Come, let us put away our baskets first and talk more.”
The two finally broke eye contact and smiled at you.
.
.
There is an island a bit far from the central island of your clan, the distance just enough to see its outline from afar and near to a village. It was more of a sandbar rather than an island and quite bare compared to the others. There were no trees nor any shrubs, maybe a few seaweeds that would wash up ashore.
Despite its bareness, you never found it boring. This was your’s and Tonowari's island, after all. You found the place in one of your little adventures, swimming far away to see where the way of the water would take you and it led you to the little secret you two would keep for years. You two spent most of your time on this little island of yours, from countless days when you braid each others’ hair and decorate it with the prettiest shells you found and nights when you both lay down and stare under the moons, letting its beauty shine upon you two.
Now, this little secret has been shared with Ronal. It was not a heavy decision unlike it should have been, to let a stranger know something so close to you two. But Ronal is not a stranger. You see her. She sees you. Tonowari sees her. She sees him.
It was amazing to see how fast their friendship grew. Perhaps, they grew closer faster than she had with you. You thought it would take them a long time with Ronal’s shyness and Tonowari’s politeness, but they proved you wrong and you were happy about it. From the very first they met, they had gone along well like an instant connection that has been made from the moment they saw each other.
“You act like a child. A grown child.” Ronal frowned, almost hissing in annoyance as she braids his hair. You two were on the little island, taking a break from all the classes that exhausted you three. You giggled and continued to inspect shells, keeping the ones you approved of in your left palm and placing back the others. Tonowari snorted.
“I am not a child. Which child have you seen is as big as me?”
“I see one in front of me right now.” There was a quick sound of a harsh slap on the skin and you turned at them, giggling once more. Tonowari let out a small hiss of pain and grumbled.
“No, Tonowari is not a child,” you walk over to them and sat in front of him as you placed the collected shells in the small pouch you brought with you. He grinned and before he could reply something along the lines of you being his supporter, you quickly crushed his hopes. “I think a baby would best describe him. A big babe who is lost without anyone to look after him.”
You teased him while you pulled his cheeks and pinched his arms. He let out an exaggerated gasp and you laughed. Even Ronal cannot help but let out a chuckle.
“What betrayal is this, [Name]?” Tonowari let out a groan when Ronal tugged a section of his hair in place when he flailed his arms around.
“Stay still, skxawng!”
“Not until [Name] explains herself of this betrayal!” his arms suddenly engulfed your figure and leaned his weight behind on Ronal. You squealed as you all fell while he just laughed boisterously. Ronal groaned at the heavy weight on top of her and hit Tonowari.
“You id—”
You try to get away but his arms were tight, not giving you a slight chance to escape. You felt bad for her knowing her hits don’t really hurt Tonowari and his ridiculous big muscles and she most likely knew of this as she gave up with a sigh after a few slaps with no effect on him.
You just giggled and leaned down on Tonowari’s chest. Your smile was so wide it was almost hurting your cheeks.
You would never exchange this for anything in the rest of the world.
.
.
“Ronal is such a freak, what does Tonowari even see in her anyway?” You heard a voice say in disdain and disgust as you walked towards the creek where you, Ronal, and Tonowari would meet one night. You had already asked for your parents’ permission and they didn’t mind that it is already evening. Giggles and murmurs followed after. When you heard that, your head immediately turned to the source of the voices.
They were girls who you recognized and there was one in particular whose name you remember. Her name was Letsakx. She had short wavy hair that reached up to her collarbones and was a bit taller than you. She was known for being loud and a bit mean but you never really paid mind to her that much because she hadn't done you any wrong until this moment.
“What did you just say?” You asked her after you walked towards her, confronting her for what she had just said. Her head turned to meet you slowly with her forehead raised and her friends did the same.
“Who even are you?” She sneered.
“I asked you a question. What did you just say about Ronal?” You hissed.
“Oh, how surprising. I didn't expect that freak would have a little friend.” She scoffed. “Surely you would know what an arrogant thing she is, making people cry and pissing them off just because she can.”
“You shut your mouth, she is not arrogant!”
“Pff, what? Poor girl, you must be under her manipulation.” One of her friends said. She had wavy hair braided into a big one with her hair strands poking out. She looked at you in ridicule.
“What manipulation? How dare you say I speak of nonsense when she is truly the nicest girl in this village. How dare you speak of such things about her when you have no idea what she truly is?” You walked closer and closer to her, leaned up to her face and bared your teeth at her.
She hissed at you and you hissed at her as well. You heard her friends circle around you. One glared at you.
“Maybe she's just a freak like Ronal? You can't be friends with her if you aren't one,” the other giggled.
“Wait, I think I know you,” the latter of her friends suddenly said, “You're [Name]. You used to stick to Tonowari’s side before, didn't you?”
“You did?” Letsakx looked at your form up and down before she cackled. “How pitiful, are you clinging to Ronal just for him to have his eyes on you once more?”
“No, what are you talking about—”
“What a sad little thing, can't you see that he’s done with you?” The one who used to glare at you now looked at you with eyes full of mockery.
You opened your mouth to say anything back to them, to snap back at how wrong they were. You three were just close friends. How could Tonowari be done with you and move to Ronal? It doesn't make any sense.
“No, we're all just friends,” you said in a firm voice, trying to steady yourself and not let their words affect you. They speak of lies, they are the one's themselves trying to delude you into thinking of your friends leaving you out.
“Just friends? Don't they make us laugh,” Letsakx scoffed and rolled her eyes before she pointed her finger at your chest and poked it harshly a few times. “I might not like Ronal but at least I know that they are together. They will choose each other when their Iknimaya come.”
You almost stumbled back whether from the harsh pokes or harsh words, you don't know, but they rendered your legs weak. The others came closer to you too.
One put her hands on your shoulders from behind, “Poor [Name], their so-called friend who keeps tailing after them like an annoying little thing.”
“Wake up, [Name]. You will never be with Tonowari when he is with Ronal.”
“We can help you with that, you know? How could Tonowari choose her, a freak—” you pushed them away. You will not tolerate any disrespect to Ronal and Tonowari. You will not tolerate the lies they feed you. You will not tolerate the mock they have of you.
“You three do nothing but assume and assume! Have some shame!” You bared your teeth to them and hissed for the third time. Your ears were pinned back and your tail raised in anger. The anger in you boils stronger than the seed of doubt they planted in you. You walked away from them and you still hear their laughter and scoffs.
“Do come back to us when you finally open your eyes! We promise we won't laugh!” You hear Letsakx say one last time.
You walked away until you heard their laughter faded into nothingness. Until you could only hear the soft crunches of the grass and sand under your feet. The soft whispers of the wind and the trills and chirps of the animals. The soft splashes and the pitter-patter of the water against the rocks as they stream down.
You let out a small whimper at the sight in front of you.
Beyond the creek, they lay so close to each other. Their chest rose and fell, signs of their peaceful rest with one another. Ronal’s head lay on Tonowari’s arm with it wrapped around her head. Her hand was placed on his chest and under his other hand. Their freckles glowed so brightly and — oh, how peaceful and content they looked.
Letsakx’s words rang in your ears and finally, you see it now. The way Eywa’s beauty shined so brightly to them, the way the bioluminescent lights of the plants and the water reflected on their skin. The way the water trickles softly as if not to disturb them and the way the wind provides them with enough coolness so they wouldn’t be hot as they embraced each other.
Memories of them flashed to your head. How Tonowari looked so bright and shined with the sun behind him as he comforted you with your legs halfway in the sea. How he wouldn’t let you go despite your struggles to do so for the best of you two. How Ronal finally saw you as she embraced you, her forehead against yours. How she smiled at you with such softness and gentleness.
You see it now. Why you loved being with them. Why you loved them. You didn’t see them just as your friends. You saw them for who they were. You saw—see—them. You are reminded of your greed. Your envy. It all comes back to you now.
But you are also reminded of how Tonowari and Ronal grew so close so fast, an instant connection that sparked between them. How they see each other so brightly, so gently, so lovingly. It was like they were made for each other. And maybe they were.
You bit your lip. Tonowari wasn’t just enough for you, you also wanted Ronal. You wanted her time and attention as well, why you kept her closer to you than any of your friends. You wanted him, why you avoided him in fear of him knowing your greed for him.
Your teacher’s words rang in your ears. Greed. Selfishness. You are so greedy and selfish. How disgusting you are. And so foolish. So, very foolish. Why have you still not learned your lesson? Were you complacent in Tonowari’s belief in you? Stupid, stupid! It is him, Tonowari. He would never mind it because he is your friend. He is soft. He is kind. He is gentle.
And oh, Eywa, how could you even involve Ronal in your mess? She does not deserve this. He does not deserve this. She needs not anything or anyone to ruin her peace in life once more. Ruin her happiness. How dare you do this to her? To both of them?
You are angry at yourself. Angry for wanting her. For him. For both of them because of your excessive greed that knows no bounds. For roping them into your useless desires.
Your heart thumped so loud and heavy, wanting to rip out of the cages called your ribs and rip out through your chest and bleed so openly. Your ears are pinned back and tears welled up in your eyes. You let them fall, helpless against the raging emotions that you drown in. Your legs were weak and you have never wanted more than to open your mouth and wail but you dare not ruin their peace just because of your ruined one.
You took a step back and turned so quickly. One step. One more. Another. And more after another until your slow steps turned into a run.
Run and run, [Name]. Run and don’t look back. Never look back again. Never dare want them again. Never dare be greedy again.
Oh, Eywa, you begged, is this my punishment for the thoughts and ugliness I have borne in my soul?
I’m so sorry, Great Mother.
I am so sorry, Tonowari.
I am so sorry, Ronal.
You are reminded of how Tonowari is the ocean and how Ronal is the wind. You are reminded of your place.
Between the ocean and the wind, where does it leave you?
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48 hours left!!!! birthday drabbles tease~
for those out of the loop: my birthday is just two short days away, and i'm gonna drop a whole bunch of smutty requested drabbles on y'all so you can celebrate with me!!! 🥳🥳🥳
so let's tease some members and first lines... you tell me which ones you're most excited for... 👀👀👀
hot college roommate yoongi -> "Subletting is fucking annoying."
freaky study buddy jimin -> "You never would’ve anticipated that the shy, quiet kid in your English Lit class would be this much of a freak."
vanilla (but secretly a sub!) boyfriend jungkook -> "As your boyfriend–boyfriend!–settles between your legs, you smile contentedly to yourself."
shameless best friend taehyung -> "Your best friend is a Capricorn, through and through."
jealous fuckboy dom hoseok -> "You know that Hoseok is bad for you."
kinky boyfriend namjoon -> “'You want to get pregnant?!'”
long-distance brat tamer boyfriend seokjin -> "You’re starting to think you might have a kink for watching your boyfriend play video games."
possessive big-dick fuckbuddy jungkook -> “'I wonder what your boyfriend would do if he knew what you were doing right now.'”
handsome stranger taehyung -> "You’re never letting your friend set you up on a blind date again."
dom husband at the office party yoongi -> "Your husband should have known better than to leave you unattended at a party with an open bar."
fwb camming partner jungkook -> "Your comments have been a fucking disaster since you started camming with Jeon Jungkook."
dorky oral sex god hoseok -> "Hoseok is so much better when he's not fucking talking."
aaaaaaaand i have a ~*~namjin threesome~*~ coming for y'all at some point but it needs a little more time to bake hehe 👀 so it shall be dropped when you least expect it~
also i hope this goes without saying but please don't feel obligated to read these all on wednesday just bc that's when they're going up x___x i honestly wouldn't recommend it. you might malfunction from porn overload lmao. i'm gonna be taking a mini-break all week so you have plenty of time to enjoy at your leisure!!!! ok ok that's it love y'alllll xoxoxo
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y'alllll me & the honeys just moved into our first house together!!!
like we went from a disgustingly small one bed & bath apartment to a whole house to ourselves. we have no idea what to do with all this space. of course we still gotta unpack everything but we've never had the chance to make something ours and now we do so it's like. huh?? you're telling me we get to do whatever we want?? this is OURS?!
anyway, i'm just really excited to share that news with you all. i never imagined myself owning a home with my partner (& our two cats + dog) and pursuing my second degree at 21. like that is fr insane to me.
my life has been really hectic the last few weeks and i haven't been able to be super active on any of my socials— with that being said, i am not purposefully going on a hiatus of any sorts nor stepping away from here or any of my other platforms! there have just been a lot of days where i am simpy not allotted any time to talk to you lovely people on here which makes me really sad since i do love to interact & post :(
i'm gonna try my best to respond whenever i get messages or anything, but just know that if it takes a couple days, i promise i'm not ignoring!
as always, love y'all🩷
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Y'ALLLLL
The fucking dream I just had 😭
My extended family on my mom's side gets together to go eat at thus super expensive restaurant for some reason
During our dinner 50 Cent walks in with his wife/partner idk - it had nothing to do with the plot
And I'm the only one under 60 being normal about it
Then my mom and my aunt volunteer me for something that I don't even quite understand and I'm asked to give them a list of 10 celebrities
I don't remember my list but I give it to them and it's revealed that I'm gonna go on like a reality show. And go on dates with 3 of the celebrities on the list and I'm like wtf but okay
TURNS OUT I gave them the list of celebrities of all genders but they choose 3 cis men 😑
I knew the first 2 but the last guy was a surprise (I hope it was Danny)
The first one I found out about was Bill Hader but he was gonna be the 2nd date
DO YOU WANNA FUCKING KNOW WHO WAS THE FIRST DATE?!?
Fucking Esai 😐
They shot a getting ready segment with him and I didn't know he was the first date yet but my aunt was watching the segment and I heard his voice that I unfortunately know too well and looked at the screen to see him
And I immediately go "no fuck that"
During the segment, he was talking about being excited for the date and excited to see me again which like wtf I guess we had already met or knew each other
And I just remember telling my mom and my aunt that I'm not gonna go on a date with him and that I want out of this reality show
But my mom and my aunt were like "you already agreed and we signed the contracts you can't back out now"
And I'm like freaking the fuck out because how am I, a trans person, gonna go on a date on TV with a fucker who is openly transphobic?
So I forced myself to wake up beforehand 😭
I FUCKING REFUSE
But y'all the way that getting ready segment got my 🐱 feeling some type of way 😩
I HATE IT
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Hi guys :D
Ooohp it's the day!!!
Lol mood xdd
Having to be up early but also bc people get up at the same time as me xdd Not out of solidarity though lol
smooch :))
O P E
Y'all don't assume the dog xdd
Yeeeah there's Hoover xD
Ayyy Hen :DD
I don't like that guy he looks haughty
XD
LOL aww Eddie xD
What do you bet like Chris is allergic or something
Go off Hen :DD
OPE skghskdjls theeeere he goes again xD
Why would you assume she was exaggerating lol, I ain't trusting anything about a dog destroying stuff lol
Who next lol?
Btw Hen's just constantly and consistently going off so I'll just put little "Hen <3"s as the clips keep coming up XD
Hen <333
OOP lol "for three hours?"
Wait why does she like it wouldn't she think of all the germs- LOL nevermind, yup XDD
Chimney does not seem regretful xdd
SLFHSJGLDJKS "Weirder than usual" XDD
Poor Eddie lol
Hen :DD <3
XDD We don't even have to see Eddie asking Buck, we just know he dropped him off and was like "here, he's yours now" XDD
Hen :)) <33
Oooop the barking continues xdd
Poor guy xDD
Idk which of those three I'm talking about, Buck, the neighbor, or Hoover xD
All three I guess lol
But cats xD?
Yeeeah I know they're not as loud xDD
Hen :DD <333!!
Wait ahh she's watching the surgery!!! :D That's my girl :)))
Lol, aaand back to Athena and Bobby xddd
Oof, poor guy 😭 xDD
Ahhh Hen!!!
Yeah there's no way she didn't pass xD
Oh hi barbecue lol
Are y'all like trying to find an adoptee for the dog lol?
OHH it's for Hen XDD
DUH, lol
AYYYYYYY HEN PASSED :DDDD!!!! WHOOOO, THAT'S MY GIRL :DDD!!!!!!
I mean we knew she would but still <333
Awww themm :DD 🥰🥰🥰
Hen and Karen :)) I mean but also everyone else lol
Awww seriously though I will miss her too 😭😭😭😭 so much :'(((
We better still see her >:((( xD
Wait where's Buck DID THEY NOT INVITE HIM XDDD
Oh nah there he is lol
Good I didn't think they would xS
Lowkey Buck the outfit is slaying :D
Also I know flannel is more a lesbian thing but.
yk 👀.
Aww yeah no of course y'all'll hang out :')))
You better.
XDD
WAIT AHHHH NAHH Y'ALL CAN'T DO THIS TO ME YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE MONTAGES
NOOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😍😍🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭
Y'alllll 😭😭😭😭😭 <33333
Awwww themmmm :'DDDD
Btw that "ahhh" is both rhyming with the nah and not lol, long and short xD
Anyway
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Y'all can't do this to me :'((((
AWW I'M GONNA REALLY MISS YOU TOO HEN 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Fun fact I actually don't deserve this <3
Like I love her and all and I am so, so proud of her :)) but. Like, I miss her xdd
Already lol <33
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Hi bestieeeee. I'm a Phoenix simp(think this is kinda obvious lol) but gimme your best headcanons for Phoenix with a reader that's kinda dense romantically but is very clearly a simp for him.
omg hi hurri <33
-now we all know this man is a flirt, he's a pretty damn good sweet talker
-so imagine the surprise on his face when you don't react to his flirts much HAHAHA, all he gets is a smile and you walk off
-seeing you not react made you more appealing to him and soon enough, he was head over heels for you
-whenever he can, he'll spend time with you. singing your praises and looking at you all love-stricken.
-he might even get a little physical and brush against your hand when you pass him something or put his hand on your shoulder.
-you don't really know better but what you do know is that you love the joy he brings to your doorstep.
-he can never catch your stare as you watch him show off, your heart skips and your stomach flips when he does his work!!
-he doesn't see the light coat of rose dust on your face because you turn away
-mf- your brain be like "oh he's just being nice to me, he says this everyone all the time" LIKE FAM??? DO YOU SEE HIM FLIRTING WITH YORU OR RAZE? NO.
-he could be HOLDING YOUR HAND. actually TRYING TO BAKE YOUR FAVORITE DESSERT. WATCHING THE SHOWS YOU LIKE JUST TO HAVE AN EXCUSE TO TALK TO YOU- and you would be all "yep just friend tingz"
-jett is so done with both of y'alls bs like omg open up ur eyes dumbasses
-at some point she just drags the both of you into the main room like:
jett: *throws you both into the living room and picks up a megaphone*
jett: Y'ALLLLL. DOES PHOENIX LIKE [Y/N]??
everyone in the room: *nods*
jett: AND DOES [Y/N] LIKE PHOENIX??
everyone in the room: *nods*
jett: *turns to the both of you, then storms tf off*
-when you asked him if it was true he was so dumbfounded lol
-he just pulls you into a kiss, then responds with a little question of his own
-"do you think it's true now (;?"
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So I felt like snooping after seeing those horrendous pictures and did a little reading on girlboss today, and y'alllll. I have to share lol
I asked what her current energy is today, and immediately the death card flew out. Death typically represents something coming to an end, some kind of failure, one door closing and another opening.
I asked for clarification on what's coming to an end, and the three of pentacles came out, which talks about collaboration and working with others to create something...👀 something she's been involved with is definitely ending. I think it's safe to say that her ridiculous antics could be part of the reason. I'm thinking maybe the stunt is on its last legs and she may have tried to get them to continue for longer, but they're refusing. Remember that weird dinner/business meeting from the other day?
And because I'm nosy, I asked if she's starting to receive negative karma for her actions, and the eight of swords flew out. It represents feeling trapped and anxious in a situation, an inability to grow. It came out reversed, which also hints at wanting to place the blame on other people. Sounds like she's feeling stuck because of all of the shit she's pulled, thinking she was going to come out on top and realizing she's further down than where she started. But she's not interested in admitting it's her own fault, which wouldn't surprise me if true.
And honestly even without tarot, she looks awful in those pictures and I can't help but feel a little giddy that it's a good sign lmao
I LOVE THIS!!!!!!
🌙🐈⬛✨🖤
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