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#idk i took a cool shower i’ve been drinking water i sat under the fan for a while
cetoddle · 9 months
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i’ve had a migraine for 7 hours straight btw . but i stay silly
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pockpop · 5 years
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to fall in love 02 | kim taehyung
➢ summary: in the end, he loves you and you love him, as long as you do then anything is possible.
➢ genre: seriously just fluff, I mean maybe some angst if you reaallly look(?) but we fluffy around here hehe
➢ a/n: my views on how I wrote this are mixed hahaha so I might end up rewriting it idk but I do hope you like this loves!
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part one | part two | part three
your relationship with taehyung was like honey. sticky and sweet, messy at times but you constantly come back for more. it took a lot for you to open him up but once you did, he was always something unpredictable.
his love was a rare one indeed and he never let any insecurities or flaws of yours stop him from showering you in his love. no matter what the fans said, family, friends, his puppy love towards you had become something deeper and you felt it.
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you knocked on the door of taehyung’s designated art room, which was really the spare room in your apartment. moments later you were greeted with the sound of his gruff,”come in.”
opening the door slowly, you looked around with familiarity at the canvas decorated room. paints and brushes were collectively scattered everywhere and he sat in the middle of the room with his back to you. you couldn’t help but bite your lip watching his back muscles move under the white t-shirt he was wearing. the short sleeves rolled up as his arm flexed with his quick movements across the canvas.
you felt your heart race at the sight of him since you had spent all day at your friends house getting your hair done. even though you craved to take some medicine and go to sleep from your throbbing headache, you had to see your baby first.
he paused as he finished a brush stroke to turn and greet you, giving you a good look at his glasses that were balanced on his nose, his freshly dyed mint green locks and the silver rings adorning his long fingers. 
smiling at you, he put aside his paint and paintbrush to pull you into his lap, leaning quick to kiss you lovingly.
“I missed you,”he whispered against your lips then leaned back to get a good look at your new hairstyle. light brown faux locs that shaped your face perfectly, smirking he played with the end of one, making sure not to pull too hard.
“beautiful as always, but I think this is one of my favorite looks on you.”
“oh really?”you asked wrapping your arms around his neck,”mhm.”he kissed you once more before squeezing the side of your thigh.
“are you excited to meet the boys tomorrow?” you shrugged,”more nervous than anything.”
“you’ve already met them technically over video chat before, they are excited to see you.” he brushed his lips against your jaw, pressing a delicate kiss there. “you know, I’ve always pictured what it would be like if we had sex right here in this room.”
“you say that about every room in this house, can’t we leave this one pure?”
he chuckled still letting his lips trail down your neck, leaving butterfly kisses on your collarbone.
“yeah nice try, but I have to pack for the boat trip still and you’re not getting out of helping me.”
taehyung groaned planting his head on your chest with a muffled,”i had to try.”
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“y/n!” hoseok was the first to notice you when taehyung led you down the dock to the boat. you giggled as he did a little run,sweeping you up into a hug.
“hobi! I missed you!”
“I could say the same but tae is constantly showing us videos of you, how can we possibly miss you.” taehyung groaned,”hyung,stop exposing me.” hoseok grinned finally letting back down on your own two feet.
“come on, everyone else is already on the boat, hope you both brought your swimsuits.”
the boys were hosting a boat party with a few friends to go scuba diving and thought it was a perfect way to get to spend more time with you and get to know you. taehyung held your waist as hoseok led the two of you onto the boat, bowing and greeting staff members as you went. everyone was out on the main deck, drinks had already been poured and the sun was out. though you had on a sheer white cover up, it wasn’t much to hide your royal blue two piece that shaped your body just right.
so when you entered the main deck, all eyes naturally drifted to the one that stood out from head to toe. however, you weren’t expecting the members to cheer in sight of you.
“she has finally arrived! we have been awaiting to finally meet the queen who stole our taehyung’s heart,” namjoon stated, rising from his seat to hold your hands. “hey I’m here too! why aren’t any of you excited to see me?” taehyung mumbled, still pouting though jungkook wrapped a arm around his shoulders. “but we see you all the time! you’re just not that exciting anymore.”
“I’ve never felt so attacked in my whole life.”
“stop being dramatic! now y/n, come and sit and have a drink,we must give you all the dirt on tae before you get too serious.” jimin said pulling you to sit beside him and you laughed,”please inform me because he makes it out to me like he is the angel.”
“jimin if you want to keep your life-“
“no threats tae! we all got plenty of stories!”jungkook mused already sitting on the other side of you,”shall we tell her about the time taehyung spent the night with-“
“jungkook shut up!” taehyung cried but the other members were already all trying to tell you the story leaving taehyung an embarrassed but cute mess. the joking and teasing went on until you reached the diving location. everyone had a few glasses of wine and loosened up enough to now spill their own secrets to you instead of taehyung’s.
jin was the one to help you put on the scuba mask and kind of talk you through what to do. you trusted him more than the others since they were definitely more tipsy than he was.
taehyung was the one to hold you hand as you stood on the edge before jumping in. the crystal blue waters of the ocean swallowed you both in its crisp coolness and with the gear on, you could see everything. taehyung pulled you along, always looking over to you just to see that excited look in your eyes.
various colors of fish swam all around you, the rest of the members were playing around and pointing out things to you, but the best part was how you felt in the moment.
you had stressed so much about meeting his friends and putting on this great first impression when really they were the ones to really put on the show. swimming back up to the surface for air, taehyung pulled out his mouth piece to smile at you.
“you know, underwater your hair looks like little snakes,”he teased and you splashed water at him, your heart leaping at the sound of his childish laugh.
“ugh I hate you,” but taehyung didn’t believe that at all, moving to kiss your nose,”come on, let’s go down again.”
once you had gotten tired of diving and proving to jungkook countless times that he was the faster swimmer, you sat curled to taehyung’s side with your braids wrapped up in a towel.
you had your hand on his chest, loving the way he shuddered as your nails gently scratched against his sun kissed skin. heading back to shore, taehyung kept talking about eating all kinds of foods to eat for dinner but you were just happy enough to be there in that moment.
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when it came to the fans, every time you had a new hairstyle, every outfit, every picture you took, especially with taehyung and the members, the fans never missed them.
for a while you had abandoned social media just to get a break from how many times your name was mentioned.
throughout your day, there were many fans that did want pictures with you and weren’t trying to call you all out your name and make you feel bad just for being with taehyung. but it was truly ones behind their phones and computer screens that tried to make you feel small.
but taehyung was always right there, always there to remind you that those comments weren’t important. every time taehyung saw you even remotely trying to read comments, he reminded you that,”it’s you and me in this relationship, not everybody else. stop caring so much about how they view you, they don’t know you.”
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of course, friends and family had started bringing up children and marriage when your relationship was breaking the three to four year point. you both hadn’t exactly mentioned it really but it had always been in the back of your mind.’
one afternoon,taehyung was laying between your legs while you both were watching the best man. you were putting little braids in his hair, not exactly paying any attention to the movie, too caught up in your own thoughts.
taehyung had been pretty quiet as well, the only time he spoke was when he was asking a question or laughing at something in the movie. but when the scene of mia walking down the aisle came on and lance had began to cry, taehyung had interrupted your thoughts when he sat up and turned to face you.
“y/n, do you want to get married to me one day?”
your eyes widened in surprise, you almost couldn’t take his question seriously with the little braids sticking up all over his head.
“I mean uh if it was meant for us to.”
taehyung rolled his eyes at you playfully,”yes but I mean do you see it? is that what you want?”
“well what do you want?”
“I asked first.”
“touché.” you tilted your head and looked him over, his baby brown eyes looking at you just as lovingly and cutely as they did the first time you met, his bare face glistening with the moisturizer you put on it, his shirtless chest was bronze with a tan from your recent outing.
he had changed a lot physically since the first time you met him but the one thing that that hadn’t was the way he talked to you, now held you when you were scared or how he always kissed you like it was the last time.
how could you lie and say you couldn’t see a future with him? he never gave you any reason to not see daily life without him. you had been dating for a few years now and you had already acted like a married couple anyway, how much would a piece of paper really change?
“taehyung, do you really want to know what I see with you?”he nodded his head, his little brown braids flopping with it. smiling, you leaned forward to kiss his nose.
“I see us in this big house, with lots of animals and the strangest artworks. I see little brown babies running around your big eyes and your smile, I see us just being content and happy with one another that through every trial life puts us through, we always pull through. whether we are married or not, I see all of that with you.”
taehyung was quiet for a moment, his teeth catching his bottom lip in thought.
“so what if I want our babies to have your smile instead because I think honestly yours is better.”
you scrunched up your face,”really?”
he chuckled pressing a quick kiss to your lips,”yeah and well have chickens and goats and horses and pigs and dogs and-“
“I don’t know about all that-“
“but y/n! you said a lot of animals!”
“yeah! but I mean house pets!”
taehyung huffed shaking his head,”see, in our little family, it’s go big or go home. all our animals are going to be house pets and they are going to be loved and taken well care of always.”
“even with our careers and children?”
taehyung hummed pulling you close so this time you were laying between his legs, but his arms were secure around you.
“whatever trials life puts us through, we get through right?”
you nodded, kissing his arm,”right. so where’s my ring?”
“BUT DIDN’T YOU JUST SAY-“
“DON’T START YELLING AT ME.”
even though he sat there arguing with you for the next five minutes, little did you know he had already been looking at rings for the last two months and had finally picked one that was safely hidden awaiting for his proposal to you.
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intimatevoid · 6 years
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stolen from @littledonkeyburrito
1. Do you have callouses on your fingers? I did, back when I still played guitar often. Not anymore. 2. Ever seen the movie Sky High? Fucking iconic. 3. Do you think that horses are a bit terrifying? They are truly the most evil of creatures.
4. Do you do the grocery shopping? Who else is going to do it?
5. Do you like laying out?   I don’t understand what this means..?
6. How many times have you been to the beach? Never since reaching adulthood.
7. What time do you like to wake up?   I like to wake up early, like 6am. I ACTUALLY wake up at any time between 7 and midday, depending on when I fell asleep the night before, and how badly my mental illness is playing up.
8. Do you have your own car?   I do. But it was old and crappy when I got it, and I suspect it will die before the end of next year.
9. How often do you listen to music? Usually when I'm driving, cooking, cleaning and showering.
10. Have you ever ridden a train? Are there people in western countries that haven’t been on a train?
11. Have you done anything productive today, anyway? I called my JSA about postponing my appointment til tomorrow, and made Ash a cup of tea.
12. Eaten anything delicious today? Mark bought Ash and me Chinese food last night - a rare treat for us - and I had leftovers for breakfast.
13. Have you ever dated someone simply for their looks? While I'm attracted to people's looks, I'm pretty sure my motives for dating have always been mental and emotional.
14. How many boyfriends have you had in 2017? One.
15. Do you know your Social Security number by heart? I think I've memorised most of my ID numbers.
16. How often do you say ‘lol’ in a computer or text conversation? Not very often. Usually I say haha, or when I'm being more sarcastic, lmao.
17. Can you curse around your parents? When we talk on the phone I use curse words, yeah.
18. Are you happy with where you live? It's a good house but too cramped. Town-wise, Toowoomba is trash but it's the coolest (as in temperature) region you'll find north of Victoria.
19. Do people ever mistake you for being a different race? No, I’m pretty damn pasty.
20. If you had the chance to move to a completely different state, would you? I don't know. All the people I care about are here. Losing their proximity would wreck me.
21. Do you have a flag? Like, a physical flag made of fabric? No.
22. Do you know where the gun in your house is?   Good god, what a terrifying assumption.
23. Have you ever kissed anyone with a tongue piercing? I have kissed several people with them.
24. You are spending the night alone in the woods and may bring only 3 items with you. What do you bring? Bug spray, sleeping bag, water.
25. Do you still see your ex? Seb and I still occasionally see each other, yeah. 26. Name the last thing to make you angry? I don’t get angry very often, so it's hard to say. 27. What has been the best year of your life so far? I don't know tbh. Every year has been either bad or weird. I guess 2016 was the least bad. 28. If someone liked you now, would you want them to tell you? Yup~ 29. The last person you held hands with, what’s their best feature? They have beautiful eyes and gentle hands and an excellent tum.
30. Is there a high chance you’ll see someone good looking tomorrow? I probably will look in a mirror, yeah
31. When was the last time you flew in a plane? Back in 2012.
32. Think of the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them in a car? Yes. 33. Do you mind sleeping on the floor? I'd rather not, but I can if I must. 34. Do you have a good relationship with your mother? Not at all. Though at least it's better than my relationship with my dad... 35. What is your least favourite season? 3 36. Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours? I have hugged someone in the last 72 minutes. 37. What do you hear right now? The wind outside my window, the dull rumble of trucks on the highway, a distant train horn, the town clock ringing for 10am, and the quiet hum of my computer. 38. If you say you’ll call someone back, will you? Yes, unless I forget.
39. Do you toss and turn for hours at night or do you just fall straight to sleep? Depends on how tired I am and how mentally well I am. 40. What color shirt were you wearing when you had your last kiss? Same shirt I'm wearing right now, since it was at the same time as that last hug too. :P White. 41. Where do you want to live when you’re older? I want to move to Montreal with @aelwen, sometime in the next ten to twenty years. 42. When you sleep on your bed, is stuff usually on it? Sometimes. I usually kick it off though. 43. Is it easy to make you smile? Very easy. 44. Do you like to play on playgrounds? When is the last time you did? God, it's been ages. I think the last time, I was in high school, and was sitting on a playground in Gatton with a friend while we waited for our dads to pick us up.
45. What do you think of when you hear the word “meow"? Kitties and how much I love them :3
46. Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
I don't think so. Sounds cramped.
47. What’s the background on your cell? A gorgeous selfie that @aelwen sent me.
48. Name the last four beds you sat on? My bed at home, Ash's bed, Ruin's bed, and Dakota's bed.
49. Would you rather have a poodle or Rottweiler? Hard to say. Whichever would be easier to care for. I wouldn't want to be a bad caretaker.
50. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? Zoo, probably. I haven't been to one of those in years, but I've been to an art gallery more recently.
51. Do you wear hats if you’re having a bad hair day? My hair refuses to let me wear hats. There's too much of it.
52. Would you ever go bald if it was the style? Been there, done that, never again.
53. Does your bedroom have a door? Yeah, but it's a repurposed front door, and literally has a big glass window in the middle of it.
54. Do you think two people can last forever? The people of pompeii have lasted pretty well so far, but forever is still a bit of a stretch.
55. How many windows are open on your computer? No idea. I'm answering this on my phone.
56. What is your ringtone? The Overwatch POTG music. Actually it's about time I changed it...
57. Does your mum try to be cool? Idk. I haven't seen her in years.
58. What are you listening to? Now that I've moved to Ash's room, it's different. I'm listening to the wind blowing through the plants outside the window, faint voices from the park across the road, the whirring of my fan, cars passing by, and Ash using their mouse and keyboard.
59. What were you doing before you took this survey? Napping. My sleep cycle is fucked.
60. What things did you eat today? Leftover Chinese food.
61. Do you think you gained or lost weight this past month? Gained, and it went to my hips and boobs, hell yes
62. What kind of milk do you drink? Long life. Ash and I are poor and have to buy in bulk.
63. Do you swear at your parents?
Generally not AT them. I’ll use swear words in conversation with them though. Though more recently I swore at my cunt of a dad.
64. Have you ever been ice skating? No, just a tonne of roller skating.
65. Do you always wear your seat belt? Yeah, it's the law here and also I've been in enough crashes to know it's necessary.
66. Do you like sushi? I love sushi.
67. What food do you find disgusting? Very, very few. I tend to be more indifferent about foods than hateful. But let me think... Weetbix, couscous, things with nasty textures like that.
68. Do older members of the opposite sex ever hit on you? Hahaha, nobody ever hits on me.
59. Do you drink the 6-8 cups of water a day? I have a 2L water bottle that I finish off once or twice a day.
60. What does your last outgoing message say? “orrrrr i could fall asleep again"
61. Could you date someone taller than you? Oh yes. :3
62. What is your current mood? Vague.
63. Does it bother you to have dirt on the bottom of your bare feet? Not really, as long as the ground isn't too hot.
64. Who was your first crush? lmao it was Lt. Helga Sinclair from Atlantis
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65. What are you wearing on your feet? Nothing because it would be insanity in this weather
66. Last person who drove you somewhere? Ash, I think
67. Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? No, I don't think I ever have.
68. Do you prefer fruit or vegetables? I consume more vegetables but I don’t think I actually prefer one over the other.
69. What are your favourite textures? Smooth skin. Fluffy fabric. Reeeeeeally soft pillows.
70. If you won a LOT of money the lottery and decided to move, where would you move to? I would go visit a bunch of my friends before settling down in Canada, I think.
71. Alcoholic beverage of choice? Vodka tbh ^^;
72. What’s the youngest you would consider dating? Hard to say. I'd be hesitant to date anyone under the age of 21, though, bc emotional maturity.
73. If you were around in the sixties would you be a mod or a rocker? I don’t know what those words mean
74. Are thongs sexy? You ain’t actually talkin bout flipflops are ya?
75. What do you think of when I say “the twenties”? My age..?
76. Is penetration important to you? What context could this possibly be other than sexual?
77. What sport were you best at in high school? Me? Sport? High school? Ahahahahahaha
78. What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed? Vodka~
79. Have you ever had a teacher hit on you? Nnnnnnope.
80. What would you do if it snowed right now? Open up the BOM website to see if it was actually happening or I was just nuts.
81. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status? It's not really difficult to grasp?
82. Have your past mistakes made you wiser? Of course.
83. What’s your opinion on good grammar: important or not? Not inherently important, as long as communication is clear. Good grammar aids in communication but doesn't guarantee it.
84. The last time you said ‘I love you’ to someone, who said it first, them or you? I’m pretty sure one of my parents said it first because I couldn’t speak when I was a newborn. 85. Do you like potato salad? Nah, not a fan. 86. Have you ever driven and ended up running out of gas? Yeah, being povo is like that. 87. What was the reason behind the last time you stayed up all night? I had an irritated eye and couldn't sleep for all the itching.
88. How old were you when you were first pulled over by the police? 20 or so, I think, for an rbt.
89. When was the last time you drank out of a champagne glass?
Never.
90. Does it flood easily where you live?
Not in this specific part of town, but Toowoomba as a whole certainly does. *remembers 2011 with a shudder*
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