#idk what i'm talking about rn 🥹 BUT YEAH

[noxtivagus]

thinking some more before i. be productive 🫣

#tbd #i'm really gna make that spam account. fix it. I'M SORRY #that said though. uh. mostly curious abt this i think bcs i rlly do wonder how others perceive me 😭😭 let's do a trade >< #both sides sharing is the best way to get me to open up 🥺 uwahh that said though ^^ i've been. told i'm intimidating at times HFLKASDJFL #maybe irl it's the eyebags. or how i look spaced out. or the eyes in general idk. #such a weird mix of dreamer n then down-to-earth (scorpio sun capricorn moon /lh) #guys pardon the upcoming it's the tumblr aura messing around w my head #i think i'll make. a good partner yk 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 i'm intelligent n i'm not ugly i hope n i'm creative 👍 #romantic ! i'll love you deeply !!!! n wholly !!!!!!!! #when that stupid shell's down i'm really honest. direct when needed. or wtvr #not even just a good partner but overall i think. a good friend #that said though rn i'm aware i have many faults. #sometimes i just. disappear to myself when i'm stressed n yeah stuff like that #n then. yeah i have a lot to work on there's definitely a lot 😭 but i think one step at least is yk. being able to acknowledge it. #idk what i'm talking about anymore i have assignments to do bye

[enmi-land]

Hi dia bb how are you doing I hope you're okay after what happened with your blog. I'm glad that you managed to get somethings back but still it's sad🥹💓.Idk if this is the right time but remember when i told you I was thinking of doing a song for Milana and NI-KI well I made the POSTERS not the song because the website for ai covers I was using is not free any more and I'm broke so I'm not able to buy a membership so yeah TT butt I hope this cheers You up a bit hehe😗💓

here it is

-I tried to go for a cyberpunk y2k theme something(?) and I actually like how they turned out i hope you like them as well

++++Idk if you are able to tell but behind the pictures I wrote their surnames(you can't actually see it 😭😭)and i noticed that the copyright thing is actually 2020 so I'm sorry but i just went to the be:lift official website and i copied this

-but Yeah i decided to do BTBT by B.I feat Devita

love you dia and I hope everything gets sorted out

-Mina💌

AHHHHHH THE WAY I SCREECHED WHEN I SAW THIS 🫨🫨🫨🫨 THESE ARE SAURRRR GOOD MINA WTH?? YOU JUST POPPED OFF WITH THESE GRAPHICS AND CALLED IT A DAY HUH??? 🥵🥵🥵🥵 I LUV YOU SAUR MUCH AND THESE EDITS LIKE MY GOSH 🤤🤤🤤 you’re so talented 🥹🤧🩷🩷🩷 i think i can make out the letters in the background so i get what you’re talking about!! but ahhh these designs are so pretty and nice to look at i’m in awe and shock 😭😭😭😭 i was lowkey feeling like discontinuing this fic not too long ago but seeing this just rekindled my love for it in a second and washed away all my doubts, like you have no idea how grateful i am that you sent this in when you did i’m so happy rn 🤧🤧🤧🩷🩷🩷 THANK YOU THANK YOU AND LOVE YOU SM 💖💖💖💖

EDIT: OMG I ALMOST FORGOT!! if you’re looking for somewhere free and quick to make your ai covers I actually have a recommendation!! you can install it for free on your computer and it’s actually so quick and easy to use once you have it!! the link to the tutorial i used to download it is here !! and the tutorial to use it to make ai covers is here !! I use it personally (because I’m also broke) and I haven’t run into any problems with it, so hopefully this helps you out!! 🩷🩷🩷

#⠀⠀ 𓈒ㅤ ૮ ֗ ⠀⠀ you got mail ⠀⠀⠀ ꯭✉️⟡ #꒰ ۪ ⋆ 🌅۟ ⠀⠀ mina ⠀

[therhythmafterthesummer]

(Strap in, this might get long🥲 I'm a rambler 🫶🏼)

I just read "Heat" and can those two get ANY cuter???😍💓 Thanks for explaining their names and as long as you want to do the glossery I'd 100% read it! I absolutely LOVE the WereRoomies girlies and I'd love to get to know more about them! Especially Moss and Autumn!

I get what you mean about Changbin and Autumn literally just being fine and doing well together😭✨ They're literally so so so cute! I also wish for their eternal happiness🤧 But I'm sure their playful banter and relationship dynamic as an Alpha with Omega Tendencies and vice versa would make for some very funny and cavity inducing stories!😂💖

Did you write anything about how the rest of the pack reacted to Changbin being marked by Autumn instead of the other way around?

Was Changbin nervous after knowing the pack, minus Chan, would now know of his Omega Tendencies? How did he go about it? How did the pack react to it?

Sorry if these seem like obvious questions😭 I've only read those 2 Changbin Instalments and maybe 2 or 3 Minho instalments (That I might re-read🤭) I can't remember (I'd been on your blog for awhile I just never spoke, I was to afraid to cause I didn't understand much🥲💔) roughly the same amount of Chris instalments and the Hyunlix instalment🥹

If the pack was really shocked by the new info I can picture them turning to Chan after realizing he seemed unfazed and he'd just be like "Yeah I knew" *Shrug* and go back to playing with Pretty's thighs, which he 100% was already doing😂

This took place before Moss arrived right? After she got was introduced and found out about Changbin and Autumns dynamic, how did they react? Btw I LOVE LOVE LOVE Moss🥹Not more than Hyun and Lix do but I ADORE them seriously!!! They're so amazing and so cool and I kinda wanna see them take care of Lix and Hyun some more🤧✨ Only whenever you're ready tho!

Literally trembling with excitement for the Jisung and Seungmin Instalments! You? Writing about 2 of my biases? After I was already blessed with the Hyunlix combo, my other 2 biases?? You're a god send and I may or may not worship the little lizard in your brain🛐✨

- 🦁

hehehe i'm glad you liked heat 🥰 writing changbin in those.... situations was just a lot of fun. can't wait to read your thoughts on "The Love I Always Dreamt Of" 👀

i'm hoping i'll be able to get to seungmin's and jisung's stories soon sjkdfhsdkjf

i don't recall ever writing about after the pack finding out about Changbin's tendencies and/or mark :O i have a vague idea that i might've talked about it in an ask but i could be remembering wrong.... but anyway, i'll leave some thoughts under the cut!

i think Changbin's tendencies were very obvious to everyone in the pack, even if no one explicitly said anything. they kind of just... accepted Changbin as he was. that's Chris' pack philosophy, after all. to have a safe space, y'know?

with that being said, i have a feeling that the majority of the pack wouldn't really be surprised by autumn marking Changbin. mostly because, by that point they had been together for a while, and i'm sure their dynamic is more than obvious to anyone that takes a good look at them sdkjhfskjdf. i like to think that Changbin wears his mating mark proudly.

maybe he waited until all pack members were sitting together and randomly went "EVERYONE. I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY..." and showed the mark hahaha Autumn would blush, and everyone would mostly just congratulate them.

i'm sure more than one was super shocked that an omega could mark anyone at all, and if they inquired about it Autumn would've been just like "idk i just... did it".

Moss would absolutely love seeing their dynamic, btw. i'm sure she almost had stars in their eyes when she first saw them interacting with each other and when she was the mark. Moss is all about being unconventional, so i feel like they would engage both Changbin and Autumn to ask them about it.

my brain is a bit fried rn so this is all i can come up with, but i'll take it into account for a possible future instalment 👀 or one of those fluffy drabbles we've been talking about~

#🦁 anon #ask #wereroomies ask #wereroomies headcanons

[pashminalamb]

OMG 4TH EDITION? HELL YEAH! I can't wait for april! i would be lying if i said i wasnt hoping for a chigiri one (which im gonna check for again bc eyes), BUT BACHI HAS MY HEART MAN <3 super excited for the 4th edition!

aside from that, how was your day today? good, bad? if it was bad, i hope i can make a little bit better! idk how, but have another virtual hug! and sakuras! 🌸🌸🌸

just curious, but whos your least favorite blue lock character? i know your favorite is olive man, but least favorite? 👀

i pray that you get rich overnight (like billion because taxes and crap) so you can buy the pink-est (did you see what i did to the text :0 I DIDNT KNOW YOU COULD DO THIS), most PASTEL AND AESTHETIC mansion ever and then just set up an aesthetic room for your writing like please? if you have one show? i would love to see if you have an area thats dedicated to your writing!

i would say more but head empty rn 😭 and since youre on break i dont wanna talk just about your works! theres more to a writer than just their writing afterall. tell me more about yourself if you wanna! i would love to listen read! <3

i hope you have a WONDERFUL day as well as enjoy the weather that may or may not be horrible where you are (hopefully it's good)! byebye!!

- 🌸 anon

I actually did want to write for Chigiri but 3 characters is my limit n if i push it, I tend to get extremely exhausted. fourth edition will be uploaded on my ao3 account (link attached to my pinned post) noa is one of my fav - poor baby has a tragic backstory that it makes me wanna cry, he worked so hard to get here n i'm so proud of him because of it Now that i think about it... Barou was supposed to be in the list for your words, my hurt too (might make a 5th edition or something cause of this)

My day has been good so far ; I finished reading 'my in laws are obsessed with me' the webtoon n i'm reading a new manga ... *sending a hug back* you’re so sweet! *sending you a bouquet* 💐

Olive man 😭 that’s a good one 🥹😂

Least favorite? Easy. Everyone in blue lock since they’re stupidly high egoists. But the ones I don’t like are - Itoshi brothers n Kaiser cause of their over the top god / superiority / king complex. I can still tolerate them in comparison to these two (don’t like the most) : Adam Blake n Chris Prince. Adam wants to have sex with women in kimonos (my attraction towards him died along with this) n Chris needs to be less of a camera whore

Aw, you’re so sweet mon ange <3 it’s good to know there’s another pink fanatic out there o^^o

Pinkest n most aesthetic mansion where my followers, moots n I will stay (yes I just picked up the grand Budapest hotel … think about it -it’s a safe haven for introverts n there are a lot of mountains as well as a little far from the city) my aesthetic writing room is the library - I’ve always wanted a library that the beast gave Belle in beauty and the beast 🥹

Hm… about myself - idk what to say, but there’s an about me page under “Isabelle” on my pinned post :x apart from that,

I listen to a lot of Lana del ray’s music, my aesthetics are conquette, princesscore n angelcore. I don’t have a particularly fav manga, anime or movie cause there are too many to name, I like spicy food n tiramisu. Hbu? <3

Weather is alright - feeling a lil sleepy (•_•) 💤

Hope you’re having a good day / evening / night 🤍

#belle.☏ #.lost sheep : 🌸

[nopeferatu]

Tell me about your sims please?

Confess your SIMS, in fact ✝️

You wanna hear about my sims?!?! Okay 🥹

A few days before my birthday, I had ordered this game called Sims Life Stories off Ebay and I've been playing it since it arrived on my birthday. It was actually the game that got me into the Sims franchise cause back during the Sims 2 era, they used to make these cool little side games for the series that centered around a specific family and had plotlines you had to follow?? So when I was a kid my dad had gotten a trial version of this game in the mail, and I LOVED IT, but I never got to experience the full storyline cause it was just a trial. Now that I've got my own money I'm playing the full game 😎 The character is named Riley and you basically help her get oriented after moving to a new city to live w her aunt. There's lots of drama and love triangles and rivlries and idk it just been so much fun reliving these old sims 2 memories. The game was soooo much richer back then

As for my main sims game, I have this family in the sims 4 where I'm on theirrr 3rd generation rn? 🤔 These hoes are messy tho so like the story started out with the original mom having toddler triplets with an unknown baby daddy, and she moved to a new apartment to start fresh. Across form her there was a cute young couple and she REALLY started liking the neighbor girl's boyfriend? Husband? Idk. So she ended up seducing him and she got pregnant with his twins and kinda ended up wrecking their marriage 😅 AND THEN I FOUND OUT THAT THE EX WAS PREGNANT TOO and I just felt so bad. But whatever.

So they got married, they had 5 kids, the mom started working in like a PR agent track and she got super famous. I forgot what the dad does but he got super famous, too. One of their daughters got famous as a teenager cause she was a musical prodigy as a kid and she started writing music as a teen, so now shes a celebrity musician.

Growing up, her triplet brother was her best friend in the whole world. The only other person she was as close to was a neighbor boy in the apartment complex down the street from her, and the three of them all became super great friends from childhood. As teenagers, she had started dating the neighbor boy and basically as soon as they turned into adults she got pregnant (with triplets. again.) and they got married.

Well. Her husband started staying out super late and acting really suspicious, and she was starting to feel super sad and anxious about it, so she went to her brother's house to vent to him and lean on him for comfort and support. And guess what she found as soon as she walked into the house.

Her husband—the love of her life, the father of her 3 kids—and her brother—her best friend in the whole world, her one true confidant—were there, making out on the couch RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER 🤨🤨🤨

So she beat her brother's ass and divorced her husband on the spot and now she doesn't talk to either of them. She's doing good now tho, she found an artist dude who she married and had kids with. I'm actually in the middle of building them a new home but eugh...I hate building...

Anyways now I'm focusing on tending to her kids and priming one of them to be my new main character once she ages up to young adulthood. She's gonna be a lesbian who meets her future wife in college 🥹🥹 and they're gonna have a cute little farm together.

So yeah! That's all the games that I'm actively playing rn. I could tell you about my other long, crazy generational one that I stopped, but we'd be here forever if I did :P

#that was super long omg i didnt realize how long i was typing for #when i get into my sims game they get DEEP tho #asks

[aolechan]

Hi! It's the first time I write to you, I always see you around in the fandom and you make great edits. I'd just like to say that it's valid if you feel sad. It's okay to cry. We all process things differenty, and even if it's not definitive, what's happening is heavy. And it's not just about him but everything you built around him and because of him.

From what I've been reading, it's a common trait that he made a lot of us interested in things we left behind or never tried. I think that's why it hurts so much, because he sparked something in a lot of people, and also made them feel seen, and dare I say, safe.

I honestly have no consolation or words that can help right now. I just want you to know that it's okay and normal to feel what you're feeling because it's a lot and it's valid, at the end of the day it kind of feels like mourning.

And yeah, he doesn't know we exist, but the effort you put into your edits, the fact that you watched his movies outside BP:WF, the fact that you were there for him impacts in ways that aren't always seen.

It's true that the main focus should be the victim. I stand by that. But at the end of the day, your social media is yours and you can express what you're going through and curate it to be the best for you. While we don't disrespect people and lose focus on what's important, I think it's fine to express whatever you're feeling, especially if you have worked for this to be your safe place.

Take care. If you need a break, take it. I know I'm anon but if you need anything or if I can reach out in anyway let me know. I'll keep an eye on your blog for it. Sending you hugs and lots of love.

hi! thank you for your kind words about my edits, means a lot to me 🥹💕

and yeah i agree with what you were saying. as i said i never felt so close (yet so far coz we live in different parts of world ofc lol) to a person like him before. probably coz of that sparks you were talking and my adoration about every little things he did. idk call me delulu but sometimes he just felt so… close. and the more i learn something new about him the happier i feel. but not yesterday.

i kinda relieved that finally he said something, but i’m gonna wait for more proofs and evidences. tbh both my head and my chest still heavy. let’s see how it goes and i’m always hoping what’s best for everyone involved.

once again thank you so much, i kinda cry a little while reading your message gawd i’m so emo rn 😭😭😭 talk to you again soon, sweet anon!

#answered: it’s a simp

[tojikai]

Every time I get a notification for PM I'm instantly filled with joy, fear, and despair all rolled up into one. Never stop writing please 🥹

I really wanna know what Gojo is taking to make him so bold. Because the absolute audacity that this man has had me seething at this point. STOP TOUCHING Y/N AS SHE'S SLEEPING YOU STALKER. The fact that he realizes how much his presence is damaging to y/n and yet he hasn't distanced himself for her is hilarious. (I loved the illustration with the needle) So he knows he is the problem and yet he's still there.

Wow so now we're trying to kiss people who we aren't dating as they're sleeping 😃 Also nobody asked for you to "fix y/n" she's not a project for you to inflate your little ego with. Nobody asked for your help either.

Gojo shut up. Just shut up. You sound so stupid rn. You literally need to stop talking so that others don't catch your stupid. You're at a hospital maybe you need to go get that checked out before it's too late. Actually it might be too late he seems too far gone already.

I really do love how everyone's like if only Gojo saw the damage that he caused when he left and how he destroyed y/n's life when he in fact knows but isn't doing the one thing that will help y/n to heal. I'm tired of people being nice to this man. Just leave him. Drop him from y'all's lives he's not worth it.

I think y/n getting mad is the only thing that's going to knock some sense into Gojo. I mean think about it he's either going to understand and distance himself or he's going to be upset at y/n and no longer want anything to do with her. Since he claims he knows so much about her 🙄 I mean it's a win win situation.

Give Suguru an award for being the only man we know so far in this story with some common sense. The only problem I have with him at this point is him not fighting hoetoru. Like as soon as we get a fight, hand in marriage sir. He's saying all the words I want to say. YES KING KICK GOJO OUT. We are making such beautiful progress with getting this man out of our lives and I love every minute of it. I've never felt any romantic feelings or affection towards Geto before this story and I can't say that I'm mad about it.

The fact that y/n dropped a lot of her previous behaviors and habits for Gojo but he wasn't willing to drop his feelings for a girl for high school really bothers me. Like maybe their relationship was doomed from the start because only one person was really giving in their relationship. Or maybe it's just me idk 🤷🏽‍♀️.

Oop I finally got to the end. I ju- wow. I have words at this point. I genuinely don't know what to say. I knew Gojo was stupid. I knew he was. But I didn't think it was this bad. Oh I can't wait for this next chapter. This is gonna be really good.

ooohh i bet some hot teasss gonna get spilled if satosugu like really fight LMAO geto's been stopping himself from decking satoru bc yn didn't want it to be the reason for their fight :> and yeah, it's really sad, how yn made herself better for him in those 5 years they were together, only for him to leave her for someone else :'((

#🍭—kaitalks #f: permanent mark

[webslingingslasher]

hi i just talked to them 🥹 okay so i asked for space. and they respect it which is good, they actually took it really well haha

i said that the whole sleepover thing isn't some petty thing that i can get over bc it was also about trust anddd after all that bs i told them that i can't trust anyone rn... and they understood which is good

so i asked for space and i said i don't know how long i'll need but for transparency, i pointed out that there's a possibility that we might not be as close anymore in the future... it honestly hurts like for all of us but yeah. though we also explored the possibility that maybe it's just a rough patch rn... they still want to maintain the friendship after this "break" but i said idk if i'm ready for that and they said it's fine and it's really on my terms with this one. so yea the convo turned out really well and we talked properly which is rly good and i'm relieved tbh. i also told them that if they need help w anything and if there's anything urgent, they can always talk to me but that's as far as we can go for now..

i didn't tell them this but tbh i don't rly want to be close again even after this space thing.. maybe it's just a temporary feeling bc i still don't feel good abt them. but idk. i don't have it in me to trust them again... we'll see what happens ig. but whatever happens, we agreed that we'll be fine :’)

that's the end of it for now ig LMAO thank u so much for listening to my nonstop drama vents and for all the advice😭 from me being sleepover anon to me revealing which emoji anon i am HAHA i was just rly shy about it idk but yeah. i rly appreciate you for opening up a space for these kinds of things :(❤️‍🩹 thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. it means a lot.

-🧚🏼‍♀️

i'm glad you talked to them bestie!!!! sounds like it went as well as it could've.

there's no problem w not wanting to be friends after, tbh it sounds like you're very indifferent and that's a-okay!

this is a place for us all!!!!

#🧚🏻‍♀️ anon

[bivwifeybunny]

no i literally swear you always know what to do and say about everything. like you just know the right thing to say every time. i just have a lot going on and was having a mini breakdown LOL. yk how there’s a lot of pressure to keep pushing stuff out on here and stuff like that, im just so overwhelmed w it. bc ik you get it like wanting to write and blah blah but just not being able to (whether it’s literally or motivation related). i’m okay tho i think i just need to like take the time to work on asks and stuff ?? idk 😭

and thank you for your reassuring words about the whole friend situation thingy :(( i rly appreciate it

i miss you sm 😩. i hope ur awake rn so we can chat bc i feel like we barely have this week. hru doing today??

also my scalp is 10x worse now 😭. idk what to do anymore bc everything i’ve tried hasn’t been working. it kept me up all night last night bc it’s so painful </3

jeez you sound busy!! and i didn’t know you could sing ?!?! that’s so cool ??? i’d love to hear one day 😋. also what kinda food and shoes did you get??

sorry this is so long LOL

omg no ur too kind🥹 but i totally get that, especially since ive been struggling with it too. im a huge procrastinator on top of not even having any motivation and i have some asks sitting in my inbox from 2 months ago 😭😭😭 like the pressure to get stuff out and make everyone happy is always there, even when I tell myself that I need a break before i end up burning myself out. i would say to definitely take your time in working on asks and stuff, like go at your own pace, even if it's a slow one. ik for a fact the pressure won't go away but if you slowly work on it you can at least tell yourself that you're doing something, and that this way what you put out is gonna be great because you took your time on it :)

i missed you too!! good thing I am awake to talk to you :)) i'm doing pretty good I had an amazing good and bad dream last night with wilbur in it hehe :) hbu? how are you doing today?

im so sorry to hear that, baby :(( i wish i could give you a hug or do something about the pain :( but i honestly don't know what to do, cause i got burned when i was like 7 and my tia was the one to help me with that, but i would say maybe you could try going to the doctor? because it doesn't seem like it should be hurting this long after it happened, especially from just a sunburn, but again idk im not a doctor lol, maybe they're give you something for it tho?

lol yeah I can i just dk if it's necessarily good lmao, ill be sure to sing specifically for you one day maybe even soon but definitely when i meet you :)) anyways yesterday we got subway :D and i got some new balance shoes and they're purple (my fav color) and very cool looking and now me and my mom have a pair of matching shoes lol cause when she bought hers i thought they looked cool and wanted some so she bought em for me :)

and don't apologize i love getting long asks from u <33

#g <3

[noxtivagus]

🥺🫶🏼 can i just say i really love my friends sm

#🌙.rambles #not even just my friends just rlly a lot of ppl in my life #do you ever just think about how life was before you meet certain ppl #n how since then maybe you've. had so many special memories n experienced feelings you've never really thought of before #NOT NECESSARILY IN A HFKADSJLF /r way though it's mostly /p okay 😭😭 #like say 3 ppl esp this year that i think very well changed my life #this'll be incredibly obvious who i'm talking about but oh well #met one 3rd month of the year n another the 6th month n the other the 3rd to the last month (10th month) #i'm not sure if they know well enough how much they mean to me 🥹 quite possibly wiling to bet that #i love them more than they'll ever know. maybe even in a. wait no i'm not gna continue that last bit but yeah <3 #IM SORRY IM LIKE SENTIMENTAL RN BCS #HLDJFAKDSJF UHH #i usually am the one that likes to give so receiving stuff like gifts n then yk the thought n sentiment behind it all just #IDK it warms my heart so much it really does. so much other stuff too but my mind is so dead rn #^^ ykyk who you are btw w. the gifts hfdalsjfkld I RLLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY #everything about it just makes me happy n arghh there's so much to say but my ability to word is dying rn it sucks !!!! but. 🥹🫶🏼 #n then w another online friend there's like. esp ffxiv rn w her hehe WE'RE GNA MAKE THE FC IN A BIT N IT'S HDFLKSDJ #n then w my irls i have sm to say to them But im too shy.. maybe i cld write them in a letter #BUT HERES THE THING IM NATURALLY AFFECTIONATE I DONT WNA WEIRD MY FRIENDS OUT WHO MAY BE #SHY W IT OR SMTH?? 🥹 dilemmas.. i'm rlly just romantic w gifts oh well FUCK IT #hdfkjaldfd my mind is a mess rn wait!!