Ack
Ā that sounds horrible, getting sick is the worst ;-; get as much rest as you can! I really hope you get better soon<3
(omg the pics are GORGEOUS. Like, Wow. Once Iām done writing this message Iām probably going to go back to stare at them for like an hour and silently scream over how awesome everything looks)
Donāt worry about it, I admit that Stoki is pretty much a crack ship ^^;;
And, well, the redemption fic I mentioned helped me fall deeper into Stoki hell, but I shipped it even before that XD I think part of it is just because I think they could have a really interesting dynamic- theyāre just so different, complete opposites.Ā Steve would confuse Loki so much tbh
Also, I just think that Steve (or at least, post-CW Steve) might be one of the avengers most willing to at least try to understand Loki. Partly because Steveās just a nice guy, and then because of his relationship with Bucky- ācause Steve-Bucky and Thor-Loki are really, really similar and I think Steve would realize that.
And then like I said, Steve cares a lotĀ about other people. If Thor ever told him about everything that happened between him and Loki Steve probably wouldnāt have too much difficulty in starting to see Loki as a human(?) being instead of some one-dimensional fairy tale villain.
Lastly,Ā I feel like Steve is just the bestĀ personĀ to handle Lokiās issues. He may not be able to personally relate to a lot of it (Tony, Bruce, maybe Natasha would be better for that) but he can take a step back and think rationally about the situation, help convince Loki that just because the rest of the world sees him as a monster, doesnāt mean he has to be one.
Hopefully this made sense? lol)
yeah, thatās pretty much how I felt about it too. It was just so freaking frustrating OTL
(And yes that letter destoyed my feelings too)
btw, can I ask what you think about T'challa?Ā He doesnāt seem to have that many fans yet but I think heās really cool and possibly one of the more sensible people in the CW movie (once he stops being furious at Bucky). Also the trailer for his new movie is epic and I canāt wait to see his sisterā¦
Hisoillu is bizarre (sadistic murdery Clown with no sense of fashion + sadistic murdery needle guy with dead fish eyes) but also makes a lot of sense at the same time? Like, Hisoka got away with joking about killing Killua in front of Illumi, soā¦yeah. Theyāve got something special LOL
omg imagine.
āSatisfied but when you fantasize at night itās Illumiās eyesā
'Helpless but look into Illumiās eyes and the skyās the limitā
'History has its Eyes on you but itās actually Illumiā
Why do I want these memes to be a thing
With the new revelation about who Touka was visiting at the hospital, Iām beginning to have my doubts about how this will endā¦maybe they might actually both survive for now???
But Iām a bit miserable rn because if one of them has to die Iād rather keep Juuzou too but it seems much more likely for Touka to survive. Sheās like the main female lead, plus she has Kanekiās babyā¦
R.I.P Naki, the sweetest cinnamon roll who just wanted to see his big bro again ;-;
(Also: Wow, way to go Kaneki, you finally started acting like an actual leader (in a way)!Ā But can I justĀ say, what absolutely perfect timing)
WTH I had no idea Soul Eaterās art style developed that much???!!! Thatās actually pretty amazing! (And yeah, I know that SE has some pretty complex characters and interesting stories in it :D itās just still a lot lighter and has different themes from the mangas I usually enjoy ^^ I might try it out though!)
Death The Kid seems really cool! (does he really have OCD in canon, though? Like, Iāve seen a lot of Soul Eater fansĀ talking like he does butĀ idk if itās actually a thing?Ā MaybeĀ I sound weird but it just seems insensitive to say characters like DTK and Levi have 'OCDā and talking about it jokingly when itās actually incredibly difficult andĀ stressful for people who actully have OCD, so Iām not sure how to feel about those fans)
Yay! Gotta go and try to find that fight scene nowā¦
Join me in my suffering. I loved LĀ so much ;-;
(But hey, donāt be too sad (whatās this? Is Evans actually COMFORTING Queen Luna for once instead of rubbing salt in the wound?!)! Thereās always theĀ bookĀ Death Note: Another Note (The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases)- itās a prequel to the Death Note manga/anime with L chasing a murderer known as Beyond Birthday (ā¦no comment on that alias). It also shows how he met Naomi Misora which is awesome if you like Naomi (I did, and kinda screamed when Light kiled her))
Eh, I think Iām one of the few people who doesnāt mind it being set in America because whatās the point of making an American adaptation if itās going to be set in Japan anyway? I also donāt really have a problem with 'white-washingā for this same reason (though I am disappointed because being Japanese-American would have added an interesting layer to Lightās character; despite fighting for justice, in canon, LIghtās never actually been victimized or discriminated against. Heās a handsome, intelligent young man who appears to be cisgender and heterosexual (even if itās never confirmed) and is Japanese, just like everyone else around him. Japanese-American Light, on the other hand, would haveĀ really experienced how the 'rottenā world could hurt people, so his acts as Kira might have more personal emotion in them)ā¦like, itās possible to cast a white actor as Light without it being white-washing, and since they changed the entire setting I think itās fine to change other things too. Just, Iām cool with anything as long as they portrayed Lightās character properlyā¦BUT THEY DIDNāT SO
Iām really just disappointed that they botched the characters and all the themes of the original Death Note story so badly. Sure, change the setting, change the circumstances, change the plot, changehe designs, but why did you have to take Death Noteās philosophy away?
But, because I might have been a bit too mean:
I will say that the movie LOOKS really good. The visuals are great. The soundtrack seems decent too. Also, though Ryukās motivations/role also werenāt done very well, Ryukās actor did an amazing jobā¦and while Iām not happy with how L was portrayed in this movie, I do think that the actor they cast for him could have been a good LĀ if not for the bad writing.
Wellā¦from what I know, Light Turner ends up in a hospital at the end of the movie with his One True Love Mia(Misa) dead, so nah. The Keikaku failed.
(which just proves that Light Turner really is nothing like Light Yagami, because Light Yagamiās keikakus never fail.
Until the end of the Death note manga/anime, that is.)
Yeah, I know about SUās terrible fandom, so Iām not going to actively participate in writing fanfic, drawing fan art or making HCs/theories with other peopleā¦Iām just gonna watch the show with my sister and look at pretty fanart XD
Tysm tho!
(Question: Which character do you think you are? And what kind of gemĀ do you think youād be?)
Aww, Iām so happy my awkward rambling actually made you feel better??? Like. Come on. You have no idea how much our convos helped me with anxiety and stress, so I have to thank you for that too <333
(And seriously, Queen Luna is amazing.)
For most people, they start going to elementary at seven (in international age) as far as I know, and then go to middle school at around thirteen. Then high school atā¦umā¦sixteen? Maybe? Iāve never really gone to school here so I might not be 100% correct but itās something like that ^^;;
I really wanna try Mystic Messenger but sinceĀ my phone is an old flip phoneā¦I like my phone but sometimes this can be inconvenient LOL
(Iām totally fine with messaging here, but are you really ok with it? 'Cause if youāre not, we can try to work something else out!)
hi im luna and i wanna die.
HNNNNNNNNGH have i ever told you how much i hate school? Ā because i freaking hate school from the bottom of my heart i canāt feel my neck anymore from the amount of studying ive been doing thatās depressing.
anyway. heartfelt advice: do not fuck your stomach up in any way, because you will suffer if you do.
take it from me, iāve managed to develop this amazing thing calledĀ Gastritis and now i cant eat anything without getting the feeling that im gonna throw it back out which is absolutely wonderful. thankfully, i donāt throw up, but itās freaking annoying and ive lost waay too much weight already.
best part? the whole reason why i have it is apparently purely psychological, Ā too much stress. i got it in the middle of july. HOW
my mom is also being INCREDIBLY helpful by basically telling me toĀ āget over itā like i can just snap my fingers and tell myself āoh yeah this is only in my headā and itāll all pass over. cause thatās how it works.Ā
so is my sister by always laughing at me
oook moving on.
yep, school started and i am suffering. ive already gone through 4 tests and a bunch of oral quizzes. yay. thanks teachers for totally not putting horrible pressure on us from the start.Ā
i stg, one of my most common thoughts these days isĀ āsee, this is exactly why i have aĀ psychosomatic sickness.ā
theyāre sending my to a psychologist to see if i can let everything out and maybe get some advice on how to handle things better.
i will laugh my ass off if i get diagnosed with a mental disorder. thatād be absolutely hilarious (I am in no way trying to make fun of people with a mental disorder, Iām just saying I honestly wouldnāt even be surprised if they said something like Burnout Syndrome or Depression (im not even joking when I say that Iāve been sleeping pretty much all afternoon + night these days, cry way too often, feel no motivation for anything, feel worthless, no apetite and also occasional suicidal thoughts which is oh so fun (ok but in my defence, the thoughts are really rare, probably caused by the fact that I feel nauseous like 90% of the time, and I would never ever do it, mostly because some people would miss me (I hope). there are moments when I go āwouldnāt it be easier to disappear?ā tho))
sorry about that rant
MOVING ON TO HAPPIER THEMES (and proper writing):
Yeah, Norway was truly gorgeous ^^ I donāt think Iāve ever felt more at peace than then. I fell asleep in the car at one point while watching the scenery outside, and it was one of the best sleeps in my life, despite being in the car. Iām glad you enjoyed them ^^ If you want, I can upload random pics like that every once in a whole.
Aaah, thatās pretty good reasoning! It makes a lot more sense now, thanks for explaining!Ā
Yeah, I kinda see why youād ship it. Steve is a pretty understanding person and, like you said, would probably understand Loki the best ^^ Recommend me some fics and I might even start shipping it myselfĀ ( Ķ”Ā° ĶŹ Ķ”Ā°)
I LOVE TāCHALLA THANK YOU FOR ASKING YES.Ā
I mean, he angeryā¢, but also freaking cool! Not to mention crazily powerful *^* Iām pretty excited for his movie, cause more badassery from him!
Wow those sound like genuine memes. Seriously why canāt i draw XD
Also HIstory has its eyes on you but itās actually Illumi will give me nightmares.
GODAMNIT I JUST WANT JUUZOU TO BE HAPPY IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?? (apparently yes)
Yep, since I have all the volumes, I like to flip through them sometimes and Iām blown away every time by the development.Ā
I also cosplayed the main character a while ago, so it holds a high sentimental value to me.
But it is a lot lighter than your usual reads, true...
Well, uh, itās kinda hard to explain? I mean, DTK is obsessed with symmetry and will go to crazy lengths to preserve it, get mad if someone disturbs it, will jeopardise missions if heās not sure if he left something perfectly symmetrically at home etc, but itās not so much as a mental illness as it is a consequence of who he is (part of the Grim Reaper)? Like i said, itās really had to explain.
Did you manage to find the fight scene?
My reaction to Death Note in general:Ā
FUCK YOU LIGHT YAGAMI.
oooh, Iāll search that manga up!
Well, Iām not so much upset about the whitewashing, more about the fact that I feel like the japanese general ideology plays a big role in why light decided to start killing bad people? Idk how to explain it...Ā
Oh, Japanese-American Kira wouldāve been a really interesting thing to see!
Yay, at least you found some good things? Well, itās nice that you managed that ^^
Damnit, so it didnāt go according to Keikaku! Itās all because they didnāt include the potato chip scene.
Uuh, i donāt exactly remember much of SU, but I guess Iām most similar to Pearl? I didnāt really sympathise with any characters that much tbh. As for gem. Uuuuuh *quickly googles gem meanings* ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA. Ā I like Zircon because of the colour and alexandrite because it changes colour which is incredibly cool!
Your rambling always makes me feel better tbh. It gives me a looong message from a friend I appreciate incredibly much so, yeah, I always smile when I see a message from you (even though my replies are so slooooooooow)
Aaah, I see! Thatās pretty interesting ^^ Quite different from our system.
Ah, shame, you wouldāve liked the most recent route, there is so so so much suffering.
Yeah, I am 100% fine!! Donāt worry about it! The reason why I suggested something else is because on sites w an instant messaging system, my replies would probably be a lot quicker,
I AM IN LOVE WITH THE AESTETHICS, ESPECIALLY LIZZY, THAT IS GOALS
and the drawings are adorable ^^ Hide tho ;-;
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