#idk... i think cos i've been tryin to do this shit for nearly 6 yrs (which isnt even that long)

[dangerliesbeforeyou]

i’m comPLAING again do NOT read this

#rant #ok so i'm just venting so again... dont read this tags #i'm just constantly feeling so done w/ posting art on social media... #like i GET that it's not my specific fault #and that i'm not a totally awful artist (like i'm not amazing but i'm alright lol?) #& i also get that it's not other people's fault.. not rly... #like i get that often people dont see my art around the time i post #or it's of a fandom they're not rly interested in (& like i get it lol) #but... as someone who rly does try and reblog a lot of art #& leaves comments in the tags & follows artists and everything it's... #it's disheartening as fuck when it feels like no one is doing that for /your/ art u kno??? #idk... i think cos i've been tryin to do this shit for nearly 6 yrs (which isnt even that long) #& it's still a struggle.... &... idk lol #i just want a Win u kno?? i just want a win... #& getting mostly likes on art & feeling like people r reluctant to reblog my art fsr?!? idk #idk idk idk lol #i know i'm whining and there are more important things to b worrying about but... #it's depressing and it's even worse when i really dont know if there's anything i can do about it lol #except maybe reblogging my art every 6 minutes and annoying the fuck out of everyone pffft #ok #i'm done #sorry