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justvibewithjas · 8 months

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Keegan Russ x female reader

Cw: fingering, oral!fem receiving, choking, thigh riding, doggy

Y/N'S POV:

I wake up from my nap with my boyfriend laying in-between my legs reading a book. I reach down and tug on his hair to get his attention. He turns around placing his book next to my thigh. He smiles up at me and places his chin on my stomach.

"Hey pretty lady," He says.

"How long was I asleep," I ask.

"An hour and half," He says and slowly massages my hips.

"How long you been down there," I ask smiling now.

"An hour," He responds.

"Mhm okay," I say.

"You hungry," He asks.

"Always," I say laughing. He laughs and drags me down the bed and picks me up. I laugh more as he carries me to the kitchen. He places me on the counter and I sharply inhale from the coldness.

"What do you wanna eat," He asks me.

"You," I say and tug him to me by his shirt. He smirks before grabbing my neck and kissing me. I wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me. He bites my bottom lip causing me to moan. When I do he slips his tongue into my mouth. He pulls back from my mouth and leaves kisses from the left corner of my mouth down to my neck. I moan slightly when his lips graze a spot on my neck. He hears this and immediately starts attacking it. Sucking and nipping at my neck. I'm for sure going to be covered in marks tomorrow.

His hands make their way down and massage my thighs. He rubs them and then grabs ahold of my ass before kissing me again. He leaves another trail down the other side of my neck and attacks it as well. I'm gonna be covered in hickeys. His left hand leaves my ass and goes under my shirt. He wraps his finger around my underwear playing with the waistband teasing me. Keegan's hand then slips into my underwear and his two middle fingers swipe up before pulling them up and looking at them.

"So wet already for me princess," He says smirking down at me. I feel my face flush at his words. He reaches down with both hands and rips my underwear off me.

"Keegan! I liked those," I groan at him and smack his shoulder.

"I'll buy you new ones. Now lemme do want I want," He says in response. I huff but nod and then he reaches down and inserts two fingers in me. I moan slightly and he starts pumping his fingers in and out. His pace quickens when I moan loudly as he hits my g-spot. He curls his fingers and he aggressively hits it. He uses his thumb to play with my clit and my back arches from the pleasure. Rubbing in small circles as his fingers pump into me and his right hand comes up and wraps around my throat and squeezes it slightly.

"A-ah KeeGAN! F-fuck gonna cum," I whine and dig my nails into his back. He groans before responding.

"Go ahead, soak my fingers princess,"

I feel my stomach start to tighten quickly. He adds another finger inside and my head falls back. I let out a loud moan. He squeezes my neck tighter and I whimper out. I can feel my release coming even faster. He starts moving his fingers at an ungodly pace and the knot forming in my stomach snaps. As I cum onto his fingers I rake my nails down his back. He pulls his fingers out of me. My chest is heaving as I try and catch my breath.

"Open your mouth Y/n," He suddenly says. I open my mouth as he asks, my eyes are slightly closed from tiredness him fucking me with his fingers. He slips his fingers into my mouth. "Suck," he commands. I close my lips around his fingers and suck on them. He grabs my throat and squeezes. I grab onto the hand that's attached to the fingers in my mouth and pull them out.

"Keegan fuck me please," I whine as I squeeze my thighs together.

"You're such a good girl princess," says and strokes my jaw.

"Keegan please I need you," I say leaning into his hand.

"Mhm okay sugar," He says and picks me up from the counter. He walks to the room and turns around before sitting down. " Hold out your hands pretty girl," he says.

"Keegan no I wanna touch you," I complain.

"I'm not asking again," He growled.

"yes sir," I said and held out my hands. He uses my torn underwear and ties my hands together. He grabs my arms and placed them behind his head.

"Hang on pretty girl," He said and grabbed onto my hips forcing me to grind down on him. He started moving me faster on his thigh. I felt my legs growing weak from the pleasure. My orgasm was coming already since I was sensitive from earlier.

"Ah~fuck Kee please fuck me," I cried out.

"Not yet pretty girl," He says.

"Please," I say again.

"I wanna keep hearing you beg like the slut you are," He says while cupping my ass.

"No, I'm not doing that anymore" I respond.

"Okay I'm not gonna fuck you then," He retorts. I lurch forward and groan out. He smacked my ass.

"Keegan what the hell," I say scowling.

"Bad girls get punishments not rewards," He says. He rubs a small circle and smacks me again. I cry out.

"Okay goddamn it! Keegan fuck me please. Make me moan so loud the neighbors hear me,"

"Thats my good girl," he says. I move so he can take his pants off. He grabs me and pulls me to him. He pulls me into his lap again and thrusts into me. My head falls back from just the feeling of him. Keegan's hands move me up and down on him. I want to feel him but my hands are still tied.

His hand wraps around my throat again and he squeezes while thrusting up into me. I moan loudly and he smiles. I can feel my release coming soon.

"Keegan I'm gonna cum," I whine out.

"Not yet princess," He says. He stops thrusting into me and pulls me off of him.

"W-why," I complain.

"You'll see," He says and stands up picking me up with him. He turns around and tosses me onto the bed. "Get on your stomach and put your ass up," He demands. I do as he says. His hand smacks into my ass and I cry out. He rubs a circle on where he hit and then repeats the same on the other side. His hands grip my hips and he slams into me.

"Holy fuck," I cry out. He laughs before pulling out until just the tip is in and he slams into me again. I whine and he laughs again. He starts thrusting into me at a faster pace. He's perfectly hitting my g-spot over and over again. I can't hold it I cum onto his dick and I let my head fall against the mattress. He doesn't stop instead keeps thrusting into me. His hands pulling me to him by my waist. I grip the sheets and I can't help it I'm a moaning mess underneath him. He slaps my ass again and I whimper. He grabs me by my hair and pulls me back to him.

"You're mine you know that right," he says into my ear. I nod and he grabs my throat and squeezes hard. "Say it Y/n," he adds.

"I'm yours Keegan," I say in-between moans.

"That's my good girl," He says and releases my throat. The hand that was around my throat goes down in-between my legs and he starts rubbing my clit. My legs are shaking now. I fall forward unable to keep myself up. I cry out and cum on his dick again. He thrust a couple more times before I feel him cum into me.

"You did so good princess,"

"Thank you," I rasp out. My eyes fighting to stay open. I'm completely spent and my legs are still shaking.

"You can sleep. I'll make you some food and wake you up when I'm done," he says and gets up to leave. As soon as he's got his pants on and out the door I pass out.

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cherryblossomtease · 3 years

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Chapter 11

18 + only

warnings and summary - Masterlist

(I’m leaving my original notes up from when I thought this story was over! How naive 😆)

Just wanted to say thanks so much for the love! It means the world to me that anyone takes the time to read my stories no matter the platform or how I present them, each way is a little part of me sharing with the world (which can be so incredibly scary) but you all make it so much fun! Also, I'm working on a couple of other much shorter stories because I don't think I'll be over this damn Baron any time soon!

You're all amazing and thank you. Now please, go enjoy the last chapter!

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Bucky winces every time you’re struck. When you dig your fingers into the flesh and metal of his arms, he looks into your eyes like he can feel your pain. You realize then, that he will never do to you what Zemo does. Instead he will be your partner, supporting and praising in a way that complements Helmut’s dominance beautifully.

He’s on the bed again and you are holding onto him for dear life as you take the ten lashes the Baron has decided you need for telling him no when he tried to fuck you this morning, and admittedly because he would like Bucky to see what he only heard the other night.

The last strike almost brings your to your knees but Bucky’s there, pulling you close, his arms around your waist and your hands pressed to his chest as you lay your head on his.

“What is rule three?” Zemo asks coming up behind you, he smooths his hand over your burning skin.

“Never say no to you.” You manage and raise your head.

You notice that Bucky isn’t paying attention, he’s staring at your breast in his face. He glances up and when you push your chest forward just an inch or so, he closes his lips around your nipple and you give a light gasp that makes Zemo smile in your peripheral view.

“Not too much James, she’ll never learn if you please her.”

Bucky’s hands are flat against your back as he brings you closer and sucks your breast into his mouth defiantly. You toss your head back with a moan surprised to feel his teeth close just enough around your sensitive skin that you hiss.

“Better” Zemo says.

The truth is Bucky has been toying with you for a while now. For a man that spent years killing, he seems to know a lot about pleasure, and even more about pleasuring a woman —fingers stroking your g-spot until you’re near tears, tongue on your pussy to make your body shake— he's as good as this as he looks which is to say he's amazing, even though each time he brings you close to a climax he stops.

Bucky is better at the slow torture than he knows.

“I need to fuck you,” He nearly growls pulling away from your breast. “I can’t take it” He stands and pushes you back.

“Yes, I think it’s time to get on with it.” Zemo says, and smiles at you.

The strange, wonderful thrill of laying in the Baron’s arms while another man enters you is something you will never forget.

You reach and wish you could touch Bucky’s beautiful naked body but the chain length will not allow it, so instead your hands go to fists and you curse the leather that binds you.

Inhaling slowly, your lips part for the exhale that becomes a moan as Zemo pulls your knees back in synch with Bucky’s slow thrust forward.

You’re at the edge of the bed cradled between them, the three of you moving together, their four hands wandering your body, touching, pinching, grabbing, the only one that stands out is shining and black.

You look up from the sight of Bucky’s thick cock slowly moving in and out of view to his face. He looks stunning in the shadows of the room, his brilliant eyes unfocused as he looses himself to the night. The strong curves and lines of his body reflect the distant neon of the city and you watch his palms slide up your thighs to lift and cradle your hips.

“You’re so beautiful.” He whispers as if seeing you for the first time and pulls his regular hand free, reaching out to hold the chain for a second, chasing the touch with his lips as he leans forward and kisses you, his thrusts so deep at this angle you feel him hit your wall again and again.

The Baron holds you tight— you’re somewhat aware of Zemo breathing in your ear whispering things to you in Sokovian that sound so pretty you shiver. And then you realize just how close the men are with you in the middle.

When they look at one another you watch with your heart racing. You can’t understand what it is they feel —Helmut staring into the eyes of the man fucking his woman—but you don’t care, it’s intoxicating.

When he raises up, Bucky holds your waist and starts to rock into you with a determined rhythm, his chest and arms flexed with the tension.“How do I make her come?” He suddenly says, the aggressive edge in his voice makes you shut your eyes and arch your back.

“Just like that.” Zemo assures him. The pleased tone of his voice is a rumble in your chest. “And use your hand there.” He adds.

Bucky starts to rub your clit with his thumb glancing up. “That’s all?” He asks a little breathless and flashes a smile.

“One of many ways to satisfy her, but tell me James, are you?”

Bucky clenches his jaw and shuts his eyes and you press your lips tight feeling the way he curves his hips to bottom out again. “Yes. But—I don’t want it to end.” He says looking at the Baron.

Zemo chuckles softly and strokes your face, his hand slipping down to squeeze your breast and pinch you nipples for Bucky to see. “No. Not yet.” He gives your right breast a little slap. “Stop.” He tells Bucky who reluctantly pulls out. You’re impressed with how well he listens too.

“Come here” Zemo instructs you with his hands at your ribs pushing you up.

Bucky steps back stroking his cock and you try to watch because he looks so good, but Zemo turns you around to face him. He sits on the bed “Bend over.” He says guiding your hands to his legs. He’s still dressed… you hadn’t even realized. The levels of torment this man can take astound you.

“Now, fuck her again and see who comes first.”

Bucky slips back into your pussy, sensitive and a little swollen from all of the attention. The feel of being taken from behind is so glorious your eyes flutter shut and you gasp, laughing from the body buzzing tingles that spread the second he starts to move.

“Can you feel his cock, deep inside of you?” Zemo asks. He turns your face up to look at him and you try not to moan but it’s impossible not to. It seems rude but you can’t help it, and then you realize he really likes it. He’s got his own selfish reasons for relishing in the sound of you being destroyed by another man, so you let go and enjoy yourself. “I know you can. It’s big, I’m surprised you can take it,” He says with a crooked smile that makes you laugh a little. Zemo’s not exactly lacking himself.

When you give one especially energetic cry, the Baron kisses you hard. He bites your lip and pulls away giving Bucky a nod of permission without saying a word and it sends James over the edge.

Bucky’s thrust are teetering on violent, but Zemo holds your arms to keep you steady as you scream until you fall forward onto his chest similar to the way you had when Zemo whipped you into Bucky’s arms, but now the man you love holds you, stroking your face as the former winter soldier moans and digs his fingers into the roundest part of your ass, his climax exploding warm in your belly.

Your mouth is open, your breath coming out in tiny gasps in response to the feel of his twitching cock. Bucky leans over you breathing hard, with his arms tight around your waist. He is spent but the night is not done. “I wanted to see her come…” He complains and looks up.

Zemo kisses your head and reaches out pat Bucky’s face. “You will, but I’m the one who makes that happen.” He says and pushes you both away.

They trade places and now you see Bucky, his face is flushed and shining from a light sheen of sweat.

Zemo is undressing behind you, you can hear the layers falling away, and when he’s ready, he grabs you and pulls you close, rubbing your wet, sticky slit with the head of his erection. “Is that his come?” He growls in your ear. One arm around your waist.

“Yes Baron.” You answer, tossed back into the moment that quickly.

Exhaling, Bucky sits on the bed.

“I feel it too,” Zemo moans pushing into you.

The touch of the Baron’s cock as solid as obsidian slowly thrusting into your pussy that drips from its previous occupation will be your complete undoing.

You lay your head back against Zemo, both of you moaning as he moves.

When he starts to fuck you harder, Bucky is there suddenly kissing you, his humming moan matching yours.

He pulls back and you can only stand there wonderfully helpless as Bucky strokes your hair, amazed by the sight of you as you take the full force of a man who has held back this entire time.

Zemo is breathing hard now, he’s going to come, and you are almost there. It’s when he reaches out and grabs the back of Bucky’s neck, pulling him closer that you loose control and feel the knot uncurl, your insides giving way to that explosive bliss.

You’ve never felt anything like it. Helmut inside of you, his cock throbbing as he unloads into your pulsing walls while James’ seed slides down your thighs. The Baron’s grip on him is so tight Bucky doesn’t even try to move. He just stands there with his forehead pressed to yours his hands gently holding your hips as he listens to the sound of this unexpectedly perfect moment.

And then it’s done.

Zemo slowly drags his hand from Bucky’s neck and down to his shoulder, massaging just a little, as if to tell him ‘good job’. He kisses your neck, panting against your skin for a moment before pulling his cock free and you nearly sink to the floor your knees buckling, but the soldier—the hero—is there scooping you up into this arms.

You lay your head on Bucky’s chest and smile feeling weightless as he takes you to the bed and lays you down, easily resting beside you.

When you open your eyes and see Zemo looking down at the two of you, you expect to see jealously but no, he seems content. Happy even.

He has you both now.

With a tired smile you motion for him to lower and raise your arms.

He knows what is it you need and sits beside you, glancing over at Bucky who is still trying to catch his breath. “Rest James, you did well.” He says softly, his own breathing a little shaky as he unbuckles your wrists and you sit up on your elbows, dipping your head so that he can undo the collar.

Once you’re free he drops it all to the floor and looks down at you.

Your eyes fix on one another and without a word it’s made clear that your relationship, while solid, has changed. You’ve made room in your bed for this other incredible person and the truth is you can’t imagine it without him now.

Opening your arms for Helmut, he lowers, resting his head on your breast and sighs when you close your arms around him, his body laying over yours and between your legs.

You stroke his thick hair until your heart slows and the three of you begin to settle.

Sometime later when it’s completely dark out and you wonder if they are both asleep, you reach and find Bucky’s hand.

He’s not asleep —he rarely is— and squeezes your fingers.

Noticing the movement, Zemo pulls from your hold and goes on his side, resting his head on his palm as he looks down at you and then over at Bucky. He smiles like you’ve never seen before and when he reaches over you to lay his hand on the other man’s chest you see his capacity for love on full display. It is as big as his ability to destroy and the two combined are powerful.

Bucky must sense it too, because he glances down at the Baron’s hand, but doesn’t push him away, instead he slides his own hand of flesh and bone under his head settling comfortably and looks over at Zemo with a sigh and a smile of acceptance holding your hand a little tighter.

They look into one another’s eyes and say many things without speaking. There are apologies and maybe even a thank you.

When Helmut reaches and strokes James' face with the back of his hand, just once, you can practically hear the Baron's voice in your head saying, “Welcome.”

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~EPILOGUE~

It’s early morning, too early to be awake, but here you are, sitting up in bed with a cup of coffee in your hands, eyes fixed on the blue sky above the city. You take a breath but feel the ache in your heart holding tight, refusing to let go.

It's been two weeks since he's been gone and you wonder if you will ever stop feeling this way...

You quickly brush a wayward tear from your cheek and take a sip of your drink.

“I saw that.” Bucky says, his voice groggy. You turn your head, resting your chin on your shoulder.

“Go back to sleep.” You roll your eyes but he pokes your ribs and makes you snort a laugh. "Stop!" You scold slapping his hand away. It's the vibranium hand and you're the only one who feels the impact.

“What’s bothering you?” He asks rubbing your back and you feel your muscles tense ever so slightly.

“Just feeling a little nostalgic” You say and turn back to the window.

He sighs behind you and comes closer, you can feel his breath on your back under the crop sweatshirt your wearing. “Listen, I know you miss him, but, there was nothing else we could do. He had to go. He’s honestly safer there than he is out here.”

“I know Bucky, you’ve told me one hundred times.”

“And I’ll keep telling you. Hell— I even miss him— what we had I mean.”

“For a few days.” You say rolling your eyes. “I had him for longer and it really hurts.”

“I know, but for what it's worth I feel the loss of what could have been” He says and pulls close in bed to kiss your back, right in the center. “But, I promised him I would look after you while he’s gone. I don’t think he’d like to see you this upset.” He says, his voice muffled.

“I’d probably be less upset if I knew he wasn’t going to grow old and die in the raft.” You say picturing Zemo in some dark cell. The thought brings on more tears but you shut your eyes.

Bucky grumbles and pulls his arm away laying on his back behind you. “I don’t know what to say doll, don’t fall in love with bad men.”

You give a sharp humorless laugh and slam the now empty mug down on the side table. “Then you’d better get out too! Go join him!” You try to move but he grabs your arm with his metal fingers and you shoot him a dirty look.

“Reformed thanks... wait. What did you just say?”

You groan and shake your head. “You know I love you." You say turning so that you can see him and he rests his chin on your thigh. "Not like I love him," You shrug sinking your fingers into Bucky's hair and scratch a little. He closes his eyes and puts his arm back around your waist laying his head flat on your leg. "But you know what I mean… there’s no one else like you.” You say with a pained smile looking down at his resting profile.

“But there’s no one like him either?” He asks, his voice out towards the sparse bedroom that you've been sharing since you left Madripoor. You'll have to help him make the place feel more like home if you need to stay for much longer which is likely after everything that went down.

“No, no James there isn’t. And I will love that man until I am dead in the ground. But you. You’re basically my best friend." You say and you both grin in spite of the sad topic. "It’s just really hard to deal with the fact that my best friend helped put my boyfriend in prison.”

He laughs fully and you feel him shaking his head against you. “You haven't met the Dora Milaje so I'll let that slide for now, but believe me when I say I had no choice, I mean it.” You feel him pause, his chin resting on the top of your head. “Best friend hunh? I didn’t know best friends like to do what we do? The future is a strange time to be alive.”

You laugh in spite of the emotions welling in your chest. “You know what I mean. I’m just —I miss him so much” You say and without warning you’re crying.

It’s not some blubbering mess, but a steady stream of heartbroken tears that you’ve needed to cry for some time.

Bucky is calm and steady, silently supportive as he always is. He sits with his back against the pillows and puts both arms around you, pulling you in to rest on the soft t-shirt over his solid muscle.

You sink into the reassuring feel of him kissing your head until you can speak. “I’m thankful for you, you know that.” He says. “And in some truly, completely unexpected, possibly very messed up way considering the shit he's done, I’m thankful for him too. I can't keep denying that we’ve both changed. We’re not, angry, vengeful men anymore. We’re past it now, and because of that, we both have you.”

You smile with your face pressed to his chest and inhale deeply. “I’m thankful for that too… bestie.” He laughs and pushes you away and you sit up to look at him. “You know, you’re going to meet someone who will have no understanding of what it is the three of us have.”

“Well when the time comes, I’ll have to explain to them that either they can join or it’s a no go. You can’t expect me to give this up.” He says playfully and reaches under you to grab your ass, giving you a good shake.

“They might.” You say bouncing. He stops when he sees the worry in your eyes.

“Listen, this is way out of my league but here I am. And I’m not going anywhere. So long as you’ll have me, I’m yours. And I know he's not here, and I know you're mad at me for turning him over, but if Zemo were here he would say the same thing."

You gaze at his face wondering what it felt like for him when he watched them take Zemo away. He hadn't talked to you for two days afterwards. It hurt him too. You knew then that you could share this pain that is so very different from what brought you together.

You let him pull you close again.

“Soon.” You say sighing in his arms. “We’ll have him back with us soon. Zemo sure as hell never gives up, and neither can we.” Bucky laughs a little and you smile. "What?"

"Nothing, I just never would have imagined myself sitting here in bed, listening to a beautiful woman cry about a man whose name was on my list of people to kill until he —took the liberty of crossing his own name off my book." He says with a reminiscent chuckle.

"Better to just sit back and enjoy the ride soldat" You tease and sit up.

He is lost for a moment remembering what exactly, you can't say, but you know it involves Zemo. Doesn't everything...

"Speaking of ride..." Bucky's mouth curls up into a smile as he pulls you in for another kiss. This one is different, you know where it will lead and while it's not the same sort of power play that you have with your Baron, it is exactly what you need right now.

Bucky lifts your chin and looks at you with his clear blue eyes.

"I think you just broke rule number one."

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