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marimayscarlett · 7 months

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Why does Ich Will hit so hard??? 😩 the song and the video and live version! It's just perfection!

Hii!

Ooh, with "Ich will" you definitely struck a nerv with me! It was one of my first MVs of Rammstein I saw when I got to know them and it holds a rather dear place in my heart. It was one of the reasons why I fell for Richard in the first place, because...well:

Personally for me, it's the best look the guys had in a MV in general. Especially Till's and Schneider's style are among my favourites ever:

The idea of some of them having scars/handicaps (Richard, Paul, Schneider and Till) while others are merely being used as means for a greater purpose (Olli and Flake) are quite fascinating to me. The lyrics, while being so easy to remember and sing along, still have that underlying feel of the singer binding the audience to himself, to steer it in a certain direction, to establish contact between the band and the listeners, which isn't something common for Rammstein and can feel rather intimate (like during live perfomances this year, when Till's voice sometime's broke during the line of "Wir wollen, dass ihr uns vertraut."). A lot of thoughts went into this song and the MV, plus the making of is also one of my favourites. Till expresses some thoughts in it concerning artists and the role of public attention. Maybe those are still relevant today, during an age where influencers can really wield an effect on others while not necessarily holding a talent or skill themselves (but maybe I'm just thinking in an old fashioned way):

My favourite live performances are definitely the one at the Velodrom in Berlin 2001 (I love this gig so much in general) and the one at the Madison Square Garden in 2011:

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Plus, "Ich will" was the only song I recorded fully (here) when I attended the concert this year, I absolutely loved the light effects during it on this tour 🤍

All in all I think it's such a powerful song, can be used to steer the crown exceptionally well and holds such a distinct energy and I agree, for me it really is perfection 🖤

#rammstein #ich will #this was my favourite mv for such a long time!!#and still ranks among my favourite 5 quite high i think #thank you for this message #i wholeheartedly agree 🤍#qu

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ifidiedinadream · 4 months

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Feeling restless and very horny today and it's not funny because I'm supposed to work today 🙂 I'd rather spend the day with Olli and demand him to fill my every hole until I'm dripping his cum 💦

please i want my holes to overflow with his cum 😩😩😩

#fantasies

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httpiastri · 10 months

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what do you think about quali today?

it was a lot of fun! dino in p2 was great, felt bad for paul tho :( it also hurt to see ollie fall down all the way to p19 😩 but vesti in p2 is nice! and god the f1 quali was so tough on my heart, the feeling of never being able to trust the times bcs they'll just get removed anyway lmao! oscar was so so close... but i'm glad about lando in p4, plus double ferrari in p2 p3 !!! 🥰🥰

#lando walking into the pouring rain with his paper bag 😭😭😭😭#that's how i felt when i saw ollie drop to p19 #asks!#anon!

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twinkodium · 8 months

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the ollie manifesting pic 😭 pleaseeee !!! also im going crazy about your tags on my posts from today 🤭 esp the facetime ones 🥰 im hoping for some good racing tomorrow! hope max can in some way get stuck in so much traffic that he doesn't make it to the first place in time 🤣 honestly i didn't really look super properly at quali after q1 (except for liam) so i don't even remember who's in the top 3 lmao but like the post you reblogged, if anyone's supposed to be winning tomorrow to break max's streak it should be charles !!!! obvs love the others but it feels written in the stars that it has to be charles.... it was decided back in their karting days

I dunno where I’ve found that but use it daily 🤭🤭

Hehehhe 😏😏 I might have went a little overboard, had way too many thoughts and could’ve written a fanfic in the tags again but hold myself back 😂

My bestie will kill me if she sees this but I really want a top three where Max isn’t present just to have a little change. Oscar’s job is going to be tough out there tho. Not many spots to overtake and carnage could happen… I’m so afraid of him being sandwiched or whatever😩

Tell me about it, I’ve seen Oscar being eliminated and almost turned the whole thing off 😂 but watched it anyways for Lando and Liam 🥺 Carlos, George & Charles is the top 3. So theoretically speaking Carlos is way ahead so he can crash into Oscar 🙈

He’s right up there so it could happen. But I’ve no clue how Ferrari’s race pace is going to be. But maybe he can win it 👀 what a Lestappen moment it would be 🥹🥹

#asks #Jackie 🧡#buttercup 🥰#does this count as discussion about oscar? we barely mentioned it #whatever I’m tagging just in case #daily discussion with Jackie about oscar 🥰

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theflyingfeeling · 3 months

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it's my day off and I have already had one formal phone call and I'm now waiting for my new desk chair to be ready for pickup and I had an exhaustive day yesterday hosting vaalikahvit for five adults, one toddler and two dogs, so may I pleeeeaaaaaasssseeee get to fuck around and imagine blorbo nonsense and draft an AU fic I'll never write because I still haven't made that sideblog for this kinda shit instead of doing anything useful?? 😩🙏

so today I'm thinking of a no-band-AU semi-inspired by this post I made a week ago

in which Olli and Aleksi have recently moved in together in their new fancy house and they're so happy and in love and having a lot of sex (yes this is an important plot detail 🥰)

(spoiler alert: there is no plot. not even a little bit (hence I won't be writing this))

their relationship had a controversial start because they were still dating other people when they fell in love

Joonas is pining for Joel who's in a toxic on/off relationship with Samy

Joel may be struggling with something else too idk haven't decided, but Joonas is there for him always and he loves Joel so so much

as for Tommi and Niko: maybe Tommi and Olli used to be an item at some point, although he's not the one Olli broke up with to be with Aleksi

and maybe Joonas and Niko had something going on but Niko ended it because he saw how in love with Joel Joonas was

so Niko and Tommi have lots of deep discussions about whether it's weird for Tommi to see Olli with Aleksi (not really because it's been a while and he can see how happy Olli is now (way happier than he was with his previous partner))

and about how it is for Niko to see Joonas suffering so much because of Joel (it's hard but there's not much niko can do about it is there)

and yeah they end up spending the night together at some point 👀 they decide to keep it casual and low-key though so they tell no one

eventually it becomes maybe a little more than just friends hooking up but they're still sorta chill about it and it feels very natural (for Tommi it's better than the random one-night-stands he's been having and for Niko it's definitely better than worrying about Joonas all time time)

and yeah, as it is a non-band-AU I've also given some thought to what they all could be doing instead of being in a band (which is my favourite part of non-band-AUs hehe)

first of all, Tommi is a paramedic because I recently re-watched this old interview in which they all tell the what they'd be doing for a living if they weren't musicians in a band and that's Tommi's answer

ngl it would be kinda funny if I gave everyone the occupation they mention in the video but I think 'gravedigger' for Niko would be a tad too gloomy for the purposes of this AU lol, so he's a writer. a struggling one maybe, but still, and he spends a lot of time in his head (very in-character I knoooooooww <3)

Olli is a graphic designer at a... ummm... a place where graphic designers work? idk just some company, he works from home a lot (so that he can have sex with his bf during his breaks)

Aleksi is still a producer, has a fancy-ass studio in the house. Robin is one of the artists he works with, because of course he is

Olli and Aleksi secretly want to ask Robin if he'd be up for a threesome but he's a literal puppy and oblivious and they don't know how to bring it up lol

and maybe Johnny's Aleksi's co-producer and they also fantasize about having threesome with him 😂 sorry yes they are very horny and kinky in this AU

not sure what Joel and Joonas could be doing, but I like to imagine them as co-workers in some kinda music business or whatever. maybe they're also roommates, just to make it extra painful for Joonas 😭 and maybe Joel is a musician on the side (plays covers at bars etc.), because I simply can't imagine him another career than music

(Joonas goes to see his every single gig, sometimes without Joel knowing it)

a random "scene" I've thought of includes Niko and Joonas coming over to test the new sauna at the Matela-Kaunisvesi residence, but because Niko and Joonas feel awkward having sauna together, they end up mixing the pairs and so we have Aleksi and Niko having deep discussions in the sauna and Joonas and Olli talking about sex while waiting for their turn lol (they've been friends since forever and maybe had some experiments together when they were teens so it's very natural for them)

but yeah, the reason why I'm not writing this AU is because I have no clear plot for it 😔 but honestly? sometimes it's fun just creating these AUs and characters in my head 🥺

I wish I could write all these ideas into actual stories but I'm scared of biting off more than I can chew, so I intimidate and overwhelm myself from even giving it a fair try 😭

so that's it pretty much! if anyone wants to help me figure out an actual story idea out of this, you know where to find me 👋

next I think I'm gonna go keep on procrastinating by creating Olli & Aleksi's fancy-ass house on The Sims 4 byeeeeeee

#sorry but coming up with story ideas is a hobby to me pls ignore 🤧#i was so brave deleting a long self-degrading rant in the tags pls be proud of me #anywayyyy i reeeeeeally want to write something for valentine's day #so i'll try to refrain from writing until then as to regain and recharge my braincells (both of them)#maybe i'll write something related to this maybe i'll write something entirely different. who knows? not i #i wish i could open requests but i still don't trust myself enough to do that 😔#my askbox and dms are open for any other kinda fic talk though pspspspsps 🤲

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theflyingfeeling · 9 months

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when I felt happy and carefree again for a while

(= a concert report of a kind from BC @ Särkänniemi 11.8.2023 🖤)

- First things first, the weather report: partly cloudy most of the time, not too warm but not too cold either (until maybe after the gig; I knew I didn't pack my super sexy gloves in vain 😌)

- The atmosphere was rather chill at the amusent park where the concert was held, so we had a chance to hang about and even go to exactly one ride lol (which was quite enough for us and we actually had a fun time and really put the amusement in amusement park tyvm, unlike the other (10-ish) people in the ride who looked like they'd rather be literally anywhere else)

- Also @wearenosaints and I were asked to give our extremely coherent and otherwise correct opinions about the Back To School event to the press like the very important people we are so yeah if you see our faces on the paper tomorrow that's us hiiiii 👋

- I was pleasantly surprised to get MUCH better spots than what I had last time BC played at Särkänniemi (=couldn't see shit from the stage being so low and all the phones and fucking CARDBOARD SIGNS blocking our view), our spots were rather excellent tbh, at least in comparison to what I was expecting

- ...aaaaaaand then the cardboard signs appeared 🙂

- So yeah if anyone was filming a video at that time (just before BC came on stage), the collective voi vittu! that can probably be heard in the background when the signs first appeared that was definitely us hiiiii 👋

- I know the five months between my previous BC show and this one is a short time in the grand scheme of things I guess but I assure you it's felt like half a lifetime at least, so it was an exciting moment to see all the guys run on stage one by one, I was so thrilled about seeing them with my bare eyeballs again that I was surprised everytime any of them showed up lol, for example I think Joonas was the last one I saw and it took a while for him to come to our side of the stage too, so I was like "oh yay Porko's here too!" as if I had forgotten he's in the band as well 😂

- We saw a LOT of Olli and 😩😩😩😩 he's such a sexy motherfucker that I'm actually mad about it. I love how he really puts his whole goddamn pussy into the show, and the way he's so flirty sjfjfjkfkfkffk for a while I thought he had, you know, someone special watching him from the side of the stage because he kept flirting and making faces towards someone on his left side the whole fucking time, but then I figured Santeri was filming there so I guess he was just flirting with the camera like the common slut he is <3

- (and this totally did not give me any fic ideas about flirty!Olli and jealous!Allu 👀)

- Speaking of Aleksi: 😩😩😩😩😩

- He's nice-looking alright although I've never really been that attracted to him, but literally the first time I saw him tonight I was like 'well damn, Aleksi looks fine as hell?' 😩😩😩😩 the hair he has now looks sooooooo good on him, the shirt he was wearing really brought out his tits made him look rather desirable in my eyes, I may have an itsy-bitsy crush on him now byeeeee 💀

- idk man being there just felt a bit like coming home? 😭 there weren't any surprises in the setlist but honestly I didn't expect there to be, it was sort of comforting actually to know exactly how it was going to go and the guys seemed happy about playing in Finland again as well (Niko: "Everyone here knows our songs!!" 😂🥰)

- They also teased us about the Nokia Arena show that's apparently happening at some point in (near?) future 👀 I mean, don’t quote me on this lol they didn't spill any actual deets but it's gotta be Nokia Arena right? I mean, what else could it be lol

- But yeah. Lately there's been so much stuff in my life that's been stressing me out and making me feel uneasy and worried and some of it even a little sad (just earlier today I had to fight back tears in the bus because I was upset about something that had happened I know I shouldn't be upset about and yet...), but during the show? None of that shit mattered. For those 60 minutes, I was so completely happy and carefree again 🖤

- Many thanks to the peeps who tolerated my bad jokes today and only made little fun of my cool and sexy gloves, you know who you are and I love you <3

- See you next week 🤝

#blind channel #i wrote this in the bus back but i'm now back at home safe and sound #no one had stolen my bicycle nor my helmet 🙏#wear your helmets kids even after BC shows when you may feel like nothing can ever hurt you again <3 #also i tried posting another stupid video drom the stupid show but stupid tumblr won't let me 😭#okay to reblog <3 (if you for some reason want to reblog my ramglings 😂)#gig reports by theflyingfeeling #my concert

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