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Mr Solomons - Part 8
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Pairing: Modern!Alfie Solomons x Reader
Word Count: 2.5k
Summary: You and Alfie go on your first trip together as a coupleÂ
Warnings: swearing, sex
A/N:Â Okay so itâs been a little while, Iâm so sorry for that! Iâve been pretty stressed and overwhelmed with going back to uni and everything that comes with the beginning of a new semester so thank you all for your patience and I really hope you enjoy this chapter! Please let me know what you think!
The sun shines warm on your back, the sound of the waves washing up against the shore setting you at ease. One of your hands is engulfed by Alfieâs, your fingers threaded through his as you watch Cyril run up ahead his huge paws crashing against the pebbles.
It had been Ollieâs suggestion that you and Alfie get out of the city, take a trip away just the two of you together somewhere peaceful. Of course, when Alfie brought it up to you he insisted that Cyril come along too, no way would he leave his boy behind while you two go off on a long weekend together.
Alfie left the decision of where to go up to you, though he did ask for one thing in particular that you pick somewhere near the ocean, somewhere he could walk along the beach with you and Cyril. So, you chose Brighton, a place from your childhood youâd been wanting to revisit for a while now. And so, the prospect of going back with Alfie was exciting.
âItâs nice âere isnât it? Peaceful.â
You never would have guessed that Alfie felt at home along the waterâs edge, that his usual frown would fade away and, in its place, a small smile would sit on his lips.
âIt is, feels good to get out of the city for a bit,â you agree, laughing as Cyril attempts to chase a bird along the edge of the water.
âOllie had a good idea for once,â Alfie mutters, laughing when he spots your raised eyebrow. âYeah alright heâs full of good ideas, just donât fucking tell him I said that donât need him getting a big head.â
You laugh, leaning in against his side. Cyril comes running over, jumping up on Alfie his wet paws soaking Alfieâs shirt in the process. Heâs not mad though, instead, he grins, helping Cyril down onto four legs, his hand falling from yours as he leans down to give the dog a head scratch.
âYou havinâ a good time mate?â he asks, his grin as wide as it usually is when he looks at Cyril.
Cyril barks at Alfie, tail wagging madly as it always does in the presence of Alfie.Â
âYeah, youâre having a good time,â he says, he turns to look over his shoulder at you. âFeel like grabbing a coffee and heading back to the hotel?â
You nod, helping Alfie up and clipping the lead back onto Cyrilâs collar, handing it over to Alfie to avoid Cyril pulling it out of your hand with his strength.
The walk back to the hotel is a quick one, youâd picked it for its view of the ocean something you were sure Alfie would appreciate, and you were proven right when he woke up early by choice to cuddle with you and watch the sunrise over the ocean through the window. Â
When you make it back inside, you sink into the not quite comfortable couch sipping your coffee as Alfie goes to change into a dry shirt, smiling when he joins you and slips one big arm around your shoulders and you naturally settle into his side.
Cyril, exhausted from his running along the beach, curls up on the floor at your feet, the warmth radiating off him warming up your cold feet as Alfie flicks through the channels on the TV, though you both know he wonât decide on anything to watch.
Predictably, Alfie doesnât find anything heâs interested in watching and instead you play some music on your phone, the smooth sounds of Lana Del Rey filling the silence. Alfie rests his cheek against your head his fingers gently brushing your arm as he rubs his foot against Cyrilâs back.
âKnow what Iâve been thinkinâ?â he mutters, not waiting for an answer. âI think I want another dog, give this one someone to play with.â
Cyril looks up when Alfie nudges him with his foot, head tilted to the side to look at his dad.
âOh yes! What kind of dog are you thinking?â you ask, the prospect of another dog running around Alfieâs place exciting you.
âDonât know, Iâll go to a shelter and adopt one, wanna come help me pick one out?â
âOf course, I want to, when were you thinking of doing it?â
âOnce we get back to London weâll go have a look,â he decides, kissing your head as he smiles down at Cyril.
 Itâs no surprise he wants another dog if anything youâre surprised he hasnât already adopted a dozen other dogs to keep himself and Cyril company. Youâve watched first hand how Cyril helps him, keeps him calm when heâs in pain because of his leg, the way even when itâs early and heâs in a mood Cyril is able to put a grin on his face.Â
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For the last night of your trip you and Alfie head out for dinner, deciding to find somewhere that gives you an excuse to dress up to go out. You choose a tight, knee-length black leather skirt, with a long sleeve, v- neck, deep red blouse, with a pair of black heels to finish it off with the real highlight of the outfit hidden from view until youâre ready for Alfie to see it.
Alfie chooses to wear a pair of slacks with a white shirt, the sleeves rolled up and the top few buttons left undone to show off his tattoos.
Watching you as you touch up your makeup, Alfie shakes his head.
âYouâre making me want to skip dinner and take you straight to fucking bed love,â he says, crossing the bathroom to wrap his arms around your waist, his lips finding your neck.
Rolling your eyes, you drop your lipstick back into your makeup bag, laughing when Alfieâs beard tickles your neck.
âWeâre not skipping dinner, youâll just have to wait.â
Alfie huffs, his arms staying firmly around your waist as you pull away from the mirror, attempting to walk back into the bedroom to get your shoes.
âAlfred get off me,â you mutter, earning a groan from the man as he pulls himself away from you practically pouting as you slip into your heels. âIf you can get through dinner, Iâve got a surprise for you when we get back.â
That catches his interest, his frown at the use of his full name melting into a grin as he leans in to kiss you his hands moving from your waist to your backside, his palms cupping your cheeks as he grins into the kiss.
âWhat kind of surprise?â
You shake your head, pressing a brief kiss to his lips before pulling away.
âYouâll have to behave through dinner to find out.âÂ
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âAlfie.â
Stepping out of the bathroom, Alfieâs eyes reach you as you step into view his eyebrows going up at the sight of your lingerie clad body leaning against the doorframe.
âWhat the fuck is that?â
âLike it? I picked it out for you,â you ask, turning around to wiggle your arse at him looking over your shoulder to watch his eyes go wide at the sight of your arse covered in lace.
âFuckinâ hell love,â he mutters, as you turn back to face him. âGet that arse of yours over here.â
Grinning, you cross the room to the bed standing at the end as you enjoy the feeling of his eyes roaming ravenously over your body.
âGet on the fucking bed,â he says, the undertone to his voice sending a shiver down your spine.
You back away from the bed, shaking your head as you move away from him enjoying the frown that forms on his face as he stands up stalking towards you.
Giggling, you back away from him and into the corner of the room where he traps you in against the wall, his arms caging you in as you grin up at him.
âProblem?â
Alfie glares at you, leaning in to drag his lips across your cheek kissing his way up to your ear.
âYou tryinâ to tease me?â he asks, his voice rough and when you glance down you can see the way his erection tents his jeans.
âHm, well itâs clearly working,â you say with a grin, reaching to cup his erection in your hand.
Growling, Alfie pulls you away from the wall and picks you up to throw you over his shoulder.
âFucking come âere,â he mutters, slapping your arse and earning a giggle from you as he drops you on the bed.
As you move up onto your knees, hands gripping the bottom of his shirt as you pull it up over his head, hands roaming over his chest admiring his solid muscle and the tattoos inked into his skin as his hands grip your arse, fingers digging into the flesh.
âYou never told me if you like what I picked for you or not,â you point out, wrapping your arms around his neck.
âWhat the fuck do you think?â he asks, teeth nipping at your bottom lip. âYes, I fucking like it love.â
Alfie kisses you hard, his fingers biting into your arse so hard you jump, and he grins as he eases his grip.
âLittle bit excited there Alf?â
âTurn around and give me a good look at that arse of yoursâ he says.
Turning, youâre unsurprised when Alfie guides you onto all fours his hands rough as they grip your arse, and a smile spreads across your face when he presses his erection into you and Alfie groans as you push back into him.
âFucking hell love,â he mutters, his hand smacking against your arse.
Alfie moves away from you, digging through one of your bags until he finds a condom making his way back over to the bed and smacks your ass once again before getting himself ready for you.
You reach down to touch yourself, fingers finding your folds already slick to the touch. Alfie strips out of his jeans and after dropping your hand away you make eye contact with him over your shoulder as he slides into you, his cock filling you up so perfectly you let out a moan.
He doesnât waste any time, instead, he sets a steady pace, fingers digging into your hips as he begins to thrust, his grunts mixing with your moans to fill the room.
With one hand gripping the sheets, holding you steady as Alfie thrusts into you, you reach to rub your clit with the other, the sensation combining with Alfieâs pace ripping a louder moan out of you.Â
Alfie smacks your arse again, his hand gripping the cheek so tight you let out a whimper which only encourages him.
He leans in, his hips still moving against you as he breathes heavily in your ear.Â
âYou good love?â he asks, his lips finding your neck after he pushes your hair aside.Â
âFuck, yes please donât stop,â you breathe, grinning as his hand smacks against your arse again.
Alfie grins, chuckling against your skin as you can feel how close youâre getting to your orgasm, your fingers speeding up against your clit as Alfie nips and sucks at the skin on your neck.Â
âCome on, fucking cum for me,â Alfie grunts against your skin, and your mouth opens in a gasp as your orgasm washes through you, Alfieâs pace staying steady as your body tenses, his arm wrapping around your waist to steady you his own orgasm coursing through him and into the condom as you slump against his arm.Â
Heavy breaths take over from the moaning that had filled the room seconds before, Alfie slides out of you and slips the condom off moving to drop it into the bin in the bathroom.Â
âHell of a surprise love,â Alfie breathes as he climbs onto the bed beside you, his arms pulling you in against his chest tucking your head under your chin.
Your chest heaves as he presses a kiss to your head, his hand rubbing up and down your arm, as you wrap it around his waist. Your heart pounds in the best possible way as you come down from your high.
âWell, I guess I picked the right lingerie set.â
Alfie chuckles, the sound of it rumbling within his chest bringing a wide grin to your face as you look up at him.
âYou certainly did,â he mutters, lips pressing against your forehead. âCanât believe, you hid that from me until the last fucking night of the trip.â
âI wanted to give you something nice before we have to go home tomorrow,â you explain, happily accepting the soft kiss he leans in to press to your lips.
âWhen we get home, Iâm buying you as much lingerie as you fucking want,â he says against your lips. âJust say the words and itâs all yours.âÂ
You chuckle against him, hand resting on his chest as you settle your head back against him. His arms around you feel like home, his solid chest a steady presence beneath you and you let your eyes drift shut, so content there cuddled into the manâs chest.Â
âIâm holding you to that,â you mutter, totally content in his arms.Â
Alfie smiles down at you, his fingers finding the ends of your hair to twirl around his fingertips.Â
âI love you, y/n,â Alfie whispers against your hair.Â
Looking up at him, thereâs only one thing you could possibly say to explain the warm feeling in your chest, one thing that feels right in this moment.Â
âI love you too.â
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After your trip together, finding yourself back in your flat with Nancy no Alfie or Cyril to be found, it feels odd, quiet. Youâre so used to having them around, almost tripping over Cyril because heâs made himself comfortable in the worst place or Alfie grabbing you with an arm around your waist and pulling you onto the couch with him. Without it, things donât feel right.
Nancy sits on your bed as you go through your bags, dropping the clothes that need to be washed in a pile at the end of the bed, as you fill her in on the details of your trip.
âSo he liked the lingerie?â she asks, with the grin of someone who helped you pick out just the right set to drive Alfie crazy.Â
âOh, he did,â you say with a grin.Â
Looking proud of herself, Nancy begins to fill you in on what happened with her while you were gone, and what you missed with the rest of your friends. Having her around again feels right, normal, and helps to distract from the odd feeling of being away from Alfie after all that time together.Â
Halfway through her recounting of a night out with Ash and a few mutual friends when your phone starts vibrating against the bed, your initial urge to ignore it gone when you see who is calling.Â
âOh hold on, itâs Alfieâs sister,â you say, cutting Nancy off as you answer the call and lift the phone to your ear. âHey, Hannah.âÂ
Hannahâs shaky breathing is the first thing you hear, and it draws a frown onto your face as you straighten up.Â
âHannah? Is everything okay?âÂ
âY/n, you need to get to the hospital. Itâs Alfie.âÂ
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Egotober Day 3: What is a Human?
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31Â
Prompt: Yellow
Summary: Janus sees Oliver while heâs out with Bing and Virgil, and he gets a bit curious.
A/N: (insert Castlevania reference here)
Warnings: none
Bing and Oliver were getting a bit brave, or at least Oliver was. It was a mix of improved encryption and Google getting less aggressive in his attempts to take Oliver back. Whether that was because heâd actually given up or was planning an attack, Oliver wasnât sure.
But he was out with Bing and Virgil at the skate park that Bing liked to hang out at. Oliver was mostly watching him, in addition to acting and feeling more human Oliver had more than a heightened sense of self preservation. But he had balanced on Bingâs skateboard a couple times before backing off.
Virgil was in one of his calmer moods and was just sitting at the other side of the park, his journal propped up on his knees he occasionally glanced around to glance around the park.
For a bit Oliver considered joining him before one of the people Bing had been talking to sat next to him on the bench. The young man had dusty brown hair, a black sweater and a grey beanie with a little yellow ouroboros pin on the side.
âHey, you that Ollie guy that Bingâs always talks about?â He asked.
âI suppose,â Oliver evaded, hands folded neatly in his lap.
âWell either you are or youâre not,â the young man smiled.
At that moment Virgil was suddenly on the young manâs other side and swatted him right on the head with his journal.
âOww!â The man snapped at Virgil, reaching up to grab his own head. âWhat was that for?â
âIâm not going to just let you slide in and mess with him,â Virgil was almost hissing in anger. âHeâs not part of the League anymore, get away from him.â
Before Oliver could fully analyze the situation one of the young manâs eyes turned yellow and he spoke back up, this time with a much more familiar voice, âNow Virgil, I just wanted to talk.â
Voice Analysis Complete: Deceit.
Recommended Response: Do not draw attention.
Oliver looked over to Bing who was watching them suspiciously. Whatever he saw on Oliverâs face had him walking over.
âBull,â Virgil glared at Janus. âI didnât even know you knew how to skate, what do you want?â
âTo talk,â Janus scoffed. âI wasnât aware that was a crime, should I be expecting Ro to join our side then?â
âYou okay?â Bing asked, looking at the three of them.
âI think so,â Oliver told Bing, but his hand was already reaching up for Bingâs hand.
âYeah?â Bing sounded unsure.
âI just want to talk, if you all want to join in the conversation youâre more than welcome to participate,â Janus smiled.
âDeceit,â Bing greeted. âWhat yah gonna talk about?â
âProbably Coalition secrets,â Virgil warned suspiciously.
Janus gasped, sounding scandalized, âAll the years youâve know me, and you think Iâd be so crass as to just ask.â
Then he smiled, leaning closer to Virgil, âBut if you gave them to me, I certainly wouldnât say no.â
Virgil hissed quietly, almost under his breath, looking about ready to hit him again.
âBut Iâm really here for you,â Janus smiled at Oliver. âThe robot with a soul, Iâve always had so many questions about it but, surprise, surprise, Google never let me get close enough to you. He must have been afraid Iâd say something and youâd get ideas.â
âGoogle isnât afraid of anything,â Oliver stated as if it was common fact, and it usually was.
âThatâs a laugh and a half,â Janus chuckled. âIf he wasnât afraid, he would have never made you. But you are just so . . . I donât know what you are but I do believe youâre more socially literate than most humans Iâve actually seen.â
âUh, thank you?â Oliver told him.
âWhat type of programs were used to make you?â Janusâs asked.
âGoogle just filtered out distractions,â Oliver admitted.
âI meant the other stuff, your restraint around other people, âkindnessâ and being civil to the complete asshole who was talking to you a couple blocks down the road is a learned behavior.â
âYou saw that?â Oliver asked.
âOf course, Iâve been taking notes,â the deceitful Side smiled. âA robot that wants to be human. Like Pinocchio and his strings, except you cut those yourself, didnât you?â
âIâm notââ Oliver started before stopping, Janus didnât jump into the conversation, clearly interested in hearing his answer. âI donât want to kill because Google tells me too, Iâm not his arm anymore.â
âAnd the other âGoogleâsâ think differently?â Janus asked.
âGreen and Red hold different information, they donât care about humans,â Oliver answered. âBing trusts the humans he spends time with, so I do too.â
âAwww, babe,â Bing smiled.
âThatâs all it takes?â Janus asked.
âHe knows them better,â Oliver looked over at Bing. Bing smiled down at him.
Janus rolled his eyes, standing up, âWell if you two are going to start making out, Iâm leaving. Besides Iâm pretty sure Vee called for more heroes.â
Virgil hissed at him quietly again.
Throwing his nice illusion over himself, Janus began walking away, Bing followed him, not talking until they were almost out of the park.
âYer not gonna tell Googs, right?â Bing asked. âI donât wanna scare Ollie away from the park.â
âIâm not part of the League, Dark kicked me out,â Janus hissed. âDark can piss off, and so can his network.â
âOkay, thanks,â Bing gave him a thumbs up.
Janus rolled his eyes at the blatant and naive trust. âI know what you are, is it painful to deny it?â Janus asked.
âYeah totally, as easy as breathinâ Serpens,â Bing smiled. âBest choice I ever made, I donât like terminatinâ things. Googs doesnât deserve to be punished because he liked information more than spying.â
Janus gave a small smile, âWell have fun on your day off, Iâm off to go mess with Darkâs work.â
âGood luck storminâ the castle,â Bing wave and started skating back to the other, Janus quickly disappearing in one of his illusions. The trio didnât see him for the rest of the day but the deceitful Sideâs curiosity far from sated.
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Whatâs up, party people? After many moons, I have finally finished my obscenely shitty intro post! So, heyo, Z is here to finally join in on all the fun times, and Iâm bringing my baby with me! Hmu on Discord (@ zavier #1358)Â if you ever wanna chat or plot, because apparently itâs the only app that will even attempt to give me notifications anymore. (Also, please bare with me as I attempt to learn everyoneâs characters because hOLY SHIT there are a lot of you.)
(OLLY ALEXANDER, NONBINARY, THEY/THEM) meet KIERAN REED, the CO-LEAD VOCALS of the band PANDEMONIUM. the TWENTY-FOUR year old is definitely HEARTFELT and SOCIABLE, but can also be kind of SPONTANEOUS and CHILDISH. i hope they find success with the band. after all, itâs not easy to make it in the music business these days. (ZAVIER, 20, THEY/THEM, EST)
â Â Background Info:
So Kieran was born in San Francisco, California, and is the oldest of three children. As of three years ago, Kieranâs mother has been raising her three children as a single mother after her and her husband split.
Kieran helped as much as they could with taking care of their younger brothers, having already taken on a lot of responsibility for the two of them pretty much since they were fourteen, even before the divorce.
All three children stayed with their mother after their parents divorced, but theyâd still occasionally go and visit their father and their new stepmother. Kieran doesnât much like her, what with their fierce attachment and loyalty to their mother, but ultimately they hold their tongue because they want their father to be happy -- and anyways, Kieranâs mother raised them to never speaking badly about a woman.
Kieranâs lived in San Fran their entire life, practically. They grew up there, completed seventeen years of schooling there, the whole shebang. Then one day, a few months ago, they decided to throw caution into the wind and move out to LA to pursue their interest in music.
The rest of their family stayed in San Francisco when they moved, so they were quite literally flying blind to the everlasting horror and suspense of their mother.
To ease her worries even a tiny bit, Kieran travels back home to see her, and to see their two younger brothers who still live at home (ages 17 and 13), whenever they can.
â Â Band Things:
Kieranâs been singing casually since they were a kid, but never took any kind of formal lessons. They started posting rock covers online when they were seventeen, and even though their work wasnât insanely popular or anything, it did help them learn more about making music and their own voice.
Now they visit a vocal coach semi-regularly, someone they met after moving to LA and exploring the music scene a bit. (possible connection, maybe?)
Since they only moved out to LA a few months ago, theyâre the newest member of Pandemonium. Some of the bandmates live together, but Kieran lives in their own small apartment. They do frequently visit their other band members, though, whether to work on new songs or just to hang out.
Honestly, auditioning for Pandemonium was another âfuck itâ moment for Kieran. They didnât really expect anything to come from the audition, and they certainly didnât expect to actually get in, but somehow the universe aligned and someone, somewhere, saw potential in them.
If they were even the smallest bit self-aware, theyâd probably be more insecure about their position in the band. But, since they donât give a fuck, Kieran isnât worried at all. Theyâre here for a good time, even if itâs not a long time.
â Personality:
Kieran is very family orientated, and always tries to look after their family members. When they were living at home, they spent a lot of time taking care of their younger brothers while their mother was working.
Definitely a âmommaâs boyâ -- 110%. If thereâs one thing Kieran hates, itâs upsetting their mother. As such, they try to hide their flaws and developing bad habits from her (with varying degrees of success). Within two week of moving to LA Kieran picked up smoking, and they still think their mother hasnât caught on yet.
Theyâre kind of a disaster when it comes to their own well-being, despite being very dependable when other people are counting on them. They often jump into things without thinking them through fully, or find themself in the middle of some wacky shenanigans with no clue as to how it happened.Â
Has a major case of FOMO. Always down for an adventure -- they just want to be included, really.
Women tend to find them charming, but unfortunately itâs not helping them score any dates since theyâre only attracted to men. Kieran is literally incapable of talking bad about women after how their mother raised them, so they tend to get along better with women.Â
Theyâre also obscenely out-there and not afraid to show off their âweirdâ or âquirkyâ characteristics. Theyâve been out of the closet (both gender and sexuality-wise) since high school, and are very confident in their identity. Theyâre learned to roll with the punches and, overall, not give a shit about what anyone thinks about them.
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Garbage Plate
âGod damn, bitch, really?â Oliver growled as he dug through his momâs purse. Lacey had just got done throwing a fit because she was hungry. It was totally justifiable, but Oliver barely calmed her down. If he didnât get some food soon there was doubt she would start up again. Of course there was no groceries in the house, or at least nothing he could make a meal out of, so he had resorted to rummaging through his motherâs bag in hopes of finding at least ten dollars.
His Mom, Brenda he preferred to call her, was currently passed out on the couch. She had only gotten home from âworkâ an hour ago, so he knew she had made something. He wrinkled his nose as he looked at her, disgusted by her appearance. Her brown roots were coming in well, making her bleached hair look awful. The two piece red outfit looked cheap, but it did seem to get the job done. He knew she wouldnât have came home without making at least something, and felt his anger grow as he realized she was deliberately hiding it.
They had just got in an argument a few nights ago over him needing money for the exact same reason. After much screaming Oliver had convinced her to give him twenty dollars, but only because he threatened to call child services. He never really would, because he was afraid theyâd separate him and Lacey, but it seemed to have worked. He was sick of it! One day when he made enough money heâd take Lacey away from this bitch. Why did she even keep them around?
He sighed and threw the purse across the room, taking pleasure as Brendaâs phone tumbled out onto the floor and broke. He tried to think of where she would hide some cash, and began checking other places in the house. Despite tearing everything apart, however, there was nothing to be shown. This was bullshit!
âOllie..â He jumped when he heard a small voice behind him, but was relieved to see it was only Lacey. She had already changed into her pink pajamas, and held her stuffed cow doll closely. He could already tell she was upset and wasnât surprised when she whimpered, âIâm hungry!â
âI know, Lace. Iâm working on it. Can you wait a little longer?â He knelt down to her level to place a hand on her shoulder. Even though she was only four years younger than him, his insane height compared her general shortness was enough to make him tower over her. She began to shake and her eyes filled with tears, making him feel panicked.
âI donât wanna wait anymore!â She wailed, beginning to cry again. Oliver inwardly cursed, knowing he wasnât mentally ready to deal with this.
âLacey, Iâm really trying! If you donât wait then..then,â He struggled to make something up that wouldnât scare her too bad, âthen the food fairy will never come!â
âWhatâs that?â She sniffed, seemingly calming down a bit. Oliver almost breathed a sigh of relief but held it in.
âSheâs a beautiful fairy that will bring your favorite food! But if they arenât patient and act up then she wonât come. Do you want her to come, Lace?â She sniffled some more but nodded, rubbing her eyes with her sleeves. Oliver smiled and patted her head, âGood girl. Go wait in your room, ok? Iâll let you know when sheâs here.â
Lacey hesitated but then smiled, finally pacified, and walked back into their shared bedroom. Oliver fell back to lay on the floor when he heard the door closed, feeling more drained than before. What was he going to do? They had no money, no groceries, and definitely no food fairy. How was he going to feed her? He didnât even care if he ate, he just wanted to take care of Lacey. Of course he couldnât even do that!
The thought of his sister going another day without eating, and the stress of it all caused his eyes to prick with tears. What kind of a brother was he? He canât get a job. He canât get a license. He was worthless! Why did Lacey have to be stuck with the worst family in fucking California?
He couldnât stop the tears following down his cheeks as his panic attack hit him full force. He covered his eyes with his arms and let the sobs come out as quietly as possible. Maybe it was time to face reality that he had to give Lacey up to the state. As much as he hated the thought he knew this was no way for her to live. He just wanted her to be happy.
As he contemplated this he barely heard the knock on the front door. In fact it took four solid knocks before it registered to him and he sat up, wiping his eyes quickly. Who the hell would be here? It was like 8 oâclock and practically down-pouring outside. He wondered bitterly if maybe Brenda was bring her clients home now, and frowned. If that was true then heâd have no problem sending them away.
Getting off of the ground he marched towards the door, determined to beat the shit out of whoever it was. As he violently flung the door open, however, he was almost shocked to see Vanity standing there. She was in pretty casual attire, casual for her at least, and held multiple bags in each hand. When Oliver didnât say anything she decided to speak first,
âUm, hello? Can I come in? Itâs kind of awful out here.â Oliver finally realized that the small awning over the door wasnât really enough to keep his, kind of, friend completely dry. He stepped to the side to let her in, which she was quick to do, and then shut the door.
He didnât bother to be embarrassed by the state of the house, since Vanity had been over plenty of times before. If would ever give her credit for anything itâs that she wasnât as judgmental as she let on. He wished she would drop the bitch persona she kept, but as long as she wasnât fucking with him he didnât care less. He watched as Vanity completely ignored his drugged out mother on the couch and went into the nearby small kitchen.
âAm I allowed to ask why youâre in my house?â He asked casually as he followed her. She gave him a look and said,
âI brought you guys some stuff. Lacey likes garbage plates, right? Thereâs stuff here to make it.â Oliver raised an eyebrow, a little suspicious. It wasnât like she hadnât gave him stuff before, but it was usually because he asked. She had never brought things on her own. She wanted something.
â...Thanks.â He decided to not question her. It wasnât like he wasnât extremely grateful, in fact he was sure when she left he would cry again from relief, and knew she would get to what she wanted eventually. âYou might want to be careful, I might start to think that you like me.â
âI do like you.â She stated bluntly as she pulled stuff out of the bags and put them away. Oliver decided to help and started putting cold stuff in the fridge, only keeping out what he would need for dinner. He smirked and said,
âNot enough to date me though, huh?â He snickered as he watched her ears turned red, though she tried to hide it. They never really spoke of the stuff that happened in the period of her break up and relationship with Jesse. There was never really a need, but it was fun to tease her about sometimes. âI think you only like me for my body. I feel used.â
âShut up, Jerk,â She mumbled and tossed a rolled up bag at him. âThat was a one time thing and itâs never happening again.â
âFine by me,â He shrugged. âSeriously though, thanks. You didnât have to do this.â
âI figured if Iâm staying over I might as well get some food.â He raised an eyebrow and looked at her. On one hand he wasnât surprised she had invited herself over, on the other he still found it fascinating that she thought he would just agree to it. Not that she wasnât right, but still.
âHome problems?â He asked as he got out one of the two skillets they actually owned and turned on the stove. Vanity sat down beside the counter and watched him. She wasnât much of a cook, in fact Oliver was sure she didnât know how to cook anything.
âNot really. Iâm mean Iâm always stoked to get away from that mess, but thatâs not the problem this time.â Oliver hummed as he made some hamburger patties and stuck them in, and then got to work on making the fries. She didnât elaborate and he didnât push. He knew it was hard for her to open up to people, and was just glad she trusted him at all.
It was quiet for awhile, the only sound being the meat and fries sizzling. Turning down the temperature on the stove he looked at the store bought macaroni salad and shook his head. It was always better when you made it at home, but the cost was too high. For something called a garbage plate it was pretty expensive to make. He maneuvered his way around the teenage girl on the floor and got some plates out.
Vanity wouldnât be able really eat it, since she was a vegetarian, but she could at least have the macaroni salad, so he made sure to set a plate out for her. Vanity kept a close eye on him the whole time, and Oliver had to hold back a chuckle at how childish she looked. In a way he almost envied her and her near easy life. He tried not to, since he knew she had her own problems, but would kill to have an tenth of her wealth.
It was hard to even tell that they were friends sometimes. He was the poorest kid in school and she was one of the richest. He kept to himself while she was outgoing. He was a loser and she was popular. They were different in so many ways, yet similar in so many others. Even if he would never admit to anyone, he did value her as person and as a friend, and knew she felt the same about him.
It wasnât until he was done making the meat sauce to go on top did she finally speak again, sounding timid, âI got a note today.â
He looked at her curiously, and motioned for her to continue. She was popular and hot, she got notes all the time. He wondered if it had been threatening and resolved to beat the shit out of whoever sent it. She sighed and pulled a folded piece of paper out of her pocket,
âItâs from Em.â At this Oliver nearly dropped the pan he was holding, but was able to recover and set it down properly. Emily? Emily Watson?! He looked at her in shock, and could tell she wasnât lying.
âWhat did it say?â He had to admit he was interested. Vanity bit her lip and looked down, her tanned face red.
âShe wants to start talking again. She said she misses me, and wants to make things right.â
âVanity..thatâs great!â He said feeling a little excited for her. He liked Emily, she was nice. He missed hanging out with her in their small friend group. He felt his heart sink a little as Vanityâs blue eyes looked away from him and she shrugged. He frowned and went to sit next to her, their legs only a few inches apart.
â...Whatâs wrong? You should be happy.â
âI..I am! Itâs just..â Her shoulders quivered a little and she bit her lip, making Oliver realized she was about to cry. He interlocked his fingers with her in an attempt to comfort her and said,
âYou donât have to tell me, but you wouldnât have shown up if you didnât want to talk about it. I suck at advice, and I donât know what itâs like to be in love with someone, but you can still vent to me.â She nodded,
âI know..Iâm just scared. Why does she want to talk to me now? I thought we moved past this. Iâm with Jesse now, and she has the Olympics to worry about. Why would she want to do this?â
âBecause she loves you as much as you do her.â
âI donât-â
âShut the hell up. Yes you do. Youâre just scared because you donât want to get hurt again. Youâve done everything to make it feel like youâre done with her. Ranging from sleeping with me to dating Jesse. But it didnât work. You still love Em, and you know you always will.â
âI thought you were trying to make me feel better.â She mumbled, glaring at him.
âNope. Iâm being real with you because no one else will be. Face it, youâre miserable! We all know it and you know it!â He sighed, âDo whatever you want, but I personally think you should talk to her.â
â...Jesse will get mad,â She pointed out quietly. Oliver hesitated because he knew she was right. Jesse would be pissed if she found out that they were talking again. He hated that bitch, she was nothing but a jealous bitch.
âDude, maybe itâs time you split from her. Sheâs so toxic! All she does is bitch at you and expects you drop everything if it doesnât involve her.â
âYou donât know Jesse like I do.â
âI donât want too,â He snorted.
âYou donât understand, Oliver. Iâve known Jess since we were in kindergarten. Sheâs only gotten like that since weâve been together. I care about her so much, I would never want to hurt her.â
âAnd you donât think youâre doing that by pretending to be romantically interested in her?â She didnât seem to have an argument for that and looked down. He watched her for a moment before continuing on, âLook, I fucking hate that cunt, but if you care about her then you need to do the right thing. I wonât judge you either way, but thatâs just my opinion.â
It was quiet for a bit, and Oliver could tell Vanity mulling over everything he said. He gave her hand a small squeeze and got up, deciding that he needed to get back to work. It was a comfortable silence as Oliver put the plates together; fries and macaroni salad on the bottom, hamburgers on top, meat sauce on top of that, and then finally ketchup and mustard on top. People could talk shit all they want, garbage plates ruled.
âGet your plate so I can carry Laceyâs.â He instructed and began to walk to his room. He heard Vanity follow behind and then stop,
âHey Oliver,â She said and he stopped, looking back at her.
âHm?â
âThanks.â She smiled at him and he half returned it. He felt a little good that he had helped her out a little, even if he had to be a little harsh. Someone had to say it, and heâd rather it be him.
He didnât bother to knock as he opened the door to the bedroom. Lacey was on the floor, coloring in her sketchbook intently. The smell of the food got her attention and she sat up immediately, a grin plastered to her face.
âGarbage plate!â She squealed and clapped her hands. Oliver couldnât help but smile as he handed the plate to her. âThe food fairy came?â
âThatâs right, Lace. Look who it is too.â He sat down, revealing Vanity who stood awkwardly behind him. She wasnât too good with kids, especially kids like Lacey, but she smiled nonetheless. Laceyâs eyes widened,
âHailey is the food fairy!â She exclaimed. She had a habit of using Vanityâs middle name, and Oliver never figured out. It didnât really matter, though, since it was funny. Vanity gave gave him a look as she sat down beside him,
âWhat the hell is the food fairy?â
âItâs you.â He jokes and dug into his food, not offering more of an explanation. Vanity rolled her eyes but didnât ask again, just letting him have it. As Oliver watched Lacey eat he couldnât help the small smile on his face. Maybe he was a shitty brother, but he lived for moments like this. He would have to repay Vanity somehow, obviously not with cash, but he would find a way.
He thought back to their earlier conversation, about how scared Vanity was to talk to Emily. He would always believe those two were meant to be together. Their relationship was near perfect! With Jesse in the way, however, he knew Vanity would always be too scared to go for it. Maybe it was time to do some meddling of his own...
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âMove on.âÂ
Words that Dex had been saying to himself a lot lately. Â Words so familiar that they pretty much rolled off his tongue irrefutably.
âMove onâ .The words out of his mouth when the final buzzer sounded, signaling the end of their season and the first time Samwell went out of the ECAC in the opening round in four years.
âMove onâ Â he whispered to himself when he found out that Ransom and Holster, two of his best friends, had given their dibs to Ollie and Wicky, instead of him.
âMove onâ when his dad told him that he wouldnât be around when Dex got home from Samwell for the Summer.
And here he was again, sitting at breakfast, telling himself to âmove onâ. Dex wasnât one for living in the past, he found it to be a waste of time and energy. But the situation right now was proving to be the most frustrating by far.
At least in the past, Dex had a good reason to want to move on. Yeah, it sucked when they went out of the ECAC conference so soon. And it sucked when he didnât get the chosen for the room he was banking on. Â And sure, he was pissed that his Dad couldnât seem to be bothered to be home for him. But heâd gotten over all of these. It wasnât like he was a senior and it was his last chance to win the NCAA title. And it made sense that Ollie and Wicky would get the attic, since theyâre both going to be seniors. And the thing with his Dad, well Dex wasnât sure what he was expecting in the first place. But now he sat, staring at his breakfast plate, dumbfounded by his own feelings. Dex couldnât even fathom why he was so annoyed. But as much as he wanted to âmove onâ, he couldnât help but feel bothered.
âHe left without saying goodbye.â
Dex was a science kind of guy. The kind of guy who preferred logic and reason over perplexing emotions. Perhaps that was why his gut reaction to anything that saddened him was to simply forget and try to âmove onâ. This was the first time that this method was failing him. And it was losing to something so stupid as well.
It was just like any other morning since graduation. Dex, Chowder, Bitty, and Nursey were the only ones still in the Haus. Dex didnât really have a plan on when he was leaving, since it wasnât like he really had anything to get home to after his dad let him down. He was just going to leave whenever everyone else was. Chowderâs flight was that night so he had been spending that last couple of days helping him pack. Bitty was also cleaning like crazy, making sure he had everything he needed to move into his and Jackâs apartment this summer. Dex had been sleeping in his new room, while Nurse usually wound up asleep on the living room couch. It was the day that they were going their separate ways. When Dexâs internal alarm clock woke him up and and he crept downstairs, eager for a cup of coffee, he couldnât hear the obnoxious snores of his soon-to-be-roommate coming from the living room. Dex poked his head in to find it completely desolate of the the stacks of books and luggage pilled up around the coffee table, and the couch empty. There was no trace that Nursey had ever been there. Dexâs brain flooded.
âHe must have left this morning before any of us woke up. I canât believe he didnât say goodbye to any of us. Or maybe he did. Maybe he told Chowder and Bitty and didnât even care enough to bother with me. What a jerk. Thatâs just flat out rude, especially if weâre supposed to be roommates in two months.â Dexâs thoughts hadnât shut up all through breakfast and were still pestering him now.
He attempted to distract himself from his thoughts with Bitty and Chowderâs morning chatter as they all sat at breakfast in the Haus kitchen. But as much as he willed himself to just âmove onâ, he could not stop thinking about it. He didnât dare say anything to Bitty and Chowder though, because then they would know that he cared. And that was the last thing that he wanted. Dex didnât even know why he cared. And as much as he tried to convince himself that he was âjust pissed because it was rudeâ, the twisted feeling in his stomach told him otherwise. He hated it so much. He hated not understanding his own feelings. He hated that he couldnât just let it go. And he hated that he was unable to deny that Derek Nurse had made him feel this way. It made it want to pull out his own hair and throw up at the same time. But he sat completely still, counting the crumbs on his plate, not displaying a single one of his emotions. He had gotten especially good at that. The only time Dex really ever showed his emotions was when he was angry. But right now, he didnât know what he was feeling. He just knew that he shouldnât be feeling it just because Nurse blew him off.
He finally snapped back to reality by the sound of the Haus door opening. Dex looked to see the boy heâd been thinking about for the past hour, standing in the doorway.
âNurse?â Dex stammered. He figured Derek was sitting on his train right now, reading a book or something and not feeling an once of regret about leaving Dex without saying goodbye. Not that Dex cared or anything. Except he really did and he still couldnât figure out why.
âWell donât you look happy to see me Pointdexter.â Nursey acknowledged, closing the front door behind him and walking into the kitchen.
âWhere did you go?â Dex asked, ignoring Nurseyâs smug grin at his own sarcasm. He raised his eyebrow at Dex.
âUh, the library? Had a book to return before I head out later.â
âWell whereâs all your stuff then?â Dex tried to ask nonchalantly, like he couldnât care less where Derek put his stuff. But he did care and had been thinking about it all morning.
âPacked all my stuff in Bittyâs car this morning. Heâs dropping me off at the train station on his way to Providence tonight. Why?â
Dex shrugged as Nursey grabbed a slice of quiche and sat down across from him. Nursey glanced up from his quiche, looking at Dex with a puzzling expression.
âYou really think I would like, leave before Bittyâs quiche was out of the oven?Pointdexter, youâre bugginâ.â Dex rolled his eyes. He didnât understand how an intellectual, english major like Derek Nurse could walk around saying things like âchillâ and âbugginââ all the time. But yet it had grown on him, whether he liked to admit it or not.
âBesides,â Nursey continued, âWe still gotta discuss this room sitch.â Nursey left his now empty plate, and pulled up a seat next to Dex. His phone was already out with Pinterest opened. Dex could see a whole board titled âWillâs and My Roomâ. Dex felt a blush begin to materialize on his cheeks. His blush washed away quickly though, once he realized that the board contained a bunch of projects for him to do this summer. Dex groaned but Nursey shook his head chuckling.
âNo, no, no- the best part about it, is that we can like, complete all of these together! Like roomie bonding! Chill, right?â Dex knew that Nurseyâs enthusiasm was over exaggerated jokingly. But he also knew that Nursey, being Nursey, would definitely still go through with these plans.
âOh and that reminds me, my moms totally wanna meet you Pointdexter. I guess they wanna like, know the person Iâll be living with next year or something. I donât know how the Fourth of July is in Maine, but the view from our apartment is pretty sâawesome,â It was becoming evidently clear that the ever so chill, Derek Nurse, was becoming less and less chill by the second.
âC! You should totally fly in too! My moms would love the company dude!â
âIndependence Day in New York? Sâwawesome!â Chowder was practically jumping up and down at the thought of spending time with his best friends this summer.
âBits, I would totally invite you too, but Iâm guessing you like, already have plans with Jack.â
Bitty had his back turned to them, humming a song while washing up the dishes.
âOh yes.â He sighed contently.
âSo,â Derek started, turning back to Dex, âYou in Pointdexter?â
Dex was feeling over run with emotions. Happy that Nurse had invited him to hang out this summer. Happy that Nurse actually wanted to build stuff together. Happy that he would be living with his best friends next year. Happy that Derek Nurse hadnât actually left without saying goodbye.
Dex looked from Chowder to Nursey. They were both eagerly waiting for his response. At last Dex smiled.
âChill.â
Nursey chuckled, his eyes twinkling. For some reason, Dex felt another blush coming on. Chowder danced around the kitchen. Bitty continued humming happily. And for the first time in a long time, Dex felt a feeling that he didnât want to forget. A feeling he never wanted to move on from.
He still had somethings to figure out though. Like the gut twisting feeling he felt when he thought Nursey blew him off. And the fluttering feeling when Nursey looked at him with that smile. But Dex had a four hour car ride ahead of him to think about all that. Right now, he let himself be happy.
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Thank you so much for reading this! It was supposed to be short but wound up 1500+ words⊠Anyways this is my first time writing something like this and it was a lot of fun. I hope it wasnât the worst thing youâve ever read in your entire life. Thanks again!
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