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#in psych we’re studying developmental psychology and there was this really old study someone did before it was deamed unethical
virgoviolets · 4 years
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thinking about that video of the raccoon with the piece of cotton candy that he puts it in the water and it dissolves and he looks so sad and confused. brb gonna go bawl my eyes out.
#that video makes me so SAD !#i love animals so much it makes my heart hurt#in psych we’re studying developmental psychology and there was this really old study someone did before it was deamed unethical#where they took baby monkeys away from their moms as infants and put them in cages alone and gave one a plastic ‘mom’ with a milk bottle and#one a cloth ‘mom’ and one had no mother figure at all#and the ones with the plastic moms and cloths moms chose the cloth moms with no milk over the plastic ones with milk which shows that we#inherently value and seek comfort and love over food#and the one that was alone would just lay in a corner all day and was so sad and scared over everything#IT MAKES ME WANT TO CRY ITS SO SAD#and we have to watch a whole documentary on the study and i hate it#i want to reach into the screen and pull the lonely baby moley out and hug it and give it back to its mom#god its so sad and like the moms lost their babies too :((#that also reminds me of that one video of the cat whos kitten passed away and she would cry for it all day and her owner sewed a little#kitten for her and the cat would cuddle the kitten#like !!! oh my god !! animals deserve everything in the entire world and i cant wait to be rich one day so i can buy a bunch of property and#rescue animals and give them a loving home#god i cant wait ! thats the dream baby#anyways sorry fo the sad tags ! i just love animals so much and they make my heart ache !#have a nice day ! and dont think about the poor little raccoon that lost their cottoon candy !#thank was a note to self but also to you <3
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Texting
do you believe in ghosts
I think you have the wrong number.
says who
I have no idea who you are.
it’d be pretty fucking weird if you did
I don’t text people that I don’t know.
then what do you call this
Eddie huffed out a frustrated sigh, wondering how someone texting the wrong number could so easily get under his skin. Maybe it was his impending finals week weighing on his shoulders, but he definitely wasn’t in the mood for this. He set his phone down and did his best to return his attention to his notes, hoping that whoever it was would give up. But then his phone buzzed again and his eyes flitted to the screen without Eddie’s permission.
are you gonna answer my question
Eddie scowled at the unfamiliar number, silently resolving not to answer. But several moments passed and his resolve weakened.
No.
no you don’t believe in ghosts or no you aren’t going to answer my question
Just no.
well aren’t you just a goddamn delight
Maybe I just don’t like random people blowing up my phone.
give it a few days
I’ll grow on you
like mold on cheese
That’s fucking disgusting.
they don’t call me trashmouth for nothin
Eddie didn’t really know what to say to that. How could someone possibly earn a nickname like that?
so what are you doing cutie
How do you know I’m cute?
just a feeling
Eddie decided to let that pass, not wanting to get into it.
Well I was studying for finals.
fuck that shit
studying is for losers
Well what are you doing that’s so wonderful?
studying
Eddie narrowed his eyes at the phone, feeling certain that he was just being fucked around with.
You just said that studying is for losers.
ah but I never said I wasn’t a loser
finals week comes around to shit on us all
You got that right.
see we’re already agreeing
I smell a june wedding
Not in this lifetime.
wait and see cutie
I’ll get you
Eddie set his phone aside for good this time, knowing he had to get back to studying. But he felt just a little less stressed, for some reason. He wasn’t going to spend too much time trying to figure out why.
__________
do you believe in aliens
Why do you care?
it’s called a conversation starter cutie
it worked last time
I believe that it’s foolish to think that we’re the only living beings in the universe.
Beyond that, I don’t know.
well said
so
december wedding then
Keep dreaming, Trashmouth.
oh believe me
I will
__________
make a deal with me
What kind of deal?
if I guess your major right you tell me your name
Fine.
I get 3 tries
Wimp.
fuck off
art history
No.
that was a throwaway guess
pre med
No.
shit
uhhhhhhh
can I buy a vowel
No.
you’re a tough cookie
psych
Close enough.
what does that mean
Developmental and Child Psychology.
My name is Eddie.
eddie
eds
eddie spaghetti
edward spaghedward
I’m blocking your number.
no you aren’t
Try me.
but you don’t know my name yet
Fucking tell me.
ah ah ah
you have to guess
Something to do with drama or theater arts.
close enough
richie
Alright.
Now I’m blocking your number.
you would never
__________
eds
eds
eds
eds
What the fuck Richie?
I’m in class.
I know
I’m gonna find you
No you’re not.
I will
We live in Manhattan. It’s almost statistically impossible.
I’ll do it
Impossible.
I’ll get you spaghetti man
I’ve heard that before.
I don’t give up
__________
what neighborhood do you live in
NoBu.
where the fuck is that
None of your business.
that’s adorable
you’re only delaying the inevitable
You’re ridiculous.
I’m a man on a mission
there’s a difference
A ridiculous mission.
most people would be flattered
That’s not even close to true.
hey
I’m not planning a st pattys day wedding for nothing babe
Oh Richie. You know just how to get to my heart. Come whisk me away now.
smartass
Dumbass.
__________
Are you okay?
doth my eyes betray me
is the spaghetti of my heart really texting me first
Cut the shit Richie. It’s been two weeks.
family shit
don’t worry about me cutie
I was worried about you.
you’re gonna make me cry
Fuck off.
I had no way of knowing if you were even alive.
I know
sorry
I live in Washington Heights.
nice
my roommate just started dating a guy from up there
I’m in brooklyn
my roommate just started dating a guy from brooklyn
well this is a case for the fbi
The odds of us talking about the same two people are highly unlikely.
do you really trust the odds
I don’t know.
I’m glad you’re okay.
thanks eds
Don’t call me that.
whatever you say
__________
Eddie didn’t know what to make of the party that he’d been dragged to by his friends. They were worried that he was becoming somewhat of a hermit. Mike insisted that it a partnered effort but Eddie had the feeling that Bill was the one who initiated the mission to get Eddie out into the city. So here they were, partying in a ridiculously large penthouse apartment that belonged to a friend of a friend of a friend of Bill.
Their own Washington Heights apartment could have fit into the kitchen, living, and dining room easily but Eddie wasn’t about to point that out to anyone, not wanting to be that person. He wasn’t about to drink in a stranger’s apartment, no matter how many people were getting tipsy and dancing around to the music. He preferred not to make a fool of himself standing in the middle of a multi-million dollar apartment.
“Is your man coming?” Mike asked Bill.
Eddie’s head snapped around and he narrowed his eyes at a guilty looking Bill. This was the first that he was hearing of it.
“He might be,” Bill said, smiling at Eddie. “I wanted you to meet him.”
“We couldn’t have done it at a bar like normal people?” Eddie demanded.
“Bill still wants to impress him,” Mike said with a knowing smile.
“I think he’s bringing friends,” Bill said as if that was going to bring Eddie around.
The mere mention of it made Eddie think of Richie, for some reason. He wasn’t kidding about the odds being stacked against them. Yet he was tempted to ask Bill if he knew the names of his boyfriend’s friends. But that might have been weird considering he didn’t really even remember the name of Bill’s boyfriend.
“Stan!”
That was definitely it. Eddie rolled his eyes in Mike’s direction but knew that he wouldn’t hold this against Bill. He was undeniably excited about this new boyfriend and Eddie wouldn’t begrudge him that.
“I think we might’ve found the infamous Bill we’ve heard so much about!” a loud voice said in an absolutely ridiculous British accent. “Nice to meet ya, old chap!”
“Shut the fuck up, Trashmouth,” a new voice said, sounding both annoyed and enamored all at once.
But the person’s voice wasn’t what got his attention. Eddie whirled around with wide eyes and barely noticed Bill greeting a curly-haired man with a kiss. It was the tall, bespectacled man with riotous dark curls and a toothy grin that caught Eddie’s eye. Even in the dim lights of the room, it was easy to see the freckles dotted across his nose and those high, defined cheekbones.
He was striking, and not just because of the slightly chaotic energy that he exuded. Eddie couldn’t help but stare and stare, wondering if the universe really worked like this. He didn’t even see Bill break away from Stan and barely felt Mike brush a concerned hand over his shoulder. All he could do was stare, color rising to his cheeks when those dark eyes met his and showed a little bit of confusion and awe.
“Who the fuck are you, gorgeous?” the taller man said, stepping closer to Eddie without missing a beat.
Eddie’s lips parted slightly but he had no idea what to say. What if he was wrong? There could very well be more than one person in New York City who was had such a terrible nickname. But Stan was the boyfriend in Brooklyn and Bill was the boyfriend in Washington Heights. What were the odds at this point?
“These are my friends,” Bill said, coming to his rescue. “Mike and Eddie.”
If there was any doubt before, the way that Richie’s eyes widened put it to rest.
“Holy shit,” he said.
Eddie couldn’t have agreed more.
“No flirting,” Stan said, clearly talking to Richie even though there were two others behind him, a redhead woman holding hands with another man.
“Sorry Stanny,” Richie breathed out, taking another step towards Eddie. “You know how I feel about rules.”
Eddie stood frozen as Richie reached out to wrap an arm around his waist, hauling him in close.
“Wanna tell me about those odds again, cutie?” Richie asked with a grin, his face inches away.
“Shut the fuck up and kiss me,” Eddie said.
Richie did just that, ignoring their confused and shocked friends as he brushed his lips over Eddie’s in a soft kiss that promised more. As he pressed closer, Eddie knew that he couldn’t wait to see what more entailed.
“Told you I’d get you,” Richie murmured against his lips.
With a soft laugh, Eddie dropped back to his heels and gazed up at Richie.
“I guess I should reevaluate my definition of impossible.”
“Damn straight.”
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hearttoshu · 6 years
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A Tag ^~^
MY BEAUTIFUL BBS THAT I LOVE SO MUCH TAGGED ME AND THEY’RE SO BEAUTIFUL AND WONDERFUL AND I LOVE THEM OK MAKING SURE YOU KNOW @violin-and-schoolwork and @sofiafabulousphan
(Also I sense long answers because procrastination let’s go)
LAST Drink: As a very healthy 17 year old, I mixed hot cocoa mix and coffee so... Phone Call: I face-timed my friend :D  Text Message: A bb I also love so much @vinerlover on kkt Song you listened to: Thanks by Seventeen (though I was singing Adore U and making everyone regret having the sense of audition) Time you cried: Probably in the next few hours bc I have lots of tests and I don’t feel ready but I can’t really blame anyone but myself and all I do is complain :D but I guess this morning during second period during psychology again because stress from tests and stuff (I’M A MESS I’M SORRY)
HAVE YOU EVER Dated Someone Twice: Yes.... Been cheated on: No Kissed someone and regretted it: Nope Lost someone special: In what sense? If it’s a friend I guess not, because I just grew apart from people, in like they passed on, I’ll keep that to myself I suppose Been Depressed: idk if what i have is depression, but I’ve been told to consider talking to someone idk  Been Drunk and Thrown Up: d r i n k w a t e r (or coffee)
IN THE PAST HAVE YOU Made a new friend: Ye Fallen out of Love: idk if I’ve ever been in love (besides with s h u a)? I’d like to say I had my first love already but at the same time I don’t think it was. Just gonna default to no Laughed until you cried: of course Met someone who changed you: I believe so Found out who your true friends are: It always surprises me that I have friends so yes of course
GENERAL How many people on Tumblr do you know in real life?: even though I don’t interact with them, three of my friends follow me on tumblr, two of my friends don’t have a tumblr but know my URLs, and some of my other friends have heard about the existence of my tumblrs so idk maybe five XD?  Do you have any pets?: I have two turtles that I love Do you want to change your name?: Yea, Jessie is nice and all but people always spell it incorrectly and some people like misgendering my name (bc it’s also a boy name and I got made fun for it so no me gusta), hence why I go by Jess nowadays though no one at school calls me that What time did you wake up today: 6:22am aka I leave for chamber choir at 6:48am rip What were you doing last night: my brother’s science fair project :((( Have you ever talked to someone named Tom: No..../ What’s getting on your nerves right now: nothing right now...? I mean people keep insisting I should do something special on Thursday but I really just want to go home after school and be depressed and cry but no one wants to let me do that i n p e a c e Blood type: idk yikes Nickname: Jess, Bessie (don’t ask) Zodiac Sign: Aquarius Pronouns: She/Her Favorite Show: Going Seventeen and W College: I wanna go to UC Davis but I’ll be lucky if any colleges accept me Hair Color: used to be an ugly af blackish muddy gray brown, but I dyed it so it’s a brownish red now ^~^ Do you have a crush on someone: //ahem// Joshua (b u t i f y o u d i d n ‘ t k n o w t h a t w h e r e h a v e y o u b e e n) What do you think of yourself: an awful person who also happens to be head-over-heels in love with an angel (do I have to say who that is or does everyone know)
FIRST First Surgery: didn’t have one ever I guess First Piercing: ears :D  First sport you joined: badminton but not any official team so idk First Vacation: Reno or China idk too young to remember First pair of sneakers: sneakers... I guess
RIGHT NOW Eating: dinner Drinking: nothing rn but maybe milk in a bit I’m about to: attempt to study for my physics test LMAO Listening to: nothing rn cuz test Want kids: the more I think about it, no Get married: I’d love to but who’d want to dig themselves into a ditch by doing that Career: does sleep deprived student count
WHICH IS BETTER Lips or eyes: going to say eyes, (though if we’re talking Shua, I’m going to say both oops >~<) Hugs or kisses: I want to say kisses but I also want hugs Shorter or taller: taller (sorry bad experiences previously XD) Older or younger: after reading the developmental psych chapter I’m going to say both as long as it’s reasonable Romantic Or Spontaneous: both please Sensitive Or Loud: both, I’ve learned that I’m not very confrontational in a relationship or otherwise so I hope whoever has to deal with me is sensitive enough to know something’s up but also loud enough to call me out on my bs Hook up Or relationship: d e p e n d s, I’m no good at emotional attachments I don’t think Trouble or hesitant: both, but tbh I’m enough trouble as is
HAVE YOU EVER Kissed A Stranger: no Drank hard liquor: d r i n k w a t e r (no ofc not) Lost contacts or Glasses: no Sex on the first date: no Broken someone Heart: I hope I haven’t Been Arrested: no Turned someone down: once? tbh I’m always in that weird one-sided crush thing ok... Fallen for a friend: it would have been easier if I had
DO YOU BELIEVE In yourself: lmao in what parallel universe would I do that Miracles: I first typed no to this question but like I made so many friends and got by in life without jumping off a cliff so far so I’m going to have to say yes Love at first sight: e v e r y p a r t o f m y p o o r h o p e l e s s r o m a n t i c s e l f i s s c r e a m i n g y e s but I know in a practical sense probably not
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