#it’s 1 am and I feel so sentimental but GEJSVS

[nocomforthere]

Sometimes I’m in a momentary panic of “oh fuck I don’t wanna age” and then I remember that hell yeah I do. I wanna be one of those people who go to pride events n shit, that are old enough to be the mom to anyone there, and be giving hugs like the guys in those videos.

Tryna be a helpful little role model for the youngins, so I gotta look the part. You feel me? Need a little costume

#I must don the appropriate mortal skin #and if that appropriate skin is the flesh of a middle aged woman. I will wait #I WANNA BE THE OLD LADY THAT BAKES COOKIES FOR THE MEW NEIGHBORS :( #I wanna be so gentle and caring and understanding #it’s 1 am and I feel so sentimental but GEJSVS #STOP THE WAY IT AUTOCORRECTED RO A DIFFERENT KEYBOARD SMASH #but like. :( #lowkey can’t wait. I’m gonna be a little history teacher also so I have an excuse to bring an Aztec death whistle to class :) <33 #I’m so excited. I love possiblities #IM NOT SUPER GOAL ORIENTATED. I DONT HAVE DREAMS ONLY HOBBIES BUT LIKE. #yeah I can dream to be this. ahhhh <33 #I’M GONNA BE FOUND DEAD IN MY HOUSE WITH 5 SNAKES LOLOLOL AHHHH I GOT PLANS #this is the first time I’ve been able to imagine a future for myself. is it obvious #I’m gonna be the neatest death ever. both meanings. just wait #(NOT NOW THO I WANNA GET TO BE AN OLD LADY) #sometimes I worry abt my body deteriorating w age but I wanna run people over w my wheelchair and smack them w my cane #I wanna babysit and take the kids on a ‘walk’ (we’re just riding in my wheelchair) #pro aging #old age #aspirations #personal #lgbtqia+ #lgbtq #lgbt