#it's not predatory because nancy wants her too. but there's a feeling of obsessive desire that coats it deliciously

[the-lark-ascending69]

Robin spent years being obsessive, resentful and jealous over the Steve and Tammy situation. Ik she's friends with Steve but I need her to be obsessive now too. I need her to be obsessively in love with Nancy, I need her to be angry and jealous and dark. Because with Tammy, she didn't say "I liked her" she said "i wanted her to look at me", she wanted Tammy to see her and like her and she wanted her to be hers, and she didn't waste time telling herself she shouldn't want her - she just wanted. Like she wants Nancy to look at her now.

But once again, the object of her affections only has eyes for Steve. It's never her. It's always fucking Steve.

#ronance #robin almost maddened by longing #maybe that's a bit of an exaggeration bit #but* #i like it when love is dark love is wicked love has a little bit of evil #it's not predatory because nancy wants her too. but there's a feeling of obsessive desire that coats it deliciously #something something deconstructed predatory lesbian trope - she's only like this because the world told her this is who she was #and she sees herself as worse than she really is #in the same way everyone sees her as - or would see her up if she stopped biting her tongue as she's tempted to do #because her desire is simply stronger #everyone sees her like that except for the girl they think should be the most scared of her. the girl who's in love with her #she sees right through the obsession - maybe because she's obsessed too

[the-lark-ascending69]

I just saw @sylvanas-and-the-diamonds mention something about a/b/o ronance in the ronance tag and that just had me thinking about it as in... omega Nancy who is constantly overlooked and not taken seriously, expected to marry a literal alpha male like Steve and have his six babies in a white picket fence neighborhood, overly sexualized by men, resented and envied by beta women who wish they had the desirability she has, told to calm down and not let her "journalism hobby" distract her from her place in nature - growing up filled with frustration and rage against the world but also herself, her nature and her body for seemingly hating her. Oh, how she wishes she were a beta, it would be a little bit easier that way. But not an alpha. Oh, no, never an alpha. That's too much, even for her.

And (extremely rare) alpha Robin, who has been sideyed and whispered about so much during her teenage years that she's convinced herself she doesn't care about people, or dynamics, or omegas or anything in that vein because "that's stupid anyway" and "she's above all of that" (the true sigma female, lmao). Female alphas are the rarest dynamic, more rare even than male omegas, but Robin never got the chance to enjoy being unique, no, female alphas are always rumorized to be lesbians, or lesbian-adjacent, or whatever they came up with. Unless she got together with a male alpha (a male omega is still... a bit too much for them), those rumors won't stop. But she doesn't want an alpha. She wants an omega. Oh she loves omegas, she knows some alphas have a thing for betas as well, or even other alphas, but Robin is just obsessed with omegas. Female omegas. Which makes her feel horrible when she thinks about it for more than one minute, because girls around her already feel intimidated by her, either because she's so sardonic, because they assume she's a lesbian, or because alphas are naturally seen as domineering. The fact she want an omega girl only makes her seem more predatory. She doesn't want to be an alpha. She doesn't feel strong or dominant or protective. She just feels like a freak, a huge weirdo and she hates herself a little bit for being like this. She wonders if it'd be easier if she were an omega. She sometimes thinks that would fit her better - she becomes such a sweet puppy when she's with cute girls. She gets nervous and talks too much and seeks their approval, but she also knows that, no matter how small she makes herself - because it's in her nature or because she feels like she has to - she fears that if she ever asks a girl out, she'll just say yes out of fear.

Small little angry dominant omega Nancy and soft scared full of love alpha Robin who knows she was born to be a bottom the moment she and Nancy met.

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