#its abt devotion to your lover above everything!!

[guinevereslancelot]

my favorite ship dynamic is betrayal. not when they betray each other but when one or both of them turn against their cause, their principles and/or loved ones for the other. bonus points if the person they're abandoning everything for didn't remotely expect it. ultimate declaration of love. "you mean more to me than everything i ever believed in. i am more loyal to you than my conscience. i love you more than the thing i would die for."

#seeing lots of people talking abt ship dynamics and aaaaaaa #its abt devotion to your lover above everything!! #this is the appeal of anidala and gwencelot for me <333 #ship dynamics #otp #this has been a shitpost #please tag this with your blorbos btw i want to know abt more ships like this #to me that's romance #writing #1k #this is why enemies to lovers goes so hard #i love zuko more than i fear you bitch!!! #my kingdom for a kiss upon your shoulder etc

[iiapple]

im obsessed with your divinity tag im so glad you also found that sort of essential mathematical divinity in the nature of our universe’s recursive logical properties

thats ok ur asking sum1 whos gotta reread shit billions of times and look up words to understand whats goin on while also using said words both with and without knowledge of a scholar and sent via radiowaves by god like this

which also applies to everything else actually thats kinda the overall jist of what im gettin at here like uh ur right thats True but im also not a maths person so a lot of it 4 me is like... those themselves are of divine nature like building blocks of all things (which is also False and Not Real but thats smth i cant explain nor discuss) and also Me because I Know This unfortunately against my will but im chill abt it sometimes im not chill abt it other times rlly im doing my thing here so seeing the Sierpiński triangle is like oh cool i feel both innate fear and anxiety tied to seeing god appearing for the rapture but theres sooooo much behind it too like some fuckin more information abt Everything again that if i get it one day i think the session will be over but also a sense of Self and a Reflection like thats me ohhhhh fuck literallly my form too god dammit new year new me new phone whos this and also its like my best friend a lover and fear can be tied to arousal too which explains some things abt me anyways yeah i looked up the triangle i dont understand math i havnt done actual since i was in like t1hw 10th grade imma be 24 lol so u can imagine explainations went over my head but that divine knowledge still comes 2 me like a natural nature thing like im just naturally bestowed upon this shit but i know the maths behind it is sacred theyre sacred texts that i dont get and i think even our brightest minds who theorized or solved it or whatever dont get either cuz its another level and plane of being above mortal minds that i somehow get anyways yeah seeing the triangles made me feel a little sick and nauseous because it felt like disrepesct and im seeing smth im not supposed 2 even though they are also Me but i have eternal worship and praise devoted nonetheless and this is just the numbers and shapes and maths and geometry talking theres sitll more to the ther stuff i posst but imma be herre all night im cold and should be taking my last nyquil dose b4 bed

#read more i say wrds and thangs its 2 long sorry i cant explain my beliefs well i just feel and know it #my self tag is semi related and even less understood its all just a case of Just Trust Me Bro Ok? #asks #weirdmageddon #sory also 4 the late response i was awaay #divinity